{"id":7241,"date":"2011-12-22T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-12-22T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7222"},"modified":"2011-12-22T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-12-22T13:00:00","slug":"my-life-in-your-hands","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/12\/22\/my-life-in-your-hands\/","title":{"rendered":"My life in your hands"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong> <em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"700\" height=\"468\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/c41075893b_82148866_o2.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em><br \/><\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Bola to dlh\u00e1 a chladn\u00e1 vojna. U\u017e dlh\u00e9 roky sa poliami oz\u00fdvalo rin\u010danie me\u010dov, bolestn\u00e9 v\u00fdkriky a pla\u010d umieraj\u00facich. Krvi bolo to\u013eko, \u017ee u\u017e ani nest\u00edhala vsiaknu\u0165 do zeme a slnko nevykuklo z poza mrakov u\u017e cel\u00e9 mesiace. Voda v riekach sa pod vplyvom neust\u00e1lych da\u017e\u010fov nebezpe\u010dne zdv\u00edhala. A pr\u00e1ve tam&#8230; tam medzi t\u00fdm v\u0161etk\u00fdm vzniklo nie\u010do tak kr\u00e1sne a \u010dist\u00e9&#8230;<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Mlad\u00fd chlapec oble\u010den\u00fd v \u0165a\u017ekom brnen\u00ed bojoval o svoj \u017eivot najlep\u0161ie, ako vedel. Me\u010dom \u0161vihal v\u0161ade okolo seba. Nechcel, ale musel. Bu\u010f zabije alebo zabij\u00fa jeho.<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Spolu s ostatn\u00fdmi vojakmi vtrhol do jednej z miestnych kr\u010diem. Dr\u017eal sa trochu vzadu. Nechcel vyvol\u00e1va\u0165 konflikty. Ticho si sadol k stolu medzi ostatn\u00fdch a vypil si svoje v\u00edno. Sedeli tam dlho do noci k\u00fdm sa odobrali do izieb. Chlapec odch\u00e1dzal medzi posledn\u00fdmi a rozhodne v sebe nemal to\u013eko alkoholu ako ostatn\u00fd a jeho poste\u013e mala dnes v noci osta\u0165 pr\u00e1zdna. Nechystal sa zn\u00e1sil\u0148ova\u0165 dedinsk\u00e9 \u017eeny tak ako ostatn\u00fd. Nevyznal sa tu a tak vk\u013azol do prvej z izieb a odpove\u010fou mu bolo tich\u00e9 vypisknutie. Pok\u00fasil sa zaostri\u0165 v tme, ktor\u00fa pret\u00ednalo len svetlo zap\u00e1lenej svie\u010dky. Uvidel rozmazan\u00fd pohyb, a tak t\u00fdm smerom oto\u010dil hlavu. Na posledn\u00fa chv\u00ed\u013eu sa uhol predmetu, ktor\u00e9ho \u00falohou zrejme bolo zasiahnu\u0165 jeho hlavu, a pritisol osobu na stenu. Prezeral si chud\u00e9 tel\u00ed\u010dko, ktor\u00e9 sa pod jeho rukami znate\u013ene triaslo. Po\u010dul zr\u00fdchlen\u00e9 d\u00fdchanie. Prek\u013azol o\u010dami po strachom stiahnutej tv\u00e1ri a zad\u00edval sa do n\u00e1dherne hned\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed pln\u00fdch strachu a ned\u00f4very.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div><em><\/p>\n<p>Ohnal sa me\u010dom a ticho kr\u00edkol, ke\u010f v bruchu zac\u00edtil \u0161tip\u013eav\u00fa boles\u0165. Na posledn\u00fa chv\u00ed\u013eu sa mu podarilo ubr\u00e1ni\u0165 sa.<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>So zatajen\u00fdm dychom sledoval \u010diernovlas\u00e9ho chlapca, ktor\u00e9ho dr\u017eal pevne pritisnut\u00e9ho na stene. Pomaly uvo\u013e\u0148oval zovretie r\u00fak. Nedok\u00e1zal spusti\u0165 poh\u013ead z chlapcov\u00fdch vypla\u0161en\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed.