{"id":6223,"date":"2012-07-08T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2012-07-08T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=6206"},"modified":"2012-07-08T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2012-07-08T13:00:00","slug":"wish-you-were-here-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2012\/07\/08\/wish-you-were-here-14\/","title":{"rendered":"Wish you were here 14."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Kiki<\/p>\n

<\/strong> V\u00edm, \u017ee tento d\u00edl je pon\u011bkud krat\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e ty p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9, ale to my snad prominete. Nev\u00edm, jak bych jej rozepsala, to podstatn\u00e9 tam je:) K.<\/em><\/div>\n

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<\/em> Zn\u00e1te ten pocit, kdy sed\u00edte zav\u0159eni v pokoji na posteli se sluch\u00e1tky v u\u0161\u00edch, z nich\u017e se line va\u0161e obl\u00edben\u00e1 pomal\u00e1 hudba? Venku pr\u0161\u00ed, je zamra\u010deno a v\u00e1m nezb\u00fdv\u00e1 nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e jen vzpom\u00ednat na to, co bylo p\u0159ed \u010dty\u0159iadvaceti hodinami? Kdy v\u00e1m bylo jedno, jestli venku sv\u00edt\u00ed slun\u00ed\u010dko, \u010di naopak oblohou prol\u00e9t\u00e1v\u00e1 n\u011bkolik blesk\u016f? Kdy se top\u00edte ve sv\u00e9m vlastn\u00edm sv\u011bt\u011b, a nic jin\u00e9ho v\u00e1s nezaj\u00edm\u00e1? P\u0159esn\u011b tohle znal \u010dernovl\u00e1sek a\u017e moc dob\u0159e.<\/p>\n

P\u0159ed p\u00e1r sekundami, minutami, p\u0159ed n\u011bkolika hodinami byl pr\u00e1v\u011b na tomto m\u00edst\u011b, s n\u00edm. A te\u010f? Byl pry\u010d. U\u017e nevid\u011bl jeho v\u011bci na gau\u010di, u\u017e jej nevid\u011bl vedle sebe, nemohl jej obejmout, pol\u00edbit, pohladit nebo se ho alespo\u0148 dotknout, nic. Nebyl tady.<\/p>\n

Nebyl tady, av\u0161ak Bill v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee je s n\u00edm. V jeho my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch, vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch… srd\u00ed\u010dku. V budoucnosti. Po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch mu st\u00e9kaly slzy, stejn\u011b jako ledov\u00e9 kapky de\u0161t\u011b po okn\u011b. I mraky plakaly. N\u011bkdy jej opravdu zaj\u00edmalo, jestli Tom na n\u011bj mysl\u00ed stejn\u011b tak jako on na n\u011bj. Mo\u017en\u00e1 ano, mo\u017en\u00e1 ne. V hloubi du\u0161e v\u0161ak doufal. Polo\u017eil sv\u00e9 unaven\u00e9 t\u011blo do \u010dist\u00fdch a nad\u00fdchan\u00fdch pe\u0159in. P\u0159i\u0161el si jako na obl\u00e1\u010dku. \u0160ed\u00e9m a uplakan\u00e9m obl\u00e1\u010dku. Ani netu\u0161il jak, ale pl\u00e1\u010d a hudba jej pomalu uspaly a on tak kone\u010dn\u011b mohl odej\u00edt z reality…<\/div>\n

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Otravn\u00fd bud\u00edk jej probudil, a to znamenalo jedin\u00e9 – byl \u010das j\u00edt do \u0161koly. Vst\u00e1val v\u017edy d\u0159\u00edve, aby se stihl upravit. Obl\u00e9knout se, make-up, vlasy. To v\u0161e, v\u010detn\u011b hygieny, zabralo n\u011bjak\u00fd ten \u010das nav\u00edc. Ani nesn\u00eddal, to by nem\u011bl nejmen\u0161\u00ed \u0161anci st\u00edhat, musel by vst\u00e1vat je\u0161t\u011b d\u0159\u00edv, a to nep\u0159ipadalo v \u00favahu. Hodil batoh na z\u00e1da, zkontroloval sv\u016fj vzhled a mohl se vydat na cestu do \u0161koly.<\/p>\n

O velk\u00e9 p\u0159est\u00e1vce si k n\u011bmu p\u0159isedla jeho spolu\u017ea\u010dka. V\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee je Bill zadan\u00fd, ale \u017ee se jedn\u00e1 o kluka, to nev\u011bd\u011bl nikdo ze t\u0159\u00eddy.<\/div>\n

„Ty, Bille, po\u0159\u00e1d jste spolu?“ za\u010dala konverzaci.<\/div>\n
„Jo, jsme. Pro\u010d?“ Oto\u010dil se k n\u00ed \u010delem. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee te\u010f p\u0159ijdou jej\u00ed moudra jako v\u017edy. Ale ona byla i sv\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem v pohod\u011b.<\/div>\n
„No, j\u00e1 jen… Jak m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee t\u011b nepodv\u00e1d\u00ed? P\u0159eci jen… ty jsi tady a ona tam.“<\/div>\n
„Nepodvedla.“ Necht\u011bl, aby v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee chod\u00ed s klukem. To by znamenalo jedin\u00e9 – zavrhnut\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„A jak to m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 v\u011bd\u011bt? Nev\u00ed\u0161, co tam d\u011bl\u00e1, s k\u00fdm se bav\u00ed…“<\/div>\n
„Neud\u011blala by to, v\u00edm to, v\u011b\u0159\u00edm ji.“ Vedl si svou. N\u011bkde uvnit\u0159 c\u00edtil, \u017ee mluv\u00ed pravdu. On by toho nebyl schopn\u00fd. Jsou spolu u\u017e podruh\u00e9, to snad n\u011bco znamen\u00e1, no ne? Jen\u017ee nebylo to pouze t\u00edm. Byl si zcela jist, neud\u011blal by to.<\/div>\n
„Stejn\u011b je to divn\u00fd,“ pokr\u010dila rameny a ode\u0161la.<\/p>\n

Bill se pousm\u00e1l. Nech\u00e1pala to. Nech\u00e1pala to, co on k Tomovi c\u00edt\u00ed. Ona nev\u00ed, co je to vztah na d\u00e1lku, ona chodila se sv\u00fdm spolu\u017e\u00e1kem, vlastn\u011b i jeho, byli ve stejn\u00e9 t\u0159\u00edd\u011b. Proto, abyste se mohli pustit do vztahu na d\u00e1lku, pot\u0159ebujete d\u016fv\u011bru. A tu on k Tomovi choval u\u017e od za\u010d\u00e1tku, a t\u00edm, \u017ee jsou spolu u\u017e tak dlouho, se jen prohlubuje. Prost\u011b to tak c\u00edtil…Nedalo se to popsat slovy…<\/p>\n

autor: Kiki<\/strong><\/div>\n

betaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Kiki V\u00edm, \u017ee tento d\u00edl je pon\u011bkud krat\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e ty p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9, ale to my snad prominete. Nev\u00edm, jak bych jej rozepsala, to podstatn\u00e9 tam je:) K. Zn\u00e1te ten pocit, kdy sed\u00edte zav\u0159eni v pokoji na posteli se sluch\u00e1tky v u\u0161\u00edch, z<\/p>\n

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