{"id":5493,"date":"2012-12-23T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2012-12-23T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=5477"},"modified":"2012-12-23T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2012-12-23T16:00:00","slug":"everything-burns","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2012\/12\/23\/everything-burns\/","title":{"rendered":"Everything Burns"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><strong>autor: T-KAY<br \/><\/strong> <em><\/p>\n<p>Tak lidi\u010dky. V\u00edm, \u017ee moje v\u00edced\u00edlovky stojej, ale bohu\u017eel bu\u010f nen\u00ed \u010das, nebo nen\u00ed n\u00e1pad. Omlouv\u00e1m se za to a snad v\u00e1m to vynahrad\u00edm touhle jednou rychlovkou. Abych up\u0159esnila, pro\u010d zrovna rychlovka. Takhle jednod\u00edlka je psan\u00e1 ve t\u0159i r\u00e1no a byla napsan\u00e1 za necelou hodinu. Byl to opravdu takov\u00fd chvilkov\u00fd n\u00e1pad a napadl m\u011b p\u0159i poslouch\u00e1n\u00ed jedn\u00e9 \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9 p\u00edsni\u010dky. Tu si k tomu samoz\u0159ejm\u011b pus\u0165te, proto\u017ee jen d\u00edky n\u00ed to vzniklo. Sice n\u00e1zev asi nebude d\u00e1vat smysl ve spojitosti s p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhem, ale snad se nikdo zlobit nebude.<\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><em>Tak jen sm\u011ble do toho a u\u017eijte si to.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Pa T-KAY<\/em><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"277\" height=\"34\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/clqlx8EQ77w\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Kr\u00e1\u010del po ulici pln\u00e9 lid\u00ed. V\u0161ichni do n\u011bj nar\u00e1\u017eeli, ale p\u0159esto se nikdo nestaral, zda mu to ubli\u017euje, nebo ne. Nikdo nesly\u0161el jeho zp\u011bv, i kdy\u017e zp\u00edval opravdu nahlas. Nikdo si nev\u0161\u00edmal bolesti ve slovech, kter\u00e1 mu vych\u00e1zela z \u00fast. V\u0161ichni jako by odm\u00edtali p\u0159ipustit, \u017ee je v jejich st\u0159edu n\u011bkdo jako on.<\/p>\n<p><em>He sits in his corner<br \/>Singing himself to sleep<br \/>Wrapped in all of the promises<br \/>That no one seems to keep<br \/>She no longer cries to herself,<br \/>No tears left to wash away<br \/>Just diaries of empty pages,<br \/>Feelings gone astray<br \/>But he will sing\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/em> Jeho slzy d\u00e1vno vyschly. Sna\u017eil se naj\u00edt jen to, co mu opravdu sch\u00e1zelo. Jedinou osobu v jeho \u017eivot\u011b, na kter\u00e9 mu opravdu z\u00e1le\u017eelo. Doufal, \u017ee on jeho p\u00edse\u0148 usly\u0161\u00ed a uhas\u00ed ohe\u0148 v jeho hrudi, kter\u00fd te\u010f spaloval jeho t\u011blo. Kter\u00fd spaloval ve\u0161kerou p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ku a l\u017ei. Mo\u017en\u00e1 \u010dekal, \u017ee si n\u011bkdo toho ohn\u011b, kter\u00fd ho spaloval, v\u0161imne, ale marn\u011b. Pomalu ni\u010dil v\u0161echny jeho sny o budoucnosti s n\u00edm. V\u0161echnu tu nen\u00e1vist a hn\u011bv, kter\u00fd unikl z jeho \u00fast.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8218;Till everything burns<\/em><em><br \/>While everyone screams<br \/>Burning their lies<br \/>Burning my dreams<br \/>All of this hate<br \/>And all of this pain<br \/>I&#8217;ll burn it all down<br \/>As my anger reigns<br \/>&#8218;Till everything burns\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Cht\u011bl jen jeho u sebe. Ale te\u010f tu kr\u00e1\u010del m\u011bstem a hledal ho. Nechal ho po t\u00e9 h\u00e1dce odej\u00edt, a nyn\u00ed toho velice litoval. Miloval ho v\u00edc ne\u017e sv\u016fj \u017eivot, ale i tak by si nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nic neud\u011blal. V\u011bd\u011bl o sob\u011b, \u017ee nen\u00ed tak siln\u00fd jako on. On ho dok\u00e1zal v\u017edy ochr\u00e1nit. P\u0159ed v\u0161\u00edm a p\u0159ede v\u0161emi. Jeho Tom byl jedin\u00fd, kter\u00fd dok\u00e1zal v jeho srdci vzk\u0159\u00edsit l\u00e1sku, kterou on je\u0161t\u011b jako d\u00edt\u011b zavrhl.