{"id":20581,"date":"2008-03-01T14:29:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-01T13:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20539"},"modified":"2008-03-01T14:29:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-01T13:29:00","slug":"falesny-hrac-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/03\/01\/falesny-hrac-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Fale\u0161n\u00fd hr\u00e1\u010d 9."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><em>U\u017e dlouho jsem nesed\u011bl v aut\u011b na m\u00edst\u011b \u0159idi\u010de. Zvykl jsem si vyu\u017e\u00edvat profesion\u00e1ly, kter\u00e9 n\u00e1m plat\u00ed agentura, a kdy\u017e jedeme n\u011bkam sami, obvykle \u0159\u00edd\u00ed Tom. Je to jeho v\u00e1\u0161e\u0148. Vid\u00edm to na n\u011bm. Kdykoli dychtiv\u011b zasune kl\u00ed\u010dky od zapalov\u00e1n\u00ed a zautomatizovan\u00fdm pohybem srovn\u00e1 zp\u011btn\u00e9 zrc\u00e1tko, st\u00e1v\u00e1 se n\u011bk\u00fdm jin\u00fdm. M\u016fj mal\u00fd brat\u0159\u00ed\u010dek se n\u00e1hle m\u011bn\u00ed v neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b sebejist\u00e9ho mlad\u00e9ho mu\u017ee. Je to jedin\u00e1 chv\u00edle, kdy se mu zcela odevzd\u00e1v\u00e1m. Vkl\u00e1d\u00e1m sv\u00e9 bezpe\u010d\u00ed do jeho rukou.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>J\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee jeho medi\u00e1ln\u00ed obraz p\u016fsob\u00ed velmi jist\u011b, siln\u011b a nezlomn\u011b, ale takov\u00fd on um\u00ed b\u00fdt jen n\u011bkdy, ve skute\u010dnosti je v\u011bt\u0161inou stra\u0161n\u011b nejist\u00fd a zraniteln\u00fd&#8230; Ale to v\u00edm jen j\u00e1 a on. A mo\u017en\u00e1 m\u00e1ma, i kdy\u017e i p\u0159ed n\u00ed si v\u017edycky hr\u00e1l na hrdinu a siln\u00e9ho chlapa.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Jasn\u011b, kdy\u017e od n\u00e1s ode\u0161el t\u00e1ta, pot\u0159ebovala n\u00e1s. Rvalo n\u00e1m u\u0161i, kdy\u017e jsme ji sl\u00fdch\u00e1vali ve\u010der co ve\u010der bre\u010det tajn\u011b do pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e. P\u00e1rkr\u00e1t jsme o tom mluvili, ale neshodli jsme se na na\u0161em p\u0159\u00edstupu. Tvrdil jsem, \u017ee je to m\u00e1min \u017eivot a mus\u00ed se s t\u00edm poprat sama. V\u017edy\u0165 i pro n\u00e1s to byla hodn\u011b slo\u017eit\u00e1 situace. Najednou ze dne na den t\u00e1ta zmizel. Sice jsme u\u017e dlouho tu\u0161ili, \u017ee se n\u011bco d\u011bje, ale p\u0159ed nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdmi v\u011bcmi \u010dlov\u011bk hrozn\u011b r\u00e1d zav\u00edr\u00e1 o\u010di a tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed se, \u017ee neexistuj\u00ed. Dokud ho to nepohlt\u00ed naplno. Dokud u\u017e nem\u00e1 kam ut\u00e9ct. Tom naopak trval na tom, \u017ee mus\u00edme b\u00fdt m\u00e1m\u011b maxim\u00e1ln\u00ed oporou. V\u017edy\u0165 my jsme p\u0159ece dva, m\u00e1me jeden druh\u00e9ho, ale ona z\u016fstala sama. Nev\u00edm, jestli si myslel, \u017ee m\u00e1m\u011b dok\u00e1\u017ee t\u00e1tu nahradit. Tak se do t\u00e9 sv\u00e9 role spasitele pono\u0159il, \u017ee jsem se skoro b\u00e1l, aby neza\u010dal nosit i t\u00e1tovy trenky.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Ale ne&#8230; M\u00e1ma se za n\u011bjak\u00fd \u010das sezn\u00e1mila Gordonem a Tom se mohl kone\u010dn\u011b zas vr\u00e1tit do sv\u00e9ho d\u011btstv\u00ed. Ze za\u010d\u00e1tku na Gordona stra\u0161n\u011b \u017e\u00e1rlil, ale \u010das je l\u00e9kem na v\u0161echno a i Tomovi prost\u011b jednoho dne do\u0161lo, \u017ee m\u00e1ma m\u00e1 pr\u00e1vo na to b\u00fdt znovu \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>*<\/em><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Stojan \u010d\u00edslo p\u011bt.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Budete platit kartou nebo hotov\u011b?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kartou.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00e1\u0161 PIN, pros\u00edm&#8230; D\u011bkuji.