{"id":20155,"date":"2008-03-14T01:25:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-14T00:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20113"},"modified":"2008-03-14T01:25:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-14T00:25:00","slug":"desperation-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/14\/desperation-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Desperation 9."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Lisa<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Rozmrzele se posadil na postel ve sv\u00e9m ztemn\u011bl\u00e9m pokoji a nevn\u00edmal vt\u00edravou zimu, kter\u00e1 \u0161la od podlahy. Na sp\u00e1nek moment\u00e1ln\u011b nem\u011bl ani pomy\u0161len\u00ed. Chv\u00edli si vysta\u010dil s tup\u00fdm z\u00edr\u00e1n\u00edm na prot\u011bj\u0161\u00ed st\u011bnu, ale pak se zvedl a zam\u00ed\u0159il ke stolu, kter\u00fd byl v rohu pokoje. Pohled mu okam\u017eit\u011b sjel na blok popsan\u00fd r\u016fzn\u00fdmi texty. U\u017e to bylo dlouho, co n\u011bco napsal, a te\u010f si nebyl jist\u00fd, jestli by to v\u016fbec dok\u00e1zal. Nakonec se stejn\u011b ale nerozhodn\u011b posadil na \u017eidli a p\u0159it\u00e1hl si k sob\u011b blok. Nalistoval na \u010distou str\u00e1nku a do m\u00edrn\u011b rozechv\u011bl\u00fdch prst\u016f uchopil tu\u017eku. Zahled\u011bl se na chv\u00edli z okna a nem\u011bl ani pon\u011bt\u00ed, jak by m\u011bl za\u010d\u00edt&#8230; ale jako v\u017edycky to p\u0159i\u0161lo samo. Jeho ruka psala po pap\u00ed\u0159e, jako by snad ani nebyla jeho, a vykreslovala na n\u011bm prvn\u00ed sloku, plnou pocit\u016f, kter\u00e9 on s\u00e1m c\u00edtil.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ich bin hier irgendwo gelanded<br \/>Kann nicht mehr sagen wer ich bin<br \/>Hab die Erinnerung verloren<br \/>Die Bilder ergeben keinene Sinn<br \/>Bring mich zur\u00fcck<br \/>Bring mich nachhaus<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em>Ich schaff\u00b4s nicht allein hier raus<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>(Tokio Hotel-Hilf mir fliegen)<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div>Vztek a zu\u0159ivost z n\u011bj u\u017e docela vyprchala a on si za\u010dal \u0159\u00edkat, \u017ee p\u0159ece jen nemusel na bratra tak vyjet. Ale m\u011bl v sob\u011b a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 moc hrdosti na to, aby se mu \u0161el hned omluvit. To rad\u0161i z\u016fstane tady a bude se sv\u011b\u0159ovat pap\u00edru. Povzdechl si a prohr\u00e1bl si vlasy tak, \u017ee se mu na hlav\u011b vytvo\u0159il legra\u010dn\u00ed rozcuch. Prot\u00e1hl se a znova si pro\u010d\u00edtal slova, kter\u00e1 napsal. Moc toho zat\u00edm nebylo, ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee pokud chce vytvo\u0159it n\u011bco, co bude doopravdy st\u00e1t za to, nesm\u00ed sp\u011bchat. Z\u00edvl, a kone\u010dn\u011b c\u00edtil, \u017ee se o n\u011bj zase pokou\u0161\u00ed sp\u00e1nek. Zhasl lampi\u010dku, kterou si p\u0159edt\u00edm rozsv\u00edtil, a zalezl si do postele. Neus\u00ednalo se mu sice tak dob\u0159e, jako kdy\u017e vedle n\u011bj le\u017eel Tom, ale i p\u0159esto byl za odpo\u010dinek r\u00e1d.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>P\u0159evalil se v posteli a pod\u00edval se na bud\u00edk. P\u016fl dvan\u00e1ct\u00e9. Spokojen\u011b se usm\u00e1l, kdy\u017e si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee takhle si m\u016f\u017ee posp\u00e1vat te\u010f cel\u00e9 dva t\u00fddny. Je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli jen tak poleh\u00e1val, ne\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b zvedl a zam\u00ed\u0159il do koupelny. Vlezl si do sprchy, kde vydr\u017eel p\u0159inejmen\u0161\u00edm asi dvacet minut, a provedl nezbytnou rann\u00ed hygienu. S l\u00ed\u010den\u00edm si nem\u00ednil d\u011blat starosti. Akor\u00e1t si umyl vlasy. S ru\u010dn\u00edkem kolem pasu se\u0161el dol\u016f do kuchyn\u011b, aby si uva\u0159il k\u00e1vu. Zarazil se ve dve\u0159\u00edch, kdy\u017e zaregistroval Toma, kter\u00fd sed\u011bl u stolu a sn\u00eddal.