{"id":19907,"date":"2008-03-16T01:20:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19866"},"modified":"2008-03-16T01:20:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:20:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-18","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-18\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 18."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Bill se v posteli u\u017e asi post\u00e9 oto\u010dil na druh\u00fd bok. Takhle nikdy neusne! U\u017e dobrou hodinu a p\u016fl tr\u00e1vil sv\u016fj \u010das ur\u010den\u00fd ke sp\u00e1nku neust\u00e1l\u00fdm p\u0159evalov\u00e1n\u00edm ze strany na stranu a hled\u00e1n\u00edm t\u00e9 nejvhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed polohy, kter\u00e1 mu byla stejn\u011b \u00fapln\u011b k ni\u010demu, proto\u017ee u\u017e kdy\u017e ul\u00e9hal, bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee tahle noc bude pro n\u011bj dlouh\u00e1. Nemohl udr\u017eet o\u010di zav\u0159en\u00e9. Roz\u010diloval jej hluk p\u0159ich\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00ed z ulice, kudy pr\u00e1v\u011b proch\u00e1zela skupinka mlad\u00fdch povykuj\u00edc\u00edch lid\u00ed, znerv\u00f3z\u0148oval jej tikot hodin zav\u011b\u0161en\u00fdch na st\u011bn\u011b, kter\u00e9ho si jindy ani nev\u0161imnul i sv\u011btlo pouli\u010dn\u00ed lampy, kter\u00e9 se mu nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b vkr\u00e1dalo do okna. Chv\u00edlemi mu bylo takov\u00e9 horko, \u017ee musel odkl\u00e1dat p\u0159ikr\u00fdvku, co\u017e se st\u0159\u00eddalo s pocity zimnice, kdy byl nucen zachumlat se a\u017e po bradu. Ud\u011blal dob\u0159e, \u017ee Tomovi \u0159ekl, a\u0165 jej nech\u00e1 sp\u00e1t samotn\u00e9ho? V\u017edy\u0165 Tom v\u016fbec nic nenazna\u010doval, je docela dob\u0159e mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee si cht\u011bl skute\u010dn\u011b jen lehnout vedle n\u011bj, t\u0159eba ho jen vz\u00edt za ruku nebo hladit po vlasech, pro\u010d jej proboha po\u0159\u00e1d stra\u0161\u00ed p\u0159edstava \u017ee ho bratr jen vyu\u017e\u00edv\u00e1 a on d\u011bl\u00e1 jen to, co mu Tom nen\u00e1padn\u011b poru\u010d\u00ed?<\/div>\n<div>Ano jist\u011b, Kessyina slova mu asi nejsou tak lhostejn\u00e1, jak si cel\u00fd ve\u010der namlouval. Pr\u00e1v\u011b si za\u010dal uv\u011bdomovat, jak byl dnes od jejich odchodu z kr\u00e1mku k bratrovi lhostejn\u00fd. A on se p\u0159itom tak sna\u017eil! D\u011blal pro n\u011bj v\u0161echno, po\u0159\u00e1d jej obskakoval a kontroloval, jestli mu n\u011bco nechyb\u00ed a je v po\u0159\u00e1dku, m\u011bl o n\u011bj opravdovou starost a pokou\u0161el se jej celou dobu rozpt\u00fdlit. A on byl tak apatick\u00fd! T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 si Toma nev\u0161\u00edmal, teprve kdy\u017e cht\u011bl, aby si \u0161li spole\u010dn\u011b lehnout, jej chladn\u011b odm\u00edtnul a drze se vymluvil. Mrzelo ho to. Jak se te\u010f Tom mus\u00ed asi c\u00edtit? Mus\u00ed b\u00fdt zklaman\u00fd a pro\u010d to v\u0161echno? Kv\u016fli jedn\u00e9 hloup\u00e9 holce, kter\u00e1 od za\u010d\u00e1tku v\u0161echno stav\u00ed na sv\u00fdch l\u017e\u00edch, aby ovlivnila okol\u00ed a dos\u00e1hla sv\u00e9ho c\u00edle. Ale on j\u00ed to nedovol\u00ed, Tom je pro n\u011bj p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 cenn\u00fd na to, aby ho nechal j\u00ed, aby ho nechal komukoliv. R\u00e1zn\u011b se zvednul z rozh\u00e1zen\u00e9 postele.