{"id":19661,"date":"2008-03-19T00:10:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-18T23:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19620"},"modified":"2008-03-19T00:10:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-18T23:10:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-ii-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/19\/rozum-a-cit-ii-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit II 3."},"content":{"rendered":"
Bill vyc\u00edtil jeho chladnou reakci a opatrn\u011b se nadzvednul na loktech. Ned\u011blalo mu to v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed probl\u00e9my, proto\u017ee bratr u\u017e na n\u011bm nele\u017eel, jen sed\u011bl zara\u017een\u011b vedle n\u011bj. Billovy n\u00e1zory jej \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edce znerv\u00f3z\u0148ovaly, nepozn\u00e1val ho, byly okam\u017eiky, kdy se choval tak neskute\u010dn\u011b arogantn\u011b a nad\u0159azen\u011b a ty se st\u0159\u00eddaly s chv\u00edlemi n\u011bhy a sladk\u00fdch sl\u016fvek. Toho druh\u00e9ho v\u0161ak bohu\u017eel st\u00e1le v\u00edc a v\u00edc ub\u00fdvalo. Tom se nemohl ubr\u00e1nit pocitu, \u017ee se jej bratr sna\u017e\u00ed p\u0159etvo\u0159it ke sv\u00e9mu vlastn\u00edmu obrazu a zaujal tu v\u016fd\u010d\u00ed roli v jejich vztahu. Tom nech\u00e1pal, kde ud\u011blal chybu, kdy jednal \u0161patn\u011b, d\u00e1val Billovi v\u0161echno co mohl, choval se k n\u011bmu jako by byl z vaty, celou dobu s n\u00edm zach\u00e1zel s tou nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed cennost\u00ed, nikdy mu nic nevy\u010d\u00edtal, nemohl se na n\u011bj p\u0159ece zlobit. Bill si p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rychle zvyknul na to, \u017ee bratr p\u0159ech\u00e1z\u00ed beze slova v\u0161echno co ud\u011bl\u00e1 a nic mu nen\u00ed vyt\u00fdk\u00e1no.<\/div>\n
„Co je?“ syknul Bill otr\u00e1ven\u011b, kdy\u017e se Tom ani po ur\u010dit\u00e9 dob\u011b nem\u011bl k pokra\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed v jejich n\u011b\u017enostech.<\/div>\n
„Dnes ne, n\u011bjak m\u011b p\u0159e\u0161la chu\u0165,“ odv\u011btil Tom chladn\u011b. Dnes v noci by se skute\u010dn\u011b nedok\u00e1zal s Billem milovat, v u\u0161\u00edch by mu po\u0159\u00e1d zn\u011bl jeho sebev\u011bdom\u00fd hlas, kter\u00fd slibuje, jak u\u017e si jej p\u0159evychov\u00e1 podle sv\u00e9ho.<\/div>\n
„Nemluv hlouposti,“ zasm\u00e1l se lehk\u00fdm t\u00f3nem Bill a p\u0159it\u00e1hnul si bratra k sob\u011b, aby jej pol\u00edbil a jednou rukou pomalu zajel za okraj jeho pr\u00e1dla. „P\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b nel\u017ei, \u017ee nem\u00e1\u0161 chu\u0165,“ za\u0161eptal mu do ucha a hodlal se ujmout iniciativy on s\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
„Mluv\u00edm jasn\u011b, Bille! Promi\u0148, ale opravdu se nec\u00edt\u00edm!“ Tom od sebe odstr\u010dil jeho t\u011blo, vstal z postele a zam\u00ed\u0159il ke dve\u0159\u00edm.<\/div>\n
„Kam si mysl\u00ed\u0161 \u017ee jde\u0161?!“ rozk\u0159iknul se zlostn\u011b Bill.<\/div>\n
Pocit, \u017ee jej n\u011bkdo odm\u00edtnul a nechal jen tak beze slova le\u017eet samotn\u00e9ho, jej rozpaloval dob\u011bla a ve skrytu du\u0161e jej ur\u00e1\u017eel.<\/div>\n
„Jdu sp\u00e1t vedle, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee je pro n\u00e1s oba lep\u0161\u00ed, abychom si jeden od druh\u00e9ho na chv\u00edli odpo\u010dinuli a r\u00e1no u\u017e mo\u017en\u00e1 bude v\u0161echno zase v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Pot\u0159ebujeme se oba uklidnit.“<\/div>\n
„Co se ti po\u0159\u00e1d nezd\u00e1? V\u017edy\u0165 se nic ned\u011bje tak pro\u010d tak vyv\u00e1d\u00ed\u0161?!“ vztekal se Bill.<\/div>\n
„Prost\u011b se mi jen ob\u010das nel\u00edb\u00ed tv\u00e9 radik\u00e1ln\u00ed n\u00e1zory a kdybych te\u010f z\u016fstal, tak by to zase jen kon\u010dilo dal\u0161\u00edm zbyte\u010dn\u00fdm k\u0159ikem a to j\u00e1 nechci.“ Bill se rozzloben\u011b posadil na posteli.<\/div>\n
„A jestli te\u010f odejde\u0161, nepo\u010d\u00edtej s t\u00edm, \u017ee se bude\u0161 moci tak snadno vr\u00e1tit.“<\/div>\n
„Citov\u00e9 vyd\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed? Myslel jsem, \u017ee to u\u017e m\u00e1me d\u00e1vno za sebou, \u017ee my dva u\u017e jsme n\u011bkde d\u00e1l. Chci b\u00fdt s tebou, jen n\u00e1m dnes prosp\u011bje, kdy\u017e str\u00e1v\u00edme noc ka\u017ed\u00fd s\u00e1m.“<\/div>\n