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>*<\/div>\n<div><em>Je to u\u017e n\u011bkolik hodin, co jsem odjel. Musel jsem pry\u010d. U\u017e jsem nemohl z\u016fstat doma. Dus\u00edm se tam. Nem\u016f\u017eu d\u00fdchat. V\u0161echno tam na m\u011b pad\u00e1. U\u017e se pomalu stm\u00edv\u00e1 a m\u011b od domova d\u011bl\u00ed n\u011bkolik des\u00edtek kilometr\u016f. M\u011bl bych se oto\u010dit a jet zp\u00e1tky&#8230; Jen chv\u00edli, jen malou chvilku jet d\u00e1l do nezn\u00e1ma&#8230; pak se vr\u00e1t\u00edm&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Je\u0161t\u011b v Berl\u00edn\u011b jsem si sl\u00edbil, \u017ee se nenech\u00e1m pohltit nostalgi\u00ed. J\u00e1 jsem p\u0159ece j\u00e1. Sentiment stranou. Tyhle pocity ve sv\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b nepot\u0159ebuju. Jedin\u00e9 co pot\u0159ebuju je sl\u00e1va, pen\u00edze, obdiv, \u00fasp\u011bch a&#8230; Tom!<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Sakra, sakra, sakra! Nepot\u0159ebuju Toma. Nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm ho. Kdyby tak jednou jedinkr\u00e1t dok\u00e1zal vzep\u0159\u00edt se. Ud\u011blat n\u011bco, aby mi uk\u00e1zal, \u017ee se m\u011b neboj\u00ed. \u0158\u00edct mi naplno, co si mysl\u00ed, co c\u00edt\u00ed&#8230; Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm ho za to, jak se sebou nech\u00e1 zametat, nech\u00e1 si ode mn\u011b v\u0161echno l\u00edbit a j\u00e1 piln\u011b zkou\u0161\u00edm, co v\u0161echno vydr\u017e\u00ed, ne\u017e vybuchne. Pomalu p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1m doufat, \u017ee je toho schopen v\u00edckr\u00e1t ne\u017e jednou za \u017eivot&#8230; V\u00edm, \u017ee m\u011b m\u00e1 r\u00e1d. Jsem jeho dvoj\u010de, jeho milovan\u00fd bratr. Pr\u00e1v\u011b proto nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee v n\u011bm nen\u00ed ukryta bou\u0159e, kter\u00e1 ni\u010d\u00ed m\u011b. Nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee nen\u00ed schopen c\u00edtit to sam\u00e9. To sam\u00e9? L\u00e1sku \u010di nen\u00e1vist&#8230; S\u00e1m nev\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>*<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Bylo u\u017e pozd\u011b v noci, kdy\u017e se Bill kone\u010dn\u011b vr\u00e1til dom\u016f. Zaparkoval p\u0159ed domem. Byl natolik zamy\u0161len\u00fd, \u017ee si v aut\u011b zapomn\u011bl kabelu. Ti\u0161e zaklel, kdy\u017e zjistil, \u017ee si nem\u00e1 \u010d\u00edm odemknout a mus\u00ed se tud\u00ed\u017e pro kabelu, kde m\u011bl i kl\u00ed\u010de, vr\u00e1tit.<\/div>\n<div>Rychle vyb\u011bhl schody, ani si nerozsv\u00edtil. Cht\u011bl u\u017e b\u00fdt ve sv\u00e9m pokoji. Zapadnout do \u010dist\u00e9, vo\u0148av\u00e9 postele. Zav\u0159\u00edt o\u010di a na nic nemyslet.<\/div>\n<div>*<\/div>\n<div>Od chv\u00edle, kdy zjistil, \u017ee bratr odjel nezn\u00e1mo kam, Tom zu\u0159il. P\u0159ech\u00e1zel po pokoji sem a tam, ode zdi ke zdi, jako zv\u00ed\u0159e polapen\u00e9 do pasti nebo jako v\u011bze\u0148 odsouzen\u00fd k nejdel\u0161\u00edmu trestu, jak\u00fd si lze p\u0159edstavit. Vlastn\u011b byl zvykl\u00fd m\u00edt p\u0159ehled o ka\u017ed\u00e9 minut\u011b Billova \u017eivota. Byli po\u0159\u00e1d spolu, dokonce i v t\u011bch nejintimn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch chv\u00edl\u00edch. I kdy\u017e se h\u00e1dali, i kdy\u017e spolu ml\u010deli, po\u0159\u00e1d byli vedle sebe. A najednou byl Bill pry\u010d. D\u011blal n\u011bco s\u00e1m, bez Toma.<\/div>\n<div>Tomova zjit\u0159en\u00e1 fantazie pracovala na pln\u00e9 obr\u00e1tky. Podez\u00edral Billa, \u017ee vyrazil do m\u011bsta sbalit n\u011bjakou dychtivou sle\u010dnu, kter\u00e1 by mu poskytla tolik cht\u011bn\u00e9 uvoln\u011bn\u00ed. \u00dapln\u011b to vid\u011bl v barv\u00e1ch. Billovo hladk\u00e9 \u0161t\u00edhl\u00e9 t\u011blo, pokryt\u00e9 kapi\u010dkami potu&#8230; ruka se zdobn\u00fdm tetov\u00e1n\u00edm vj\u00ed\u017ed\u00ed do d\u00edv\u010din\u00fdch vlas\u016f&#8230; slastn\u00e9 povzdechy&#8230; o\u010di zast\u0159en\u00e9 touhou&#8230; pravideln\u00e9 pohyby \u00fatl\u00fdch bok\u016f&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>Prudk\u00fd n\u00e1val \u017e\u00e1rlivosti \u00fapln\u011b zast\u0159el jeho rozumn\u00e9 uva\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed. Pevn\u011b sev\u0159el mezi prsty sv\u00e9 vlasy a zat\u00e1hl za n\u011b, a\u017e k nesnesiteln\u00e9 bolesti. Vztekle se rozm\u00e1chl a uhodil sev\u0159enou p\u011bst\u00ed do m\u011bkk\u00e9ho polstrov\u00e1n\u00ed k\u0159esla stoj\u00edc\u00edho u okna. <em>Sakra! Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm t\u011b, Bille! &#8230; A miluju z\u00e1rove\u0148!<\/em><\/div>\n<div>Kolem dev\u00e1t\u00e9 ve\u010der k n\u011bmu nakoukla matka, jestli se nechce j\u00edt posadit dol\u016f k n\u00ed a Gordonovi.<\/div>\n<div>Odm\u00edtl.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Uvid\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee se v po\u0159\u00e1dku vr\u00e1t\u00ed,&#8220; promluvila k Tomovi konej\u0161iv\u011b. &#8222;T\u0159eba mu volal n\u011bjak\u00fd kamar\u00e1d a nestihl ti nechat vzkaz.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00ed\u0161 moc dob\u0159e, \u017ee tady \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dy nem\u00e1,&#8220; syknul Tom a na\u0161tvan\u011b loupl po matce o\u010dima.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Co Andreas?&#8220; nevzd\u00e1vala to.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;S t\u00edm se poh\u00e1dal a u\u017e p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f spolu nemluv\u00ed.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tak t\u0159eba se usm\u00ed\u0159ili&#8230; Tome, nech ho. V\u017edy\u0165 u\u017e je dosp\u011bl\u00fd, Bill se o sebe um\u00ed postarat, v\u017edycky to um\u011bl skv\u011ble. Hm?&#8220; do\u0161la a\u017e k n\u011bmu a ji\u017e podruh\u00e9 za jejich kr\u00e1tkou n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu pohladila Tomovy hrub\u011b spleten\u00e9 vlasy.<\/div>\n<div>N\u011b\u017en\u00fd, l\u00e1skypln\u00fd dotek, prost\u00fd ve\u0161ker\u00fdch postrann\u00edch \u00famysl\u016f a my\u0161lenek donutil Toma, aby se zastavil.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Promi\u0148,&#8220; sv\u011bsil unaven\u011b hlavu, &#8222;nev\u00edm, co to do m\u011b vjelo. Prost\u011b m\u00e1m o n\u011bj strach.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;To je v po\u0159\u00e1dku, Tome,&#8220; pronesla matka s \u00fasm\u011bvem, &#8222;jste p\u0159ece dvoj\u010data. Jinak to snad ani b\u00fdt nem\u016f\u017ee.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Tom jen pok\u00fdval z\u00e1dum\u010div\u011b hlavou, a\u010dkoli uvnit\u0159 s n\u00ed nesouhlasil. <em>Ale m\u016f\u017ee, divila by ses. Kdybych najednou zmizel j\u00e1, ani by si toho nev\u0161iml. Je\u0161t\u011b by byl r\u00e1d. Uvolnila by se mu toti\u017e cesta k tomu jedin\u00e9mu, co je\u0161t\u011b nez\u00edskal a co tolik chce. Uzn\u00e1n\u00ed, \u017ee je skv\u011blej v posteli. \u017de je neodolatelnej&#8230; \u017de to s holkama um\u00ed. \u017de jim um\u00ed d\u00e1t to, co cht\u011bj\u00ed&#8230; To je toti\u017e to, co se ve spojitosti s moj\u00ed osobou \u0159e\u0161\u00ed ve v\u0161ech bulv\u00e1rn\u00edch pl\u00e1tc\u00edch. Kde\u017eto o n\u011bm se po\u0159\u00e1d jen spekuluje, jestli je na kluky nebo nen\u00ed. Sakra! Nem\u011bl jsem do toho j\u00edt, m\u011bl jsem to tenkr\u00e1t odm\u00edtnout a dneska by n\u00e1\u0161 vztah vypadal \u00fapln\u011b jinak. Jen\u017ee to jsem ani n\u00e1hodou nemohl tu\u0161it, co v\u0161echno se m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t&#8230;<br \/><\/em><br \/>autor: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>U\u017e dlouho jsem nesed\u011bl v aut\u011b na m\u00edst\u011b \u0159idi\u010de. Zvykl jsem si vyu\u017e\u00edvat profesion\u00e1ly, kter\u00e9 n\u00e1m plat\u00ed agentura, a kdy\u017e jedeme n\u011bkam sami, obvykle \u0159\u00edd\u00ed Tom. Je to jeho v\u00e1\u0161e\u0148. Vid\u00edm to na n\u011bm. 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