{"id":19946,"date":"2008-03-15T20:57:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-15T19:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19905"},"modified":"2008-03-15T20:57:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-15T19:57:00","slug":"novy-zaciatok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/15\/novy-zaciatok\/","title":{"rendered":"Nov\u00fd za\u010diatok"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>M\u00e1m tu pre v\u00e1s \u010fal\u0161iu poviedku. Dlho som v\u0161ak rozm\u00fd\u0161\u013eala, komu prirad\u00edm ak\u00fa rolu&#8230; nakoniec som sa rozhodla, nech si to ka\u017ed\u00fd vn\u00edma ako chce xD Ke\u010f nech\u00e1pete&#8230; po pre\u010d\u00edtan\u00ed sn\u00e1\u010f pochop\u00edte xDD<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Op\u00e4\u0165 pad\u00e1m na poste\u013e a na pravom l\u00edci poci\u0165ujem p\u00e1l\u010div\u00fa boles\u0165. Na tv\u00e1ri m\u00e1\u0161 len surov\u00fd v\u00fdraz. Nestihnem ani p\u00edpnu\u0165 a prilet\u00ed druh\u00e1 rana. Toto sa u\u017e deje t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 v kuse. A ja neviem \u010do m\u00e1m robi\u0165. Nem\u00e1m dos\u0165 s\u00edl sa ti vzoprie\u0165 a nem\u00f4\u017eem ani pre to, \u017ee \u0165a tak ve\u013emi milujem. Ticho trp\u00edm tie rany \u010do prich\u00e1dzaj\u00fa, ale ove\u013ea hor\u0161ie s\u00fa tie rany, \u010do m\u00e1m na srdci. St\u00e1le sa p\u00fdtam, pre\u010do sa to v\u0161etko deje&#8230; odpove\u010f je v\u0161ak nezn\u00e1ma. Pre\u010do ta tyrania? Urobil som ti sn\u00e1\u010f nie\u010do?? Ve\u010f \u0165a len milujem&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Op\u00e4\u0165 som to urobil. Nech\u00e1pem pre\u010do, ale to, \u017ee si na \u0148om vyb\u00edjam zlos\u0165, mi prin\u00e1\u0161a ak\u00e9si zados\u0165u\u010dinenie. Ke\u010f vid\u00edm ako ticho trp\u00ed, akoby vedel, \u017ee to on m\u00f4\u017ee za v\u0161etko. Keby nie tej jeho kr\u00e1snej tv\u00e1ri\u010dky, \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9ho \u00fasmevu&#8230; v\u0161etko by bolo inak. Nemuseli by mu teraz po tej alabastrovej pleti steka\u0165 slzy a m\u0148a by nemusel pomaly zaplavova\u0165 pocit viny. Takto je to u\u017e cel\u00fd t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148. V jednej chv\u00edli sa neudr\u017e\u00edm a udriem ho&#8230; nasleduje pocit uvo\u013enenia&#8230; no pomaly ho strieda pocit viny a chu\u0165 zobra\u0165 ho do n\u00e1ru\u010dia a ut\u00ed\u0161i\u0165 ho. Teraz sa to deje znovu, no akosi zab\u00fadam na svoju hrdos\u0165 a pomaly ho chyt\u00edm za ruku. Ani na m\u0148a nepozrie&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Chytil ma za ruku. O\u010dak\u00e1vam \u010fal\u0161\u00ed n\u00e1raz. No dr\u017e\u00ed mi ju akosi jemne, s citom. Nech\u00e1pem, \u010do sa deje. Boj\u00edm sa ho. Poh\u013ead m\u00e1m rad\u0161ej sklopen\u00fd a zrazu c\u00edtim, ako si ma ochranite\u013esky privinie a pobozk\u00e1 ma do vlasov. V tom okamihu zab\u00fadam na v\u0161etko a vn\u00edmam len v\u00f4\u0148u jeho tela. Odv\u00e1\u017eim sa na\u0148ho pozrie\u0165 a vid\u00edm, ako mu po l\u00edci stek\u00e1 slza. Nesmelo zdvihnem ruku a zotriem mu ju.<\/div>\n<div>,,Som hrozn\u00fd brat&#8230;&#8220; po\u010dujem ako \u0161epne.<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>,,Odpus\u0165&#8230; odpus\u0165&#8230; odpus\u0165,&#8220; \u0161epk\u00e1m a slzy u\u017e nevl\u00e1dzem zastavi\u0165. Ml\u010d\u00ed\u0161. To ticho ma zab\u00edja. Teraz som ja ten, kto sklopil poh\u013ead. Zrazu c\u00edtim tvoju ruku na mojom l\u00edci. Bojazlivo ma hlad\u00ed\u0161. Pomaly sa jej dotknem svojou rukou. Role sa vymenili. Teraz si ty ten, kto ma obj\u00edma a ute\u0161uje. Pri tom nem\u00e1\u0161 pre\u010do. Ja som v\u0161etk\u00e9mu na vine. Pre m\u0148a si musel trpie\u0165, ale je trochu pravdy na tom, \u017ee aj ja som trpel pre teba.<\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>Trasie sa. C\u00edtim ako mu spla\u0161ene bije srdce.<\/div>\n<div>,,Zabudneme,&#8220; poviem odhodlane a pomaly sa za\u010dnem pribli\u017eova\u0165 k jeho per\u00e1m, ktor\u00e9 t\u00fa\u017eim u\u017e ako keby odjak\u017eiva pobozka\u0165. Nebr\u00e1ni\u0161 sa. Bozk mi oplat\u00ed\u0161&#8230; \u013eahne\u0161 si na poste\u013e a pritiahne\u0161 si ma k sebe.<\/div>\n<div>\u00c1no, je \u010das spa\u0165&#8230; a zobudi\u0165 sa do nov\u00e9ho \u017eivota&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>LafCa&lt;3<br \/><\/strong>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e1m tu pre v\u00e1s \u010fal\u0161iu poviedku. Dlho som v\u0161ak rozm\u00fd\u0161\u013eala, komu prirad\u00edm ak\u00fa rolu&#8230; nakoniec som sa rozhodla, nech si to ka\u017ed\u00fd vn\u00edma ako chce xD Ke\u010f nech\u00e1pete&#8230; po pre\u010d\u00edtan\u00ed sn\u00e1\u010f pochop\u00edte xDD Op\u00e4\u0165 pad\u00e1m na poste\u013e a na pravom l\u00edci poci\u0165ujem<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/15\/novy-zaciatok\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19946","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19946","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19946"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19946\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19946"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19946"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19946"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}