{"id":20754,"date":"2008-02-28T17:52:00","date_gmt":"2008-02-28T16:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=20712"},"modified":"2008-02-28T17:52:00","modified_gmt":"2008-02-28T16:52:00","slug":"hledani-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/02\/28\/hledani-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Hled\u00e1n\u00ed 8."},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\u2026 Bill sebral ve\u0161ker\u00e9 zbytky sv\u00e9 odvahy. Oto\u010dil se a potichu ode\u0161el do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. T\u00e9 noci dosp\u011bl k rozhodnut\u00ed, \u017ee pokud chce zachr\u00e1nit sebe i sv\u00e9ho bratra, mus\u00ed pry\u010d. Nemohou b\u00fdt spolu, ale neum\u00ed b\u00fdt bez sebe. Odlou\u010den\u00ed bude jedin\u00e1 rozumn\u00e1 v\u011bc, kterou Bill mus\u00ed ud\u011blat.<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e se druh\u00fd den r\u00e1no Tom probudil, m\u00edsto kocoviny c\u00edtil zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed pocit kdesi uvnit\u0159. Uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee na Billa zapomenout nem\u016f\u017ee. Sv\u00e9 pocity mus\u00ed poh\u0159b\u00edt hluboko, to ano, ale mus\u00ed za\u010d\u00edt s Billem zase mluvit. Odlou\u010den\u00ed d\u00e1v\u00e1 Billovi najednou jinou tv\u00e1\u0159, tak to je. A pak se nech\u00e1 un\u00e9st &#8211; tak jako v noci. Kdyby spolu norm\u00e1ln\u011b komunikovali, ur\u010dit\u011b by ho nic takov\u00e9ho nenapadlo. <em>Jo, p\u0159i\u0161el jsem na to. Proto\u017ee mi chyb\u00ed m\u016fj br\u00e1\u0161ka Bill, napadaj\u00ed m\u011b takov\u00e9 v\u011bci. To bude ono!<\/em> Najednou m\u011bl jasno, v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee bez Billa nebude jeho \u017eivot \u00fapln\u00fd. Sice spolu nebudou jako p\u00e1r, ale mus\u00ed z\u00edskat zp\u011bt sv\u00e9ho bratra, sv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de. Radostn\u011b vysko\u010dil z postele a jako v\u00edtr vlet\u011bl do bratrova pokoje. Na\u0161el tam v\u0161ak pouze kr\u00e1tk\u00fd l\u00edstek: <em>Tome, u\u017e to d\u00e1l nevydr\u017e\u00edm. Mus\u00edm pry\u010d. Nedok\u00e1\u017eu \u017e\u00edt d\u00e1l tak jako dosud. Odpus\u0165 mi, pros\u00edm. Bill<\/em>. Tomovo srdce zrychlilo o n\u011bkolik des\u00edtek tep\u016f. \u010cetl vzkaz po\u0159\u00e1d dokola a necht\u011bl tomu uv\u011b\u0159it\u2026<\/div>\n<div>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026.<\/div>\n<div>Tom si prot\u0159el o\u010di. Ano, od t\u00e9 doby, co Bill ode\u0161el, se Tom nemohl zbavit sn\u016f, ve kter\u00fdch hr\u00e1lo jeho dvoj\u010de hlavn\u00ed roli. A bylo to \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l t\u00edm hor\u0161\u00ed. Unaven\u011b se posadil na posteli. C\u00edtil se hrozn\u011b. Nemohl bez Billa \u017e\u00edt, ale nemohl \u017e\u00edt ani s n\u00edm. Bludn\u00fd kruh, do kter\u00e9ho se zapletl, ho pevn\u011bji a pevn\u011bji svazoval. U\u017e to bude skoro p\u016fl roku, co Billa vid\u011bl naposledy. Bill tehdy ode\u0161el a nikomu ne\u0159ekl, kde je. Jednou poslal zpr\u00e1vu, \u017ee je v po\u0159\u00e1dku a \u017ee si o n\u011bj nemaj\u00ed d\u011blat starosti. To bylo v\u0161echno. Tolik mu chyb\u011bl. To, co se mezi nimi stalo, si p\u0159ehr\u00e1val v mysli snad tis\u00edckr\u00e1t. Kde skon\u010dilo Tomovo p\u0159edsevzet\u00ed v\u0161echno z pam\u011bti vymazat? Nedok\u00e1zal to, \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc se o to sna\u017eil, t\u00edm se jeho posedlost Billem zv\u011bt\u0161ovala. Nedok\u00e1zal myslet na nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e na sv\u00e9 dvoj\u010de. Hledal ho v lidech, kter\u00e9 potk\u00e1val. Kolikr\u00e1t se mu stalo, \u017ee dob\u011bhl vysokou \u010dernovlasou postavu, ale kdy\u017e ji uchopil za rameno, v\u017edy uvid\u011bl ciz\u00ed, nech\u00e1pav\u00fd obli\u010dej. Rvalo ho to na kusy, ale st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b si jeho rozum necht\u011bl p\u0159ipustit, co jeho srdce v\u011bd\u011blo u\u017e d\u00e1vno. \u010cas je\u0161t\u011b neuzr\u00e1l \u2026<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bude\u0161 ve\u010der doma?