{"id":20465,"date":"2008-03-02T11:56:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-02T10:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20423"},"modified":"2008-03-02T11:56:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-02T10:56:00","slug":"cesta-do-pekel-5-3-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/02\/cesta-do-pekel-5-3-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Cesta do pekel 5. (3\/3)"},"content":{"rendered":"
Bill b\u011b\u017eel \u00fazkou chodbou. Letmo se dot\u00fdkal dlan\u011bmi st\u011bn. Sly\u0161el Tomovo vol\u00e1n\u00ed, tis\u00edce dal\u0161\u00edch hlas\u016f, ale nezastavoval se, neohl\u00ed\u017eel se. St\u00e1le jen b\u011b\u017eel, vp\u0159ed, k v\u00fdchodu. Do bezpe\u010d\u00ed od v\u0161ech t\u011bch krve\u017e\u00edzniv\u00fdch san\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
Ocitl se v postran\u00ed uli\u010dce, soused\u00edc\u00ed s hlavn\u00ed t\u0159\u00eddou. Nev\u00e1hal ani chv\u00edli. Rychle do\u0161el na jejich roh a pak se sm\u00edsil se sp\u011bchaj\u00edc\u00edm davem. P\u0159esto v\u0161ak nezastavoval, jen trochu zpomalil. Kr\u00e1\u010del d\u00e1l, i kdy\u017e nev\u011bd\u011bl kam\u2026<\/div>\n
Ut\u00e9ct, p\u0159ed tis\u00edci sv\u011btel\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
P\u0159ed tv\u00fdm pohledem\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Pry\u010d\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Co nejd\u00e1l\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Schovat se do st\u00ednu\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Zastavil se a\u017e o n\u011bkolik blok\u016f d\u00e1l. Zrychlen\u011b d\u00fdchal a vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b se kolem sebe rozhl\u00ed\u017eel. Nem\u011bl nejmen\u0161\u00ed tu\u0161en\u00ed, kde je. Lid\u00e9 okolo n\u011bj proch\u00e1zeli a nev\u0161\u00edmali si ho. Byli a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 zabr\u00e1ni do sv\u00fdch vlastn\u00edch my\u0161lenek, ne\u017e aby si v\u0161imli jedn\u00e9 vystra\u0161en\u00e9, zbloudil\u00e9 du\u0161e\u2026 Byli na to a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 lhostejn\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
Lhostejn\u00ed, stejn\u011b jako ten moder\u00e1tor ve studiu\u2026Ohl\u00ed\u017eel se jenom na sebe. Na to, \u017ee by nem\u011bl promarnit tuhle jedine\u010dnou \u0161anci, p\u0159im\u00e1\u010dknout zp\u011bv\u00e1ka skupiny Tokio Hotel ke zdi a z\u00edskat si p\u00e1r tis\u00edcov\u00fdch pr\u00e9mi\u00ed\u2026Na n\u011bj nebral ohled. Nebral sebemen\u0161\u00ed ohled na to, jak moc mu ubli\u017euje\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
M\u011bl to o\u010dek\u00e1vat\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
V co doufal? V porozum\u011bn\u00ed? Jen bl\u00e1zen v\u011b\u0159\u00ed v n\u011bco, co neexistuje\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Stoupl si na okraj chodn\u00edku a zastavil si prvn\u00ed taxi, kter\u00e9 okolo proj\u00ed\u017ed\u011blo.<\/div>\n
„Kam to bude, pane?“ pod\u00edval se \u0159idi\u010d do zp\u00e1te\u010dn\u00edho zrc\u00e1tka.<\/div>\n
„Do Magdenburgu, pros\u00edm.“ Odpov\u011bd\u011bl Bill a ml\u010dky pozoroval sp\u011bchaj\u00edc\u00ed dav za oknem.<\/div>\n
Dom\u016f\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
* * *<\/div>\n
