{"id":19830,"date":"2008-03-16T14:31:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T13:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19789"},"modified":"2008-03-16T14:31:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T13:31:00","slug":"smrt-k-stastiu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/smrt-k-stastiu\/","title":{"rendered":"Smrt k \u0161\u0165astiu"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Pr\u0161\u00ed. Kvapky stekaj\u00fa po okn\u00e1ch ako moje slzy po l\u00edcach. U\u017e nevl\u00e1dzem. M\u00f4j \u017eivot je ako zl\u00fd sen. Ni\u010d sa mi nedar\u00ed, v\u0161etko ide dolu vodou. Kapela u\u017e nie je to, \u010do b\u00fdvala, fan\u00fa\u0161ikovia u\u017e nie s\u00fa to, \u010do b\u00fdvali.. A najm\u00e4 m\u00f4j vz\u0165ah k bratovi nie je tak\u00fd, ako b\u00fdval. Milujem ho, asi pred mesiacom som sa na\u0148ho zah\u013eadel a od vtedy nem\u00f4\u017eem a ani neviem presta\u0165. Mo\u017eno si to v\u0161imol, dos\u0165 sa mi vyh\u00fdba. To ma bol\u00ed, nem\u00f4\u017eem d\u00fdcha\u0165. V tomto za\u010darovanom kruhu, z ktor\u00e9ho nie je v\u00fdchodisko. Raz som do neho vst\u00fapil a u\u017e sa odtia\u013e nedostanem. Najhor\u0161ie je, \u017ee nikto mi nevie, ale ani mi nikto nem\u00f4\u017ee pom\u00f4c\u0165. Pomohli by mi akur\u00e1t tak do \u00fastavu.<\/div>\n<div>No nie\u010do mi predsa m\u00f4\u017ee pom\u00f4c\u0165. Dlho nad t\u00fdm uva\u017eujem a mysl\u00edm, \u017ee nikto mi to na mojom mieste nem\u00f4\u017ee zazlieva\u0165. Som presved\u010den\u00fd, \u017ee je to jedin\u00e9, s\u00edce nerozumn\u00e9 v\u00fdchodisko, v\u00fdchodisko z tohto pekla. Smr\u0165. Ak\u00e9 jednoduch\u00e9 slovo, ale v\u00fdznam m\u00e1 z\u00e1va\u017en\u00fd. Pre m\u0148a u\u017e nie. V\u0161etky city som stratil, len jedin\u00fd mi ostal, ten, ktor\u00fd ma pomaly zab\u00edja a to je l\u00e1ska k m\u00f4jmu dvoj\u010da\u0165u.<\/div>\n<div><em>Nichts wird besser &#8230;.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>\u010ciernovlas\u00fd chlapec s voskovo bielou poko\u017ekou, st\u00e1l nad hlbokou priepas\u0165ou a pozeral pred seba. Sta\u010dil jeden mali\u010dk\u00fd kr\u00f4\u010dik a v\u0161etko je pre\u010d, v\u0161etky doteraj\u0161ie probl\u00e9my zmizn\u00fa, zabudne, bude pokoj. Akosi v\u0161ak e\u0161te st\u00e1le \u010dakal, \u010dakal nevediac na \u010do.<\/div>\n<div>Zrazu za\u010dul hlas, kr\u00e1sny, pr\u00edjemn\u00fd, ten, ktor\u00fd ho vie v\u017edy rozosmia\u0165, v\u017edy mu prinies\u0165 dobr\u00fa n\u00e1ladu. No teraz sa akosi jeho k\u00fazlo stratilo. Sp\u00f4sobuje mu iba boles\u0165.<\/div>\n<div>Dredat\u00fd chlapec st\u00e1l za n\u00edm a nechcel veri\u0165 tomu, \u010do sa odohr\u00e1valo pred n\u00edm. Prudko stiahol Billa dozadu a oto\u010dil tv\u00e1rou k sebe. Neplakal, len h\u013eadel do zeme.<\/div>\n<div>,,\u010co to pros\u00edm \u0165a rob\u00ed\u0161?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa Tom pla\u010dlivo, na rozdiel od brata nevedel pla\u010d zadr\u017ea\u0165 a jedna slzi\u010dka si u\u017e drala cestu von.<\/div>\n<div>Ten v\u0161ak nebol schopn\u00fd slova. Takto to nemalo by\u0165, nechcel, aby ho niekto videl, tob\u00f4\u017e \u010dlovek, ktor\u00e9ho tak miluje. Kv\u00f4li ktor\u00e9mu \u0161alie a zo\u0161alel a\u017e tak, \u017ee stoj\u00ed tu, na tomto mieste.<\/div>\n<div>Pomaly zdv\u00edhal hlavu a zah\u013eadel sa mu do o\u010d\u00ed, mohol v nich \u010d\u00edta\u0165 ve\u013ek\u00fa boles\u0165 a nech\u00e1pavos\u0165, priam to z nich sr\u0161alo.<\/div>\n<div>Bill sa len za\u010dal pribli\u017eova\u0165, ,,Milujem \u0165a!&#8220; vyd\u00fdchol a prv\u00fdkr\u00e1t Toma pobozkal. Ten bozk patril len Tomovi&#8230;prv\u00fd&#8230;a posledn\u00fd&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>N\u00e1sledn\u00e9 Billove dva kroky dozadu, boli pre Toma ako rana d\u00fdkou do srdca.<\/div>\n<div>Neveriacky h\u013eadel za n\u00edm, ako ho pohltila tma. Toma sa zmocnila nepop\u00edsate\u013en\u00e1 \u00fazkos\u0165, kv\u00f4li slz\u00e1m nevidel, nevedel \u010do m\u00e1 robi\u0165. No vedel jedno. Oni dvaja boli stvoren\u00fd na to, \u017ei\u0165 spolu, ak zomrie jeden, zomrie druh\u00fd&#8230; na tomto svete nie je miesto len pre jedn\u00e9ho z nich. Vedel, \u017ee s\u00e1m by nepre\u017eil.<\/div>\n<div>Sta\u010dil jeden krok a dve du\u0161e na\u0161li miesto v nebi, spolu, u\u017e naveky&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>LafCa&lt;3<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pr\u0161\u00ed. Kvapky stekaj\u00fa po okn\u00e1ch ako moje slzy po l\u00edcach. U\u017e nevl\u00e1dzem. M\u00f4j \u017eivot je ako zl\u00fd sen. Ni\u010d sa mi nedar\u00ed, v\u0161etko ide dolu vodou. Kapela u\u017e nie je to, \u010do b\u00fdvala, fan\u00fa\u0161ikovia u\u017e nie s\u00fa to, \u010do b\u00fdvali.. 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