{"id":20409,"date":"2008-03-02T22:36:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-02T21:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20367"},"modified":"2008-03-02T22:36:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-02T21:36:00","slug":"neslyset-ticho-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/02\/neslyset-ticho-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Nesly\u0161et ticho 3."},"content":{"rendered":"
3.Za v\u0161echno se plat\u00ed<\/strong><\/div>\n
B\u00edlo\u2026 V\u0161ude je b\u00edlo\u2026 Dole, naho\u0159e, vpravo, vlevo, uvnit\u0159 i venku\u2026<\/div>\n
^-^<\/div>\n
Bill za sebou tvrd\u011b zabouchl t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 dve\u0159e a ot\u0159el si boty o roho\u017eku. Automaticky uhnul stranou, aby jeho bratr mohl proj\u00edt. A zaseknul se a\u017e kdy\u017e zjistil, \u017ee Tom tady nen\u00ed\u2026 A asi taky dlouho nebude.<\/div>\n
Str\u00e1vili spolu na nemocni\u010dn\u00edm pokoji v\u00edc ne\u017e t\u0159i hodiny, ne\u017e ho vyhodila rozl\u00edcen\u00e1 sest\u0159i\u010dka. Kdy\u017e Tom trefn\u011b poznamenal, \u017ee j\u00ed chyb\u00ed akor\u00e1t ko\u0161t\u011b a \u010dern\u00e1 ko\u010dka (A\/N : Mmmmmm\u2026),<\/em> nep\u0159ipadal Billovi a\u017e tak psychicky nevyrovnan\u00fd, nedejbo\u017ee bl\u00e1zen\u2026 Ale pro\u010d se tak teda chov\u00e1, jak to, \u017ee s nik\u00fdm nekomunikuje? Byl r\u00e1d za t\u011bch p\u00e1r v\u011bt, kter\u00e9 spolu prohodili, i kdy\u017e t\u00edm jejich konverzace kon\u010dila. Jen\u017ee co bude d\u011blat, a\u017e se jeho bratr vr\u00e1t\u00ed zase dom\u016f? Znovu upadne do t\u00e9 typick\u00e9 melancholie, zlikviduje dal\u0161\u00ed tucet bal\u00ed\u010dk\u016f cigaret a v noci bude apaticky z\u00edrat do st\u011bny? Tak to p\u0159ece d\u00e1l nejde. Ne, u\u017e ne. On s t\u00edm n\u011bco ud\u011bl\u00e1, mus\u00ed s t\u00edm n\u011bco ud\u011blat! Jenom je\u0161t\u011b nev\u00ed, co\u2026<\/div>\n
Nemocni\u010dn\u00ed postel zavrzala, jak se na n\u00ed jej\u00ed n\u00e1jemn\u00edk pooto\u010dil. Ne, nespal. Ani se nesna\u017eil to p\u0159edst\u00edrat. P\u0159ed o\u010dima mu po\u0159\u00e1d b\u011b\u017eel ten sen, tak \u017eiv\u00fd a z\u00e1rove\u0148 tak vzd\u00e1len\u00fd, tak nemo\u017en\u00fd\u2026 Vlastn\u011b ani nev\u00ed, co ho to popadlo. O Billovi, o sv\u00e9m dvoj\u010deti nikdy nep\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel jinak, ne\u017e jako o nejlep\u0161\u00edm kamar\u00e1dovi, jeho rodin\u011b. A te\u010f, jako blesk z \u010dist\u00e9ho nebe, p\u0159ijde tohle. TOHLE.<\/div>\n
Jasn\u011b, do\u0161lo mu to. T\u00edm, \u017ee kone\u010dn\u011b pochopil, co zp\u016fsobuje jeho otup\u011blost, se dok\u00e1zal trochu uklidnit, ovl\u00e1dnout depresi\u2026 Jen\u017ee – kolik ot\u00e1zek to zodpov\u011bd\u011blo? Musel te\u010f p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let nad dvojn\u00e1sobn\u00fdm mno\u017estv\u00edm. \u010c\u00edm si to jenom zaslou\u017eil? Ne – takhle by se pt\u00e1t nem\u011bl\u2026 Proto\u017ee za ka\u017ed\u00fd kousek \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed se plat\u00ed, to p\u0159ece pochopil u\u017e d\u00e1vno. Ale kdy\u017e se jim te\u010f tak da\u0159ilo, v\u0161echno \u0161lo \u00fapln\u011b samo, zapomn\u011bl na to, \u017ee sv\u011bt nen\u00ed – nem\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt spravedliv\u00fd\u2026 A \u017ee nic, v\u016fbec nic, neponech\u00e1 jen tak, bez navr\u00e1cen\u00ed dluhu. On te\u010f za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 platit. A v\u00ed, \u017ee ho to bude st\u00e1t asi hodn\u011b\u2026 Je na tak velkou spl\u00e1tku p\u0159ipraven\u00fd?<\/div>\n
^-^<\/div>\n
