{"id":19838,"date":"2008-03-16T11:46:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T10:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19797"},"modified":"2008-03-16T11:46:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T10:46:00","slug":"doufal-jsem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/doufal-jsem\/","title":{"rendered":"Doufal jsem"},"content":{"rendered":"
Tak tohle je moje druh\u00e1 jednod\u00edlov\u00e1 pov\u00eddka.Snad se v\u00e1m bude l\u00edbit.Pls pi\u0161te koment\u00e1\u0159e.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nikdy jsem nepoznal, jak\u00e9 to je b\u00fdt s\u00e1m, s\u00e1m v m\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b, s\u00e1m v dom\u011b, s\u00e1m ka\u017edou noc uleh\u00e1m do postele a tvoje m\u00edsto je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9.<\/div>\n
Ode\u0161el jsi ode m\u011b.<\/div>\n
,,Pro\u010d?“ Za\u0161ept\u00e1m do tmy, le\u017e\u00edm na posteli, nech\u00e1v\u00e1m st\u00e9kat slzy po m\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch.<\/div>\n
Slzy, slzy ho\u0159kosti, pokolik\u00e1t\u00e9 u\u017e?<\/div>\n
U\u017e to ani nepo\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m.<\/div>\n
Pro\u010d jsi musel odej\u00edt?<\/div>\n
Nesta\u010dil jsem ti, j\u00e1 v\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Na\u0161el sis n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho a m\u011b tu nechal samotn\u00e9ho!<\/div>\n
V\u00ed\u0161 v\u016fbec, jak\u00e9 to je?<\/div>\n
Ne, jist\u011b \u017ee ty to nev\u00ed\u0161, jak bys to mohl v\u011bd\u011bt!<\/div>\n
Tob\u011b se to nestalo a ur\u010dit\u011b nikdy nestane.<\/div>\n
Co bys ty si d\u011blal t\u011b\u017ekou hlavu, \u017ee? N\u011bjak\u00fd Bill, to ti je u prdele.<\/div>\n
U\u017e m\u011b to nebav\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Tajn\u011b jsem doufal cel\u00fd t\u0159i roky, a\u017e si uv\u011bdom\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to byla chyba m\u011b opustit, \u017ee m\u011b miluje\u0161.<\/div>\n
\u010cekal jsem, a\u017e se vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161, ale tys nep\u0159ich\u00e1zel, naopak zalo\u017eil sis s tou potvorou rodinu.<\/div>\n
M\u00e1\u0161 dv\u011b kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 d\u011bti a k tomu dvoj\u010data, jak\u00e1 to n\u00e1hoda, jen jm\u00e9na se li\u0161\u00ed.<\/div>\n
\u010cekal jsem dlouho, d\u00fdl u\u017e to nevydr\u017e\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Vstanu s postele, zapnu malou lampi\u010dku na no\u010dn\u00edm stolku.<\/div>\n
Ze \u0161upl\u00edku jsem vyt\u00e1hl kus pap\u00edrku, propisku a tak\u00e9 \u017eiletku.<\/div>\n
Schov\u00e1val jsem si j\u00ed dlouho, doufal jsem, \u017ee j\u00ed nikdy nebudu muset pou\u017e\u00edt, doufal jsem, \u017ee se ke mn\u011b vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161, \u010dekal jsem.<\/div>\n
Kolikr\u00e1t jsem t\u011b prosil ,,Vra\u0165 se ke mn\u011b.“<\/div>\n
A co ty na to?<\/div>\n
,,Bille, je konec! Tak u\u017e to kone\u010dn\u011b pros\u00edm pochop, u\u017e t\u011b nemiluji, miluji Sar!“<\/div>\n
Tolik to bolelo, po tom v\u0161em, co jsme spolu pro\u017eili, cel\u00fd dva roky, udr\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed zak\u00e1zan\u00e9ho vztahu.<\/div>\n
Dal jsem ti v\u0161echno, co sis \u017e\u00e1dal.<\/div>\n
A ty? Podraz\u00ed\u0161 mi nohy a j\u00e1 za\u010dal pomalu padat a te\u010f u\u017e kle\u010d\u00edm na kolenou, neust\u00e1l jsem to.<\/div>\n
V ruce sv\u00edr\u00e1m propisku a jezd\u00edm s n\u00ed po b\u011blav\u00e9m pap\u00ed\u0159e.<\/div>\n
V\u0161echno, co jsem m\u011bl na srd\u00ed\u010dku, vyl\u00edv\u00e1m na kus pap\u00edru.<\/div>\n
Douf\u00e1m \u017ee ho najde\u0161 a p\u0159e\u010dte\u0161 si ho.<\/div>\n
P\u00ed\u0161u posledn\u00ed slova: ,,Miloval<\/em> jsem t\u011b Tome a milovat budu, i kdy\u017e ty m\u011b u\u017e nemiluje\u0161, j\u00e1 tebe nav\u017edy budu milovat i po smrti, s l\u00e1skou Bill.“<\/em><\/div>\n
Ulehnu zp\u00e1tky na postel, pap\u00edrek polo\u017e\u00edm na sv\u00e9 ploch\u00e9 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko.<\/div>\n
Vezmu do ruky \u017eiletku a \u0159\u00edznu hluboko do z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Z r\u00e1ny za\u010dnou pomalu st\u00e9kat potoky krve.<\/div>\n
Kone\u010dn\u011b poci\u0165uji neskute\u010dnou \u00falevu.<\/div>\n
Upad\u00e1m do nezn\u00e1ma.<\/p>\n

autor: XTH.B.K
<\/strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tak tohle je moje druh\u00e1 jednod\u00edlov\u00e1 pov\u00eddka.Snad se v\u00e1m bude l\u00edbit.Pls pi\u0161te koment\u00e1\u0159e. Nikdy jsem nepoznal, jak\u00e9 to je b\u00fdt s\u00e1m, s\u00e1m v m\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b, s\u00e1m v dom\u011b, s\u00e1m ka\u017edou noc uleh\u00e1m do postele a tvoje m\u00edsto je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9. Ode\u0161el jsi ode<\/p>\n

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