{"id":20455,"date":"2008-03-02T12:18:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-02T11:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20413"},"modified":"2008-03-02T12:18:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-02T11:18:00","slug":"fallen-angel-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/02\/fallen-angel-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Fallen angel 4."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>*** Tohle je sp\u00ed\u0161 rekapitulace toho, co bylo. Snad to d\u00e1v\u00e1 tro\u0161ku smysl, m\u00e1 to b\u00fdt jako ve filmu, kdy\u017e se opakujou ur\u010dit\u00fd sc\u00e9ny z p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00fdch d\u00edl\u016f. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se bude l\u00edbit \ud83d\ude42 ***<\/div>\n<div><em>R\u00e1no se probudil do klasick\u00e9ho zimn\u00edho dne, ani nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00fd pro n\u011bj bude. Nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee na n\u011bj bude vzpom\u00ednat cel\u00fd \u017eivot\u2026 \u017de najde n\u011bco, co ztrat\u00ed prakticky vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed, aby to op\u011bt mohl nal\u00e9zt a u\u017e v\u016fbec nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak\u00e9 d\u016fsledky to bude m\u00edt\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Je to fakt super, bejt jedin\u00e1\u010dek. Sice nem\u00e1\u0161 komu \u0159\u00edct svoje tajemstv\u00ed, kdy\u017e n\u011bjak\u00fd je, ale i to se d\u00e1 p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt, kdy\u017e m\u00e1\u0161 dost fellaz\u2026 M\u00e1ma jede se sv\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edtelem na chatu, tak\u017ee budu m\u00edt volnej kvart\u00fdr\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Poprv\u00fd m\u011b p\u0159epadne pocit, \u017ee bych cht\u011bl m\u00edt sourozence, p\u0159ipadam si n\u011bjak s\u00e1m. Jak tak le\u017eim, koukam ven a ut\u00e1pim se v samot\u011b, cejtim, jak m\u011b p\u0159em\u00e1h\u00e1 \u00fanava a j\u00e1 se ani nebr\u00e1nim.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Co to bylo za sen?! Byl\u2026 Divnej. V\u0161ude tma a jenom na\u0159\u00edk\u00e1n\u00ed, \u0161um k\u0159\u00eddel, prosby o jedinou \u0161anci, o\u2026 porozum\u011bn\u00ed?! C\u00edtil jsem jeho bolest\u2026 Jeho slzy, beznad\u011bj\u2026 A rvalo mi to srdce na kusy\u2026 Jako by to byla \u010d\u00e1st m\u011b samotn\u00fdho\u2026 Jako by to byl\u2026 Muj and\u011bl\u2026?!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Napiju se, abych se trochu probral. N\u011bco ale zp\u016fsobuje, \u017ee se po\u0159\u00e1d cejtim jako ve snu\u2026 Je to n\u011bco\u2026 N\u011bkdo\u2026 Neuv\u011b\u0159itelnej\u2026 Choul\u00ed se na ledem promrzl\u00fd a sn\u011bhem zasypan\u00fd zemi, sv\u011b\u0161enou hlavu s havran\u00edma vlasama a se stejn\u011b \u010dern\u00fdma k\u0159\u00eddlama\u2026 K\u0159\u00eddlama?! Jo, m\u00e1 k\u0159\u00eddla, jsem si jistej. Musim v\u011bd\u011bt kdo to je, i kdy\u017e to tak n\u011bjak tu\u0161im. Je to ta osoba z m\u00fdho snu\u2026 Je to muj and\u011bl\u2026 Lehce se ho dotknu \u0161pi\u010dkama prst\u016f\u2026 Odhrnu mu pramen vlas\u016f a kone\u010dn\u011b poprv\u00fd, vidim jak vypad\u00e1. \u010cern\u00fd vlasy, b\u00edl\u00e1 ple\u0165, hust\u00fd \u010dern\u00fd obo\u010d\u00ed, z nich\u017e jedno zdob\u00ed ocelovej krou\u017eek, podobnej tomu, co mam j\u00e1 ve rtu, krasn\u00fd hn\u011bd\u00fd o\u010di, \u0161t\u00edhlej nos a rty\u2026 \u00dazk\u00fd, trochu zr\u016f\u017eov\u011bl\u00fd\u2026Nech\u00e1 m\u011b, abych ho hladil po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch a \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edc se vp\u00edjel do jeho o\u010d\u00ed, kter\u00fd mi stejn\u011b p\u0159ijdou pov\u011bdom\u00fd\u2026 Vlastn\u011b, nejenom pov\u011bdom\u00fd, p\u0159ijdou mi jako moje vlastn\u00ed\u2026 Usm\u011bju se na n\u011bj, vezmu ho za ruku a pomalu ho vedu dom\u016f, do tepla. Kdy\u017e ho p\u0159ikr\u00fdv\u00e1m dekou, omylem se dotknu jeho zlomen\u00fdho k\u0159\u00eddla. Zaj\u00edm\u00e1 m\u011b co se mu stalo\u2026 D\u00edv\u00e1 se k nebi\u2026 K Bohu?!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Pro\u010d\u2026?!