{"id":19904,"date":"2008-03-16T01:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19863"},"modified":"2020-11-04T20:39:44","modified_gmt":"2020-11-04T19:39:44","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-21-ff","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-21-ff\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 21."},"content":{"rendered":"
„V\u00e1\u017en\u011b nechce\u0161 j\u00edt se mnou?“ nal\u00e9hal Tom zoufale na bratra. My\u0161lenka, \u017ee by m\u011bl nech\u00e1vat Billa v dom\u011b samotn\u00e9ho, se mu ani trochu nezamlouvala, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 si navyknul na to, m\u00edt jej pod sv\u00fdm neust\u00e1l\u00fdm dohledem, jakmile ho nem\u011bl na o\u010d\u00edch, za\u010d\u00ednal b\u00fdt automaticky nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed. Jist\u011b, uv\u011bdomoval si, \u017ee svoji p\u00e9\u010di asi notn\u011b p\u0159eh\u00e1n\u00ed, Bill nen\u00ed mal\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b kter\u00e9 by pot\u0159ebovalo 24 hodin denn\u011b spole\u010dnost, ale Tomovi by pr\u00e1v\u011b tato varianta vyhovovala \u00fapln\u011b nejv\u00edc. Tak stra\u0161n\u011b nerad od n\u011bj odch\u00e1zel, copak nech\u00e1pe jak moc by mu pomohlo, kdyby ho doprovodil? Takhle mu jen p\u0159iprav\u00ed minim\u00e1ln\u011b hodinu obav a nejistoty.<\/div>\n
„Tome, j\u00e1 opravdu zvl\u00e1dnu b\u00fdt chv\u00edli doma s\u00e1m! Nemus\u00ed\u0161 m\u00edt \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 starosti, co to do tebe v posledn\u00ed dob\u011b vjelo? Po\u0159\u00e1d m\u011b chce\u0161 hl\u00eddat.“<\/div>\n
„Vy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m si, \u017ee jsem tady nebyl, kdy\u017e p\u0159i\u0161el Marcus. Kdybych neode\u0161el, nemusel bys nic z toho za\u017e\u00edt, nic z toho by se prost\u011b nestalo, proto\u017ee bys nebyl s\u00e1m!“ Bill se na n\u011bj usm\u00e1l a n\u011b\u017en\u011b jej objal.<\/div>\n
„Nemohl jsi to tu\u0161it, nen\u00ed to tvoje vina, nechci aby ses s t\u00edm tr\u00e1pil. Je to pry\u010d, cel\u00e1 ta v\u011bc je za n\u00e1mi, m\u016f\u017eeme d\u011bkovat bohu, \u017ee neza\u0161la d\u00e1l, \u017ee to dopadlo tak jak to dopadlo. Co bych si bez tebe po\u010dal? U\u017e bez tebe neum\u00edm existovat.“ Tom jej pol\u00edbil do vlas\u016f. Jeho slova jej h\u0159\u00e1la na du\u0161i, bylo tak n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 sly\u0161et v\u011bty, v nich\u017e mu Bill vyzn\u00e1val, jak moc jej pot\u0159ebuje, \u017ee bez n\u011bj by nedok\u00e1zal b\u00fdt. On c\u00edtil to sam\u00e9. Bez bratra by to nebyl on, znamenal pro n\u011bj st\u0159ed vesm\u00edru, v\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee by se mu mohlo n\u011bco st\u00e1t, jej sr\u00e1\u017eelo na kolena. To by nevydr\u017eel, nevydr\u017eel by, kdyby se Billovi n\u011bco stalo, kdyby zase musel trp\u011bt a on mu neum\u011bl nijak pomoct. Proto jej cht\u011bl m\u00edt po\u0159\u00e1d u sebe, pedantsky ho pozoroval, a\u017e to bratrovi muselo b\u00fdt chv\u00edlemi nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9. Cht\u011bl p\u0159edej\u00edt jak\u00e9koliv n\u00e1hod\u011b, nem\u011bl v \u00famyslu riskovat u\u017e v\u016fbec nic. „Zamkni se, ano?“<\/div>\n
„Ov\u0161em, zamknu!“<\/div>\n
