{"id":19663,"date":"2008-03-18T23:14:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-18T22:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19622"},"modified":"2008-03-18T23:14:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-18T22:14:00","slug":"weg-von-dir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/18\/weg-von-dir\/","title":{"rendered":"Weg von dir"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>&#8222;Bo\u017ee, Bille, miluju t\u011b, to ti nesta\u010d\u00ed?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se u\u017e zoufale. S politov\u00e1n\u00edm toti\u017e mus\u00edm konstatovat, \u017ee ti v\u00e1\u017en\u011b p\u0159esko\u010dilo. To, co chce\u0161 ud\u011blat, je naprosto absurdn\u00ed. To prost\u011b nep\u0159ipust\u00edm. Zni\u010dilo by n\u00e1s to. Nejde jen o to, \u017ee nechci, aby to kdokoliv v\u011bd\u011bl, ale taky o to, \u017ee se to dozv\u011bd\u011bt nikdo nesm\u00ed! Je to zak\u00e1zan\u00e9! Copak to doopravdy nech\u00e1pe\u0161?<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, nesta\u010d\u00ed, kdybys m\u011b miloval tak moc, jak tvrd\u00ed\u0161, nevadilo by ti, \u017ee o tom v\u011bd\u00ed ostatn\u00ed&#8230;&#8220; vzpurn\u011b se mi d\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 do o\u010d\u00ed. Chytnu t\u011b za pa\u017ee a po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b s tebou zat\u0159esu ve snaze kone\u010dn\u011b ti otev\u0159\u00edt o\u010di.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Sakra, vzpamatuj se! Maluje\u0161 si to moc r\u016f\u017eov\u011b! Pochop, \u017ee ne ka\u017edej to vezme dob\u0159e. Jestli v\u016fbec n\u011bkdo!&#8220; opravdu z posledn\u00edch sil se ti to sna\u017e\u00edm vysv\u011btlit&#8230; V\u00edm, \u017ee jsi optimista a \u017ee v\u017edycky v\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161 v dobr\u00fd konec. Ale jsou prost\u011b v\u011bci, co dobr\u00fd konec m\u00edt nem\u016f\u017eou. V\u017edy jsi byl tolerantn\u00ed v\u016f\u010di ostatn\u00edm a mysl\u00ed\u0161 si, \u017ee to bude taky naopak. Div\u00edm se, \u017ee v to st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b v\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ale pros\u00edm t\u011b, Tome. Kdy\u017e se za m\u011b styd\u00ed\u0161, \u0159ekni to rovnou! Nemus\u00ed\u0161 to maskovat t\u00edm, \u017ee by n\u00e1s nikdo nepochopil! Hned mi mohlo bejt jasn\u00fd, \u017ee m\u011b chce\u0161 jen do postele!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Tak tomu s\u00e1m nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161, v\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159ece, \u017ee t\u011b miluju! Cht\u011bl bych ti toho tolik \u0159\u00edct, ale vzm\u016f\u017eu se jen na hloup\u00e9 &#8222;Ale Bille&#8230;&#8220; Vysmekne\u0161 se mi ze sev\u0159en\u00ed a jako u\u017e po tolik\u00e1t\u00e9 pr\u00e1skne\u0161 dve\u0159mi. Zmiz\u00ed\u0161. Nech\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b, abych se tu tr\u00e1pil. S\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>V\u00e1\u017en\u011b u\u017e nev\u00edm, jak d\u00e1l. Jak ti to m\u00e1m vysv\u011btlit? Pro\u010d si v\u017edycky postav\u00ed\u0161 hlavu? N\u011bco chce\u0161 a mus\u00ed\u0161 to m\u00edt. I kdy\u017e v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u00e9, stejn\u011b to d\u00e1l chce\u0161. Dokud to nedostane\u0161. Stejn\u00e9 to bylo i se mnou. Sv\u00e1d\u011bl jsi m\u011b tak dlouho, a\u017e jsem se do tebe jednodu\u0161e zamiloval. Splnil bych ti v\u0161echno. Cht\u011bl bych t\u011b ud\u011blat t\u00edm