Proj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bli volnou krajinou. V d\u00e1lce se za\u010d\u00ednala r\u00fdsovat silueta m\u011bsta. Chlapcova ruka znovu doputovala k l\u00edci a set\u0159ela slzu, kter\u00e1 si po n\u00ed rychle razila cestu. Ale jakmile to ud\u011blal, nahradila ji dal\u0161\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d mu tolik ubli\u017euj\u00ed? Copak nevid\u00ed, jak ho to bol\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Copak nec\u00edt\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Ka\u017ed\u00e1 v\u011bta, ka\u017ed\u00e9 slovo, kter\u00e9 dnes vy\u0161lo z mu\u017eov\u00fdch \u00fast, se mu vpalovala do k\u016f\u017ee a nech\u00e1vala za sebou jeden krvav\u00fd \u0161r\u00e1m.<\/em><\/div>\n
Ne, zapomn\u011bli, co je to cit. Nam\u00edsto toho nad tebou krou\u017e\u00ed jako hladov\u00ed supi nad hnanou zv\u011b\u0159\u00ed a \u010dekaj\u00ed na jeden jedin\u00fd p\u0159esn\u00fd v\u00fdst\u0159el lovce p\u0159\u00edmo do srdce, aby mohli ihned sl\u00e9tnout a pochutnat si na tv\u00e9 mr\u0161in\u011b, ze kter\u00e9 pomalu unik\u00e1 \u017eivot\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
A i kdy\u017e tv\u00e9 o\u010di pros\u00ed o smilov\u00e1n\u00ed a tv\u00e1 \u00fasta la\u010dn\u00ed po posledn\u00edm dou\u0161ku kysl\u00edku\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Oni t\u011b nevysly\u0161\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Neum\u00ed poslouchat…<\/em><\/div>\n
Nemaj\u00ed kousku slitov\u00e1n\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n
Auto zastavilo p\u0159ed domem. Ani\u017e by cokoli \u0159ekl, urychlen\u011b zaplatil a vystoupil na ulici a zam\u00ed\u0159il k domovn\u00edm dve\u0159\u00edm a n\u00e1sledn\u011b do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Nebyl doma nikdo, kdo by ho zadr\u017eel\u2026<\/div>\n
Schoulil se k jednomu rohu postele a hlavu si schoval do dlan\u00ed a rozplakal se. Pokolik\u00e1t\u00e9 dnes u\u017e? Po kolik\u00e1t\u00e9 za n\u011bkolik uplynul\u00fdch dn\u016f? Nev\u011bd\u011bl, nenam\u00e1hal se po\u010d\u00edtat\u2026<\/div>\n
„Bille\u2026“<\/div>\n
Tich\u00fd vt\u00edrav\u00fd hlas se mu vkr\u00e1dal do mysli a on ho nemohl vypudit. P\u0159esto si v\u0161ak ze zoufalstv\u00ed zakryl dlan\u011bmi u\u0161i, aby ho nesly\u0161el. I kdy\u017e moc dob\u0159e v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee mu to nebude nic platn\u00e9\u2026<\/div>\n
„B\u011b\u017e pry\u010d!“ vyk\u0159ikl do pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti a hlavu si p\u0159itiskl je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017ee ke kolen\u016fm. „Pros\u00edm\u2026“<\/div>\n
„Nem\u016f\u017eu, ty v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee nem\u016f\u017eu\u2026 Bez tebe.“<\/div>\n
V Billovi se zvedla vlna odporu. Rozho\u0159\u010den\u011b se rozhl\u00e9dl po m\u00edstnosti.<\/div>\n
Zrcadlo\u2026<\/div>\n
D\u00edvaly se na n\u011bj. Ty z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b \u017elut\u00e9, \u00fazk\u00e9 \u0161t\u011brbiny. Jeho o\u010di, pron\u00e1sledovaly ho.<\/div>\n
Jak je nen\u00e1vid\u011bl. Jak nen\u00e1vid\u011bl ten vt\u00edrav\u00fd hlas. V\u00edt\u011bzoslavn\u00fd sm\u00edch, kter\u00fd se rozl\u00e9hal pokojem\u2026<\/div>\n
