{"id":19985,"date":"2008-03-15T11:25:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-15T10:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=19944"},"modified":"2008-03-15T11:25:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-15T10:25:00","slug":"rozum-a-cit-i-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/15\/rozum-a-cit-i-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozum a cit I 1."},"content":{"rendered":"
„Pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal?“ za\u0161eptal Bill a rozru\u0161en\u011b si p\u0159ejel prstem po sv\u00fdch m\u011bkk\u00fdch rtech, kter\u00fdch se je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed malou chv\u00edl\u00ed dot\u00fdkaly ty Tomovy.<\/em><\/div>\n
„V\u017edy\u0165 se to muselo st\u00e1t, Bille, oba v\u00edme jak dlouho u\u017e k tomu sm\u011b\u0159ovalo,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl d\u016frazn\u011b Tom.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Sm\u011b\u0159ovalo? Ne! Copak nech\u00e1pe\u0161, \u017ee k tomu nikdy nem\u011blo doj\u00edt?“<\/em><\/div>\n
„L\u017ee\u0161 s\u00e1m sob\u011b. Dob\u0159e v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 \u00fapln\u011b stejn\u011b, ale prost\u011b si to nechce\u0161 p\u0159ipustit, proto\u017ee m\u00e1\u0161 strach.“ Bill trhnul rameny.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Strach? Z \u010deho?“ Bratr k n\u011bmu pomal\u00fdm krokem p\u0159istoupil a s tou nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed n\u011bhou jak\u00e9 byl schopen vzal jeho tv\u00e1\u0159 do dlan\u00ed, \u010d\u00edm\u017e jej p\u0159inutil, aby mu hled\u011bl do tmav\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. „Boj\u00ed\u0161 se, \u017ee kdy\u017e se to stane jednou, u\u017e s t\u00edm nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 p\u0159estat.“<\/em><\/div>\n
Bill vydechl a se zav\u0159en\u00fdmi v\u00ed\u010dky op\u0159el hlavu o bratrovu hru\u010f. Tolik jej uklid\u0148ovalo, kdy\u017e mohl poslouchat pravideln\u00fd tlukot jeho srdce a c\u00edtit ka\u017ed\u00e9 jeho vzru\u0161en\u00e9 nadechnut\u00ed. Tom jej k sob\u011b p\u0159ivinul a jemn\u011b hladil. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee nem\u016f\u017ee sp\u011bchat, musel mu d\u00e1t \u010das, bylo jasn\u00e9 \u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b v tuhle chv\u00edli nesm\u00ed na Billa tla\u010dit, nesm\u00ed jej k ni\u010demu nutit. Pozvolna jej objal a d\u00e1l mu nezb\u00fdvalo nic ne\u017e \u010dekat, znal bratrovu citlivost, kdyby na n\u011bj te\u010f siln\u011bji s\u00e1hnul, v\u011bd\u011bl \u017ee by ho od sebe odstr\u010dil. Bill ti\u0161e zvednul hlavu a podle v\u00fdrazu v t\u011bch nevinn\u00fdch \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch Tom poznal, \u017ee je rozhodnuto. Nemusel nic \u0159\u00edkat, i beze slov v\u011bd\u011bl co m\u00e1 ud\u011blat. Podruh\u00e9 za ve\u010der se p\u0159itisknul na Billova \u00fasta.<\/em><\/div>\n
Tentokr\u00e1t ale neexistovala jedin\u00e1 p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eka, c\u00edtil jak mu bratr vych\u00e1z\u00ed vst\u0159\u00edc, nedok\u00e1zal dr\u017eet rty pevn\u011b sev\u0159en\u00e9, sta\u010dilo p\u00e1r spr\u00e1vn\u00fdch dotek\u016f a pootev\u0159el je, aby do nich mohl Tom proniknout sv\u00fdm jazykem. Opatrn\u011b jej laskal na krku, sna\u017eil se b\u00fdt co nejjemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, vypozorovat co se Billovi l\u00edb\u00ed a co je mu nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9. Kdy\u017e mu zajel rukou na ploch\u00e9 b\u0159\u00ed\u0161ko a pokusil se jej polo\u017eit na gau\u010d, bratr ho zarazil. Tom znejist\u011bl, neuv\u011bdomoval si jak velkou silou se jej pokou\u0161el dostat pod sebe, ale m\u011bl pocit \u017ee tak zl\u00e9 to zase nebylo. Billovi ale \u0161lo o n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. Pohl\u00e9dl na Toma.<\/em><\/div>\n