<\/p>\n<p>Ano\u2026 nem\u011bl dokonal\u00e9 d\u011btstv\u00ed. M\u011bl matku, kter\u00e1 se ut\u00e1p\u011bla v alkoholu po tom, co j\u00ed jeho otec vyhodil na ulici. Otce neznal, ani o n\u011bj nest\u00e1l. U\u017e jako student si musel vyd\u011bl\u00e1vat na studia, ale ani to ho nezlomilo.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">A\u017e pr\u00e1v\u011b na st\u0159edn\u00ed nastal zlom. Potkal Toma, kter\u00fd mu uk\u00e1zal, co je l\u00e1ska, a to v\u00e1\u017eit si j\u00ed. Uk\u00e1zal mu, \u017ee ne v\u0161echno je hned \u0161patn\u00e9, a taky to, jak\u00e9 to je milovat a b\u00fdt milov\u00e1n. Ale jeho \u017e\u00e1rlivost ho dohnala a\u017e sem. Byl opravdu p\u0159ehnan\u011b \u017e\u00e1rliv\u00fd, a to se mu vymstilo.<\/p>\n<p>Kdyby tak ne\u0161li do klubu, kde se Tom zapov\u00eddal se starou kamar\u00e1dkou a jeho nechal \u010dekat u stolu. Vid\u011bl v\u0161echno. Jak se spolu sm\u011bj\u00ed, jak se obj\u00edmaj\u00ed. V\u0159ela v n\u011bm krev, ale i tak to dok\u00e1zal na chv\u00edli zadusit. Tedy do t\u00e9 doby, ne\u017e dorazili do jejich spole\u010dn\u00e9ho bytu. Pak to v\u0161echno za\u010dalo.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">I kdy\u017e se Tom sna\u017eil ospravedlnit, \u017ee o nic ne\u0161lo, \u017ee ho miluje a nepot\u0159ebuje n\u011bjakou holku, kterou n\u00e1hodou znal od d\u011btstv\u00ed, on mu nev\u011b\u0159il.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Nedok\u00e1zal mu v\u011b\u0159it po tom, co vid\u011bl. \u017d\u00e1rlil na tu d\u00edvku, kter\u00e1 se ho jen dotkla. Kter\u00e1 ho objala po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b jejich zn\u00e1mosti.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">To ho ale nezaj\u00edmalo. Jeho je\u0161itnost vyhr\u00e1la nad d\u016fv\u011brou, a on vybuchl.<\/p>\n<p>Kdy\u017e se Tom potom sebral a ode\u0161el, on koukal na dve\u0159e dlouhou dobu, ne\u017e si uv\u011bdomil, co bylo \u0161patn\u011b, a \u017ee naprosto zbyte\u010dn\u011b vybuchl. Pozd\u011b si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee cel\u00e1 jejich h\u00e1dka byla zbyte\u010dn\u00e1 a za\u010dal toho litovat. Nenapadlo ho nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e se vydat Toma hledat. Bohu\u017eel netu\u0161il, kudy Tom ode\u0161el a kam m\u011bl nam\u00ed\u0159eno.<\/p>\n<p>A tak jsme zp\u011bt na ulici pln\u00e9 lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed se p\u0159etva\u0159uj\u00ed a d\u00e1vaj\u00ed najevo, \u017ee je chlapc\u016fv \u017eal nezaj\u00edm\u00e1.<\/p>\n<p><\/div>\n<div><em>Walking through life unnoticed<\/em><em><br \/>Knowing that no one cares<br \/>Too consumed in their masquerade<br \/>No one sees him there<br \/>And still he sings\u2026<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Chlapec \u0161el a m\u00edjel jen tv\u00e1\u0159e. Tv\u00e1\u0159e, kter\u00e9 ho nezaj\u00edmaly. On cht\u011bl vid\u011bt jen jednu tv\u00e1\u0159. A to tu, kter\u00e1 pat\u0159ila jeho l\u00e1sce.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Znovu se na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i objevily slzy. Sklopil pohled k zemi, tak\u017ee vlastn\u011b vzdal sv\u00e9 hled\u00e1n\u00ed. Vzdal to, \u017ee by se Tom objevil a objal ho. Po chv\u00edli se dokonce zastavil. Nechal lidi, aby do n\u011bj nar\u00e1\u017eeli. Div ho nesrazili na zem, ale on st\u00e1le jen st\u00e1l a st\u00e1l. Netu\u0161il, na co \u010dek\u00e1.<\/p>\n<p>O p\u00e1r metr\u016f d\u00e1l, jako by si to n\u011bkdo p\u0159\u00e1l, st\u00e1l Tom. Ten ale nem\u011bl hlavu sklon\u011bnou. D\u00edval se na chlapcovu postavu, jak rezignovan\u011b vzdala boj. Jak do sebe nechal nar\u00e1\u017eet od ciz\u00edch lid\u00ed. Dokonce vid\u011bl jeho slzy.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">U\u0161el t\u011bch p\u00e1r krok\u016f, kter\u00e9 je d\u011blily, ne\u017e stanul p\u0159ed chlapcem.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Nebre\u010d. V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to nem\u00e1m r\u00e1d,&#8220; \u0159ekl ti\u0161e Tom a vy\u010dk\u00e1val.