&#8220; Jenom uk\u00e1\u017ee na svoje srdce a nech\u00e1 st\u00fdct po tv\u00e1\u0159i jednu slzu. V tom snu\u2026 N\u011bkdo prosil o pochopen\u00ed, o jedinou \u0161anci\u2026 \u0160anci n\u011bco ud\u011blat\u2026 Nebo n\u011bkoho vid\u011bt?! N\u011bkoho, kv\u016fli komu ho bol\u00ed srdce\u2026?? V tu chv\u00edli mi to docvakne\u2026 &#8222;Ty n\u011bkoho miluje\u0161?&#8220; And\u011bl pomalu p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. &#8222;Koho?!&#8220; Neodpov\u011bd\u011bl, jenom se skelnym pohledem zad\u00edval jinam. Hodn\u011b by m\u011b to zaj\u00edmalo\u2026 Kter\u00e1 frajerka m\u00e1 takov\u00fd \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, \u017ee j\u00ed miluje and\u011bl\u2026 Skoro jako bych na n\u00ed \u017e\u00e1rlil\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Hm\u2026 Jak se vlastn\u011b jmenuje\u0161?&#8220; Vzal propisku a TV program a do rohu na\u010drtal n\u011bco, co m\u011blo znamenat jeho jm\u00e9no. &#8222;Ehm\u2026 Promi\u0148, ale j\u00e1 to neumim p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst\u2026 Po na\u0161em to vypad\u00e1, jako by to bylo Bill. M\u016f\u017eu ti tak \u0159ikat?&#8220; Usm\u00e1l se a p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Ok., jm\u00e9no teda u\u017e mam\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>D\u00edval se ven skrz zasklenou tabulku na\u0161eho okna a ti\u0161e plakal. Rvalo mi to srdce na miliony kousk\u016f. P\u0159i\u0161el jsem k n\u011bmu a jednu svoj\u00ed ruku jsem mu polo\u017eil na rameno. Oto\u010dil se, pod\u00edval se mi p\u0159\u00edmo do o\u010d\u00ed a pak zabo\u0159il svoj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159, mokrou od slz, do moj\u00ed n\u00e1ru\u010de. Vzal jsem ho, donesl jsem ho do sv\u00fdho pokoje a opatrn\u011b ho polo\u017eil na svoj\u00ed postel\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>P\u0159ikryju ho a starostliv\u011b se na n\u011bj d\u00edv\u00e1m. Je to snad poprv\u00fd co se o n\u011bkoho bojim. S Billem je hodn\u011b v\u011bc\u00ed, kter\u00fd se mi d\u011bjou poprv\u00fd. T\u0159eba je\u0161t\u011b nikdy jsem nem\u011bl nutk\u00e1n\u00ed pol\u00edbit kluka\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161 se k nim a zase bude\u0161 moct z\u00e1\u0159it na nebi\u2026 Jako ta nejjasn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed hv\u011bzda&#8230;&#8220; moje hv\u011bzda, dodam je\u0161t\u011b v duchu a pohladim ho po tv\u00e1\u0159i.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>L\u00edb\u00e1me se a p\u0159i tom nep\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1me sledovat jeden druh\u00fdho. D\u00e1l si netroufnu j\u00edt, ale Bill m\u00e1 nejsp\u00ed\u0161 jinej n\u00e1zor. P\u00e1sek, knofl\u00edk, zip\u2026 Rukou mi zajel pod trenky a letmo se dotkl m\u00fdho p\u0159irozen\u00ed. T\u00e1hle jsem zast\u00e9nal a stiskl mu ruku. Jenom se usm\u00e1l, prsty obemkl moj\u00ed chloubu a za\u010dal pohybovat rukou. Zrychloval podle toho, jak jsem st\u00e9nal a\u017e m\u011b nakonec dovedl k vrcholu.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pomalu us\u00ednam se sv\u00fdm and\u00edlkem v n\u00e1ru\u010di. Jsem klidnej a \u0161\u0165astnej\u2026 Je\u0161t\u011b toti\u017e netu\u0161im, co p\u0159ijde r\u00e1no\u2026<br \/><\/em><br \/>autor: <strong>eL<\/strong><br \/>betaread: <strong>Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*** Tohle je sp\u00ed\u0161 rekapitulace toho, co bylo. Snad to d\u00e1v\u00e1 tro\u0161ku smysl, m\u00e1 to b\u00fdt jako ve filmu, kdy\u017e se opakujou ur\u010dit\u00fd sc\u00e9ny z p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00fdch d\u00edl\u016f. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se bude l\u00edbit \ud83d\ude42 *** R\u00e1no se probudil do klasick\u00e9ho zimn\u00edho dne, ani<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/02\/fallen-angel-4\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20455","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fallen-angel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20455","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20455"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20455\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20455"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20455"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20455"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}