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ehm&#8230;&#8220; odka\u0161lal si po chv\u00edli t\u00ed\u017eiv\u00e9ho ticha, kter\u00e9 mezi nimi zavl\u00e1dlo.<\/div>\n<div>Tom se donutil odtrhnout od n\u011bj pohled a za\u010dal hypnotizovat sv\u016fj rohl\u00edk. Dost mu to ale zt\u011b\u017eoval fakt, \u017ee bratr byl jen v ru\u010dn\u00edku a z mokr\u00fdch vlas\u016f mu je\u0161t\u011b odkap\u00e1vala voda. Bill je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli p\u0159e\u0161lapoval na m\u00edst\u011b, ale pak zam\u00ed\u0159il k rychlovarn\u00e9 konvici a postavil si vodu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hmm&#8230; d\u00e1\u0161 si taky?&#8220; zeptal se Toma, kdy\u017e se p\u0159ehraboval ve sk\u0159\u00ed\u0148ce a hledal kafe.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne&#8230;&#8220; \u0159ekl to o trochu prud\u010deji, ne\u017e m\u011bl p\u016fvodn\u011b v \u00famyslu.<\/div>\n<div>Bill se zarazil, ruku nep\u0159irozen\u011b ochablou v p\u016fli pohybu, kdy\u017e se natahoval pro hrne\u010dek.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;J\u00e1&#8230; omlouv\u00e1m se, dob\u0159e?&#8220; spustil ruku k t\u011blu a st\u00e1le byl oto\u010den\u00fd k Tomovi z\u00e1dy. &#8222;Asi&#8230; nem\u011bl jsem na tebe tak vyjet&#8230; m\u011bl jsem vztek na Davida&#8230; a prost\u011b&#8230;&#8220; zarazil se a povzdechnul si. Nesn\u00e1\u0161el, kdy\u017e se m\u011bl n\u011bkomu omlouvat.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jo&#8230;&#8220; \u0159ekl prost\u011b Tom.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak\u017ee?&#8220; neudr\u017eel se Bill a oto\u010dil se k n\u011bmu \u010delem.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom u\u017e nesed\u011bl u stolu, n\u00fdbr\u017e st\u00e1l p\u0159\u00edmo p\u0159ed n\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak\u017ee&#8230;&#8220; za\u010dal klidn\u011b a p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eil se k bratrovi je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017e. Bill nasucho polkl a c\u00edtil srdce a\u017e v krku. &#8222;Taky se omlouv\u00e1m, nem\u011bl jsem to \u0159\u00edkat&#8230; jen jsem se prost\u011b neudr\u017eel&#8230;&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Bill na to pouze k\u00fdvl, proto\u017ee m\u011bl najednou podez\u0159ele sucho v krku. Z\u0159eteln\u011b c\u00edtil brat\u016fv dech na sv\u00e9 k\u016f\u017ei a nemohl se pohledem odtrhnout od jeho rt\u016f.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Copak br\u00e1\u0161ko?&#8220; u\u0161kl\u00edbl se Tom.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u016fbec nic&#8230;&#8220; za\u0161eptal Bill potichu, ne\u017e jej hladov\u011b pol\u00edbil.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Lisa<\/strong><br \/><strong>betaread: Michelle M., J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Lisa Rozmrzele se posadil na postel ve sv\u00e9m ztemn\u011bl\u00e9m pokoji a nevn\u00edmal vt\u00edravou zimu, kter\u00e1 \u0161la od podlahy. Na sp\u00e1nek moment\u00e1ln\u011b nem\u011bl ani pomy\u0161len\u00ed. Chv\u00edli si vysta\u010dil s tup\u00fdm z\u00edr\u00e1n\u00edm na prot\u011bj\u0161\u00ed st\u011bnu, ale pak se zvedl a zam\u00ed\u0159il ke stolu,<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/14\/desperation-9\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[75],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20155","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-desperation"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20155","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20155"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20155\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20155"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20155"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20155"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}