{"id":19902,"date":"2008-03-16T01:45:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19861"},"modified":"2008-03-16T01:45:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:45:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-23","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-23\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 23."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Kessy zvedla vy\u010derpan\u011b hlavu. Celou noc nespala, neust\u00e1le se j\u00ed honilo hlavou, co ji dnes \u010dek\u00e1, co mus\u00ed ud\u011blat pro sv\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele, i kdy\u017e se j\u00ed to p\u0159\u00ed\u010d\u00ed, prost\u011b ho nesm\u00ed zklamat, nesm\u00ed ho podrazit, on by pro ni ud\u011blal to sam\u00e9, kdyby byla na jeho m\u00edst\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne, Tome. Nic mi nen\u00ed, jsem jen trochu unaven\u00e1, ale to je v\u0161echno, ned\u011blej si starosti.&#8220; Tom jen ned\u016fv\u011b\u0159iv\u011b poslechnul a p\u0159estal se vypt\u00e1vat. Bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee pokud Kessy nechce mluvit, tak jednodu\u0161e nebude a on s t\u00edm nic nenad\u011bl\u00e1. P\u0159esto mu vrtalo v hlav\u011b, co mohlo stabiln\u011b sebev\u011bdomou d\u00edvku tak n\u00e1hle rozhodit.<\/div>\n<div>Bill le\u017eel na studen\u00e9 podlaze jako hadrov\u00e1 loutka. V\u0161echny \u00famysly br\u00e1nit se, nebo snad chlapce p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, aby p\u0159estal, jej nadobro opustily. Bylo to zbyte\u010dn\u00e9, Marcusova p\u0159evaha bila do o\u010d\u00ed, na prvn\u00ed pohled bylo patrn\u00e9, kdo v nevyrovnan\u00e9m boji zv\u00edt\u011bz\u00ed. V\u011bznil Billa ve sv\u00e9m stisku jako v kle\u0161t\u00edch tak \u00faporn\u011b, \u017ee Billovi pomalu za\u010daly promodr\u00e1vat dlan\u011b, do nich\u017e se d\u00edky p\u0159i\u0161krcen\u00e9mu z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed nedost\u00e1vala krev. Vlasy m\u011bl cel\u00e9 rozcuchan\u00e9, spadaly mu do obli\u010deje a p\u0159ekr\u00fdvaly slzami roztekl\u00e1 l\u00ed\u010didla, kter\u00e1 se mu rozmaz\u00e1vala po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch. Marcusovi jeho naprost\u00e1 apatie z\u0159ejm\u011b v\u016fbec nevadila. Vysta\u010dil si s jeho t\u011blem, o to mu \u0161lo, nezaj\u00edmalo ho ani v nejmen\u0161\u00edm, jakou bolest mu zp\u016fsobuje, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 se nad t\u00edm nikdy ani nezamyslel. Billovi zpod sev\u0159en\u00fdch v\u00ed\u010dek uk\u00e1pla dal\u0161\u00ed slza, kdy\u017e z n\u011bj Marcus surov\u011b strhnul tri\u010dko a kochal se pohledem na jeho odhalenou k\u016f\u017ei. &#8222;Neboj se, kdy\u017e nebude\u0161 d\u011blat probl\u00e9my, bude se ti to i l\u00edbit. P\u0159ijde\u0161 na to, \u017ee Tom nen\u00ed jedin\u00fd, kdo t\u011b dok\u00e1\u017ee uspokojit,&#8220; prohl\u00e1sil Marcus se sm\u00edchem a za\u010dal t\u0159\u00edt jazykem jeho nahou hru\u010f. Bill odvr\u00e1til o\u010di. Nemohl to vydr\u017eet! Zvedal se mu \u017ealudek, bylo mu na omdlen\u00ed, proboha, k\u00e9\u017e by se mohl probudit a zjistit, \u017ee to v\u0161echno nen\u00ed doopravdy. Ned\u011blal si nad\u011bje, \u017ee by mohl m\u00edt stejn\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed jako minule, \u017ee by Tom na posledn\u00ed chv\u00edli rozrazil dve\u0159e. U\u017e d\u00e1vno pochopil, \u017ee Kessy nesmluvila jejich sch\u016fzku n\u00e1hodou, jen z dobr\u00e9ho srdce. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, co se stane, a\u017e Marcus svoje d\u00edlo dokon\u010d\u00ed. Bude v\u016fbec je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkdy chopen n\u011bkomu d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ovat? D\u016fv\u011b\u0159ovat natolik, aby si ho pustil k t\u011blu? K t\u011blu, kter\u00e9 te\u010f svalnat\u00fd chlapec vzru\u0161en\u011b t\u0159el a p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl po n\u011bm zuby. Jakmile sjel rukou k podb\u0159i\u0161ku, Bill sebou trhnul. Nedok\u00e1\u017ee to, prost\u011b n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho nem\u016f\u017ee vydr\u017eet, takov\u00e9 hrozn\u00e9 pon\u00ed\u017een\u00ed a odpor! Poslouchal jak Marcus bez probl\u00e9mu zru\u0161il prvn\u00ed p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eku v podob\u011b knofl\u00edku u jeho kalhot a pomalu rozepnul zip. Bill se prudce napjal, v tu chv\u00edli si p\u0159\u00e1l usnout, v\u0161echno zaspat, nic nec\u00edtit, nic si nepamatovat. Marcus mu p\u0159ejel drsn\u011b rukou po spodn\u00edm pr\u00e1dle, a\u017e m\u011bl Bill pocit, \u017ee bude k\u0159i\u010det nahlas. Prozat\u00edm v sob\u011b v\u0161echno dusil, necht\u011bl mu dop\u0159\u00e1t tu radost z jeho zoufalstv\u00ed. Marcus se u\u0161kl\u00edbl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Vypad\u00e1 to, \u017ee ti je\u0161t\u011b budu muset trochu pomoct.