{"id":19938,"date":"2008-03-15T23:40:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-15T22:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19897"},"modified":"2008-03-15T23:40:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-15T22:40:00","slug":"sluvka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/15\/sluvka\/","title":{"rendered":"Sl\u016fvka"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Sed\u00edm na pol\u00e1man\u00e9 lavi\u010dce z tmav\u00e9ho d\u0159eva, pokryt\u00e9 nes\u010detn\u00fdm mno\u017estv\u00edm graffit, jejich\u017e autory jsem p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm j\u00e1 s\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>Nejsou to typick\u00e9 graffity, nezobrazuj\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dnou p\u0159ezd\u00edvku, slogan \u010di n\u00e1zev obl\u00edben\u00e9 skupiny, zobrazuj\u00ed \u0161ifry. \u0160ifry, kter\u00fdm m\u016f\u017eeme rozum\u011bt jen my dva.<\/div>\n<div>Po desce lavi\u010dky se t\u00e1hne dlouh\u00fd had p\u00edsmen, nikoliv v\u0161ak p\u00edsmena obecn\u011b zn\u00e1m\u00e1, jsou n\u00e1\u0161 v\u00fdmysl, stejn\u011b jako nespoutan\u00e1 a p\u0159\u00edsn\u011b tajn\u00e1 l\u00e1ska, koluj\u00edc\u00ed v na\u0161ich \u017eil\u00e1ch, l\u00e1ska proch\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00ed srdcem, bij\u00edc\u00edm pro toho druh\u00e9ho.<\/div>\n<div>Z\u00e1libn\u011b se d\u00edv\u00e1m na zm\u011bt p\u00edsmen, znamenaj\u00edc\u00ed v\u00fdsti\u017en\u00e1 slova pro na\u0161i l\u00e1sku. Pro kohokoliv jin\u00e9ho znamenaj\u00ed jen zm\u011b\u0165 \u010dar a \u010d\u00e1rek, podobn\u00e9 kdejak\u00e9 d\u011btsk\u00e9 \u010dm\u00e1ranici. Nikdo by ne\u0159ekl, \u017ee hromada t\u011bchto \u010derno-rud\u00fdch znak\u016f znamen\u00e1 n\u011bco srozumiteln\u00e9ho, n\u011bco srozumiteln\u00e9ho co v\u0161ak jin\u00ed odsuzuj\u00ed a zd\u00e1 se jim to zvr\u00e1cen\u00e9, nechutn\u00e9, ileg\u00e1ln\u00ed a nez\u00e1konn\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>Vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m jak jsme tuhle lavi\u010dku sprejovali po bujar\u00e9 oslav\u011b na\u0161ich osmn\u00e1ctin. Ve mn\u011b i v tob\u011b kolovala zna\u010dn\u00e1 d\u00e1vka alkoholu, bylo pozd\u011b ve\u010der a cel\u00e9 m\u011bsto spalo jako R\u016f\u017eenka. Sm\u00e1li jsme se, sprejovali a vym\u00fd\u0161leli nov\u00e9 a nov\u00e9 znaky pro p\u00edsmena. Vznikly dv\u011b v\u011bty, rozt\u00e1hnut\u00e9 po cel\u00e9 d\u00e9lce spodn\u00ed i horn\u00ed desky, z obou stran: <em>Sl\u016fvka do stromu vyryt\u00e1, v mrtv\u00e9m d\u0159evu vynik\u00e1. Strom ne\u017eije, ale l\u00e1ska o\u017eije.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Nepamatuji se, kdo z n\u00e1s to v\u016fbec vymyslel. Ale ta slova tam jsou, i kdy\u017e ne vyryt\u00e1, ale nasprejovan\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>Jen matn\u011b si pamatuji, jak ses sm\u00e1l s fla\u0161kou v ruce a diktoval mi ver\u0161, kter\u00fd jsem j\u00e1 dopl\u0148oval a p\u0159en\u00e1\u0161el jejich v\u00fdznam v podivn\u00fdch smy\u010dk\u00e1ch na d\u0159evo. Ano, autorem jsi byl tedy asi p\u0159ev\u00e1\u017en\u011b ty.<\/div>\n<div>Rozhl\u00e9dnu se kolem. Kolem lavi\u010dky na kter\u00e9 nerv\u00f3zn\u011b sed\u00edm a pohybuji snad ka\u017ed\u00fdm svalem m\u00e9ho t\u011bla, ve kter\u00e9m pulzuje nervozita, strach a l\u00e1ska p\u0159ekap\u00e1vaj\u00edc p\u0159es okraj, se rozkl\u00e1d\u00e1 m\u00edstn\u00ed park, pokryt zelen\u00ed a ob\u010dasnou lavi\u010dkou a vy\u0161lapanou cesti\u010dkou.