{"id":19831,"date":"2008-03-16T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19790"},"modified":"2008-03-16T14:30:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T13:30:00","slug":"pre-jediny-dotyk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/pre-jediny-dotyk\/","title":{"rendered":"Pre jediny dotyk"},"content":{"rendered":"
Vidie\u0165 \u0165a a nesmie\u0165 sa \u0165a dotkn\u00fa\u0165 – to je spravodlivos\u0165? Pozn\u00e1m ka\u017ed\u00fd z\u00e1hyb tvojho tela, ka\u017ed\u00fa pehu na tvojej tv\u00e1ri, viem o ka\u017edej sinke, ktor\u00fa si mal a o ka\u017edej chorobe, ktor\u00fa si prekonal. A predsa to nesmiem… Tak kde je Boh? Kde je spravodlivos\u0165?<\/div>\n
Kr\u00e1\u010da\u0161 predo mnou, obtiahnut\u00e9 gate obop\u00ednaj\u00fa tvoje \u0161t\u00edhle nohy, jemne sa pohybuje\u0161 v bokoch. Kr\u00e1\u010da\u0161 za svoj\u00edm cie\u013eom. Ako napokon ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148.<\/div>\n
Leto pozvo\u013ena prech\u00e1dza do jesene, na chodn\u00edkoch sa kop\u00ed l\u00edstie. \u0160uchoce ti pod nohami, ale ty to nevn\u00edma\u0161.<\/div>\n
Tmav\u00e9 vlasy ti zakr\u00fdva kapuc\u0148a a na o\u010diach, ktor\u00e9 m\u00e1m tak r\u00e1d, m\u00e1\u0161 nasaden\u00e9 okuliare.<\/div>\n
Pretl\u00e1\u010da\u0161 si cestu davom. Niektor\u00ed sa na teba len pozeraj\u00fa, ve\u013ea diev\u010dat m\u00e1 v o\u010diach slzy. Ale nikto si nep\u00fdta podpis. Dnes nie.<\/div>\n
Dav kone\u010dne redne a na konci chodn\u00edka u\u017e stoj\u00ed len p\u00e1r diev\u010dat a dvaja chlapci. Ob\u00edde\u0161 ich a kone\u010dne prech\u00e1dza\u0161 na druh\u00fa stranu ulice, kde je tvoj cie\u013e. Teda, cie\u013e n\u00e1s oboch.<\/div>\n
Kr\u00e1\u010dam za tebou a n\u00e1hle si uvedom\u00edm, o \u010do v\u0161etko som pri\u0161iel. O na\u0161u kapelu, o rodinu, o priate\u013eov a \u010do je najhor\u0161ie – o osobu, ktor\u00fa milujem. O Teba. O tvoje dotyky, tvoje \u00fasmevy, tvoje vzdychy… Pre\u010do to Boh dopustil? Ako len mohol??<\/div>\n
Otv\u00e1ra\u0161 br\u00e1nku, tlmene za\u0161kr\u00edpe v p\u00e1ntoch a naru\u0161\u00ed jesenn\u00e9 ticho. Kr\u00e1\u010dame cez park. Slnko presvit\u00e1 cez koruny vysok\u00fdch stromov s farebn\u00fdm l\u00edst\u00edm. Jeden list pr\u00e1ve pad\u00e1. Pomaly sa nesie na zem, jeho \u010derven\u00e1 farba bije do o\u010d\u00ed. Tak\u00fa farbu som v pr\u00edrode e\u0161te nevidel. Je v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e1. Ako my, ke\u010f sme tu boli prv\u00fdkr\u00e1t, prv\u00fdkr\u00e1t sme sa pobozkali a vyznali si l\u00e1sku… Bolo to kr\u00e1sne, ale…<\/div>\n
\u010eal\u0161ia br\u00e1ni\u010dka a sme tu. Tvoje telo vrh\u00e1 tie\u0148 na osamel\u00e9 n\u00e1hrobky pokryt\u00e9 burinou. Kr\u00e1\u010da\u0161 a\u017e celkom dozadu.<\/div>\n
Zastane\u0161 a zlo\u017e\u00ed\u0161 si kapuc\u0148u. Vietor okam\u017eite zachyt\u00ed tvoje vlasy a jemne si s nimi pohr\u00e1va. On m\u00f4\u017ee. Och, ako by som len chcel by\u0165 t\u00fdm vetrom!<\/div>\n
„Pohla\u010f ma,“ povie\u0161 odrazu tlmene a ja teda prist\u00fapim tak bl\u00edzko, a\u017e jasne vid\u00edm odraz hrobu v tvojich okuliaroch. D\u00e1\u0161 si ich dole, akoby si \u010d\u00edtal moje my\u0161lienky, zavrie\u0161 o\u010di a \u010dak\u00e1\u0161. Moje prsty pretn\u00fa vzduch a bl\u00ed\u017eia sa ku tvojim vlasom a krku, s\u00fastred\u00edm sa z celej sily, ale moja ruka neposl\u00facha. Nem\u00f4\u017eem sa \u0165a dotkn\u00fa\u0165.<\/div>\n
Tlmene vzlykne\u0161 a spod privret\u00fdch vie\u010dok sa ti spustia slzy. Chcem ich zastavi\u0165, ale ani to nem\u00f4\u017eem.<\/div>\n
Pre jedin\u00fd dotyk by som aj zomrel. Ale druh\u00fdkr\u00e1t sa to ned\u00e1…<\/div>\n
„Tom, si tu? Tak ve\u013emi mi ch\u00fdba\u0161…“<\/p>\n

autor: Licona<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vidie\u0165 \u0165a a nesmie\u0165 sa \u0165a dotkn\u00fa\u0165 – to je spravodlivos\u0165? Pozn\u00e1m ka\u017ed\u00fd z\u00e1hyb tvojho tela, ka\u017ed\u00fa pehu na tvojej tv\u00e1ri, viem o ka\u017edej sinke, ktor\u00fa si mal a o ka\u017edej chorobe, ktor\u00fa si prekonal. A predsa to nesmiem… Tak kde je<\/p>\n

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