Roz\u010d\u00edlen\u011b vstal a oto\u010dil se sm\u011brem k postav\u011b zahalen\u00e9 v \u010dern\u00e9m pl\u00e1\u0161ti. Hystericky se rozk\u0159i\u010del: „Tohle si cht\u011bl? Tohle? Vid\u011bt m\u011b na dn\u011b? Vid\u011bt, jak se mi pod rukama rozpad\u00e1 sl\u00e1va, o kterou jsem tolik usiloval? Za kterou jsem tolik zaplatil? To byl tv\u016fj pl\u00e1n?“<\/div>\n
\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec vzal do ruky kv\u011btin\u00e1\u010d.<\/div>\n
„Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b,“ vyjekl a v\u0161\u00ed silou jej mr\u0161til proti zrcadlu. Tv\u00e1\u0159 zmizela. A uboh\u00e1 kv\u011btina dopadla na chladn\u00e9 sklo a zhroutila na zem spolu s ostr\u00fdmi st\u0159epy. Bill vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b pohl\u00e9dl na sv\u00e9 ruce a n\u00e1sledn\u011b na zk\u00e1zu, kterou zp\u016fsobil.<\/div>\n
Do m\u00edstnosti se v\u0159\u00edtil Tom a vystra\u0161en\u011b pohl\u00e9dl na tu spou\u0161\u0165.<\/div>\n
„Bille, co se tu d\u011bje? Co- co se stalo?“<\/div>\n
Bill na n\u011bj up\u00edral sv\u00e9 velk\u00e9 \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u00e9 o\u010di, neschopen jedin\u00e9ho pohybu, jedin\u00e9ho n\u00e1dechu.<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1\u2026 j\u00e1\u2026“ nedok\u00e1zal naj\u00edt slov.<\/div>\n
„Bille\u2026“ Tom k n\u011bmu nat\u00e1hl ruku. Bratrovo jm\u00e9no vyslovil s tou nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed l\u00e1skou, jakou v sob\u011b dok\u00e1zal nashrom\u00e1\u017edit, ale ne\u017e dol\u00e9tla k Billovi, zm\u011bnila se v d\u00e9monick\u00fd n\u00e1stroj. Z\u0159eteln\u011b vid\u011bl, jak jeho star\u0161\u00ed br\u00e1\u0161ka pohybuje rty, av\u0161ak hlas, kter\u00fd k n\u011bmu dol\u00e9hal pat\u0159il n\u011bkomu jin\u00e9mu.<\/div>\n
„Odejdi. Sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161? Vypadni! Vypadni z m\u00e9ho \u017eivota\u2026“ vyk\u0159ikl.<\/div>\n
Tom na n\u011bj p\u0159ekvapen\u011b hled\u011bl, ov\u0161em kdy\u017e ho jeho dvoj\u010de i nad\u00e1le propalovalo nen\u00e1vistn\u00fdm pohledem, oto\u010dil se a vy\u0161el z m\u00edstnosti. Po tv\u00e1\u0159i mu tekly slzy. Te\u010f to byl on, kdo plakal\u2026 Nebo ne?<\/div>\n
Bill sledoval vzdaluj\u00edc\u00ed se postavu sv\u00e9ho dvoj\u010dete. Osobu, vzdaluj\u00edc\u00ed se z jeho \u017eivota\u2026 Tak, jak si p\u0159\u00e1l.<\/div>\n
Ale Bill p\u0159ece necht\u011bl, aby ode\u0161lo jeho dvoj\u010de, ale on!<\/div>\n
V slz\u00e1ch se sesunul zp\u00e1tky na podlahu a nat\u00e1hl ruku k m\u00edst\u016fm, kde zmizel jeho bratr.<\/div>\n
„Tome\u2026“ za\u0161eptal, ale jeho br\u00e1\u0161ka ho nesly\u0161el.<\/div>\n
Nemohl. Byl pry\u010d. Vytratil se nav\u017edy z chlapcova zma\u0159en\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Spolu se sv\u00fdm krv\u00e1cej\u00edc\u00edm srdcem\u2026<\/div>\n
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autor: Elis, Cera<\/strong>
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bill b\u011b\u017eel \u00fazkou chodbou. Letmo se dot\u00fdkal dlan\u011bmi st\u011bn. Sly\u0161el Tomovo vol\u00e1n\u00ed, tis\u00edce dal\u0161\u00edch hlas\u016f, ale nezastavoval se, neohl\u00ed\u017eel se. St\u00e1le jen b\u011b\u017eel, vp\u0159ed, k v\u00fdchodu. Do bezpe\u010d\u00ed od v\u0161ech t\u011bch krve\u017e\u00edzniv\u00fdch san\u00ed\u2026 Ocitl se v postran\u00ed uli\u010dce, soused\u00edc\u00ed s hlavn\u00ed t\u0159\u00eddou.<\/p>\n

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