„Tady ne. Ten gau\u010d je tvrd\u00fd a v\u016fbec\u2026“ Tom pochopil. V duchu si vy\u010d\u00edtal, \u017ee ho to nenapadlo d\u0159\u00edv. Pomohl Billovi vst\u00e1t a spole\u010dn\u011b zam\u00ed\u0159ili do jeho pokoje\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Bill si rukou prot\u0159el unaven\u00e9 o\u010di. Za celou noc se mu poda\u0159ilo upadnout do neklidn\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku jen na necel\u00e9 dv\u011b hodiny. Nedok\u00e1zal sp\u00e1t, prost\u011b to ne\u0161lo, hlavou se mu honily zb\u011bsil\u00e9 my\u0161lenky, kter\u00e9 ani nest\u00edhal p\u0159ij\u00edmat a bolela jej hlava z toho, jak nad nimi musel neust\u00e1le p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let. V o\u010d\u00edch jej \u0161t\u00edpaly neodl\u00ed\u010den\u00e9 zbytky tmav\u00fdch st\u00edn\u016f a pravou ruku m\u011bl \u00fapln\u011b strnulou. Nemohl se divit, za celou tu dobu kterou str\u00e1vil v posteli, nezm\u011bnil polohu a le\u017eel na prav\u00e9m boku. Nebylo to nic p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9ho, ale bylo mu jasn\u00e9, \u017ee jakmile by se za\u010dal p\u0159evalovat, probudil by Toma. Znovu se mu vr\u00e1tily vzpom\u00ednky na p\u0159ede\u0161lou noc a p\u0159inesly dal\u0161\u00ed nov\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky. Pohl\u00e9dl p\u0159itom na bratra. Spal naprosto klidn\u011b. Nejevil sebemen\u0161\u00ed zn\u00e1mky rozru\u0161en\u00ed nebo t\u00ed\u017eiv\u00fdch sn\u016f. Le\u017eel pohodln\u011b, hlavu polo\u017eenou na Billov\u011b prav\u00e9 ruce, kterou te\u010f d\u00edky tomu t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nec\u00edtil. Kdy\u017e se Bill po t\u011bch dvou nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdch hodin\u00e1ch probudil do naprost\u00e9 tmy vl\u00e1dnouc\u00ed v pokoji, nemohl si rychle uv\u011bdomit jestli to, co se odehr\u00e1lo je pravda nebo ne.<\/div>\n
Opatrn\u011b nahmatal Tomovo sp\u00edc\u00ed t\u011blo ve sv\u00e9m objet\u00ed. Byla to pravda. Zbytek noci str\u00e1vil \u00favahami o tom, \u017ee poru\u0161il jedno ze sv\u00fdch t\u0159\u00ed z\u00e1kladn\u00edch z\u00e1sad. Nev\u011bd\u011bl jak na to m\u00e1 reagovat, nev\u011bd\u011bl jak se m\u00e1 chovat k bratrovi a\u017e se probud\u00ed. Proto se ten okam\u017eik sna\u017eil co nejv\u00edc oddalovat, rad\u011bji trp\u011bl v nepohodln\u00e9 pozici Tomovy matrace, ne\u017e aby jej sv\u00fdmi pohyby vzbudil a musel se mu pod\u00edvat do o\u010d\u00ed. S t\u011bmito \u00favahami si vysta\u010dil a\u017e dote\u010f, kdy\u017e se za okny za\u010dalo r\u00fdsovat bled\u00e9 slunce, kter\u00e9 je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b neh\u0159\u00e1lo. Jak se to v\u016fbec stalo? Jist\u011b, velice dob\u0159e si pamatoval jak se to stalo, ve\u0161ker\u00e9 detaily mu nejsp\u00ed\u0161 v hlav\u011b z\u016fstanou napo\u0159\u00e1d. P\u0159i\u0161lo to najednou, ani jeden z nich nem\u011bl \u010das o tom p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let, uva\u017eovat jestli jednaj\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u011b a jak\u00e9 to bude m\u00edt n\u00e1sledky. Ano, v\u017edycky k sob\u011b m\u011bli s Tomem bl\u00edzko, jeden znamenal pro druh\u00e9ho \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno, ale nikdy by nepomyslel, kam a\u017e m\u016f\u017ee ta jejich bezmezn\u00e1 n\u00e1klonnost zaj\u00edt. Ka\u017ed\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk m\u00e1 n\u011bjak\u00e9 hranice a oni je pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159ekro\u010dili.<\/p>\n

autor: Heidi<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

„Pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal?“ za\u0161eptal Bill a rozru\u0161en\u011b si p\u0159ejel prstem po sv\u00fdch m\u011bkk\u00fdch rtech, kter\u00fdch se je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed malou chv\u00edl\u00ed dot\u00fdkaly ty Tomovy. „V\u017edy\u0165 se to muselo st\u00e1t, Bille, oba v\u00edme jak dlouho u\u017e k tomu sm\u011b\u0159ovalo,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl d\u016frazn\u011b Tom. „Sm\u011b\u0159ovalo?<\/p>\n

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