Vte\u0159inu po tom, co za sebou bratr zav\u0159el dve\u0159e, se o n\u011b rozt\u0159\u00ed\u0161tila na kusy sklen\u011bn\u00e1 so\u0161ka, kterou po nich Bill v n\u00e1valu zlosti hodil. Uv\u011bdomoval si, jak je posledn\u00ed dobou stra\u0161n\u011b nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed, ale byl p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00fd o tom, \u017ee nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed pod\u00edl na tom m\u00e1 bratr sv\u00fdm neust\u00e1l\u00fdm flirtem s nezn\u00e1m\u00fdmi d\u011bv\u010daty, co\u017e Billa tak neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b bolelo, nesnesl pohled na to, jak vedle bratra stoj\u00ed n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd ne\u017e on. Cht\u011bl, aby si Tom uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee pat\u0159\u00ed jen jemu, \u017ee by ho nem\u011bl takhle tr\u00e1pit. Mo\u017en\u00e1 to nazna\u010doval trochu nevyb\u00edrav\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem, ale m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee je to to nejlep\u0161\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed, \u017ee mus\u00ed b\u00fdt tvrd\u00fd.<\/div>\n
V\u0159el v n\u011bm vztek, p\u0159es Tomovo odm\u00edtav\u00e9 chov\u00e1n\u00ed se neum\u011bl p\u0159en\u00e9st tak snadno jak o\u010dek\u00e1val, na n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho byl p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 hrd\u00fd. Necht\u011bl si p\u0159ipou\u0161t\u011bt, \u017ee jejich vztah nen\u00ed ide\u00e1ln\u00ed, cht\u011bl jej pedantsky dov\u00e9st k naprost\u00e9 dokonalosti a nev\u0161\u00edmal si faktu, \u017ee se mu pomalu hrout\u00ed pod rukama, \u017ee Tom nedok\u00e1\u017ee dlouho sn\u00e1\u0161et jeho v\u00fdbu\u0161n\u00e9 n\u00e1lady, jeho nepochopiteln\u00e9 sc\u00e9ny a hled\u00e1n\u00ed jak\u00fdchkoliv z\u00e1minek k \u017e\u00e1rlivosti. Prost\u011b si myslel, \u017ee Tom jen pot\u0159ebuje \u010das, aby se dovedl s\u017e\u00edt s t\u00edm, \u017ee m\u00e1 tr\u00e1vit sv\u016fj soukrom\u00ed \u017eivot jen s n\u00edm a ne s kr\u00e1tk\u00fdmi af\u00e9rkami. P\u0159itom nevid\u011bl, \u017ee by sta\u010dilo jen a jen to, aby nechal Toma voln\u011b d\u00fdchat, aby mu d\u016fv\u011b\u0159oval a nedusil jej sv\u00fdm neust\u00e1l\u00fdm dohledem a nar\u00e1\u017ekami.<\/div>\n
Necht\u011bl z\u016fstat doma, nedovol\u00ed, aby si bratr myslel, \u017ee p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed nad sv\u00fdm chov\u00e1n\u00edm, \u017ee snad n\u011b\u010deho lituje. Musel ven, nebavilo jej samotn\u00e9ho tr\u010det v lo\u017enici, bez nad\u011bje na to, aby se k n\u011bmu bratr je\u0161t\u011b tuto noc vr\u00e1til. Odhodil p\u0159ikr\u00fdvku a postavil se ke sv\u00e9 sk\u0159\u00edn\u00ed, odkud nam\u00e1tkov\u011b vyt\u00e1hnul n\u011bkolik kousk\u016f oble\u010den\u00ed. Nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel nad t\u00edm co si na sebe bere, dob\u0159e v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ten za k\u00fdm pr\u00e1v\u011b odch\u00e1z\u00ed, jej bude obdivovat za ka\u017edou cenu a za ka\u017ed\u00fdch okolnost\u00ed. Lichotilo mu to, v\u017edycky se mu l\u00edbila pozornost. Kdy\u017e sch\u00e1zel schody, d\u00e1val si n\u00e1le\u017eit\u011b z\u00e1le\u017eet, aby d\u011blal co nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed hluk.<\/div>\n
Cht\u011bl, aby Tom v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee odch\u00e1z\u00ed, \u017ee um\u00ed b\u00fdt i bez n\u011bj. Cht\u011bl ho ranit, jen tro\u0161ku mu ubl\u00ed\u017eit, vytrestat jej. Vy\u0161el ven ze dve\u0159\u00ed na absolutn\u011b ztichlou ulici, kterou oza\u0159ovala \u0159ada vysok\u00fdch lamp, je\u017e tvo\u0159ily na Billov\u011b tv\u00e1\u0159i st\u00ednov\u00e9 obrazce. Rozhl\u00e9dnul se kolem sebe a vyt\u00e1hnul z kapsy mobiln\u00ed telefon, na n\u011bm\u017e vy\u0165ukal s\u00e9rii \u010d\u00edslic. Po kr\u00e1tk\u00e9m vyzv\u00e1n\u011bn\u00ed se p\u0159ece jen do\u010dkal odpov\u011bdi. Spokojen\u011b se pousm\u00e1l a nadhodil mil\u00fdm hlasem.<\/div>\n
„Tereso? Je\u0161t\u011b nesp\u00ed\u0161?“\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Heidi<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bill vyc\u00edtil jeho chladnou reakci a opatrn\u011b se nadzvednul na loktech. Ned\u011blalo mu to v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed probl\u00e9my, proto\u017ee bratr u\u017e na n\u011bm nele\u017eel, jen sed\u011bl zara\u017een\u011b vedle n\u011bj. Billovy n\u00e1zory jej \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edce znerv\u00f3z\u0148ovaly, nepozn\u00e1val ho, byly okam\u017eiky, kdy se choval tak<\/p>\n

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