<\/div>\n<div>Tom posmutn\u011ble z\u00edral na strop nad svoj\u00ed hlavou. Obt\u011b\u017ek\u00e1valo jej tolik my\u0161lenek, \u017ee se nebyl schopen pono\u0159it ani do pouh\u00e9ho polosp\u00e1nku. Nech\u00e1pal Billovo chov\u00e1n\u00ed, jeho zvraty n\u00e1lad a zm\u011bny n\u00e1zor\u016f z hodiny na hodinu. V\u017edy\u0165 d\u011bl\u00e1 co m\u016f\u017ee, sna\u017e\u00ed se pro Billa ud\u011blat v\u0161e co je v jeho sil\u00e1ch, v\u0161e aby byl spokojen\u00fd, tak co je po\u0159\u00e1d \u0161patn\u011b?!<\/div>\n<div>Jeho \u00favahy vyru\u0161il zvuk pomalu se otev\u00edraj\u00edc\u00edch dve\u0159\u00ed. Tom zatajil dech. Nem\u016f\u017ee to b\u00fdt nikdo jin\u00fd\u2026 Najednou poc\u00edtil zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed n\u00e1val \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, vlnu klidu, kter\u00e1 prostoupila jeho t\u011blem ve chv\u00edli, kdy\u017e uvid\u011bl st\u00e1t naproti sv\u00e9 posteli \u0161t\u00edhlou siluetu s v\u00fdrazn\u011b pocuchan\u00fdmi vlasy. Oba ml\u010deli, Bill se neodva\u017eoval promluvit, p\u0159esto\u017ee si uv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee je to pr\u00e1v\u011b on, kdo by m\u011bl ud\u011blat prvn\u00ed krok. I skrz tmu poznal, \u017ee Tom na n\u011bj hled\u00ed vy\u010dk\u00e1vav\u00fdma o\u010dima. Zhluboka se nadechnul.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u016f\u017eu j\u00edt k tob\u011b?&#8220; za\u0161eptal Bill do hust\u00e9 tmy a hlas mu podivn\u011b kol\u00edsal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161 jist\u011b, \u017ee chce\u0161?&#8220; Tom necht\u011bl aby se bratr nutil, jestli se p\u0159em\u00e1h\u00e1 jen kv\u016fli \u0161patn\u00e9mu sv\u011bdom\u00ed, nem\u00e1 to cenu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Naprosto jist\u011b,&#8220; prohl\u00e1sil Bill pevn\u011b. Bratr mu nazna\u010dil souhlas nadzvednut\u00edm p\u0159ikr\u00fdvky a on pod ni b\u011bhem okam\u017eiku vklouzl. Le\u017eeli \u010delem k sob\u011b, navz\u00e1jem si hled\u011bli do o\u010d\u00ed a i kdy\u017e nebyl jedin\u00fd d\u016fvod, zrychlen\u011b d\u00fdchali. Pro\u010d mu jen v Tomov\u011b p\u0159\u00edtomnosti tolik bu\u0161\u00ed srdce? Bill se opatrn\u011b p\u0159isunul kousek bl\u00ed\u017e, tak, \u017ee se hrud\u00ed dot\u00fdkal bratrova t\u011bla. C\u00edtil na sv\u00e9m krku jak Tom oddechuje, motivovalo jej to p\u0159ivinout se je\u0161t\u011b o kousek bl\u00ed\u017e. Tolik ho pot\u0159ebovat m\u00edt u sebe! Pro\u010d si nalh\u00e1val, \u017ee tomu tak nen\u00ed? Rozhodl se vyj\u00edt vst\u0159\u00edc jako prvn\u00ed, Tom si to zaslou\u017e\u00ed. Pomalu se k n\u011bmu nahnul a n\u011b\u017en\u011b spojil sv\u00e9 chv\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed se rty s jeho. Do polibku se \u00fapln\u011b pono\u0159il, jako by sv\u011bt kolem n\u011bj p\u0159estal existovat a cel\u00fd vesm\u00edr tvo\u0159ili jen oni dva. Tom jej uchopil kolem krku.