{"id":20306,"date":"2008-03-12T21:08:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-12T20:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20264"},"modified":"2008-03-12T21:08:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-12T20:08:00","slug":"cizinec","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/12\/cizinec\/","title":{"rendered":"Cizinec"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Nikdo mi nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed, kdy\u017e \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee jsi mimo svou mysl.<br \/>Nikdo mi nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed, kdy\u017e \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee sna\u017eit se nem\u00e1 smysl.<br \/>Jedn\u00e1\u0161 se mnou jako s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, co je na obt\u00ed\u017e,<br \/>kdy\u017e jdeme ven, chce\u0161 uk\u00e1zat, jak\u00fd je n\u00e1\u0161 vztah.<br \/>Jsi naprosto zahalen\u00fd do tmy, kdykoli je zde dav,<br \/>ale kdy\u017e nikdo nen\u00ed pobl\u00ed\u017e;<\/p>\n<p>Stoj\u00edm nehnut\u011b u doko\u0159\u00e1n otev\u0159en\u00e9ho okna. Ze strom\u016f padaj\u00ed nahn\u011bdl\u00e9 listy a sn\u00e1\u0161ej\u00ed se nesly\u0161n\u011b k zemi. No\u010dn\u00ed vzduch se nasl\u00e1dl\u00fd od zraj\u00edc\u00edho ovoce na stromech, z venku nen\u00ed sly\u0161et jedin\u00fd zvuk. Z bratrova pokoje ov\u0161em ano. Hlasit\u00e9 pravideln\u00e9 oddechov\u00e1n\u00ed postupn\u011b p\u0159id\u00e1vaj\u00edc\u00ed na intenzit\u011b mi p\u0159etrh\u00e1v\u00e1 v\u0161echny \u017e\u00edly v t\u011ble. Nech\u00e1pu, jak mi to mohl ud\u011blat. Jak jenom mohl? N\u011bkolik let jsem \u010dekal, ne\u017e si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee beze mne taky nem\u016f\u017ee \u017e\u00edt, n\u011bkolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f si mou l\u00e1sku u\u017e\u00edval v pln\u00fdch d\u00e1vk\u00e1ch. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 mu to nesta\u010dilo. Ka\u017edou noc si vod\u00ed dom\u016f novou d\u00edvku. Ka\u017edou noc s n\u00ed str\u00e1v\u00ed podle sv\u00e9ho gusta a r\u00e1no doty\u010dn\u00e1 odch\u00e1z\u00ed pry\u010d a Bill ji u\u017e nikdy neuvid\u00ed. Okno nech\u00e1v\u00e1m doko\u0159\u00e1n otev\u0159en\u00e9 stejn\u011b jako m\u00e9 dve\u0159e a odch\u00e1z\u00edm sm\u011brem do koupelny. T\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 kapky vody dopadaj\u00ed na mou nahn\u011bdlou k\u016f\u017ei a zanech\u00e1vaj\u00ed na n\u00ed tepl\u00e9 stopy&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ud\u011blal jsem n\u011bkdy cokoli \u0161patn\u011b, byl takto k tob\u011b krut\u00fd?<br \/>J\u00e1 to nebyl a ty si po\u0159\u00e1d mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jsem slep\u00fd!<br \/>Kontroloval jsi, jak ve v\u0161ech ohledech vypad\u00e1\u0161,<br \/>Kdy\u017e pak p\u016fjde o vinu, j\u00e1 budu ten, na koho se pod\u00edv\u00e1\u0161.<br \/>Tv\u016fj program pracuje, tak m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 odej\u00edt,<br \/>Baby, je u mn\u011b skryt\u00e9, tohle tv\u00e9 tajemstv\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Voda dopadaj\u00edc\u00ed na dno sprchy spolu se slovy vych\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00edmi z m\u00fdch hlasivek tvo\u0159ily nerozlu\u010dn\u00fd p\u00e1r. Vysok\u00e1 teplota vzduchu se pomalu nedala vydr\u017eet. S ru\u010dn\u00edkem omotan\u00fdm kolem pasu jsem vy\u0161el ven, ale v koupeln\u011b jsem nebyl s\u00e1m.<br \/>&#8222;Um\u00ed\u0161 hezky zp\u00edvat,&#8220; usm\u011bje se vysok\u00e1 \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e1 d\u00edvka.<br \/>&#8222;D\u00edky,&#8220; nemohl jsem se d\u00edvat do jej\u00ed rozz\u00e1\u0159en\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e. Za chv\u00edli jsem usly\u0161el cvaknut\u00ed domovn\u00edch dve\u0159\u00ed na znamen\u00ed, \u017ee u\u017e je pry\u010d.<\/p>\n<p>Takov\u00e1 dlouh\u00e1 zp\u00e1te\u010dn\u00ed cesta, z tohoto m\u00edsta jsme cht\u011bli pob\u00fdvat.<br \/>Kdy j\u00e1 mysl\u00edm na v\u0161echen ten zbyte\u010dn\u00fd \u010das, mohl bych plakat&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Co to m\u00e1 znamenat?&#8220; d\u00edv\u00e1 se p\u0159ekvapen\u011b na spoustu rozsypan\u00fdch v\u011bc\u00ed na podlaze. Pokr\u010d\u00edm rameny. Nechci se s n\u00edm bavit.<br \/>&#8222;Tome?&#8220; Zat\u0159epu hlavou na znamen\u00ed, \u017ee se nic ned\u011bje, a\u017e mi dredy za\u010dnou l\u00e9tat kolem obli\u010deje.