{"id":19626,"date":"2008-03-19T03:05:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-19T02:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19585"},"modified":"2008-03-19T03:05:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-19T02:05:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-ii-38","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/rozum-a-cit-ii-38\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit II 38."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Tom pomalu rozev\u0159el zt\u011b\u017ekl\u00e1 v\u00ed\u010dka a nech\u00e1pav\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dnul kolem sebe. Za velk\u00fdmi nemocni\u010dn\u00edmi okny se probouzelo mdl\u00e9 \u010dasn\u00e9 slunce a slab\u011b vpou\u0161t\u011blo tlumen\u00e9 st\u00edny do potemn\u011bl\u00e9 opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 \u010dek\u00e1rny. Kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b zorientoval, promnul si tv\u00e1\u0159. Musel usnout, \u00fanavou a vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00edm. Bylo mu tak stra\u0161n\u011b dob\u0159e, ve sp\u00e1nku, kdy na v\u0161echno ostatn\u00ed kolem sebe m\u011bl mo\u017enost zapomenout, jako by z n\u011bj najednou opadla ve\u0161ker\u00e1 t\u00edha, na tu chvilku v jeho t\u011ble nastala p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e1 harmonie, sen, jako\u017ee je v\u0161e jak m\u00e1 b\u00fdt. Byl to pro n\u011bj tak osvobozuj\u00edc\u00ed pocit, \u017ee bych schopen mu i uv\u011b\u0159it, nechat se uchl\u00e1cholit kr\u00e1tk\u00fdm upadnut\u00edm do kouzeln\u011b bezstarostn\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku.<\/div>\n<div>Procitnut\u00ed pro n\u011bj znamenalo t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd dopad na zem reality, otev\u0159en\u00edm o\u010d\u00ed se dostal zp\u011bt, tam odkud p\u0159i\u0161el, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd z\u00e1zrak se nekonal, on byl po\u0159\u00e1d tady.<\/div>\n<div>Ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd a bezmocn\u00fd, zat\u00edmco za t\u011bmito st\u011bnami bojoval Bill o sv\u016fj \u017eivot a on pro n\u011bj mohl ud\u011blat jen to jedin\u00e9, jak mu s oblibou opakoval ve\u0161ker\u00fd zdravotnick\u00fd person\u00e1l. \u010cekat. Bylo to vysiluj\u00edc\u00ed, tak moc vysiluj\u00edc\u00ed. Na jednu stranu si p\u0159\u00e1l, aby to \u00fatrpn\u00e9 nev\u011bdom\u00ed u\u017e skon\u010dilo, aby bylo kone\u010dn\u011b jasno, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 pochyby, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 dohady, jen aby u\u017e nemusel tr\u00e1vit dal\u0161\u00ed nekone\u010dn\u00e9 hodiny, kter\u00e9 jej ub\u00edraly o cel\u00e9 dny \u017eivota. Na druhou stranu v\u0161ak dob\u0159e v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee dokud nen\u00ed rozhodnuto, Bill m\u00e1 st\u00e1le \u0161anci, zat\u00edm se nedozv\u011bd\u011bl \u017e\u00e1dnou zdrcuj\u00edc\u00ed pravdu, tak\u017ee tady po\u0159\u00e1d z\u016fst\u00e1vala n\u011bjak\u00e1 nad\u011bje. Byl jako chycen\u00fd v pasti a v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee v\u016fbec nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed na n\u011bm, jak se z n\u00ed d\u0159\u00edve \u010di pozd\u011bji dostane.