<\/div>\n<div>Park velk\u00fd a rozlehl\u00fd, bez spout\u00e1vaj\u00edc\u00edch cest, pouze s tr\u00e1vou a vysok\u00fdmi stromy, kter\u00e9 v hork\u00fdch dnech p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161ej\u00ed \u00falevu rozp\u00e1len\u00e9mu t\u011blu v podob\u011b st\u00ednu, v de\u0161tiv\u00fdch dnech \u00fato\u010di\u0161t\u011b pro promokl\u00e9 p\u00e1ry, cht\u011bj\u00edc odpo\u010dinout si aspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli od neust\u00e1vaj\u00edc\u00edho bubnov\u00e1n\u00ed kapek de\u0161t\u011b o jejich t\u011bla, v zimn\u00edch dnech poskytnou m\u00edsta pod stromy jen nebezpe\u010dnou z\u00f3nu, ve kter\u00e9 hroz\u00ed ledov\u00fd sn\u00edh za krkem a promo\u010den\u00e9 vlasy od rozt\u00e1vaj\u00edc\u00edho sn\u011bhu.<\/div>\n<div>Je \u0161ero. Krajinou se rozl\u00e9v\u00e1 uklid\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed oran\u017eov\u00e9 sv\u011btlo od zapadaj\u00edc\u00edho slun\u00ed\u010dka, unaven\u00e9ho od celodenn\u00edho z\u00e1\u0159en\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Poposednu si a cel\u00fd na\u0161ponovan\u00fd se pod\u00edv\u00e1m na hodinky. <em>21:03<\/em>. Hl\u00e1saj\u00ed digit\u00e1ln\u00ed hodiny. U\u017e t\u0159i minuty jsem mohl l\u00edbat tv\u00e9 n\u011b\u017en\u00e9 rty, hladit tv\u00e9 unaven\u00e9 \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e9 t\u011blo a nas\u00e1vat v\u016fni tv\u00fdch barven\u00fdch vlas\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>St\u00fdsk\u00e1 se mi.<\/div>\n<div>C\u00edt\u00edm zrychlen\u00fd tep, m\u00e9 t\u011blo polije horko a po z\u00e1dech mi p\u0159ejde mr\u00e1z. Nemus\u00edm se ot\u00e1\u010det, v\u00edm \u017ee stoj\u00ed\u0161 t\u011bsn\u011b za mnou. P\u0159esto se zvednu, st\u0159etnu pohled s tv\u00fdm. Zrychlen\u011b d\u00fdch\u00e1m, top\u00edm se v mo\u0159\u00edch \u010dokol\u00e1dy, kterou mi poskytuj\u00ed jen tv\u00e9 o\u010di. Op\u011bt jsem nejist\u00fd, role fraj\u00edrka miz\u00ed, z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1 jen nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed, rozklepan\u00fd a zamilovan\u00fd Tom.<\/div>\n<div>Padnu ti do n\u00e1ru\u010de. Kone\u010dn\u011b znovu ochutn\u00e1m tv\u00e9 rty, pohlad\u00edm \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e9 boky, uc\u00edt\u00edm v\u016fni tv\u00fdch vlas\u016f, kter\u00e9 m\u011b p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b \u0161imraj\u00ed na obli\u010deji.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Zpozdil ses,&#8220; vy\u010dtu ti, kdy\u017e se na\u0161e rty na okam\u017eik rozd\u011bl\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Promi\u0148 mi to, l\u00e1sko,&#8220; za\u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 v dal\u0161\u00edm vz\u00e1cn\u00e9m okam\u017eiku, kdy na\u0161e rty netvo\u0159\u00ed jeden celek. Znovu a znovu se ut\u00e1p\u00edm v chuti tv\u00fdch \u00fast, znovu prozkoum\u00e1v\u00e1m jazykem ten tv\u016fj, znovu poci\u0165uji tlak v podb\u0159i\u0161ku jako v\u017edy, kdy\u017e se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed\u0161. U\u017e od okam\u017eiku, kdy se mi rozbu\u0161ilo srdce tvou bl\u00edzkost\u00ed, jsem byl vzru\u0161en\u00fd. Nezm\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e1 bl\u00edzkost m\u011b skoro uv\u00e1d\u00ed do ext\u00e1ze. Dotknul-li by ses te\u010f m\u00e9ho vzru\u0161en\u00ed, explodoval bych.