{"id":19910,"date":"2008-03-16T01:05:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19869"},"modified":"2008-03-16T01:05:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-16T00:05:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/16\/rozum-a-cit-i-15\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 15."},"content":{"rendered":"
Tom mu n\u011b\u017en\u011b zaj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj prsty do vlas\u016f a zav\u00edral o\u010di aby si mohl vychutn\u00e1vat jeho jemnou v\u016fni. Nebyl to \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd siln\u00fd parf\u00e9m, jen takov\u00fd drobn\u00fd sladk\u00fd z\u00e1van, v\u0161e ostatn\u00ed byla Billova poko\u017eka, o\u0161et\u0159ovan\u00e1 t\u011bmi nejm\u00edrn\u011bj\u0161\u00edmi p\u0159\u00edpravky, n\u00e1dhern\u011b tepl\u00e1 a hebk\u00e1. Tom jej zlehka pol\u00edbil do vlas\u016f, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 se b\u00e1l se jej jen dotknout, aby ho nevyd\u011bsil, tak moc cht\u011bl Billa c\u00edtit, ale m\u011bl strach, aby jej svou p\u0159\u00edtulnost\u00ed nevylekal. Co kdy\u017e u\u017e te\u010f bude reagovat nete\u010dn\u011b na jeho doteky? Co kdy\u017e pro n\u011bj cel\u00e1 ud\u00e1lost s Marcusem znamenala tak velk\u00fd \u0161ok, \u017ee u\u017e nedovol\u00ed p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eit se ani Tomovi? Ne, ne to by nevydr\u017eel, nesm\u011bt s\u00e1hnout na Billa, to by prost\u011b nedok\u00e1zal, v\u017edy\u0165 on ho pot\u0159ebuje! O sex nejde, nikdy mezi nimi o n\u011bj ne\u0161lo, jemu p\u0159ece bohat\u011b sta\u010d\u00ed bratrovy polibky, m\u011bkk\u00e9 spojen\u00ed jejich \u00fast, kter\u00e9 v n\u011bm v\u017edy probouz\u00ed nesm\u00edrnou touhu a zp\u016fsobuje mohutn\u00e9 mrazen\u00ed v z\u00e1dech. Bez nich by nemohl existovat, za\u010d\u00ednal b\u00fdt na Billov\u011b p\u0159\u00edzni z\u00e1visl\u00fd, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ten hlubok\u00fd cit k n\u011bmu ka\u017ed\u00fdm dnem s\u00edl\u00ed a oni dva si je\u0161t\u011b nikdy nebyli tak bl\u00edzko. Tak nebezpe\u010dn\u011b bl\u00edzko. Dob\u0159e si uv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee ka\u017ed\u00fd z nich je na chov\u00e1n\u00ed toho druh\u00e9ho mnohem citliv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e b\u00fdval. A \u00fapln\u011b nejv\u00edc se d\u011bsil \u017e\u00e1rlivosti. To je tenk\u00fd led, zabij\u00e1k l\u00e1sky, p\u0159edzv\u011bst konce d\u016fv\u011bry. A on tu\u0161il, \u017ee se j\u00ed neubr\u00e1n\u00ed, jak by mohl? Nesnesl by, kdyby si n\u011bkdo bral n\u011bco, co je jeho, Bill je jeho! P\u0159edstava ciz\u00edch rukou na jeho hladk\u00e9m sv\u011btl\u00e9m t\u011ble, jej p\u0159iv\u00e1d\u011bla k zu\u0159ivosti a sna\u017eil se ji v\u0161\u00ed silou potla\u010dit, jinak by se musel zbl\u00e1znit. Instinktivn\u011b sev\u0159el siln\u011bji jeho \u00fatl\u00e9 pa\u017ee, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 proto, aby se ujistil, \u017ee je opravdu s n\u00edm, \u017ee jej skute\u010dn\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed v n\u00e1ru\u010di a sna\u017e\u00ed se b\u00fdt jeho ned\u00edlnou sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Kone\u010dn\u011b si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee sly\u0161\u00ed Billa \u0161eptat jeho jm\u00e9no. Prudce sebou cuknul.<\/div>\n
