{"id":19897,"date":"2008-03-16T02:10:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T01:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19856"},"modified":"2008-03-16T02:10:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T01:10:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-28","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-28\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 28."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>&#8222;Tak tohle sis myslel?!&#8220; vyk\u0159ikl Bill. &#8222;Jak t\u011b v\u016fbec mohlo napadnout, \u017ee j\u00e1, j\u00e1, kter\u00fd n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho tak striktn\u011b odsuzuju! Tome, copak mi v\u016fbec nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161? Miluje\u0161 m\u011b a p\u0159itom ve mn\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 \u017e\u00e1dnou d\u016fv\u011bru, jak dlouho si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee takov\u00e1 l\u00e1ska m\u016f\u017ee p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt? Nikdy bych ne\u0161el s nik\u00fdm jin\u00fdm a to z jedin\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu, proto\u017ee nikdo na sv\u011bt\u011b nebude jako ty! Ty mi d\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 v\u0161echno po \u010dem jsem tou\u017eil, jedin\u011b s tebou se c\u00edt\u00edm \u00fapln\u00fd, \u017ee mi v\u016fbec nic nesch\u00e1z\u00ed!&#8220; Tomova v\u00fdbu\u0161nost po bratrov\u011b projevu m\u00edrn\u011b vymizela, byl p\u0159\u00edstupn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed k jeho argument\u016fm.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak pro\u010d m\u00e1\u0161 na sob\u011b ty fleky? Oba v\u00edme \u017ee jdou ud\u011blat pouze jedn\u00edm zp\u016fsobem, tak jak mi to chce\u0161 vysv\u011btlit?!&#8220; Bill zni\u010den\u011b dosedl na okraj postele. M\u011bl toho dnes po krk. C\u00edtil se slab\u00fd a tak stra\u0161n\u011b vy\u010derpan\u00fd, nejrad\u011bji by si lehnul a pomoc\u00ed tvrd\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku se pokusil zapomenout alespo\u0148 na chv\u00edli, na ten sv\u011bt kolem, kter\u00fd je v\u016f\u010di n\u011bmu tak moc lakom\u00fd na \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Zvedl hlavu a ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fdma o\u010dima se pod\u00edval na Toma.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Copak to nech\u00e1pe\u0161? P\u0159i\u0161el ze mnou, aby si vzal to, co se mu minule nepoda\u0159ilo.&#8220; Nev\u011bd\u011bl jak jasn\u011bji by to m\u011bl bratrovi vysv\u011btlit, tak t\u011b\u017eko se mu o tom mluvilo, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee on nen\u00ed ten, kter\u00fd by se m\u011bl styd\u011bt, on za to p\u0159ece nemohl, nebyla to jeho vina! P\u0159esto si p\u0159ipadal tak n\u011bjak po\u0161pin\u011bn\u00fd, i kdy\u017e mu Marcus neud\u011blal nic, co by ho k takov\u00e9 my\u0161lence mohlo v\u00e9st, nemohl poru\u010dit sv\u00e9 hlav\u011b, aby mu podobn\u00e9 v\u011bci neust\u00e1le pos\u00edlala na v\u011bdom\u00ed. Bylo mu zle, najednou, jako by na n\u011bj to v\u0161echno tak n\u011bjak dolehlo, jako by teprve te\u010f pochopil cel\u00fd ten dopad a hr\u016fznost situace. