{"id":20753,"date":"2008-02-28T17:52:00","date_gmt":"2008-02-28T16:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20711"},"modified":"2008-02-28T17:52:00","modified_gmt":"2008-02-28T16:52:00","slug":"hledani-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/02\/28\/hledani-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Hled\u00e1n\u00ed 9."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\u2026 a stanul tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed v tv\u00e1\u0159 sv\u00e9mu dvoj\u010deti. &#8222;Bille&#8220; vydechl. <em>Bo\u017ee, je to skute\u010dn\u011b on. A je tak n\u00e1dhern\u00fd. O\u010di mu z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed jako nejtemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed hv\u011bzdy, m\u00e1 jin\u00e9 vlasy.<\/em> \u00dapln\u011b on\u011bm\u011bl. Bez dechu se d\u00edval do t\u00e9 nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159e, kterou kdy spat\u0159il. &#8222;Nazdar br\u00e1\u0161ko&#8220;, usm\u00e1l se Bill. V\u011bd\u011bl, co Tom pro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1, a nemohl se ubr\u00e1nit bla\u017een\u00e9mu pocitu v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed. <em>Vzpamatuj se, Bille, tohle skon\u010dilo, nepamatuje\u0161? Tom to skon\u010dil, odm\u00edtl t\u011b, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 pocity v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed. M\u00e1\u0161 sv\u016fj \u017eivot, tohle je uzav\u0159en\u00e1 kapitola \u2026<\/em> Bill rychle nabyl ztracenou rovnov\u00e1hu &#8222;Dlouho jsme se nevid\u011bli&#8220;.<\/div>\n<div>S Tomem se v\u0161echno to\u010dilo. Objekt jeho nejtajn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch sn\u016f st\u00e1l vedle n\u011bj. Neposlouchal, co mu Bill vypr\u00e1v\u00ed, vdechoval jeho sv\u011b\u017e\u00ed v\u016fni, mraziv\u00e9 vlny zesilovaly. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nec\u00edtil kone\u010dky prst\u016f, ve kter\u00fdch drtil \u0161t\u00edhlou sklenku. Kdy\u017e si p\u0159edstavoval setk\u00e1n\u00ed s bratrem, v\u017edycky v\u011bd\u011bl, co by mu \u0159ekl. Najednou ze sebe nedok\u00e1zal vypravit ani slovo. Odv\u00e1\u017eil se na bratra pod\u00edvat. <em>Je je\u0161t\u011b kr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e byl. Nebo jsem si to d\u0159\u00edv neuv\u011bdomoval?<\/em> Tom nespou\u0161t\u011bl o\u010di z bratrov\u00fdch rt\u016f, kter\u00e9 se b\u011bhem \u0159e\u010di m\u011bkce pohybovaly. Bill \u017eiv\u011b gestikuloval a kdy\u017e Tom pozvedl k \u00fast\u016fm skleni\u010dku, jejich ruce se setkaly. Ob\u011bma projelo neskute\u010dn\u00e9 vzru\u0161en\u00ed. <em>Nedok\u00e1\u017eu to, nedok\u00e1\u017eu tomu vzdorovat!<\/em> Bill zapom\u00ednal, \u017ee sem p\u0159i\u0161el jen proto, aby Toma vid\u011bl, jen z povzd\u00e1l\u00ed, d\u0159\u00edve ne\u017e\u2026 Ani to nedok\u00e1zal, musel s n\u00edm mluvit.A te\u010f? <em>Zase se dost\u00e1v\u00e1me tam, kde jsme skon\u010dili. Zase to bude bolet! J\u00e1 nechci, aby to bolelo! V m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b u\u017e nen\u00ed pro Toma m\u00edsto!<\/em> Tom c\u00edtil, \u017ee v bratrovi se odehr\u00e1v\u00e1 n\u011bco z\u00e1sadn\u00edho. Necht\u011bl poru\u0161it to, co mezi nimi v tu chv\u00edli bylo. Okouzlen\u011b si prohl\u00ed\u017eel jeho tv\u00e1\u0159, prozrazuj\u00edc\u00ed protich\u016fdn\u00e9 my\u0161lenky. <em>Tak dlouho jsem na tuhle chv\u00edli \u010dekal. Tolik jsem po n\u011bm tou\u017eil a te\u010f tu stoj\u00ed p\u0159ede mnou. Sta\u010dilo by jen nat\u00e1hnout ruku a dotknout se ho, abych se p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dil, \u017ee se mi to zase jen nezd\u00e1.<\/em> Nat\u00e1hl ruku k bratrov\u011b tv\u00e1\u0159i a dlan\u00ed se dotkl t\u00e9 hedv\u00e1bn\u00e9 k\u016f\u017ee. P\u0159ej\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl prstem po oblouku obo\u010d\u00ed, po hran\u011b l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti, nosu a\u017e spo\u010dinul na sametov\u00fdch rtech, kter\u00e9 se v o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed chv\u011bly.