„Co se d\u011bje? N\u011bco t\u011b bol\u00ed?!“ vyhrknul starostliv\u011b a \u00fazkostliv\u011b si prohl\u00ed\u017eel bratr\u016fv bled\u00fd obli\u010dej. Bo\u017ee, m\u011bl by mu \u0159\u00edct jak nezdrav\u011b vypad\u00e1, \u017ee by m\u011bl na chv\u00edli na slun\u00ed\u010dko a ne se jen tr\u00e1pit, ale v\u017edy\u0165 jemu takhle p\u0159ipad\u00e1 n\u00e1dhern\u00fd! Na sv\u011bt\u011b nebyla jedin\u00e1 v\u011bc, kterou by na bratrovi zm\u011bnil, p\u0159itahoval ho ka\u017ed\u00fdm sv\u00fdm sebemen\u0161\u00edm pohybem, ka\u017ed\u00fdm na\u0161pulen\u00edm hebou\u010dk\u00fdch rt\u016f a vid\u011bl v n\u011bm nedoz\u00edrnou kr\u00e1su, i kdy\u017e mu te\u010f le\u017eel v objet\u00ed s l\u00ed\u010didly rozmazan\u00fdmi od slz a zarudl\u00fdma opuchl\u00fdma o\u010dima. Nedok\u00e1zal se ovl\u00e1dnout, n\u011bco uvnit\u0159 bylo siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e on, musel to risknout, u\u017e necht\u011bl zastavit. Opatrn\u011b vzal do dlan\u00ed Billovu hlavu a bez dechu ji nato\u010dil sm\u011brem k sob\u011b. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00fd n\u00e1znak odporu jej motivoval k dal\u0161\u00edmu pokra\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed. Jemn\u011b se p\u0159itisknul k jeho pln\u00fdm sladk\u00fdm rt\u016fm a v\u011bnoval jim nejist\u00fd letm\u00fd polibek. Bill dr\u017eel, p\u0159iv\u0159el o\u010di a nechal bratra, aby mu sv\u00fdm jazykem rozev\u0159el \u00fasta a zaklonil hlavu, aby mu umo\u017enil snadn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstup. Tom byl p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 nabit\u00fd touhou, ka\u017edi\u010dk\u00fd, t\u0159eba jen kr\u00e1tk\u00fd mot\u00fdl\u00ed polibek jej dr\u00e1\u017edil a jeho vzru\u0161en\u00ed se stup\u0148ovalo. Uv\u011bdomoval si, \u017ee pronik\u00e1 mezi Billovy vl\u00e1\u010dn\u00e9 rt\u00edky st\u00e1le hloub\u011bji a drsn\u011bji, ale zat\u00edm nep\u0159i\u0161lo nic, co by jeho po\u010d\u00edn\u00e1n\u00ed zastavilo. Jist\u011b, p\u0159esn\u011b tohle Bill pot\u0159ebuje, mus\u00ed poznat, \u017ee jedin\u011b on k n\u011bmu bude v\u017edycky n\u011b\u017en\u00fd a miluj\u00edc\u00ed, \u017ee v\u0161ichni nejsou stejn\u00ed a on je ten jedin\u00fd, komu m\u016f\u017ee v\u011b\u0159it. Slast mu pomalu za\u010d\u00ednala p\u0159er\u016fstat p\u0159es hlavu, ve chv\u00edli kdy toho na n\u011bj bylo p\u0159\u00edli\u0161, zasunul Billovi ruku pod tri\u010dko a okam\u017eit\u011b zam\u00ed\u0159il na rovn\u00e9 b\u0159icho. P\u0159es sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed cht\u00ed\u010d nepoc\u00edtil, jak bratr v jeho n\u00e1ru\u010di ztuhnul. Nev\u0161\u00edmal si jeho n\u00e1hl\u00e9 pasivity a za\u010dal tu p\u0159ekr\u00e1snou k\u016f\u017ei pod svou dlan\u00ed zvolna t\u0159\u00edt.<\/div>\n