<br \/>&#8222;Pros\u00edm.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal chlapec vypla\u0161ene a tenk\u00e9 prsty obmotal okolo dred\u00e1\u010dovych z\u00e1p\u00e4st\u00ed. Naozaj sa b\u00e1l. V\u0161etci okolo rozpr\u00e1vali, \u017ee vojaci so susedn\u00e9ho kr\u00e1\u013eovstva s\u00fa zl\u00fd a radi ubli\u017euj\u00fa, a on teraz jeden st\u00e1l oproti nemu a dr\u017eal ho pritisnut\u00e9ho ku stene.<br \/>&#8222;Ako sa vol\u00e1\u0161?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa mlad\u00fd mu\u017e rovnako ticho.<br \/>&#8222;Bill.&#8220; Odpovedal \u010diernovl\u00e1sok.<br \/>&#8222;Ja som Tom&#8230; Neboj sa. Neubl\u00ed\u017eim ti.&#8220; Opatrne chlapca pustil. Bol tak mlad\u00fd. &#8222;Nechcel som ti sem vtrhn\u00fa\u0165. Nepozn\u00e1m to tu.&#8220; Pok\u00fasil sa ospravedlni\u0165 a o krok od chlapca c\u00favol. Nechcel, aby sa ho b\u00e1l. Pozornej\u0161ie si prezrel jeho star\u00e9 potrhan\u00e9 oble\u010denie. Tv\u00e1ri\u010dku mal tro\u0161ku \u0161pinav\u00fa. &#8222;Ty tu pracuje\u0161?&#8220; pok\u00fasil sa nadviaza\u0165 rozhovor.<br \/>&#8222;Ja- ja&#8230; upratujem tu.&#8220; Odpovedal Bill u\u017e o nie\u010do k\u013eudnej\u0161ie a zvedavo si star\u0161ieho chlapca prezeral.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;No tak, zlat\u00ed\u010dka&#8230; kde ste? Neschov\u00e1vajte sa n\u00e1m!&#8220; Ozval sa z chodby opit\u00fd smiech. Tom okam\u017eite zareagoval a stiahol chlapca na poste\u013e. Pri\u013eahol ho a ruky mu chytil nad hlavou. Pr\u00e1ve ke\u010f sa mu sna\u017eil vysvetli\u0165, o \u010do ide, rozleteli sa dvere a medzi nimi sa objavili dvaja opit\u00fd vojaci.<br \/>&#8222;Ale, ale, \u0161te\u0148a!&#8220; zasmial sa jeden z nich. &#8222;No kone\u010dne sa spr\u00e1va\u0161 ako chlap!&#8220; dodal so smiechom a vypadli, k\u00fdm stihol odpoveda\u0165.<\/p>\n<p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div><em><\/p>\n<p>Dopadol na kolen\u00e1 a bolestne stisol vie\u010dka. Pre\u010do na to musel myslie\u0165 zrovna teraz? Chcel is\u0165 za jeho mal\u00fdm Billim. Chcel ho teraz dr\u017ea\u0165 pri sebe a chr\u00e1ni\u0165.<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>&#8222;Neboj sa.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal, ke\u010f si bol ist\u00fd, \u017ee odi\u0161li. &#8222;Musel som, inak by ti ubl\u00ed\u017eili.&#8220; Pohladkal ho jemne po tv\u00e1ri\u010dke. Nakoniec ale predsa len neodolal a opatrne ho pobozkal. Na jeho prekvapenie chlapec v\u00f4bec neprotestoval. Chvel sa, ale neprotestoval.<br \/>&#8222;Ni\u010d kraj\u0161ie ako ty som v \u017eivote nevidel.&#8220; Milo sa na \u010diernovl\u00e1ska usmial a znova sa pok\u00fasil pobozka\u0165 ho. Tento kr\u00e1t chlapec obmotal packy jemne okolo vojakovho krku.<br \/>&#8222;Naozaj mi neubl\u00ed\u017ei\u0161?&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;Nie, a ke\u010f toto v\u0161etko skon\u010d\u00ed, vezmem si \u0165a domov. Tam ti bude dobr\u00fd. Postar\u00e1m sa o teba.&#8220;<br \/>usmial sa na neho dred\u00e1\u010dik a hladkal ho po hebkom l\u00ed\u010dku.<br \/>&#8222;Domov? K sebe?&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;\u00c1no. Tam sa k tebe bud\u00fa v\u0161etci spr\u00e1va\u0165 kr\u00e1sne a nebud\u00fa na teba kri\u010da\u0165. Ani \u0165a bi\u0165.&#8220; Opatrne palcom pre\u0161iel po chrasti\u010dke na m\u00e4kk\u00fdch per\u00e1ch.