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 to bylo t\u00edm, \u017ee cel\u00fd den se musel zam\u00fd\u0161let nad sv\u00fdm chov\u00e1n\u00edm a sv\u00fdmi slovy, aby bratr nepojal podez\u0159en\u00ed, ale te\u010f, kdy\u017e u\u017e nemusel hr\u00e1t, si v\u0161echno uv\u011bdomil. Neudr\u017eel slzy, tak moc si vy\u010d\u00edtal \u017ee posledn\u00ed dobou je jako mal\u00e1 holka, kterou kde co p\u0159ivede k pl\u00e1\u010di, ale nemohl si pomoct.<\/div>\n<div>Tom zbledl. Tato varianta jej ani nenapadla, nikdy by si nepomyslel, \u017ee by m\u011bl Marcus tolik odvahy se vr\u00e1tit, nav\u00edc mu muselo b\u00fdt jasn\u00e9, \u017ee te\u010f bude Bill pod mnohem v\u011bt\u0161\u00edm dozorem, v\u017edy\u0165 byl po\u0159\u00e1d u n\u011bj, jen krom\u011b t\u00e9 chvilky s Kessy\u2026 Jist\u011b, tady se skr\u00fdvalo vysv\u011btlen\u00ed jej\u00edho nepochopiteln\u00e9ho chov\u00e1n\u00ed a neo\u010dek\u00e1van\u00e9ho v\u00fdbuchu v\u00fd\u010ditek, kdy jej t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 n\u00e1sil\u00edm nutila j\u00edt dom\u016f. V\u011bd\u011bla to, celou tu dobu v\u011bd\u011bla, co se v jejich dom\u011b d\u011bje a jenom pokrytecky sed\u011bla a sna\u017eila se ho co nejv\u00edc zdr\u017eet! Tolik ji nen\u00e1vid\u011bl!<\/div>\n<div>Opatrn\u011b p\u0159isedl k Billovi a bez v\u00e1h\u00e1n\u00ed jej vzal do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Bill zav\u0159el o\u010di. P\u0159esn\u011b tohle tolik pot\u0159ebovat, c\u00edtit Tomovo objet\u00ed, jeho teplo a pravideln\u00fd tlukot jeho srdce vn\u00e1\u0161el do jeho t\u011bla nepopsateln\u00fd klid a pocit bezpe\u010d\u00ed. Ano, u\u017e je v bezpe\u010d\u00ed, u\u017e se mu nem\u016f\u017ee nic st\u00e1t, proto\u017ee m\u00e1 vedle sebe Toma. Ten n\u011b\u017en\u011b hladil bratra po vlasech a po tv\u00e1\u0159i, m\u00edsil se v n\u011bm obrovsk\u00fd vztek, spojen\u00fd s neuv\u011b\u0159itelnou l\u00edtost\u00ed. Nejrad\u011bji by se hned te\u010f zvednul a ode\u0161el to s Marcusem jednou pro v\u017edy vy\u0159\u00eddit. V hlav\u011b mu krou\u017eily ty nejdivo\u010dej\u0161\u00ed my\u0161lenky, ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee Bill ho tady pot\u0159ebuje v\u00edc n\u011b\u017e kdy d\u0159\u00edv, te\u010f musel b\u00fdt p\u0159i n\u011bm.<\/div>\n<div>Bylo mu jasn\u00e9 jak t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 je pro n\u011bj o cel\u00e9 v\u011bci mluvit, naprosto ho ch\u00e1pal, ale nedok\u00e1zal se nezeptat, nevydr\u017eel by ten n\u00e1por nejistoty.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille?&#8220; promluvil ti\u0161e. &#8222;Co ti ud\u011blal? \u0158ekni mi v\u0161echno, m\u011b to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u0159\u00edct, a\u0165 je to cokoliv, neovlivn\u00ed to n\u00e1\u0161 vztah, j\u00e1 budu p\u0159i tob\u011b v\u017edycky. Mus\u00ed\u0161 mi to te\u010f \u0159\u00edct, pros\u00edm.&#8220; Bill sklopil hlavu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Neud\u011blal se mnou to co si mysl\u00ed\u0161. V posledn\u00ed chv\u00edli se asi dostavily v\u00fd\u010ditky a on toho nechal. Nechal m\u011b le\u017eet na zemi a ode\u0161el.&#8220; Tom si oddechl. Byl u\u017e sm\u00ed\u0159en\u00fd s nejhor\u0161\u00edm, \u010dekal \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno a te\u010f d\u011bkoval bohu za to, \u017ee se m\u00fdlil. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak by reagoval, kdyby Marcus opravdu dokon\u010dil co zapo\u010dal. V\u017edy\u0165 on s\u00e1m se s Billem je\u0161t\u011b doopravdy nemiloval a asi by pro n\u011bj byla p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 velk\u00e1 r\u00e1na, kdyby to ud\u011blal n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jak daleko za\u0161el?