Telefon zazvonil jednou, podruh\u00e9, pot\u0159et\u00ed. Pak u\u017e se blon\u010f\u00e1k probral natolik, aby mohl moment\u00e1ln\u011b neskute\u010dn\u011b protivn\u00fd t\u00f3n zaregistrovat a zm\u00e1\u010dknout zelen\u00e9 tla\u010d\u00edtko.<\/div>\n
„No ahoooooj, ospal\u010de!“ ozval se na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b spojen\u00ed rozja\u0159en\u00fd hlas „Snad jsem t\u011b nevzbudil, br\u00e1\u0161ko?“<\/div>\n
„Ne, pr\u00e1v\u011b jsem vstal,“ zalhal Tom, a aby \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b vyvr\u00e1til sv\u00e1 slova, hluboce zaz\u00edval.<\/div>\n
„Tak jak ti dnes je, co?“<\/div>\n
Dreda\u0159 se zamyslel, co mu m\u00e1 odpov\u011bd\u011bt – jestli znovu zalhat, \u017ee v\u00fdborn\u011b, anebo si pravdiv\u011b post\u011b\u017eovat, jak se tu nud\u00ed a jak tu do n\u011bj cpou neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b naivn\u00ed \u017ev\u00e1sty o l\u00e1sce k \u017eivotu, ke sv\u00fdm bli\u017en\u00edm, ke sv\u011btu\u2026<\/div>\n
Pche, o l\u00e1sce, kdyby jenom v\u011bd\u011bli\u2026<\/div>\n
„Je mi l\u00edp,“ rozhodl se pro prvn\u00ed mo\u017enost. Na tu druhou zat\u00edm nem\u00e1 dost odvahy. Zat\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Ve sluch\u00e1tku bylo hodnou chv\u00edli ticho, ne\u017e se Bill znovu ozval :<\/div>\n
„P\u0159ijedu za tebou. A je mi \u00fapln\u011b jedno, \u017ee ti zak\u00e1zali n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvy!“<\/div>\n
„Bille, ne!“ vyk\u0159ikl, ale jeho bratr u\u017e telefon polo\u017eil. „Tvrdohlavec, stejn\u011b jako j\u00e1\u2026“ pomyslel si a vstal, aby kdy\u017e p\u0159ijde, nevypadal a\u017e tak \u00fapln\u011b p\u0159epadle. A nejenom proto.<\/div>\n
I kdy\u017e on s\u00e1m si to nemyslel, t\u011bch p\u00e1r dn\u00ed v l\u00e9\u010debn\u011b mu prosp\u011blo. I Bill to poznal, a to s n\u00edm jenom telefonoval. Tom se v\u0161ak c\u00edtil po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u011b – vy\u010derpan\u00fd, ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd, odevzdan\u00fd osudu. U\u017e si zvykl, \u017ee ho ostatn\u00ed neust\u00e1le o\u010dumuj\u00ed, zvykl si na v\u0161udyp\u0159\u00edtomnou b\u00edlou barvu, i kdy\u017e mu zpo\u010d\u00e1tku neskute\u010dn\u011b lezla na nervy, zvykl si i na zvuky, kter\u00e9 vych\u00e1zely z ostatn\u00edch „cel“. Co mu taky zbylo. Opustila ho chu\u0165 do \u017eivota, tedy i ten \u017eivot ho opustil. A i kdy\u017e bratrovi ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no sk\u00e1lopevn\u011b tvrdil, \u017ee je to lep\u0161\u00ed, i kdy\u017e se sna\u017eil, aby si to mysleli i ostatn\u00ed, upadal po\u0159\u00e1d hloub a hloub, n\u00ed\u017e a n\u00ed\u017e\u2026<\/div>\n
Ne, neopustil ho \u017eivot. To on s\u00e1m se ho dobrovoln\u011b vzdal.<\/div>\n
^-^<\/div>\n
A o p\u00e1r kilometr\u016f d\u00e1l si v tu chv\u00edli Bill obl\u00e9kl bundu, zabouchl dve\u0159e a vy\u0161el do sychrav\u00e9ho dne – jen a jen proto, aby ten zatracenej \u017eivot donutil vr\u00e1tit se zp\u011bt tam, kam pat\u0159\u00ed, a aby br\u00e1\u0161ku p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dil, \u017ee \u017e\u00edt je pot\u0159eba.<\/p>\n

autor: Hate<\/strong>, Schwarz<\/strong>
betaread: Kajess<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

3.Za v\u0161echno se plat\u00ed B\u00edlo\u2026 V\u0161ude je b\u00edlo\u2026 Dole, naho\u0159e, vpravo, vlevo, uvnit\u0159 i venku\u2026 ^-^ Bill za sebou tvrd\u011b zabouchl t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 dve\u0159e a ot\u0159el si boty o roho\u017eku. Automaticky uhnul stranou, aby jeho bratr mohl proj\u00edt. A zaseknul se a\u017e kdy\u017e<\/p>\n

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