<br \/>&#8222;Vie\u0161 \u010d\u00edta\u0165?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa po chv\u00ed\u013eke, ke\u010f na stole uvidel knihy.<br \/>&#8222;Pred t\u00fdm som pracoval na z\u00e1mku. Nie\u010do sa na m\u0148a nalepilo.&#8220; Odpovedal chlapec a malinko s\u010dervenal.<br \/>&#8222;Si moc \u0161ikovn\u00fd.&#8220; Pohladkal ho jemne po vl\u00e1skoch, za \u010do mu bol odmenou chlapcov \u00faprimn\u00fd \u00fasmev.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div><em><\/p>\n<p>Z posledn\u00fdch s\u00edl vstal a zahnal sa me\u010dom. Srdce sa mu zastavilo, ke\u010f mu do naru\u010dia spadlo nie\u010die telo s d\u00f4verne zn\u00e1mou v\u00f4\u0148ou. Okam\u017eite si z hlavy zlo\u017eil prilbu a zad\u00edval sa do uplakan\u00fdch hned\u00fdch o\u010di.<br \/>&#8222;Billi. \u010co tu pre boha rob\u00ed\u0161.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal medzi slzami a sna\u017eil sa zastavi\u0165 chlapcove krv\u00e1canie.<br \/>&#8222;H\u013eadal som \u0165a.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal chlapec tichu\u010dko. &#8222;Chcel.. chcel som, aby sme odi\u0161li tam&#8230; k tebe.&#8220; Odpovedal mu tichu\u010dko chlapec a zaboril tv\u00e1r do jeho krku.<br \/>&#8222;Billi.&#8220; Zavzlykal op\u00e4\u0165 dred\u00e1\u010d a pevnej\u0161ie zovrel chlapcovu ranu. &#8222;Nechcel som. Nevedel som, \u017ee si to ty. Chcel som is\u0165 za tebou. Chcel som&#8230; ja&#8230;&#8220;<br \/>&#8222;P\u0161\u0161t.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal mu chlapec ticho a prilepil sa k jeho per\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\n<p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">o p\u00e1r dn\u00ed<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Le\u017eali ved\u013ea seba na posteli a obaja lapali po dychu. To, \u010do pr\u00e1ve pre\u017eili, bolo kr\u00e1sne a dokonal\u00e9 a ani jeden z nich nechcel, aby to skon\u010dilo. Ich e\u0161te st\u00e1le hor\u00face tel\u00e1 sa k sebe pevne tisli, ich dych bol st\u00e1le zr\u00fdchlen\u00fd.<\/p><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ver\u00ed\u0161 na l\u00e1sku?&#8220; sp\u00fdtal sa po chv\u00ed\u013eke Bill a uprel poh\u013ead do Tomov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Po\u010dul som o nej, ale neviem. Mo\u017eno raz uver\u00edm.&#8220; Odpovedal mu s \u00fasmevom a pritisol si k sebe jeho krehk\u00e9 tel\u00ed\u010dko.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/div>\n<div><em><\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Tomi ja&#8230; ja&#8230; ja u\u017e viem, \u010do to je l\u00e1ska.&#8220; Za\u0161epkal ticho.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>&#8222;Ja u\u017e to viem tie\u017e. Ty si moja l\u00e1ska, Bill.&#8220; Ticho vzlykol.<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>\u010ciernovl\u00e1sok sa len ticho pousmial, k\u00fdm naposledy privrel o\u010dk\u00e1<\/p>\n<p><\/em> <strong>autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sisa Bola to dlh\u00e1 a chladn\u00e1 vojna. U\u017e dlh\u00e9 roky sa poliami oz\u00fdvalo rin\u010danie me\u010dov, bolestn\u00e9 v\u00fdkriky a pla\u010d umieraj\u00facich. Krvi bolo to\u013eko, \u017ee u\u017e ani nest\u00edhala vsiaknu\u0165 do zeme a slnko nevykuklo z poza mrakov u\u017e cel\u00e9 mesiace. 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