„Bille, ned\u011bl\u00e1m si legraci, slib mi, \u017ee nikam beze m\u011b nep\u016fjde\u0161, ano? Aspo\u0148 prozat\u00edm, j\u00e1 v\u00edm \u017ee to asi nen\u00ed norm\u00e1ln\u00ed, ale neum\u00ed\u0161 si p\u0159edstavit, jak\u00fd m\u00e1m o tebe strach! A\u017e uplyne trocha \u010dasu, v\u0161echno se d\u00e1 do po\u0159\u00e1dku, ale te\u010f t\u011b pros\u00edm, abys mi vyhov\u011bl, ud\u011blej to pro m\u011b.“<\/div>\n
Bill p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Doj\u00edmala ho tak obrovsk\u00e1 starost, byl tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd jak moc pro Toma znamen\u00e1!<\/div>\n
„Ud\u011bl\u00e1m v\u0161echno jak si p\u0159eje\u0161. Klid, budu v po\u0159\u00e1dku!“ Tom bratra naposledy pol\u00edbil a s ustaran\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem ve tv\u00e1\u0159i vy\u0161el pomalu ze dve\u0159\u00ed. Tolik se mu necht\u011blo! Teprve te\u010f mu po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b doch\u00e1zelo, jak za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 b\u00fdt z\u00e1visl\u00fd na bratrov\u011b p\u0159\u00edtomnosti, jak se bez n\u00ed c\u00edt\u00ed nesv\u016fj.<\/div>\n
Marcus sledoval jejich d\u016fm jako ost\u0159\u00ed\u017e zpoza dod\u00e1vky, je\u017e byla zaparkovan\u00e1 nedaleko a svou velikost\u00ed jej b\u00e1je\u010dn\u011b kryla. M\u011bl v\u00fdborn\u00fd v\u00fdhled a spokojen\u011b se u\u0161kl\u00edbnul, jakmile spat\u0159il Toma vych\u00e1zet a zam\u00ed\u0159it na opa\u010dnou stranu, sm\u011brem k m\u00edstu, kde m\u011bl s Kessy smluvenou sch\u016fzku. Z\u00e1m\u011brn\u011b j\u00ed poradil, aby k setk\u00e1n\u00ed zvolila pr\u00e1v\u011b okol\u00ed u grafitov\u00e9 zdi, jeliko\u017e ta byla odsud vzd\u00e1lena minim\u00e1ln\u011b dvan\u00e1ct minut ch\u016fze, tak\u017ee by m\u011bl Marcus dostatek \u010dasu se vytratit, kdy\u017e by jej Kessy varovala, \u017ee Tom se vrac\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Bill se pohodln\u011b op\u0159el do mohutn\u00e9ho k\u0159esla a do u\u0161\u00ed vlo\u017eil sluch\u00e1tka. U\u017e dlouho nem\u011bl mo\u017enost si takhle v klidu poslechnout hudbu, vlastn\u011b na ni ani nemyslel, kdy\u017e byl s Tomem, nem\u011bl n\u00e1ladu na nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e na n\u011bj. Prost\u011b nepot\u0159eboval ke \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed u\u017e v\u016fbec nic, bohat\u011b mu sta\u010dilo \u017ee m\u00e1 bratra nabl\u00edzku a kdykoliv si m\u016f\u017ee vychutn\u00e1vat jeho pevn\u00e9 objet\u00ed, v n\u011bm\u017e se c\u00edt\u00ed tak bezpe\u010dn\u011b. Dnes ale uv\u00edtal drobn\u00e9 odreagov\u00e1n\u00ed, zvuk zes\u00edlil na maximum a dokonce si ti\u0161e prozp\u011bvoval a pokyvoval hlavou do rytmu. Asi po dvaceti minut\u00e1ch, kdy mu u\u017e z t\u00e9 hlasitosti zvonilo v u\u0161\u00edch, si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee dnes je\u0161t\u011b nebyl vybrat po\u0161tu. Neochotn\u011b se tedy zvednul z vyh\u0159\u00e1t\u00e9ho m\u00edsta, nic jin\u00e9ho mu nezb\u00fdvalo, schr\u00e1nku museli vyb\u00edrat denn\u011b, aby se korespondence neza\u010dala nezvladateln\u011b hromadit. Kdy\u017e odemknul a vyb\u011bhnul ven, sna\u017eil se v\u0161echno vy\u0159\u00eddit v co nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed rychlosti, nebylo toti\u017e \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 velk\u00e9 teplo, chv\u00edlemi se dokonce zd\u00e1lo, \u017ee na \u0161ed\u00e9 chodn\u00edky dopadaj\u00ed kapky drobn\u00e9ho nen\u00e1padn\u00e9ho de\u0161t\u011b, kter\u00fd se v\u011bt\u0161inou t\u00e1hne po cel\u00fd den a neust\u00e1v\u00e1 ani na noc.<\/div>\n