&#8220; zeptala se matka, hned jak se\u0161el dol\u016f do kuchyn\u011b. &#8222;Asi ne, pro\u010d? No, vlastn\u011b ur\u010dit\u011b nebudu, Andy m\u00e1 narozky, zastav\u00edm se u n\u011bj \u2026&#8220; odpov\u011bd\u011bl Tom a hrnul se k j\u00eddlu, kter\u00e9 na n\u011bj \u010dekalo na stole. &#8222;Myslela jsem, \u017ee bych pozvala Margot, a ud\u011blaly bychom si d\u00e1mskou j\u00edzdu&#8220; zasm\u00e1la se matka pot\u011b\u0161en\u011b a sledovala syna, jak do sebe l\u00e1duje jeden rohl\u00edk za druh\u00fdm. &#8222;A necpi se tak, bude ob\u011bd&#8220;.<\/div>\n<div>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026.<\/div>\n<div>Hlasit\u00e1 hudba se rozl\u00e9hala celou ulic\u00ed. Houpavou ch\u016fz\u00ed se huben\u00fd kluk s dlouh\u00fdmi dredy bl\u00ed\u017eil k domu sv\u00e9ho kamar\u00e1da, kde se ten ve\u010der se\u0161lo snad cel\u00e9 m\u011bsto. <em>Pro\u010d sem vlastn\u011b jdu? V\u016fbec nem\u00e1m n\u00e1ladu s n\u011bk\u00fdm mluvit, poslouchat p\u0159iblbl\u00e9 hol\u010di\u010d\u00ed chichot\u00e1n\u00ed a tv\u00e1\u0159it se, \u017ee m\u011b v\u0161echny ty kecy zaj\u00edmaj\u00ed \u2026 Seber se, Tome, zapome\u0148 na Billa a u\u017eij si to, jinak to nejde!<\/em> P\u0159esv\u011bd\u010doval s\u00e1m sebe. Hlou\u010dky lid\u00ed post\u00e1valy u\u017e u branky do zahrady, v zahrad\u011b, mezi dve\u0159mi \u2026 Tom se s m\u00edrnou nechut\u00ed propl\u00e9tal davy, a\u017e zahl\u00e9dl kamar\u00e1da. &#8222;Jsem r\u00e1d, \u017ees p\u0159i\u0161el. Bude to fakt skv\u011bl\u00e1 akce, pod\u00edvej t\u011bch bab&#8220; za\u0161klebil se Andy. Tom si od n\u011bj vzal skleni\u010dku s bublinkami a sna\u017eil se naladit na stejnou vlnu. Andy m\u011bl pravdu, mohla by to b\u00fdt skv\u011bl\u00e1 akce, jenom se kone\u010dn\u011b odpoutat od my\u0161lenek na bratra a za\u010d\u00edt zase \u017e\u00edt. A Tom cht\u011bl tak moc \u017e\u00edt.<\/div>\n<div>Po dvou hodin\u00e1ch u\u017e mu davy lid\u00ed v\u016fbec nevadily. Po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b si zase p\u0159i\u0161el svobodn\u00fd a uvoln\u011bn\u00fd. Skv\u011ble se bavil. Podup\u00e1val nohou do rytmu pr\u00e1v\u011b zn\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed hudby a sm\u00e1l se vtipu, kter\u00fd mu n\u011bkdo vypr\u00e1v\u011bl, kdy\u017e uc\u00edtil mrazen\u00ed v z\u00e1dech. Ztuhl. Tohle p\u0159ece v\u017edycky c\u00edtil, kdy\u017e \u2026 Oto\u010dil se jako ve zpomalen\u00e9m filmu a stanul tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed v tv\u00e1\u0159 sv\u00e9mu dvoj\u010deti.<\/div>\n<div>autor: <strong>Michelle M.<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u2026 Bill sebral ve\u0161ker\u00e9 zbytky sv\u00e9 odvahy. Oto\u010dil se a potichu ode\u0161el do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. T\u00e9 noci dosp\u011bl k rozhodnut\u00ed, \u017ee pokud chce zachr\u00e1nit sebe i sv\u00e9ho bratra, mus\u00ed pry\u010d. Nemohou b\u00fdt spolu, ale neum\u00ed b\u00fdt bez sebe. Odlou\u010den\u00ed bude jedin\u00e1 rozumn\u00e1<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2008\/02\/28\/hledani-8\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[47],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20754","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hledani"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20754","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20754"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20754\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20754"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20754"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20754"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}