{"id":7267,"date":"2011-12-17T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-12-17T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7248"},"modified":"2011-12-17T14:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-12-17T13:00:00","slug":"poulicni-stene-ii-ve-svitu-lamp-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/12\/17\/poulicni-stene-ii-ve-svitu-lamp-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Pouli\u010dn\u00ed \u0161t\u011bn\u011b II – Ve svitu lamp 8."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Helie<\/strong><\/div>\n

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Hodiny spl\u00fdvaj\u00ed v celek, m\u011bn\u00ed se v dny… Sedm dn\u00ed p\u0159er\u016fst\u00e1 v t\u00fdden, jejich\u017e v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed mno\u017estv\u00ed tvo\u0159\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce…<\/p>\n

<\/em> Bill s \u00fasm\u011bvem do\u0161el s kytic\u00ed r\u016f\u017e\u00ed na smluven\u00e9 m\u00edsto. Slun\u00ed\u010dko hezky sv\u00edtilo a on spokojen\u011b vystavoval tv\u00e1\u0159 jeho z\u00e1\u0159i. Byl to jeden z prvn\u00edch skute\u010dn\u011b poveden\u00fdch dn\u00ed a on si ho naplno u\u017e\u00edval. Kone\u010dn\u011b na\u0161el sv\u016fj specifick\u00fd zp\u016fsob \u017eivota. V baru se mu l\u00edbilo, kone\u010dn\u011b byl na m\u00edst\u011b, kde se na n\u011bj nikdo ned\u00edval s opovr\u017een\u00edm. Nikomu nep\u0159i\u0161lo divn\u00e9, \u017ee se l\u00ed\u010d\u00ed. Naopak, m\u00edstn\u00ed mu\u017ei v opil\u00e9m stavu ho shled\u00e1vali skute\u010dn\u011b atraktivn\u00edm. U\u017e d\u00e1vno p\u0159estal po\u010d\u00edtat \u017e\u00e1dosti o \u010d\u00edslo, kter\u00e9 od n\u011bj je\u0161t\u011b nikdy nikdo nedostal.<\/p>\n

Posadil se na lavi\u010dku, pug\u00e9t si slo\u017eil do kl\u00edna. \u010cekal. Ob\u010das se st\u00e1valo, \u017ee p\u0159i\u0161la pozd\u011b a on j\u00ed to nevy\u010d\u00edtal. Sch\u016fzky s n\u00ed se d\u0159\u00edv sna\u017eil omezovat, proto\u017ee ho akor\u00e1t rozesmutnily, ale brzy p\u0159i\u0161el na to, \u017ee bez dal\u0161\u00edch informac\u00ed nedok\u00e1zal naj\u00edt klid.<\/div>\n

„M\u016f\u017eu si p\u0159isednout, mlad\u00fd pane?“ vytrhl ho ze zamy\u0161len\u00ed zn\u00e1m\u00fd d\u00edv\u010d\u00ed hlas.<\/div>\n
„Vy v\u017edycky, madam,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl se sm\u00edchem a vstal, aby Bellu objal. Podal j\u00ed kytici r\u016f\u017e\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„\u010c\u00edm jsem si to zaslou\u017eila?“ zeptala se s nevinn\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem Bella, kdy\u017e spole\u010dn\u011b dosedli na lavi\u010dku.<\/div>\n
„Nev\u00edm, p\u0159i\u0161lo mi to jako dobr\u00fd n\u00e1pad. Ob\u010das je dobr\u00e9 pot\u011b\u0161it n\u011bkoho, kdo m\u00e1 tak slo\u017eit\u00fd \u017eivot,“ odpov\u011bd\u011bl zamy\u0161len\u011b Bill a Bellina tv\u00e1\u0159 se st\u00e1hla do bolestn\u00e9ho \u00fa\u0161klebku. Bill se nezdr\u017eoval a okam\u017eit\u011b polo\u017eil ot\u00e1zku, kter\u00e1 od prvn\u00edho slova visela ve vzduchu: „Jak je na tom?“<\/div>\n
„Hor\u0161\u00ed se to,“ povzdechla si Bella. „Ob\u010das, ani\u017e by mi \u0159ekl jedin\u00e9 slovo, odejde z domu. Vrac\u00ed se snad je\u0161t\u011b zni\u010den\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e odch\u00e1z\u00ed. Nem\u00e1m nejmen\u0161\u00ed tu\u0161en\u00ed, kam chod\u00ed, ale d\u011bs\u00ed m\u011b to. Bille, boj\u00edm se o jeho du\u0161evn\u00ed zdrav\u00ed. V\u017edy\u0165 u\u017e to t\u00e1hne na polovinu roku! Je norm\u00e1ln\u00ed str\u00e1vit p\u016fl roku v neust\u00e1l\u00e9m stesku?“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Bill v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee mu Bella nic nevy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1, ale i tak se c\u00edtil provinile. V\u017edy\u0165 to kv\u016fli n\u011bmu se Tom tr\u00e1pil.<\/div>\n
„Mrz\u00ed m\u011b to,“ \u0161pitl Bill. Bella p\u0159ik\u00fdvla a studovala pozorn\u011b strukturu r\u016f\u017e\u00ed, aby se na chlapce po sv\u00e9m boku nemusela d\u00edvat. Doposud nev\u011bd\u011bla, co se mezi Billem a jej\u00edm bratrem stalo, ale oba ji zneklid\u0148ovali. P\u016fvodn\u011b myslela, \u017ee Tom byl Billovi p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 lhostejn\u00fd, ale kdy\u017e se j\u00ed d\u00e1l vypt\u00e1val a domlouval si s n\u00ed dal\u0161\u00ed sch\u016fzky, podez\u0159en\u00ed opadlo. Billovi na Tomovi z\u00e1le\u017eelo a zd\u00e1lo se, \u017ee je to oboustrann\u00e9, ale Bella se nikdy necht\u011bla dozv\u011bd\u011bt v\u00edc. Pova\u017eovala to za jejich soukromou v\u011bc a necht\u011bla se v tom jakkoli vrtat. A\u017e j\u00ed to n\u011bkter\u00fd z nich bude cht\u00edt \u0159\u00edct, ud\u011bl\u00e1 to i bez jej\u00edch zbyte\u010dn\u00fdch ot\u00e1zek.<\/p>\n