<br \/>&#8222;Dob\u0159e, jak chce\u0161&#8230;&#8220; m\u00e1 se k odchodu.<br \/>&#8222;NE!&#8220; zabr\u00e1n\u00edm mu v tom d\u00edky zabouchnut\u00fdm dve\u0159\u00edm.<br \/>&#8222;Co to d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161?&#8220; v o\u010d\u00edch se mu zrcadl\u00ed strach.<br \/>&#8222;Chce\u0161 m\u011b?&#8220; pt\u00e1m se na rovinu, ale odpov\u011bdi se nedo\u010dk\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div>(Bill)<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Chce\u0161 m\u011b?&#8220; zept\u00e1 se m\u011b na rovinu. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu odpov\u011bd\u011bt. Nechci, ale t\u00edmhle bych ho byl schopn\u00fd zab\u00edt. C\u00edt\u00edm jeho prsty na m\u00e9 rozp\u00e1len\u00e9 k\u016f\u017ei, jak m\u011b obj\u00edmaj\u00ed, jak se m\u011b dot\u00fdkaj\u00ed. Jeho dech se mi rozb\u00edj\u00ed o porcel\u00e1nov\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e, ty nejm\u011bk\u010d\u00ed rty na sv\u011bt\u011b se dot\u00fdkaj\u00ed m\u00fdch. Sj\u00ed\u017ed\u00ed pomalu ke krku, kde zanech\u00e1vaj\u00ed jemn\u00e9 narudl\u00e9 stopy. Jsou nenechav\u00e9, dot\u00fdkaj\u00ed se d\u00e1l a d\u00e1l s je\u0161t\u011b v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed intenzitou. Moje odm\u00edt\u00e1n\u00ed je je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edce popud\u00ed pro rychlej\u0161\u00ed a prud\u0161\u00ed tempo. Tomovy ruce pracuj\u00ed z\u00e1rove\u0148 s nimi. Pokl\u00e1daj\u00ed m\u011b na studenou podlahu, zkoumaj\u00ed moje hladk\u00e9 k\u0159ivky. Z\u00e1da se mi proh\u00fdbaj\u00ed pod n\u00e1valem rozko\u0161e, kterou mi bratr dop\u0159\u00e1v\u00e1. Vlny na\u0161\u00ed, v t\u00e9hle chv\u00edli fyzicky spole\u010dn\u00e9 energie mi proch\u00e1z\u00ed krv\u00ed stejn\u011b jako t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1 otrava alkoholem. Oboj\u00ed m\u00e1 n\u011bco spole\u010dn\u00e9ho: na tenhle z\u00e1\u017eitek se v\u011bt\u0161inou nezapom\u00edn\u00e1&#8230;<br \/>&#8222;Tohle byla chyba!&#8220; obmot\u00e1v\u00e1 si kolem sebe m\u016fj ru\u010dn\u00edk a chce odej\u00edt do sv\u00e9ho kr\u00e1lovstv\u00ed a to m\u00e9 znovu opustit. &#8222;Bille??!!&#8220; &#8222;U\u017e se to NIKDY nestane!!! Rozum\u00ed\u0161???&#8220; zrdcadl\u00ed se mu v o\u010d\u00edch&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ve tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00edch nen\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 pochopen\u00ed,<br \/>zp\u016fsobem, jak\u00fdm se na m\u011b d\u00edvaj\u00ed, nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u00fd.<br \/>Mohu \u0159\u00edct, o co jde tentokr\u00e1t,<br \/>V m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b je cizinec.<\/p>\n<p>Bill se vr\u00e1til do m\u00e9ho pokoje, ale tam m\u00edsto rozh\u00e1zen\u00fdch v\u011bc\u00ed na zemi, jak tomu bylo p\u0159ed pouhou p\u016fl hodinou, na\u0161el pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd pokoj. Vyb\u011bhl k oknu, nevid\u011bl m\u011b. A j\u00e1 odch\u00e1zel pry\u010d&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nejsi \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00e9ho jsem znal kdysi.<br \/>M\u00e1\u0161 strach jim d\u00e1t v\u011bd\u011bt, co jsi za\u010d?<br \/>Kdyby n\u00e1s mohli vid\u011bt, jako n\u00e1s vid\u00edm j\u00e1,<br \/>Pak by i oni vid\u011bli cizince&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>autor: <strong>T\u00fdna.Dol\u00ednkov\u00e1<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Ketty<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nikdo mi nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed, kdy\u017e \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee jsi mimo svou mysl.Nikdo mi nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed, kdy\u017e \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee sna\u017eit se nem\u00e1 smysl.Jedn\u00e1\u0161 se mnou jako s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, co je na obt\u00ed\u017e,kdy\u017e jdeme ven, chce\u0161 uk\u00e1zat, jak\u00fd je n\u00e1\u0161 vztah.Jsi naprosto zahalen\u00fd do tmy, kdykoli je<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/12\/cizinec\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20306","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20306","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20306"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20306\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}