nej\u0161\u0165astn\u011bj\u0161\u00edm \u010dlov\u011bkem na sv\u011bt\u011b&#8230; Ale nem\u016f\u017eu ud\u011blat n\u011bco, co by t\u011b zni\u010dilo. I kdybych ti t\u00edm m\u011bl vyplnit p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. Jsi tak neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b tvrdohlav\u00fd, tak neskute\u010dn\u011b lehkomysln\u00fd. V\u0161e mus\u00ed b\u00fdt po tv\u00e9m. M\u00e1\u0161 zt\u0159e\u0161t\u011bn\u00e9 n\u00e1pady a v\u017edy se mus\u00ed uskute\u010dnit. Mysl\u00ed\u0161 si, \u017ee ti v\u0161echno projde. Ale jednou prost\u011b mus\u00ed\u0161 narazit.<\/div>\n<div>A co j\u00e1 s t\u00edm? N\u011bkdy si v\u00e1\u017en\u011b p\u0159eju se v\u0161\u00edm skon\u010dit. S tebou skon\u010dit. Nen\u00ed to v\u016fbec lehk\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>Jen\u017ee v\u00edm, \u017ee od tebe prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu odej\u00edt. Za prv\u00e9 spolu m\u00e1me kapelu, co\u017e je dost p\u00e1dn\u00fd d\u016fvod. A za druh\u00e9, co\u017e je je\u0161t\u011b mnohem d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, t\u011b moc miluju. I p\u0159es v\u0161echny tv\u00e9 chyby.<\/div>\n<div>Sednu si do k\u0159esla a \u010dek\u00e1m. \u010cek\u00e1m, ani nev\u00edm na co. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 na to a\u017e p\u0159ijde\u0161. Neskute\u010dn\u011b m\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00ed, \u017ee po h\u00e1dce prost\u011b ute\u010de\u0161, aby ses za chv\u00edli mohl vr\u00e1tit a d\u011blat, \u017ee se nic nestalo. Odejde\u0161 a j\u00e1 za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m m\u00edt divn\u00fd pocit, \u017ee my dva k sob\u011b u\u017e nepat\u0159\u00edme. V\u00edm, je to zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed, proto\u017ee my jsme stvo\u0159eni jeden pro druh\u00e9ho. \u00da\u017easn\u011b se dopl\u0148ujeme. Ale p\u0159esto m\u00e1m n\u011bkdy pocit, \u017ee t\u011b nen\u00e1vid\u00edm. Styd\u00edm se za to, ale je to tak. Je to v\u017edycky jen chvili\u010dka, v\u017edycky mi to tak probleskne hlavou, \u017ee se vlastn\u011b tr\u00e1p\u00edm kv\u016fli tob\u011b, kv\u016fli tv\u00e9 tvrdohlavosti. Kdybys takov\u00fd nebyl, kdyby sis aspo\u0148 ob\u010das nechal n\u011bco vymluvit&#8230; Ale to bys pak nebyl ty. Asi je to tak spr\u00e1vn\u011b, \u010dlov\u011bk se p\u0159ece tr\u00e1p\u00ed pro ty, kter\u00e9 miluje&#8230; Tak\u017ee je nejsp\u00ed\u0161 v\u0161echno v po\u0159\u00e1dku. Je a p\u0159ece nen\u00ed. Ten neodbytn\u00fd pocit, \u017ee od tebe chci pry\u010d, alespo\u0148 na chvilku, ten tu po\u0159\u00e1d je&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Ne, j\u00e1 u\u017e na to prost\u011b nem\u00e1m s\u00edlu. Je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli o tom budu p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let a budu s tebou souhlasit. Asi jsi m\u011b nakazil. Mus\u00edm si zachovat zdrav\u00fd rozum.<\/div>\n<div>Ale uzn\u00e1v\u00e1m, \u017ee ses opravdu p\u0159ekonal. Tohle tv\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed je toti\u017e ze v\u0161ech nej\u0161\u00edlen\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Kdy\u017e jsi za mnou p\u0159i\u0161el a suver\u00e9nn\u011b mi ozn\u00e1mil, \u017ee m\u011b miluje\u0161, myslel jsem, \u017ee nic hor\u0161\u00edho u\u017e t\u011b napadnout nem\u016f\u017ee, ale pletl jsem se. Proto\u017ee \u0159\u00edct cel\u00e9mu sv\u011btu, \u017ee spolu sp\u00edme&#8230; No, jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, p\u0159ekonal ses. A nejhor\u0161\u00ed je, \u017ee v\u00edm, \u017ee dokud tv\u00e9 srdce nedostane, po \u010dem prahne, ned\u00e1\u0161 pokoj. Ach jo, tohle se prost\u011b m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t jenom m\u011b. Nejv\u00edc m\u011b \u0161tve, \u017ee i p\u0159esto, \u017ee jsem na tebe na\u0161tvan\u00fd, machruju tu, jak t\u011b nech\u00e1m, i p\u0159esto mi chyb\u00ed\u0161. Je to jen chvilka, co jsi ode\u0161el, ale u\u017e te\u010f se mi st\u00fdsk\u00e1 a nejrad\u0161i bych t\u011b tu m\u011bl u sebe.