<\/div>\n<div>Nesp\u011bchal, vsunul jazyk do Billov\u00fdch \u00fast a\u017e ve chv\u00edli, kdy jej k tomu s\u00e1m vyzval, kdy s\u00e1m cht\u011bl. Byl ochoten se mu jakkoliv pod\u0159\u00eddit. Siln\u011b vydechl, kdy\u017e mu bratr sjel jazykem na krk a za\u010dal jemn\u011b a zvolna s\u00e1t. Tom zav\u0159el o\u010di. Na tohle tak dlouho \u010dekal! Na okam\u017eik, kdy bratr vezme iniciativu do vlastn\u00edch rukou a dovol\u00ed mu poznat, co se mu skute\u010dn\u011b l\u00edb\u00ed. Bill ve sv\u00e9m lask\u00e1n\u00ed pokra\u010doval, c\u00edtil, \u017ee Tomovi mus\u00ed v\u0161echno oplatit, dlu\u017e\u00ed mu to a ve skute\u010dnosti mu to \u010din\u00ed nemal\u00e9 pot\u011b\u0161en\u00ed. Zlehka pokr\u00fdval jeho hru\u010f sv\u00fdmi drobn\u00fdmi polibky a m\u00ed\u0159il st\u00e1le n\u00ed\u017e, a\u017e k ploch\u00e9mu b\u0159ichu, kter\u00e9 jemn\u011b hladil sv\u00fdmi \u0161t\u00edhl\u00fdmi prsty. Tom jej p\u0159it\u00e1hl zp\u011bt k sob\u011b, necht\u011bl aby postupoval d\u00e1l. Ochrapt\u011bl\u00fdm hlasem na n\u011bj promluvil.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille to p\u0159ece nemus\u00ed\u0161. Nem\u00e1m t\u011b tady proto, abych s tebou spal, sta\u010d\u00ed mi tvoje bl\u00edzkost, sta\u010d\u00ed mi, kdy\u017e si lehne\u0161 vedle m\u011b, ne\u017e\u00e1d\u00e1m od tebe v\u00edc. Nepokra\u010duj, pros\u00edm, nemohl bych potom p\u0159estat, neovl\u00e1dl bych se.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Bill jej p\u0159eru\u0161il polo\u017een\u00edm sv\u00e9ho ukazov\u00e1\u010dku na bratrovy m\u011bkk\u00e9 rty.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;P\u0161\u0161\u0161t. J\u00e1 v\u00edm. Ned\u011bl\u00e1m nic, co bych s\u00e1m necht\u011bl, v\u011b\u0159\u00edm ti, proto se neboj\u00edm pokra\u010dovat.&#8220; Uml\u010del dal\u0161\u00ed Tomovy protesty sv\u00fdmi rty a dovolil mu, aby se polo\u017eil na n\u011bj. Jen na malou chv\u00edli uc\u00edtil Bill drobn\u00e9 bodnut\u00ed strachu, to kdy\u017e si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee Marcus se k n\u011bmu pokou\u0161el dostat \u00fapln\u011b stejn\u011b. Hned tyto my\u0161lenky zavrhnul. Tohle je n\u011bco \u00fapln\u011b jin\u00e9ho, sta\u010d\u00ed jedin\u00e9 slovo a Tom by okam\u017eit\u011b p\u0159estal. N\u011b\u017en\u011b Billa hladil, p\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl mu b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ky prst\u016f po cel\u00e9m t\u011ble, dokud neuc\u00edtil, \u017ee se pod n\u00edm lehce t\u0159ese a neusly\u0161el jeho slab\u00e9 steny. Pomalu sunul svoji ruku st\u00e1le n\u00ed\u017e, a\u017e uc\u00edtil pod prsty okraj \u010dern\u00fdch boxerek. Zastavil a pod\u00edval se Billovi do o\u010d\u00ed. Nem\u011bl v \u00famyslu jej k \u010demukoliv nutit, u\u017e takhle mu bratr dovolil zaj\u00edt hodn\u011b daleko. S obavami se nadechl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u016f\u017eu?&#8220; Bill t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 neznateln\u011b p\u0159ik\u00fdvl\u2026<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>Heidi<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bill se v posteli u\u017e asi post\u00e9 oto\u010dil na druh\u00fd bok. Takhle nikdy neusne! 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