{"id":19545,"date":"2008-03-19T21:57:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T20:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19504"},"modified":"2008-03-19T21:57:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T20:57:00","slug":"tears-and-rain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/tears-and-rain\/","title":{"rendered":"Tears and rain"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Vyb\u011bhnu ven. Do tmy.<br \/>Je zima, hust\u011b pr\u0161\u00ed a stromy se k\u00e1c\u00ed v poryvu v\u011btru. To mi ale nevad\u00ed. Sna\u017e\u00edm se, aby m\u00e9 o\u010di kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159ivykly tm\u011b, a skute\u010dn\u011b, asi po t\u0159ech sekund\u00e1ch, spat\u0159\u00edm vysokou vzdaluj\u00edc\u00ed se postavu, u\u017e na konci ulice. Nerozm\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm se a rozb\u011bhnu se za n\u00edm.<br \/>M\u00e9 podr\u00e1\u017eky pleskaj\u00ed o mokr\u00fd chodn\u00edk, po m\u00e9 levici je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1 silnice, vedle n\u00ed hroziv\u011b vypadaj\u00edc\u00ed stromy, vpravo dlouh\u00e1 opr\u00fdskan\u00e1 ze\u010f a lampy, kter\u00e9 opov\u00e1\u017eliv\u011b blikaj\u00ed.<br \/>Mokr\u00e9 vlasy m\u011b stud\u00ed na krku, mikina u\u017e taky nen\u00ed zrovna such\u00e1 a o kalhoty nyn\u00ed skoro zakop\u00e1v\u00e1m, ale to je jedno\u2026 hlavn\u011b mus\u00edm za n\u00edm, a to rychle\u2026 zp\u016fsob, kter\u00fdm hystericky rozrazil dve\u0159e a utekl.. byl ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, za posledn\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce se mu neda\u0159ilo a dostal ho dne\u0161n\u00ed rozchod s p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u00ed, a abych pravdu \u0159ekl, m\u011b to pot\u011b\u0161ilo. Nen\u00ed to tak dlouho, co k n\u011bmu c\u00edt\u00edm\u2026. \u0158ekn\u011bme jin\u00fd ne\u017e bratrsk\u00fd cit\u2026<br \/>Uklouznu po vlhk\u00e9m chodn\u00edku, ale hned vstanu a kone\u010dn\u011b spat\u0159\u00edm Billa, kv\u016fli jeho pruhovan\u00e9 \u010dernob\u00edl\u00e9 mikin\u011b\u2026 Zab\u00edh\u00e1 do n\u011bjak\u00e9ho bar\u00e1ku\u2026<br \/>Pro\u010d tam jde? Co tam je?<br \/>Vyb\u00edh\u00e1m schody. Prvn\u00ed patro, druh\u00fd, \u010dtvrt\u00fd\u2026 u\u017e je mi jasn\u00fd, kam b\u011b\u017e\u00ed\u2026 na st\u0159echu\u2026<br \/>Rozraz\u00edm posledn\u00ed dve\u0159e a ocitnu se tak bl\u00edzko tmav\u00e9mu a rozbou\u0159en\u00e9mu nebi, na de\u0161t\u011bm zm\u00e1\u010den\u00e9 st\u0159e\u0161e.<br \/>Ale Bill tu nen\u00ed. Zatrne mi u srdce, kdy\u017e si to uv\u011bdom\u00edm. Ne, to ne\u2026<br \/>Usly\u0161\u00edm vzlykot a automaticky se oto\u010d\u00edm po zvuku. O n\u011bjak\u00e9 bedny, v nich\u017e netu\u0161\u00edm co je, je op\u0159en\u00fd m\u016fj bratr, schoulen do klub\u00ed\u010dka vzlyk\u00e1, m\u016fj bratr.<br \/>Vlna dojet\u00ed a n\u011bhy m\u011b zas\u00e1hne jako ta tlakov\u00e1. P\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm se k n\u011bmu. Vzhl\u00e9dne. D\u00edv\u00e1 se na m\u011b s\u2026 d\u011bsem? Vyd\u011b\u0161en\u00edm v o\u010d\u00edch, a ustupuje?<br \/>P\u0159ekvapen\u011b se zastav\u00edm a zamrk\u00e1m. P\u00e1l\u00ed m\u011b o\u010di. &#8222;Ty se m\u011b boj\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; Zachrapt\u00edm.<br \/>Sklop\u00ed o\u010di. Kdy\u017e se ho ale dotknu, vytrhne se mi.<br \/>&#8222;Bille!&#8220; Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b ho pozoruji. Ustupuje d\u00e1l\u2026 a\u017e k okraj\u00ed st\u0159echy, kde se oto\u010d\u00ed\u2026<br \/>A j\u00e1 po\u0159\u00e1d stoj\u00edm a ohromen\u011b na n\u011bj kouk\u00e1m, jak pomalu zved\u00e1 nohu a \u0161plh\u00e1 nahoru\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Ned\u011blej to. Pros\u00edm.&#8220; M\u016fj hlas zn\u00ed cize. Jako by mi nepat\u0159il. M\u011bl jsem v \u00famyslu na n\u011bj k\u0159i\u010det. Ne.<br \/>&#8222;\u0158ekni mi pro\u010d.&#8220; Obr\u00e1t\u00ed se ke mn\u011b a j\u00e1 zalap\u00e1m po dechu. Jeho \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9 o\u010di, d\u0159\u00edve pln\u00e9 vesel\u00fdch jisk\u0159i\u010dek, jsou nyn\u00ed vyhasl\u00e9. Docela pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9.