{"id":7247,"date":"2011-12-20T17:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-12-20T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7228"},"modified":"2011-12-20T17:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-12-20T16:00:00","slug":"delete","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/12\/20\/delete\/","title":{"rendered":"Delete"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Fabiana<\/p>\n

<\/strong> Tentokr\u00e1t se zdr\u017e\u00edm (t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159) ve\u0161ker\u00fdch koment\u00e1\u0159\u016f. Jen, pokud r\u00e1di poslouch\u00e1te p\u0159i \u010dten\u00ed pov\u00eddek hudbu, zkuste<\/em> Avantasia – The story ain’t over.<\/em><\/div>\n

Fabiana<\/p>\n

<\/em> „Co m\u00e1m d\u011blat? \u0158ekni mi, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat.“<\/div>\n

„Poslechni svoje srdce.“<\/div>\n
„Ale kdy\u017e j\u00e1 si nejsem jist\u00fd, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1!“<\/div>\n
„Poslechni moje,“ usm\u00e1l se Tom, polo\u017eiv Billovi ruce na ramena. Mlad\u0161\u00ed bratr na n\u011bj z\u00edral nap\u016fl vyd\u011b\u0161en\u011b, nap\u016fl v napjat\u00e9m o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n

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„Poslechni moje srdce,<\/em><\/div>\n
Nen\u00ed tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 ho sly\u0161et,<\/em><\/div>\n
V\u0161echno, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, je to, co chci m\u00edt.<\/em><\/div>\n
A te\u010f se pt\u00e1, zda t\u011b sm\u00edm pol\u00edbit<\/em>.“<\/div>\n
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Tom \u0161eptal. Na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i visel jemn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, o\u010di se mu leskly. Billova tv\u00e1\u0159 se zbarvila do r\u016f\u017eova, kdy\u017e si p\u0159edstavil sc\u00e9nu, o n\u00ed\u017e bratr p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed mluvil. S lehce zaklon\u011bnou hlavou na n\u011bj zmaten\u011b hled\u011bl, pot\u0159eba srovnat si my\u0161lenky z\u016fst\u00e1vala opom\u00edjena n\u011bkde v hlubin\u00e1ch jeho hlavy. Chv\u00edlemi zapom\u00ednal d\u00fdchat. Netu\u0161il, jak dlouho u\u017e na sebe takhle z\u00edraj\u00ed.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e, st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b znecitliv\u011bl\u00e9 p\u016fsoben\u00edm prudk\u00e9ho, ledov\u00e9ho zimn\u00edho v\u011btru, se dotkla Tomova tepl\u00e1 ruka. Rozklepal se, a\u010dkoli u\u017e byli v teple. Okoln\u00ed chlad s jeho stavem pram\u00e1lo souvisel. Bratr ho h\u0159\u00e1l na obli\u010deji i v srdci, a\u010dkoli a\u017e tam teplo jeho ruky nemohlo dos\u00e1hnout. Palcem ho pohladil po l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti, pohybem pon\u011bkud neplynul\u00fdm; vlivem nep\u0159irozen\u00e9ho kontaktu ledu a hork\u00e9 dlan\u011b, trochu zpocen\u00e9, se zadrh\u00e1val.<\/p>\n

Prsty druh\u00e9 ruky uchopil z\u00e1\u0159iv\u011b rudou bambuli jeho \u010depice a zat\u00e1hl; dlouh\u00e9, \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy mu na okam\u017eik zakryly v\u00fdhled. Tom mu je zastrkal za u\u0161i. Ruka z jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e zmizela.<\/div>\n

Trochu se sklonil, aby se l\u00e9pe dostal k bratrov\u00fdm rt\u016fm, aby se do nich mohl vp\u00edt a vychutnat si je jako odm\u011bnu, \u017ee vydr\u017eel \u010dekat tak dlouho. Sotva se dotkl, Bill ucuknul.<\/div>\n
Zasn\u011bn\u00fd v\u00fdraz v Tomov\u011b obli\u010deji se zm\u011bnil na nech\u00e1pav\u00fd.<\/div>\n
„Co se d\u011bje?“ zeptal se ti\u0161e.<\/div>\n
„J\u00e1 u\u017e nechci,“ zak\u0148oural Bill, oto\u010dil se na podpatku a tak, jak byl, jen v mikin\u011b a bos\u00fd, vyb\u011bhl zp\u011bt do v\u00e1nice. Klika dve\u0159\u00ed, je\u017e se prudce otev\u0159eny a narazily na st\u011bnu, povolila a \u0159inkot zp\u016fsoben\u00fd jej\u00edm p\u00e1dem z betonov\u00fdch schod\u016f pohltil vzlyk.<\/p>\n