<\/div>\n<div>Nem\u011bl dostatek \u010dasu o sv\u00e9 neut\u011b\u0161en\u00e9 situaci uva\u017eovat, jeho osamocen\u00e9 p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed p\u0159eru\u0161ilo hlasit\u00e9 bouchnut\u00ed zadn\u00edch dve\u0159\u00ed a kroky rozl\u00e9haj\u00edc\u00ed se po pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 chodb\u011b. Ohl\u00e9dnul se. Od bratrova pokoje kr\u00e1\u010del pomalou ch\u016fz\u00ed t\u00fdm l\u00e9ka\u0159\u016f, kte\u0159\u00ed p\u016fsobili, \u017ee maj\u00ed za sebou nelehk\u00e9 hodiny. V\u0161em na \u010dele perlily kr\u016fp\u011bje potu a celkov\u011b budili dojem obrovsk\u00e9 \u00fanavy, kter\u00e1 se na nich b\u011bhem pr\u00e1ce podepsala. Tomem projel ledov\u00fd mr\u00e1z. Jsou jen dv\u011b mo\u017enosti, bu\u010f se to poda\u0159ilo, nebo ne, neexistuje nic mezit\u00edm, nic nap\u016fl. Dal by v\u0161echno na sv\u011bt\u011b za mo\u017enost \u010d\u00edslo jedna, c\u00edtil, jak se mu u\u017e nejsp\u00ed\u0161 preventivn\u011b hrnou do o\u010d\u00ed slzy, kter\u00e9 jakoby byly v pr\u016fb\u011bhu posledn\u00edch hodin k neudr\u017een\u00ed. Co ale mohl d\u011blat? U\u017e jen pouh\u00e1 p\u0159edstava toho, \u017ee by mohl ztratit toho nejmilovan\u011bj\u0161\u00edho \u010dlov\u011bka nav\u017edy, jej naprosto vnit\u0159n\u011b ni\u010dila.<\/div>\n<div>Nap\u0159\u00edmil se ve chv\u00edli, kdy zn\u00e1m\u00fd mu\u017e ve st\u0159edn\u00edch letech p\u0159edstoupil p\u0159ed n\u011bj, zat\u00edmco jeho kolegov\u00e9 vy\u010derpan\u011b zam\u00ed\u0159ili do koupelny. Uv\u011bdomoval si, \u017ee ani ned\u00fdch\u00e1, jeho t\u011blo bylo prost\u011b neskute\u010dn\u011b sev\u0159en\u00e9, jakoby na n\u011bj tla\u010dila n\u011bjak\u00e1 bolestiv\u00e1 s\u00edla. Neodv\u00e1\u017eil se zeptat, byl slab\u00fd, a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 se b\u00e1l odpov\u011bdi, \u017ee by rad\u011bji st\u00e1l tady, uprost\u0159ed chodby a\u017e do konce sv\u011bta, ne\u017e aby se dozv\u011bd\u011bl pravdu. Vid\u011bl, jak l\u00e9ka\u0159 otev\u00edr\u00e1 \u00fasta, aby jej sezn\u00e1mil s realitou a kolena se mu rozt\u0159\u00e1sla. Byl jako v mr\u00e1kot\u00e1ch.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;P\u0159e\u017eije to,&#8220; prohl\u00e1sil doktor a v unaven\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i nazna\u010dil letm\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv. &#8222;Bylo to n\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00e9, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee jeden z nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00edch p\u0159\u00edpad\u016f, s nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00edm \u0161t\u011bst\u00edm. B\u011b\u017en\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk by nejsp\u00ed\u0161 n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho nem\u011bl \u0161anci p\u0159etrp\u011bt, ale v\u00e1\u0161 bratr m\u00e1 zjevn\u011b chu\u0165 tady je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjakou dobu z\u016fstat. Poda\u0159ilo se n\u00e1m obnovit \u010dinnost srdce, bude sice velice zdlouhav\u00e1 procedura dostat jej zp\u011bt do po\u0159\u00e1dku, ale z nejhor\u0161\u00edho je venku.