<\/div>\n<div>Jako bys mi \u010detl my\u0161lenky, objev\u00ed\u0161 se ve dve\u0159\u00edch. Jen\u017ee jen co t\u011b uvid\u00edm, dostanu vztek. Tak je to v\u017edycky.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ahoj, Tomi!&#8220; vesele pozdrav\u00ed\u0161 a zouv\u00e1\u0161 si boty. Jasn\u011b, to je pro tebe typick\u00e9, p\u0159ijde\u0161 a d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161, \u017ee se nic nestalo. \u017de jsi na to zapomn\u011bl. Ale v nest\u0159e\u017een\u00e9 chvilce na to zase &#8222;nen\u00e1padn\u011b&#8220; zavede\u0161 \u0159e\u010d, aby se tohle cel\u00e9 mohlo opakovat. A to si pi\u0161, \u017ee se to bude opakovat. Proto\u017ee v tomhle ti nevyhov\u00edm, tak jako v tv\u00fdch p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00fdch p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. Nejsem p\u0159ece bl\u00e1zen, ty mo\u017en\u00e1 ano, ale j\u00e1 ne! Tak si to laskav\u011b uv\u011bdom a vy\u017ee\u0148 si ten n\u00e1pad z hlavy!<\/div>\n<div>Nahlas v\u0161ak nic ne\u0159eknu. Hraju ura\u017een\u00e9ho. Ale to t\u011b neodrad\u00ed. Dojde\u0161 a\u017e ke mn\u011b a sedne\u0161 si mi na kl\u00edn.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Co je, Tomi?&#8220; ustaran\u011b se pt\u00e1\u0161, jako bys to s\u00e1m dob\u0159e nev\u011bd\u011bl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nic!&#8220; odseknu, ale v\u00edm, \u017ee s tebou se nem\u00e1 cenu h\u00e1dat. Kdy\u017e se h\u00e1dat nechce\u0161, nedok\u00e1\u017eu t\u011b vyprovokovat. Ov\u0161em kdy\u017e chce\u0161, najde\u0161 si mali\u010dkost, abys na m\u011b za\u010dal \u0159v\u00e1t. No jo, jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, prost\u011b v\u0161echno mus\u00ed b\u00fdt podle tebe. Ale j\u00e1 si u\u017e zvyknul. Obejmu t\u011b a p\u0159itisknu si t\u011b v\u00edc k sob\u011b. Nechci p\u0159ece, abys mi spadnul. \u0160\u0165astn\u011b se usm\u011bje\u0161 a u\u017e se dob\u00fdv\u00e1\u0161 mezi m\u00e9 rty. V\u00edm co bude n\u00e1sledovat. A pro\u010d? Proto\u017ee to chce\u0161. Hmmm, ale v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u011b neprotestuju. Tenhle n\u00e1pad se mi v\u00edc ne\u017e zamlouv\u00e1&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Je to jasn\u00e9, debata se odkl\u00e1d\u00e1. Te\u010f m\u00e1me na pr\u00e1ci d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed v\u011bci&#8230; No jestli ne d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, tak rozhodn\u011b p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed!<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Prinzesschen<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Bo\u017ee, Bille, miluju t\u011b, to ti nesta\u010d\u00ed?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se u\u017e zoufale. S politov\u00e1n\u00edm toti\u017e mus\u00edm konstatovat, \u017ee ti v\u00e1\u017en\u011b p\u0159esko\u010dilo. To, co chce\u0161 ud\u011blat, je naprosto absurdn\u00ed. To prost\u011b nep\u0159ipust\u00edm. Zni\u010dilo by n\u00e1s to. 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