<\/div>\n<div>Uchopil bratra za ruku a u\u017e se s n\u00edm prod\u00edral ven na zahradu, kde by na\u0161li trochu soukrom\u00ed. Zastavil se ve st\u00ednu magn\u00f3lie, kter\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b shazovala r\u016f\u017eovob\u00edl\u00e9 okv\u011btn\u00ed l\u00edstky. St\u00e1li proti sob\u011b na m\u011bkk\u00e9m koberci kv\u011bt\u016f. Zase to mrazen\u00ed po cel\u00e9m t\u011ble, roztou\u017een\u00e9 pohledy v\u00e1\u0161n\u00ed potemn\u011bl\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, nedo\u010dkav\u00e9 ruce. Dvoj\u010data se k sob\u011b tiskla, jako by to m\u011blo b\u00fdt naposledy v jejich \u017eivot\u011b. Nemohli se naba\u017eit p\u0159\u00edtomnosti toho druh\u00e9ho. Rychl\u00e9 \u00fadery srdce zpomalovaly schopnost rozumn\u00e9ho uva\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed a kdy\u017e se jejich rty kone\u010dn\u011b dotkly, ob\u011bma bylo jasn\u00e9, \u017ee op\u011bt p\u0159ekro\u010dili hranici, kterou tak pracn\u011b tolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f budovali. Tom se sna\u017eil b\u00fdt maxim\u00e1ln\u011b n\u011b\u017en\u00fd, ale touha po Billovi mu to znemo\u017e\u0148ovala. Drav\u011b se dob\u00fdval do bratrov\u00fdch \u00fast, plenil ka\u017ed\u00e9 jejich z\u00e1kout\u00ed. Tiskl zuby Billovy jemn\u00e9 rty, zat\u00edmco si vr\u00fdval do rukou tvary bratrova t\u011bla. Tla\u010dil bratra hloub\u011bji do st\u00ednu strom\u016f a nedo\u010dkav\u011b se dost\u00e1val pod jeho oble\u010den\u00ed. Bill byl jako v ohni, bratrovy ruce p\u00e1lily jeho jemnou k\u016f\u017ei, t\u011blem mu prob\u00edhalo neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00e9 vzru\u0161en\u00ed. <em>Je\u0161t\u011b naposledy!<\/em> pomyslel si, kdy\u017e pod t\u00edhou Tomova t\u011bla padal do sametov\u00fdch kv\u011bt\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>S odezn\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed rozko\u0161\u00ed se oba pomalu vraceli do re\u00e1ln\u00e9ho sv\u011bta. Pr\u00e1v\u011b pro\u017eili to nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, co dosud poznali. Milovali se s v\u011bdom\u00edm Damoklova me\u010de nad jejich hlavami, odlou\u010den\u00ed jen n\u00e1sobilo jejich pro\u017eitek. \u0160t\u011bst\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se rozl\u00e9valo Tomov\u00fdm t\u011blem, bylo neskute\u010dn\u00e9. <em>Bo\u017ee, d\u011bkuju. Splnilo se to, po \u010dem jsem tolik tou\u017eil. Bill je zp\u00e1tky, po\u0159\u00e1d mu na m\u011b z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed. Nezapomn\u011bl na m\u011b!<\/em> &#8222;L\u00e1sko, jsem tak \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd&#8220; za\u0161eptal a sledoval bratra, kter\u00fd si ml\u010dky obl\u00e9kal bundu. Bill se po n\u011bm pod\u00edval a sedl si k n\u011bmu zp\u00e1tky na zem. Tom pohladil bratra po \u010dern\u00fdch vlasech &#8222;Mus\u00edm ti toho tolik \u0159\u00edct a hlavn\u011b se ti mus\u00edm omluvit. Ubl\u00ed\u017eil jsem ti a nikdy jsem toho nep\u0159estal litovat. Bille, nechci t\u011b zase ztratit. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu bez tebe \u017e\u00edt, um\u00edr\u00e1m bez tebe. Omlouv\u00e1m se, l\u00e1sko, za tu bolest, kterou jsem ti zp\u016fsobil. J\u00e1 \u2026 miluju t\u011b, Bille. Te\u010f u\u017e to v\u00edm&#8220;.<\/div>\n<div>Kone\u010dn\u011b Bill zdvihl k Tomovi uslzen\u00e9 o\u010di &#8222;Tome, moje srdci ti bude pat\u0159it po v\u0161echny dny, kter\u00e9 budu na tomhle sv\u011bt\u011b. Nikdy jsem nikoho nemiloval tak jako tebe, ale \u2026 Vr\u00e1til jsem se k Nell a \u010dek\u00e1m s n\u00ed d\u00edt\u011b!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u2026 a stanul tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed v tv\u00e1\u0159 sv\u00e9mu dvoj\u010deti. &#8222;Bille&#8220; vydechl. Bo\u017ee, je to skute\u010dn\u011b on. A je tak n\u00e1dhern\u00fd. O\u010di mu z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed jako nejtemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed hv\u011bzdy, m\u00e1 jin\u00e9 vlasy. \u00dapln\u011b on\u011bm\u011bl. Bez dechu se d\u00edval do t\u00e9 nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159e, kterou kdy spat\u0159il. &#8222;Nazdar<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/02\/28\/hledani-9\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[47],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20753","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hledani"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20753","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20753"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20753\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20753"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20753"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}