{"id":4645,"date":"2013-09-29T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-09-29T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=4631"},"modified":"2013-09-29T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2013-09-29T15:00:00","slug":"prilis-pozde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2013\/09\/29\/prilis-pozde\/","title":{"rendered":"P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><strong>autor: Lucy<br \/><\/strong> <\/p>\n<p>P\u0159ijde mi, \u017ee m\u011b pron\u00e1sleduje\u0161. Jako by ses m\u011bl objevit za ka\u017ed\u00fdm rohem, kam se chci schovat. Jsi v\u0161ude. Jsi jako vzduch.  Jsi v\u0161echno i nic. Za m\u016fj strach m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 ty. Jsi temn\u00fd st\u00edn.<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Tolik probd\u011bn\u00fdch noc\u00ed. A po\u0159\u00e1d nen\u00ed konec. Po\u0159\u00e1d vid\u00edm ten z\u00e1voj havran\u00edch vlas\u016f. Pot\u0159ebuju sp\u00e1t, ale nedovol\u00ed\u0161 mi to. Pro\u010d na tebe nem\u016f\u017eu zapomenout?<\/p>\n<p>Nechci, aby se mi o tob\u011b zd\u00e1lo. Nechci vzpom\u00ednat na tv\u016fj hlas, kolena podlamuj\u00edc\u00ed \u00fasm\u011bv. A u\u017e v\u016fbec ne na tvoje ruce. V\u0161echna l\u017eiv\u00e1 slova, co jsi \u0159ekl, jen abys m\u011b zase dostal do postele. Bille, v\u017edy\u0165 ty jsi ze m\u011b d\u011blal loutku. Kdy\u017e se k tomu vrac\u00edm, je hrozn\u00e9 vid\u011bt, jak ses v tom zdokonalil. Denn\u011b sed\u00edm a jen tak z\u00edr\u00e1m z okna. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, kde nastala chyba. Ten zlom, kdy jsi m\u011b odepsal. Pro\u010d mi t\u011b p\u0159ipom\u00edn\u00e1 snad v\u0161echno kolem m\u011b?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Kdybys m\u011b aspo\u0148 hledal. P\u0159eji si, abys na m\u011b mluvil. St\u00e1l u m\u011b a d\u00edval se mi do o\u010d\u00ed. Zn\u00e1t pravdu, tu skute\u010dnou. Jen\u017ee bych to neunesl st\u00e1t u tebe. Rad\u011bj ute\u010du, ne\u017e riskovat, \u017ee se mi vysm\u011bje\u0161 a \u017ee j\u00e1 u\u017e jsem ti k ni\u010demu. I kdy\u017e&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u010c\u00edm v\u00edc na tebe mysl\u00edm, t\u00edm jasn\u011bji si uv\u011bdomuju, \u017ee m\u011b to nep\u0159e\u0161lo. St\u00e1le t\u011b chci, i kdy\u017e je to tak d\u00e1vno. Pot\u0159ebuju t\u011b, Billi. Jen\u017ee nem\u016f\u017eu. Nesm\u00edm. Tolik mi chyb\u00ed\u0161. Zase sed\u00edm u po\u010d\u00edta\u010de a kouk\u00e1m na ty fotky. Slzy mi te\u010dou po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch a j\u00e1 si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, jak jsem to tehdy dok\u00e1zal? V sekund\u011b zni\u010dit v\u0161echno, pro co jsem byl ochotn\u00fd ob\u011btovat i \u017eivot. A ochotn\u00fd ud\u011blat to i te\u010f. Jen vr\u00e1tit \u010das \u00fapln\u011b na za\u010d\u00e1tek a tam z\u016fstat. Do chvil, o kter\u00fdch v\u00edm, \u017ee jsi m\u011b m\u011bl skute\u010dn\u011b r\u00e1d.<\/p>\n<p>Pot\u0159ebuju v\u011bd\u011bt, jestli si m\u011b pamatuje\u0161, nebo ti ta z\u00edskan\u00e1 sl\u00e1va stoupla do hlavy a\u017e tak moc. Jsem ochotn\u00fd ud\u011blat tu stejnou v\u011bc. Budu to zkou\u0161et znova a znova, dokud m\u011b to nezni\u010d\u00ed. Rad\u011bj se nech\u00e1m zas rozb\u00edt, ne\u017e neriskovat aspo\u0148 n\u011bjakou tvoji pozornost. A\u0165 u\u017e bys \u0159ekl: &#8222;<em>M\u00e1m n\u011bkoho jin\u00e9ho, Tome&#8220;<\/em>, po\u0159\u00e1d by to znamenalo, \u017ee aspo\u0148 mal\u00fd kousek tebe na m\u011b myslel.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Ty tvoje fotky jsou pro m\u011b nad\u011bje. Kouk\u00e1m na n\u011b a v\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee se n\u011bco stane. N\u011bco velk\u00e9ho. A tak nap\u00ed\u0161u prost\u00e9 <em>Ahoj<\/em> a ode\u0161lu to i s \u017e\u00e1dost\u00ed o p\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed. Jako \u017e\u00e1dost o znovu za\u0159azen\u00ed do tv\u00e9ho \u017eivota.<\/p>\n<p><em>Poslal jsem \u017e\u00e1dost o zni\u010den\u00ed sv\u00e9 du\u0161e. Jen kv\u016fli tv\u00e9 pozornosti. Pro to chci \u017e\u00edt&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/em> <strong>autor: Lucy<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><strong>betaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Lucy P\u0159ijde mi, \u017ee m\u011b pron\u00e1sleduje\u0161. Jako by ses m\u011bl objevit za ka\u017ed\u00fdm rohem, kam se chci schovat. Jsi v\u0161ude. Jsi jako vzduch. Jsi v\u0161echno i nic. Za m\u016fj strach m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 ty. Jsi temn\u00fd st\u00edn. Tolik probd\u011bn\u00fdch noc\u00ed. 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