Tom vid\u011bl Kessy u\u017e zdaleka, nerv\u00f3zn\u011b popoch\u00e1zela sem a tam. Tv\u00e1\u0159ila se dost nejist\u011b, co\u017e Toma p\u0159ekvapilo, jeliko\u017e v\u017edycky vystupovala v pozici sebev\u011bdom\u00e9 d\u00edvky, kter\u00e1 si s ni\u010d\u00edm nel\u00e1me hlavu, v\u011bci bere tak, jak je \u017eivot p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed a sna\u017e\u00ed se z nich vyt\u0159\u00edskat to nejlep\u0161\u00ed. V ur\u010dit\u00e9m sm\u011bru m\u011bla podobn\u00fd \u017eivotn\u00ed postoj jako je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed \u010dasem on. V jist\u00e9m smyslu ji ch\u00e1pal. Cht\u011bla si u\u017e\u00edvat, cht\u011bla pro sebe z\u00edskat co se d\u00e1, jen to bohu\u017eel d\u011blala na \u00fakor druh\u00fdch. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee mo\u017en\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed m\u011bs\u00edcem nebo dv\u011bma, by si s n\u00ed m\u011bl co \u0159\u00edci, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 by se spolu dob\u0159e pobavili a potom \u0161li ka\u017ed\u00fd vlastn\u00ed cestou. Ale te\u010f ne. V\u0161echno se zm\u011bnilo, on u\u017e neum\u011bl b\u00fdt stejn\u00fd. Od osudn\u00e9 noci s Billem, prost\u011b bylo v\u0161e \u00fapln\u011b jin\u00e9.<\/div>\n
Bill s pln\u00fdma rukama posp\u00edchal zp\u011bt ke dve\u0159\u00edm, t\u011b\u0161il se na to kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 teplo, kter\u00e9 jej \u010dek\u00e1, mo\u017en\u00e1 by si mohl d\u00e1t n\u011bco k j\u00eddlu, u\u017e m\u011bl zase hlad, to ur\u010dit\u011b ty nervy, m\u011bl by si dop\u0159\u00e1t n\u011bco hodn\u011b sladk\u00e9ho. Kdy\u017e u\u017e st\u00e1l na roho\u017ece, v\u0161imnul si, \u017ee mu z dlan\u011b vypadla jedna ob\u00e1lka. Nem\u00ednil se vracet, proto se pomalu sklonil aby ji znovu z\u00edskal mezi sv\u00e9 prsty. V okam\u017eiku, kdy se op\u011bt nap\u0159\u00edmil, uc\u00edtil, jak jej n\u011b\u010d\u00ed ruka surov\u011b vt\u00e1hla do domu a s velkou r\u00e1nou za sebou zav\u0159ela dve\u0159e. Bill se v tu chv\u00edli nebyl schopen orientovat, nato\u017e se snad br\u00e1nit. Byl \u00fapln\u011b distancovan\u00fd a nech\u00e1pal co se d\u011bje. Teprve kdy\u017e jej siln\u00e9 pa\u017ee p\u0159irazily ke st\u011bn\u011b, bolestiv\u011b vyk\u0159ikl a hrom\u00e1dka dopis\u016f se z jeho rukou sesunula k podlaze\u2026<\/p>\n

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„V\u00e1\u017en\u011b nechce\u0161 j\u00edt se mnou?“ nal\u00e9hal Tom zoufale na bratra. My\u0161lenka, \u017ee by m\u011bl nech\u00e1vat Billa v dom\u011b samotn\u00e9ho, se mu ani trochu nezamlouvala, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 si navyknul na to, m\u00edt jej pod sv\u00fdm neust\u00e1l\u00fdm dohledem, jakmile ho nem\u011bl na o\u010d\u00edch, za\u010d\u00ednal b\u00fdt<\/p>\n

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