<br \/>&#8222;Nic m\u011b tu nedr\u017e\u00ed. Ani ty, Tome!!! Nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 mi pomoct, vyc\u00edtit, jak mi je!!! J\u00e1 u\u017e nechci!!!&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Jsi sobec, Bille!!!&#8220; Neovl\u00e1dnu se. &#8222;Mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jsi tu s\u00e1m? Kolika lidem na tob\u011b z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed, kolik lid\u00ed by jsi zradil?&#8220; Kapky vody m\u00e1m u\u017e na z\u00e1dech, mikina je promo\u010den\u00e1. Zableskne se a bratr sebou popla\u0161en\u011b \u0161kubne. T\u00edm p\u00e1dem i j\u00e1.<br \/>&#8222;Jo? A \u0159ekni mi kdo!&#8220; M\u00e1 chraplav\u00fd hlas a jasn\u011b vid\u00edm, jak mu mezi kapkami de\u0161t\u011b st\u00e9kaj\u00ed slzy.<br \/>&#8222;Mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee j\u00e1 jsem tu jen tak? Jsem p\u0159ece tv\u016fj br\u00e1cha!!! V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee m\u011b m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 v\u011b\u0159it!! A\u2026 mo\u017en\u00e1, kdybys cht\u011bl\u2026 mohl bych ti nab\u00eddnout i n\u011bco v\u00edc ne\u017e bratrstv\u00ed\u2026<br \/>Jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 ztuhne. &#8222;Co\u017ee jsi to \u0159ekl?&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Slez dol\u016f, Bille. Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161? Oba v\u00edme, \u017ee tohle nem\u00e1 cenu. \u017de to neud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161.&#8220;\u00b4<br \/>V\u00e1hav\u011b odstoup\u00ed od kraje. M\u00e9 o\u010di se top\u00ed v mo\u0159i slz.<br \/>Nat\u00e1hnu ruku. &#8222;Poj\u010f ke mn\u011b\u2026&#8220;<br \/>Jako poslu\u0161n\u00fd pejsek ke mn\u011b p\u0159ib\u011bhne a vrhne se mi do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Jeho t\u011blo je prok\u0159ehl\u00e9 a \u010dern\u00e9 zlatav\u00e9 vlasy m\u011b stud\u00ed na tv\u00e1\u0159i\u2026 ale to, \u017ee c\u00edt\u00edm jeho v\u016fni, mi nazna\u010duje, \u017ee tu je, je tu se mnou, a nic se mu nestalo\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Ty, Tome\u2026 to jsi myslel v\u00e1\u017en\u011b?&#8220;<br \/>Odlep\u00ed se ode m\u011b a v\u00e1hav\u011b se na m\u011b kouk\u00e1, jeho pohled m\u011b zalije n\u011bhou, teplem i l\u00e1skou\u2026<br \/>&#8222;To v\u00ed\u0161 \u017ee jo.&#8220; Usm\u011bji se a kone\u010dn\u011b ud\u011bl\u00e1m to, po \u010dem tou\u017e\u00edm\u2026 pol\u00edb\u00edm jej na rty\u2026<br \/>Vydechne a op\u011bt se mi zhrout\u00ed do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Ot\u0159\u00e1s\u00e1 se vzlyky, ale jsou to vzlyky \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, to pozn\u00e1m\u2026<br \/>P\u0159esto v\u0161ak m\u011b i jemu je zima\u2026 chytnu ho za ruku a vedu ho dol\u016f. A\u0165 se zah\u0159eje, a\u0165 je \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd\u2026 proto\u017ee j\u00e1 jsem \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd s n\u00edm.<br \/>A ani d\u00e9\u0161\u0165 mi nevad\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Nicy<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vyb\u011bhnu ven. Do tmy.Je zima, hust\u011b pr\u0161\u00ed a stromy se k\u00e1c\u00ed v poryvu v\u011btru. To mi ale nevad\u00ed. Sna\u017e\u00edm se, aby m\u00e9 o\u010di kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159ivykly tm\u011b, a skute\u010dn\u011b, asi po t\u0159ech sekund\u00e1ch, spat\u0159\u00edm vysokou vzdaluj\u00edc\u00ed se postavu, u\u017e na konci ulice. Nerozm\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/tears-and-rain\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19545","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19545","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19545"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19545\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19545"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19545"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19545"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}