„Tome, pros\u00edm ne,“ za\u00fap\u011bl Bill a ustal ve sv\u00fdch polibc\u00edch. Bratr na n\u011bj zast\u0159en\u011b pohl\u00e9dl. „Neboj se, j\u00e1 ti p\u0159ece neubl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm. Budu opatrn\u00fd, slibuju.“ Bill zavrt\u011bl hlavou.<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1 v\u00edm, ale j\u00e1, j\u00e1 bych to te\u010f nezvl\u00e1dnul, je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 brzy. Tome, pros\u00edm, vydr\u017e, j\u00e1 te\u010f prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu.“ Tom se necht\u011bl vzd\u00e1t, je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d s n\u00edm lomcovala touha.<\/div>\n
„Nemus\u00ed\u0161 m\u00edt strach, p\u016fjdeme pomaleji ano? Bille, copak nev\u00ed\u0161, jak moc t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju?“ Bill se prudce nap\u0159\u00edmil a pohl\u00e9dl na bratra p\u0159\u00edsn\u00fdm pohledem.<\/div>\n
„Citov\u00e9 vyd\u00edr\u00e1n\u00ed? Abych ti dok\u00e1zal jak moc pro m\u011b znamen\u00e1\u0161? I za cenu, \u017ee s\u00e1m nechci a podd\u00e1m se ti jen abych ti vyhov\u011bl?“ Tom sklopil o\u010di. Jak mohl takhle ztratit kontrolu? Copak zapomn\u011bl na to, co bratr je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed za\u017eil? Jak po n\u011bm v\u016fbec mohl cht\u00edt, aby n\u011bco tak traumatizuj\u00edc\u00edho hodil za hlavu? Bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee se te\u010f projevilo jeho sobectv\u00ed, ale tak\u00e9 skute\u010dnost, \u017ee v Billov\u011b p\u0159\u00edtomnosti se p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1 ovl\u00e1dat a d\u00e1v\u00e1 p\u0159ednost sv\u00e9mu t\u011blu p\u0159ed srdcem a rozumem. P\u0159it\u00e1hl bratra zp\u00e1tky k sob\u011b a nechal jej lehnout.<\/div>\n
„U\u017e se to nestane. Omlouv\u00e1m se. Po\u010dk\u00e1m, jak dlouho bude t\u0159eba, p\u0159\u00edsah\u00e1m, \u017ee na tebe nebudu tla\u010dit, dokud nebude\u0161 s\u00e1m p\u0159ipraven\u00fd.“<\/div>\n
Kessy sed\u011bla ve sv\u00e9m pokoji a nerv\u00f3zn\u011b klepala syt\u011b \u010derven\u00fdm nehtem do desky psac\u00edho stolu. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela nad rozmluvou, kterou vedla p\u0159ed p\u00e1r hodinami s Tomem a rozhodn\u011b ji nepl\u00e1novala ponechat jen tak bez pov\u0161imnut\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Heidi<\/strong>
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Tom mu n\u011b\u017en\u011b zaj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj prsty do vlas\u016f a zav\u00edral o\u010di aby si mohl vychutn\u00e1vat jeho jemnou v\u016fni. Nebyl to \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd siln\u00fd parf\u00e9m, jen takov\u00fd drobn\u00fd sladk\u00fd z\u00e1van, v\u0161e ostatn\u00ed byla Billova poko\u017eka, o\u0161et\u0159ovan\u00e1 t\u011bmi nejm\u00edrn\u011bj\u0161\u00edmi p\u0159\u00edpravky, n\u00e1dhern\u011b tepl\u00e1 a hebk\u00e1. Tom jej<\/p>\n

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