&#8220; pokra\u010doval v ot\u00e1zk\u00e1ch, nep\u0159est\u00e1val Billa konej\u0161it neust\u00e1l\u00fdm hlazen\u00edm. &#8222;Nikam. Rozepnul mi kalhoty, v\u00edc nic, ani mi nesvl\u00e9kl pr\u00e1dlo, jestli ti jde o tohle.&#8220; Bill se c\u00edtil z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho nevysv\u011btliteln\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu trapn\u011b. Nev\u011bd\u011bl pro\u010d, v\u017edy\u0165 on nem\u011bl d\u016fvod, on nic neud\u011blal! Tom se pod\u00edval do jeho \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Uhodil t\u011b?&#8220; Bill beze slova vyhrnul dlouh\u00e9 ruk\u00e1vy a odhalil porcel\u00e1nov\u011b b\u00edl\u00e9 ruce, na nich\u017e p\u0159\u00edmo sv\u00edtily tmavorud\u00e9 mod\u0159iny a krvav\u00e9 od\u0159eniny na z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>V Tomovi se p\u0159\u00edmo va\u0159ila krev. V tu chv\u00edli by byl schopen skute\u010dn\u011b v\u0161eho, jen aby pomstil v\u0161echnu tu bolest a pon\u00ed\u017een\u00ed, kter\u00fdm musel bratr proj\u00edt. Nazna\u010dil Billovi, a\u0165 si lehne. Pomalu jej ulo\u017eil na postel a zhasnul hlavn\u00ed sv\u011btlo. On s\u00e1m si svl\u00e9knul mikinu a lehnul si \u010delem k n\u011bmu, p\u0159itisknul si k sob\u011b jeho t\u011blo a pevn\u011b jej objal. Bill se pot\u0159ebuje vyspat, odpo\u010dinout si a on bude u n\u011bj, p\u0159\u00edsahal si, \u017ee od te\u010f jej bude st\u0159e\u017eit opravdu na ka\u017ed\u00e9m kroku, bude v\u011bd\u011bt o ka\u017ed\u00e9m jeho pohybu. V\u0161imnul si, \u017ee Bill us\u00edn\u00e1, schoulen\u00fd v jeho n\u00e1ru\u010di pomalu oddechoval a on jej dr\u017eel, aby kone\u010dn\u011b c\u00edtil, \u017ee jej n\u011bkdo chr\u00e1n\u00ed. Tom se naklonil je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e, pol\u00edbil Billa na \u010delo a t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nesly\u0161n\u011b za\u0161eptal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluju t\u011b.&#8220; Bill se v polosp\u00e1nku pousm\u00e1l. Tohle byla ta spr\u00e1vn\u00e1 chv\u00edle kdy m\u011bl sly\u0161et Tomova slova\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Heidi<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Tak tohle sis myslel?!&#8220; vyk\u0159ikl Bill. &#8222;Jak t\u011b v\u016fbec mohlo napadnout, \u017ee j\u00e1, j\u00e1, kter\u00fd n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho tak striktn\u011b odsuzuju! Tome, copak mi v\u016fbec nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161? Miluje\u0161 m\u011b a p\u0159itom ve mn\u011b nem\u00e1\u0161 \u017e\u00e1dnou d\u016fv\u011bru, jak dlouho si mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee takov\u00e1 l\u00e1ska m\u016f\u017ee<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-28\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[82],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19897","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rozum-a-cit-i"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19897","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19897"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19897\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19897"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19897"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19897"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}