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Tom zt\u011b\u017eka dosedl na ko\u017eenou lavici a zav\u0159el o\u010di. D\u011bkoval, d\u011bkoval ka\u017ed\u00e9 n\u00e1hod\u011b, ka\u017ed\u00e9mu kousku \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, kter\u00e9 u n\u011bj bratra dok\u00e1zalo udr\u017eet, d\u00e1t mu s\u00edlu bojovat a neztratit jej. P\u0159ipadalo mu, jakoby zachr\u00e1nili \u017eivot jemu, jakoby se on znovu narodil a do jeho t\u011bla v\u016fbec poprv\u00e9 za\u010dala proudit krev, za\u010dal se probouzet \u017eivot. Snad poprv\u00e9 od okam\u017eiku, kdy objevil Billa v jeho pokoji, se mu do ledov\u00fdch rukou vlila horkost a ztuhl\u00e9 svaly za\u010daly pracovat. Je\u0161t\u011b nikdy se nec\u00edtil tak jako te\u010f, tolik \u00falevy a pocitu \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, ve\u0161ker\u00e1 radost z dosavadn\u00edho profesn\u00edho \u00fasp\u011bchu byla nicotn\u00e1 proti tomu, co se v n\u011bm odehr\u00e1valo pr\u00e1v\u011b v tuto chv\u00edli. D\u011blalo mu jen velk\u00e9 probl\u00e9my pln\u011b se koncentrovat na l\u00e9ka\u0159\u016fv hlas.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00e1\u0161 bratr bude \u017e\u00edt, to je pravda, ale je to teprve za\u010d\u00e1tek. Je bezpodm\u00edne\u010dn\u011b nutn\u00e1 cel\u00e1 \u0159ada \u00fakon\u016f, kter\u00e9 mus\u00ed d\u00e1le podstoupit, nebude zcela v po\u0159\u00e1dku. M\u016f\u017eeme si gratulovat, \u017ee zat\u00edm u n\u011bj nebyly zji\u0161t\u011bny \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 n\u00e1sledky, ale bude se muset sm\u00ed\u0159it s t\u00edm, \u017ee te\u010f na sebe mus\u00ed b\u00fdt v\u00fdsostn\u011b opatrn\u00fd. Je neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b oslaben\u00fd, sta\u010d\u00ed m\u00e1lo a m\u016f\u017eete jej sem v\u00e9zt znovu. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b je nutn\u00e9, aby prod\u011blal odvykac\u00ed terapii a dal\u0161\u00ed\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u016f\u017eu za n\u00edm? Pros\u00edm,&#8220; p\u0159eru\u0161il jej nedo\u010dkav\u011b Tom. V\u0161echno ostatn\u00ed si poslechne pozd\u011bji, te\u010f pro n\u011bj bylo prioritn\u00edm, \u017ee Bill bude zase v po\u0159\u00e1dku a prost\u011b jej musel vid\u011bt za ka\u017edou cenu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Sp\u00ed,&#8220; nam\u00edtnul doktor.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To nevad\u00ed, cht\u011bl bych se na n\u011bj jen pod\u00edvat.&#8220; V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee jeho horlivost je n\u00e1padn\u00e1, ale v tuto chv\u00edli to bylo to posledn\u00ed, na \u010dem by mu z\u00e1le\u017eelo. N\u011bkolika rychl\u00fdmi kroky zdolal tu nepatrnou vzd\u00e1lenost a se zatajen\u00fdm dechem otev\u0159el dve\u0159e. U\u017e jej neopust\u00ed, nikdy. \u017divot je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 k\u0159ehk\u00fd, u\u017e nedovol\u00ed, aby ztratili ani minutu.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Heidi<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tom pomalu rozev\u0159el zt\u011b\u017ekl\u00e1 v\u00ed\u010dka a nech\u00e1pav\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dnul kolem sebe. Za velk\u00fdmi nemocni\u010dn\u00edmi okny se probouzelo mdl\u00e9 \u010dasn\u00e9 slunce a slab\u011b vpou\u0161t\u011blo tlumen\u00e9 st\u00edny do potemn\u011bl\u00e9 opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 \u010dek\u00e1rny. Kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b zorientoval, promnul si tv\u00e1\u0159. Musel usnout, \u00fanavou a vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00edm. 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