{"id":19546,"date":"2008-03-19T21:56:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T20:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19505"},"modified":"2008-03-19T21:56:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T20:56:00","slug":"let-me-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/let-me-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Let Me Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Sn\u011bhob\u00edl\u00e1.<br \/>Barva n\u011b\u017enosti.<br \/>Barva nevinnosti.<br \/>\u010ceho je\u0161t\u011b? Je nade mnou. Je v\u0161ude okolo m\u011b.<br \/>Obklopuje m\u011b.<br \/>Vlhkost sv\u00edr\u00e1 mou tv\u00e1\u0159.<br \/>A p\u0159itom za tou b\u00edlou st\u011bnou by mohlo n\u011bco b\u00fdt\u2026<br \/>Dobr\u00e9ho?<br \/>\u0160patn\u00e9ho?<br \/>Mo\u017en\u00e1 by pouze sta\u010dilo otev\u0159\u00edt o\u010di.<br \/>Odhrnout st\u011bnu\u2026<br \/>Jsem tu, \u017eiju tu?<br \/>P\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1m tu. Pouh\u00e9 p\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed, pouh\u00e1 forma \u017eivota, nahrazuj\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1klady.<br \/>Ale radost neud\u011bl\u00e1.<br \/>Radost? Poznal bych ji je\u0161t\u011b?<br \/>Existuje v\u016fbec je\u0161t\u011b na tomhle sv\u011bt\u011b? Nebo je to jen jej\u00ed st\u00edn, kdykoli se sm\u011bjeme, milujeme\u2026 je je\u0161t\u011b skute\u010dn\u00e1?<br \/>A co j\u00e1? Za\u017eiju j\u00ed n\u011bkdy?<br \/>Mo\u017en\u00e1 bych v\u011bd\u011bl jak.<br \/>L\u00edbat tvoje hebk\u00e9 rty, d\u00edvat se ti do o\u010d\u00ed\u2026<br \/>To\u0165 m\u016fj sen.<br \/>Sny jsou vod\u00edtkem lidstva. Kv\u016fli nim se pou\u0161t\u00edme do bl\u00e1zniv\u00fdch akc\u00ed, ony n\u00e1s hecuj\u00ed k realizaci.<br \/>Co kdy\u017e ale p\u0159es\u00e1hnou realitu?<br \/>Pro\u010d, kdy\u017e l\u00edb\u00e1m tv\u00e9 rty, nejsem to j\u00e1?<br \/>Je to m\u016fj st\u00edn? M\u016fj duch?<br \/>Je to sen\u2026<br \/>Ale tohle nechci\u2026<br \/>Chci b\u00fdt skute\u010dn\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, chci to b\u00fdt j\u00e1, Bill Kaulitz, nikoli st\u00edn ze sn\u016f, chci, aby tohle byla realita\u2026<br \/>N\u011bkdo jednou \u0159ekl, \u017ee v\u0161e, co si \u010dlov\u011bk dok\u00e1\u017ee vysn\u00edt, je mo\u017en\u00e9 a skute\u010dn\u00e9.<br \/>Pravda? Le\u017e?<br \/>Vzducholod\u011b, letadla, po\u010d\u00edta\u010de\u2026<br \/>Pokroky lidstva.<br \/>Pro\u010d j\u00e1 nem\u016f\u017eu postoupit o jeden mal\u00fd kr\u016f\u010dek?<br \/>Kr\u016f\u010dek do tv\u00e9ho pokoje?<br \/>L\u00e1ska\u2026<br \/>Zidealizovan\u00e1, kr\u00e1sn\u00e1.<br \/>Ide\u00e1l.<br \/>Ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00e1? Pln\u00e1 tr\u00e1pen\u00ed? Nesnesiteln\u00e1?<br \/>To sp\u00ed\u0161.<br \/>Ide\u00e1l? Kolik lid\u00ed ho za\u017eije?<br \/>One large question\u2026<br \/>Ud\u011bl\u00e1m to. Ale stoj\u00ed mi p\u00e1r sekund za zni\u010den\u00fd \u017eivot?<br \/>Leb die sekunde\u2026<br \/>Tomovo heslo je Carpe Diem.<br \/>Co kdyby se mi sen splnil? Byly by to dny, m\u011bs\u00edce, nebo roky, co bychom byli spolu?<br \/>Nebo jenom p\u00e1r sekund?<br \/>Odhrnu tu b\u00edlou st\u011bnu a posad\u00edm se na posteli. Do o\u010d\u00ed m\u011b ude\u0159\u00ed slun\u00ed\u010dko a st\u00edn postavy stoj\u00edc\u00ed u dve\u0159\u00ed. Tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b.<br \/>&#8222;Promi\u0148\u2026 myslel jsem, \u017ee sp\u00ed\u0161\u2026 cht\u011bl jsem odej\u00edt\u2026&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Z\u016fsta\u0148 tu pros\u00edm.&#8220; M\u016fj hlas zn\u00ed nal\u00e9hav\u011b.<br \/>Posad\u00ed se vedle m\u011b na postel. Vypad\u00e1 hodn\u011b nejist\u011b.<br \/>&#8222;J\u00e1, Bille\u2026 cht\u011bl bych ti n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct\u2026&#8220;<br \/>Rozbu\u0161\u00ed se mi srdce. Mo\u017en\u00e1\u2026<br \/>&#8222;Cht\u011bl jsem\u2026 toti\u017e\u2026&#8220;<br \/>Pohlad\u00edm ho po tv\u00e1\u0159i. Nev\u00edm, kde se ve mn\u011b bere ta odvaha, jestli m\u00e1m pravdu nebo ne, ale lehce ho pol\u00edb\u00edm na rty.<br \/>Vydechne a om\u00e1men\u011b p\u0159iv\u0159e o\u010di.<br \/>&#8222;Uhodl jsem?&#8220; Se \u0161irok\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem a \u017e\u00e1dostiv\u00fdmi plam\u00ednky v o\u010d\u00edch, se ke mn\u011b op\u011bt sklon\u00ed.<br \/>L\u00e1ska je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed v\u011bc. Jednu vte\u0159inu tr\u00e1p\u00ed, druhou ob\u0161\u0165ast\u0148uje. P\u0159ijde, kdy\u017e to nejm\u00e9n\u011b \u010dek\u00e1m a a\u0165 chceme nebo ne, ovl\u00e1d\u00e1 n\u00e1s.<br \/>A mo\u017en\u00e1 p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed i radost.<br \/>Te\u010f tedy ur\u010dit\u011b.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Nicy<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sn\u011bhob\u00edl\u00e1.Barva n\u011b\u017enosti.Barva nevinnosti.\u010ceho je\u0161t\u011b? Je nade mnou. Je v\u0161ude okolo m\u011b.Obklopuje m\u011b.Vlhkost sv\u00edr\u00e1 mou tv\u00e1\u0159.A p\u0159itom za tou b\u00edlou st\u011bnou by mohlo n\u011bco b\u00fdt\u2026Dobr\u00e9ho?\u0160patn\u00e9ho?Mo\u017en\u00e1 by pouze sta\u010dilo otev\u0159\u00edt o\u010di.Odhrnout st\u011bnu\u2026Jsem tu, \u017eiju tu?P\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1m tu. Pouh\u00e9 p\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed, pouh\u00e1 forma \u017eivota, nahrazuj\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1klady.Ale radost<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/let-me-love\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19546","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19546","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19546"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19546\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19546"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19546"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19546"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}