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluju t\u011b,&#8220; za\u0161ept\u00e1m ti do \u00fast, a p\u0159itisknu sv\u00e9 boky k t\u011bm tv\u00fdm tak abys, mohl c\u00edtit vzru\u0161en\u00ed v m\u00e9m kl\u00edn\u011b a abych mohl j\u00e1 c\u00edtit to tv\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;J\u00e1 tebe,&#8220; za\u0161ept\u00e1\u0161 odpov\u011b\u010f zna\u010dn\u011b rozt\u0159esen\u00fdm hlasem. Usm\u011bju se do tv\u00fdch rt\u016f. Obejmu t\u011b, vyzdvihnu nad zem a posad\u00edm t\u011b na na\u0161i lavi\u010dku.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pamatuje\u0161?&#8220; zept\u00e1m se s \u00fasm\u011bvem na rtech.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kdo by zapomn\u011bl\u2026&#8220; vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161 mi kouzeln\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, odhaluj\u00edc tak \u0159\u00e1dku b\u011blou\u010dk\u00fdch zoubk\u016f, kter\u00e9 se m\u00edrn\u011b skl\u00e1n\u011bj\u00ed ke spodn\u00edmu rtu. Pohlad\u00edm tvou pihu, p\u0159esn\u011b jako tehdy, kdy\u017e jsem se \u0161li pod\u00edvat na n\u00e1\u0161 v\u00fdtvor po ve\u010deru v\u011bnovan\u00e9mu na\u0161im narozenin\u00e1m. Milovali jsme se tady, pozd\u011b ve\u010der, spole\u010dn\u011b s chladn\u00fdm vzduchem kter\u00fd n\u00e1s obklopoval. Na\u0161e prvn\u00ed milov\u00e1n\u00ed zp\u016fsoben\u00e9 nahromad\u011bn\u00fdmi emocemi, v p\u0159\u00ed\u010din\u011b m\u011bs\u00edc star\u00e9 l\u00e1sky.<\/div>\n<div>Op\u011bt pol\u00edb\u00edm tv\u00e9 prokrven\u00e9 rty, d\u011bkuji p\u0159itom Bohu, \u017ee jsem p\u0159ed lety vy\u0159kl dv\u011b slova, ur\u010den\u00e1 jen a jen tob\u011b: Miluju t\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>V\u0161e bych vym\u011bnil za ve\u010dery str\u00e1ven\u00e9 v tv\u00e9 bl\u00edzkosti, beze sv\u011bdk\u016f, kter\u00e9 jsou posledn\u00ed dobou tak ojedin\u011bl\u00e9. M\u00e1me moc pr\u00e1ce, fanou\u0161ci n\u00e1s neopou\u0161t\u011bj\u00ed, sp\u00ed\u0161e jich p\u0159ib\u00fdv\u00e1 a na\u0161e sl\u00e1va roste u\u017e i za hranicemi Evropy. I pr\u00e1ce p\u0159ib\u00fdv\u00e1 v\u00edc a v\u00edc a spole\u010dn\u00e9 chv\u00edle jsou vz\u00e1cnost\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>Polo\u017e\u00edm tv\u00e9 rozt\u0159esen\u00e9 t\u011blo na na\u0161i \u0161ifru.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;<em>Sl\u016fvka do stromu vyryt\u00e1, v mrtv\u00e9m d\u0159evu vynik\u00e1. Strom ne\u017eije, ale l\u00e1ska o\u017eije<\/em>.&#8220; Za\u0161ept\u00e1m do tv\u00e9 rozp\u00e1len\u00e9 poko\u017eky. Podd\u00e1\u0161 se m\u00fdm polibk\u016fm, rozt\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 na mrtv\u00e9m d\u0159evu, kter\u00e9mu d\u00e1v\u00e1me nov\u00fd \u017eivot. \u017divot pln\u00fd l\u00e1sky\u2026<\/div>\n<div>Vid\u00ed\u0161? Svou kr\u00e1sou a dokonalost\u00ed ob\u017eivne mrtv\u00e9 d\u0159evo i had p\u00edsmen, obmot\u00e1vaj\u00edc se kolem na\u0161ich horouc\u00edch spojen\u00fdch t\u011bl\u2026<\/div>\n<div><em>Sl\u016fvka do stromu vyryt\u00e1, v mrtv\u00e9m d\u0159evu vynik\u00e1. Strom ne\u017eije, ale l\u00e1ska o\u017eije.<\/em><\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Emiily<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sed\u00edm na pol\u00e1man\u00e9 lavi\u010dce z tmav\u00e9ho d\u0159eva, pokryt\u00e9 nes\u010detn\u00fdm mno\u017estv\u00edm graffit, jejich\u017e autory jsem p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm j\u00e1 s\u00e1m. Nejsou to typick\u00e9 graffity, nezobrazuj\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dnou p\u0159ezd\u00edvku, slogan \u010di n\u00e1zev obl\u00edben\u00e9 skupiny, zobrazuj\u00ed \u0161ifry. \u0160ifry, kter\u00fdm m\u016f\u017eeme rozum\u011bt jen my dva. 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