&#8220; Bill m\u011bl nebezpe\u010dn\u011b bl\u00edzko k pl\u00e1\u010di. On si snad mysl\u00ed, \u017ee by ho ty jeho surov\u00e9 n\u00e1siln\u00e9 doteky mohly vzru\u0161it?! \u017de by mu m\u011bly p\u016fsobit n\u011bjak\u00e9 pot\u011b\u0161en\u00ed?! Ne, nikdo na sv\u011bt\u011b s n\u00edm neum\u00ed zach\u00e1zet l\u00e9pe ne\u017e Tom, on v\u00ed jak mu vyhov\u011bt, jak ho v\u017edycky zaru\u010den\u011b rozp\u00e1lit a taky v\u00ed, \u017ee n\u00e1sil\u00edm by toho nikdy nedos\u00e1hl! Proto jej Bill tak zbo\u017e\u0148oval, proto cht\u011bl jen jeho, on toti\u017e rozum\u011bl jeho pocit\u016fm, d\u00e1val mu n\u011bhu po kter\u00e9 tolik tou\u017eil.<\/div>\n<div>Kessy drtila mobil ve zpocen\u00fdch rukou tak siln\u011b, a\u017e j\u00ed b\u011blely klouby na prstech. Pod\u00edvala se zoufale na Toma. Pov\u00eddali si u\u017e v\u00edc ne\u017e p\u016fl hodiny, hovor udr\u017eovala Kessy, pl\u00e1cala o hloupostech, jak\u00fdmkoliv zp\u016fsobem se pokou\u0161ela upoutat Tomovu pozornost, jen aby se nezvedl a neode\u0161el dom\u016f. Marcus j\u00ed m\u00e1 d\u00e1t v\u011bd\u011bt, a\u017e bude odch\u00e1zet z Billova domu, m\u00e1 j\u00ed zavolat! Ale po\u0159\u00e1d nic! Pro\u010d to tak dlouho trv\u00e1, co kdy\u017e se n\u011bco zkomplikovalo? Nem\u016f\u017ee tady Toma dr\u017eet do ve\u010dera, u\u017e te\u010f se po n\u00ed divn\u011b d\u00edv\u00e1, mus\u00ed mu b\u00fdt jasn\u00e9 \u017ee j\u00ed o n\u011bco jde, jen logicky nech\u00e1pe o co. Necht\u011bla ani dom\u00fd\u0161let co se stane, a\u017e Tom zjist\u00ed, \u017ee to ona pom\u00e1hala Marcusovi, \u017ee neb\u00fdt j\u00ed, mohl b\u00fdt Bill v po\u0159\u00e1dku, v\u011bd\u011bla jak je citliv\u00fd, jak se s t\u00edm jen vyrovn\u00e1?! V\u00fd\u010ditky p\u0159ich\u00e1zely st\u00e1le siln\u011bji, nemohla re\u00e1ln\u011b uva\u017eovat, bezstarostn\u011b se s Tomem bavit jakoby nic. Nen\u00ed tak dobr\u00e1 here\u010dka jak si myslela, u\u017e j\u00ed zdaleka nejde obelh\u00e1vat lidi tak p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010div\u011b jako kdysi. V\u0161echno zp\u016fsobilo sv\u011bdom\u00ed, ona nikdy nebyla ten typ \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00fd by si s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm moc l\u00e1mal hlavu, ale te\u010f jakoby se j\u00ed to vracelo jako bumerang. Naposledy pohl\u00e9dla na hodiny. Dost, tohle mus\u00ed skon\u010dit. Prudce vstala.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u011bl bys dom\u016f Tome.&#8220; Tom na ni p\u0159ekvapen\u011b z\u00edral. Co m\u00e1 zase tohle znamenat?<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Co\u017ee?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Prost\u011b bys m\u011bl j\u00edt, u\u017e jsem t\u011b zdr\u017eela p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouho a jak jsi s\u00e1m \u0159\u00edkal, Bill je\u0161t\u011b nen\u00ed \u00fapln\u011b v po\u0159\u00e1dku a asi bys m\u011bl b\u00fdt s n\u00edm.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kessy, v\u00e1\u017en\u011b ti nic nen\u00ed? Jsi hrozn\u011b bled\u00e1.&#8220; D\u00edvka u\u017e k\u0159i\u010dela t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hystericky, byla na pokraji sv\u00fdch mo\u017enost\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Copak jsi nerozum\u011bl?! Tak b\u011b\u017e! Tome pros\u00edm, b\u011b\u017e dom\u016f!!!!&#8220; Tom netu\u0161il jak m\u00e1 reagovat, takovou Kessy v\u016fbec neznal, vy\u010derpanou a nejistou. Pochopil, \u017ee te\u010f nem\u00e1 cenu od n\u00ed cht\u00edt sebemen\u0161\u00ed vysv\u011btlen\u00ed. V\u0161echno bylo podivn\u00e9. N\u011bco tady nehr\u00e1lo. Nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed cestou zam\u00ed\u0159il k domovu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Heidi<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kessy zvedla vy\u010derpan\u011b hlavu. 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