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Chlapec p\u0159ekvapen\u011b zvedl hlavu. Slzy neut\u00edral, ani si to neuv\u011bdomoval, \u017ee mu n\u011bjak\u00e9 st\u00e9kaj\u00ed po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch. D\u00edval se do obli\u010deje tomu, kter\u00e9ho miloval. Tomu, kter\u00fd mu d\u00e1val poznat l\u00e1sku.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;V\u00edm, ale\u2026.&#8220; Chlapec nev\u011bd\u011bl, co \u0159\u00edct. Byl doslova vyveden z m\u00edry.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Poj\u010f. Tady si stejn\u011b nepromluv\u00edme v klidu,&#8220; \u0159ekl Tom, vzal chlapce za loket a odch\u00e1zeli sm\u011brem, kter\u00fdm Tom tu\u0161il klidnou kav\u00e1rnu.<\/p>\n<p>Tam se usadili, objednali si, a pak se mezi nimi rozhostilo ticho. Vym\u011b\u0148ovali si vz\u00e1jemn\u00e9 pohledy. Ani jeden netu\u0161il, jak m\u00e1 za\u010d\u00edt a zda m\u00e1 za\u010d\u00edt jeden nebo ten druh\u00fd.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Omlouv\u00e1m se,&#8220; \u0161eptl chlapec po velmi dlouh\u00e9 chv\u00edli.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Bolelo m\u011b, kdy\u017e jsi mi nev\u011b\u0159il,&#8220; hlesnul Tom a st\u00e1le up\u0159en\u011b sledoval chlapce p\u0159ed sebou.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;J\u00e1 v\u00edm. Nev\u00edm, co to do m\u011b vjelo. Najednou jsem za\u010dal \u017e\u00e1rlit a vid\u011bl jsem jen to nejhor\u0161\u00ed,&#8220; vzlykl chlapec a sklopil pohled k zemi. Sp\u00ed\u0161e sledoval sv\u00e9 ruce polo\u017een\u00e9 v kl\u00edn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nech\u00e1pu, pro\u010d t\u011b napadlo to nejhor\u0161\u00ed. \u0158\u00edkal jsem ti, \u017ee se zn\u00e1me od d\u011btstv\u00ed. Nech\u00e1pu, pro\u010d sis myslel, \u017ee m\u011b p\u0159itahuj\u00ed d\u00edvky, kdy\u017e jsme spolu u\u017e tak dlouho. V\u017edycky jsem miloval tebe,&#8220; odpov\u011bd\u011bl Tom.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;J\u00e1 nev\u00edm, Tome,&#8220; hlesl chlapec a stiskl v\u00ed\u010dka k sob\u011b, aby zabr\u00e1nil p\u0159ich\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00edm slz\u00e1m.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Pod\u00edvej se na m\u011b,&#8220; \u0159ekl najednou Tom a chlapec tak u\u010dinil. &#8222;Co tam vid\u00ed\u0161? Vid\u00ed\u0161 snad to, \u017ee bych od tebe cht\u011bl ut\u00e9ct?&#8220; zn\u011bla Tomova ot\u00e1zka. Chlapec zavrt\u011bl hlavou. &#8222;Vid\u00ed\u0161 tam snad to, \u017ee bych cht\u011bl d\u00edvku m\u00edsto tebe?&#8220; dal\u0161\u00ed ot\u00e1zka, na kterou chlapec znovu zavrt\u011bl hlavou. &#8222;Tak mi pov\u011bz, co tam vid\u00ed\u0161,&#8220; pob\u00eddl ho.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Vid\u00edm jen to, co jsem tam vid\u011bl v\u017edycky. Tu l\u00e1sku, kterou m\u011b zahrnuje\u0161. Pochop\u00edm, \u017ee u\u017e se mnou nebude\u0161 cht\u00edt b\u00fdt. Choval jsem se jako idiot,&#8220; odpov\u011bd\u011bl ti\u0161e chlapec a \u010dekal na Tomovo vyj\u00e1d\u0159en\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nebl\u00e1zni. Ano, choval ses jako idiot, ale to nen\u00ed d\u016fvod k tomu, abych t\u011b opustil. J\u00e1 t\u011b toti\u017e miluju, Bille,&#8220; \u0159ekl Tom, vstal a p\u0159e\u0161el k chlapci.<\/p>\n<p>Uchopil ho lehce za bradu a zvedl mu hlavu. Pak se k n\u011bmu sklonil a spojil jejich rty v jedny, jako to bylo poka\u017ed\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;D\u011bkuju,&#8220; \u0159ekl ti\u0161e Bill.<\/p>\n<p><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8218;Till everything burns<br \/>While everyone screams<br \/>Burning their lies<br \/>Burning my dreams<br \/>All of this hate<br \/>And all of this pain<br \/>Burn it all down<br \/>As my anger reigns<\/p>\n<p><\/em> <strong>autor: T-KAY<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: T-KAY Tak lidi\u010dky. V\u00edm, \u017ee moje v\u00edced\u00edlovky stojej, ale bohu\u017eel bu\u010f nen\u00ed \u010das, nebo nen\u00ed n\u00e1pad. Omlouv\u00e1m se za to a snad v\u00e1m to vynahrad\u00edm touhle jednou rychlovkou. Abych up\u0159esnila, pro\u010d zrovna rychlovka. 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