Tom z\u016fstal st\u00e1t v p\u0159eds\u00edni. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee by m\u011bl c\u00edtit zklam\u00e1n\u00ed, ale nec\u00edtil ho. Takov\u00fd v\u00fdsledek o\u010dek\u00e1val. Vlastn\u011b to byl ten pravd\u011bpodobn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed.<\/div>\n

Pozoroval, jak prch\u00e1 ulic\u00ed. Ve skrytu du\u0161e doufal, \u017ee se zastav\u00ed a vr\u00e1t\u00ed; ne, tak naivn\u00ed nebyl; \u017ee se oto\u010d\u00ed, aby mu aspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli vid\u011bl do tv\u00e1\u0159e. Nep\u0159ekvapilo ho, kdy\u017e to neud\u011blal. Pozoroval ho, dokud nezmizel za rohem. Potom dve\u0159e zav\u0159el a obr\u00e1til se k nim z\u00e1dy.<\/div>\n
Vydal se do kuchyn\u011b, otev\u0159el lednici a vyt\u00e1hl krabici ml\u00e9ka. T\u0159\u00e1sly se mu ruce, tak\u017ee ho p\u0159i nal\u00e9v\u00e1n\u00ed trochu vybryndal. D\u00edval se na ty b\u00edl\u00e9 lou\u017ei\u010dky na podlaze a m\u011bl chu\u0165 vysm\u00e1t se s\u00e1m sob\u011b.<\/div>\n
Rozplakal se.<\/div>\n
Nohy ho p\u0159estaly poslouchat, svalil se na zem, c\u00edtil ledovou tekutinu, je\u017e se mu vsakovala do tri\u010dka, ale nedok\u00e1zal se p\u0159im\u011bt vst\u00e1t a lehnout si jinam, t\u0159eba na pohovku. Hysterick\u00e9 vzlyky dusil dlan\u011bmi.<\/div>\n
Za chv\u00edli u\u017e jen le\u017eel a pomalu d\u00fdchal. Nikdy nevydr\u017eel plakat dlouho. Je\u0161t\u011b k tomu nad rozlit\u00fdm ml\u00e9kem. A nad zlomen\u00fdm srdcem?<\/div>\n
Nen\u00ed u\u017e d\u00edt\u011b. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to p\u0159ijde, muselo se to st\u00e1t. I kdyby to nebylo dnes, jednou by Billovi do\u0161lo, \u017ee to takhle nejde. Nemaj\u00ed pr\u00e1vo spolu b\u00fdt. Kdyby kdokoli z lid\u00ed okolo zjistil, jak to mezi nimi vlastn\u011b je, u\u017e by si ani ne\u0161krtli, nikde.<\/div>\n
A te\u010f je konec, p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh kon\u010d\u00ed. Bill se u\u017e nikdy nevr\u00e1t\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Prsty nad kl\u00e1vesnic\u00ed ztuhly, narovnal se v z\u00e1dech a pohledem zkoumal v\u011bty, kter\u00e9 stvo\u0159il.<\/div>\n

Zavrt\u011bl hlavou.<\/div>\n
Oto\u010dil se, pohled mu padl na \u0161irokou postel na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b pokoje. Pod tenkou p\u0159ikr\u00fdvkou se r\u00fdsovalo bratrovo sp\u00edc\u00ed t\u011blo. Kdy\u017e p\u0159estal ps\u00e1t, sly\u0161el jeho dech. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee a\u017e se probud\u00ed, bude si to<\/em> cht\u00edt p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst. Bude cht\u00edt v\u011bd\u011bt, co nov\u00e9ho Tom napsal. Co hezk\u00e9ho<\/em> napsal.<\/div>\n
Tohle mu uk\u00e1zat nem\u016f\u017ee.<\/div>\n
Pousm\u00e1l se, kdy\u017e si uv\u011bdomil, co ho k naps\u00e1n\u00ed t\u00e9hle v\u011bci vedlo. Jak\u00fd nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd pocit. Pousm\u00e1l se a stiskl delete.<\/p>\n

autor: Fabiana<\/strong><\/div>\n

betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Fabiana Tentokr\u00e1t se zdr\u017e\u00edm (t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159) ve\u0161ker\u00fdch koment\u00e1\u0159\u016f. Jen, pokud r\u00e1di poslouch\u00e1te p\u0159i \u010dten\u00ed pov\u00eddek hudbu, zkuste Avantasia – The story ain’t over. Fabiana „Co m\u00e1m d\u011blat? \u0158ekni mi, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat.“ „Poslechni svoje srdce.“ „Ale kdy\u017e j\u00e1 si nejsem jist\u00fd, co<\/p>\n

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