„R\u00e1d bych ho vid\u011bl…“ prolomil Bill ticho tou\u017eebnou my\u0161lenkou, kter\u00e1 se mu hlavou proh\u00e1n\u011bla u\u017e n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee to nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9, proto\u017ee by t\u00edm Tom\u016fv stav akor\u00e1t zhor\u0161il, a nav\u00edc by nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nebyl schopen znovu odej\u00edt.<\/div>\n

„Nejde to, vi\u010f?“ zeptala se Bella se z\u00e1bleskem smutku v o\u010d\u00edch. Ud\u011blala by cokoliv, aby vid\u011bla Toma znovu se sm\u00e1t, i kdy\u017e u\u017e si pomalu zvykala na onu hrom\u00e1dku ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, kterou v\u00eddala s lahv\u00ed alkoholu v ruce u prosklen\u00e9 st\u011bny v jeho lo\u017enici.<\/div>\n
„Bohu\u017eel…“ \u0161pitl Bill a sklopil hlavu. Cht\u011bl Belle \u0159\u00edct, co p\u0159esn\u011b se mezi n\u00edm a jejich<\/em> bratrem stalo, ale b\u00e1l se p\u0159edsudk\u016f. Jedin\u00e1 Jessica znala skute\u010dnou pravdu a on to necht\u011bl m\u011bnit.<\/p>\n

„Pokud to takhle p\u016fjde d\u00e1l a on nep\u0159estane se svoj\u00ed sebedestrukc\u00ed alkoholem, budu muset zakro\u010dit. Necht\u011bla jsem, aby se Henry nebo Linda dozv\u011bd\u011bli o v\u00e1\u017enosti jeho stavu, tak\u017ee jsem je udr\u017eovala v domn\u011bnce, \u017ee se Tom\u016fv stav o n\u011bco zlep\u0161il. U\u017e jim nemohu d\u00e1l lh\u00e1t, Bille. Nezvl\u00e1d\u00e1m to. Psychicky m\u011b to vy\u010derp\u00e1v\u00e1 a j\u00e1 pak nem\u00e1m s\u00edlu pom\u00e1hat jemu s jeho probl\u00e9my. Boj\u00edm se, \u017ee kdy\u017e rodi\u010d\u016fm \u0159eknu pravdu, budou po\u017eadovat l\u00e9\u010dbu…“ Bill vykulil o\u010di.<\/div>\n

„Mysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee by ho jeho adoptivn\u00ed rodi\u010de nechali zav\u0159\u00edt do bl\u00e1znice?“ zeptal se s n\u00e1znakem ned\u016fv\u011bry v hlase. Nep\u0159i\u0161lo mu to re\u00e1ln\u00e9. Sp\u00ed\u0161 vid\u011bl Lindu se strachem ve vl\u00eddn\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i a vr\u00e1sky na Henryho \u010dele. Nev\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee by za\u0161li tak daleko. Ale ostatn\u011b, on je neznal…<\/div>\n
„Nemysl\u00edm, \u017ee by ho nechali zav\u0159\u00edt p\u0159\u00edmo do bl\u00e1zince<\/em>, ale do l\u00e9\u010debny ur\u010dit\u011b. Mo\u017en\u00e1 by byl Henry tak \u0161t\u011bdr\u00fd a platil mu osobn\u00edho psychiatra… Kdo v\u00ed… Ale v\u00edm, \u017ee pov\u011bst by si tak nezda\u0159en\u00fdm syn\u00e1\u010dkem<\/em> kazit nenechal.“<\/p>\n

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Ten den se Bill vracel dom\u016f rozpolcen\u00fd je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc ne\u017e kdy jindy. Ani\u017e by myslel na to, co d\u011bl\u00e1, zasunul kl\u00ed\u010d do z\u00e1mku a zakroutil j\u00edm po sm\u011bru hodinov\u00fdch ru\u010di\u010dek. Dve\u0159e se p\u0159ed n\u00edm otev\u0159ely a on vstoupil dovnit\u0159. Celou cestu dom\u016f p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, jak by mohl napravit situaci, kterou on s\u00e1m zavinil. Kdyby se Tom dostal do bl\u00e1znice nebo l\u00e9\u010debny, nikdy by si to neodpustil. S povzdechem se p\u0159ezul do dom\u00e1c\u00ed obuvi a nam\u00ed\u0159il si to do kuchyn\u011b, kde tu\u0161il Jessicu. Chystala jim n\u011bco dobr\u00e9ho na ve\u010der do pr\u00e1ce. Bez pozdravu se sesunul na stoli\u010dku, kter\u00e1 post\u00e1vala ne\u010dinn\u011b vedle linky.<\/p>\n

„Taky t\u011b r\u00e1da vid\u00edm, Bille,“ zamumlala Jessica a d\u00e1l se v\u011bnovala sv\u00e9 pr\u00e1ci. Bill j\u00ed n\u011bco zabrblal v odpov\u011b\u010f; nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nic konkr\u00e9tn\u00edho. Oto\u010dila se k n\u011bmu a op\u0159ela se z\u00e1dy o linku. „D\u011bje se n\u011bco?“<\/div>\n

„Jo.“<\/div>\n
„A \u0159ekne\u0161 mi to?“<\/div>\n
„Jo.“<\/div>\n
„A?“<\/div>\n
„Tom je na tom st\u00e1le h\u016f\u0159. Bella ho p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1 zvl\u00e1dat. Pokud se Tom\u016fv stav nezlep\u0161\u00ed, bude to muset sd\u011blit sv\u00fdm rodi\u010d\u016fm, kte\u0159\u00ed ho nejsp\u00ed\u0161 nechaj\u00ed zav\u0159\u00edt do bl\u00e1zince,“ vychrlil na ni v rychlosti Bill. „Nev\u00edm, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat, Jessi. C\u00edt\u00edm se… zodpov\u011bdn\u00fd za to v\u0161echno. Tom se nesm\u00ed dostat do bl\u00e1zince.“<\/p>\n

Jessica se nad t\u00edm chv\u00edli zamyslela. Ml\u010dky do\u0161la k n\u011bmu a klekla si p\u0159ed n\u011bj. Bradou se mu op\u0159ela o kolena a vyhledala jeho pohled pln\u00fd starost\u00ed.<\/div>\n

„Nemysl\u00edm si, \u017ee bys mohl n\u011bco ud\u011blat. Mo\u017en\u00e1 bys tomu m\u011bl nechat p\u0159irozen\u00fd pr\u016fb\u011bh. Ob\u010das je to tak lep\u0161\u00ed, v\u00ed\u0161? U\u017e d\u00e1vno jsem pochopila, \u017ee ty se Toma jen tak nevzd\u00e1\u0161, a ber to tak, \u017ee i kdyby v bl\u00e1zinci skon\u010dil, postaraj\u00ed se tam o n\u011bj dob\u0159e, a kdy\u017e bude hodn\u00fd, brzy ho propust\u00ed. Tom nen\u00ed beznad\u011bjn\u00fd p\u0159\u00edpad. Sp\u00ed\u0161 mi p\u0159ijde, \u017ee svoji nad\u011bji bez tv\u00e9 pomoci nedok\u00e1\u017ee naj\u00edt. Mo\u017en\u00e1 bys mu ji m\u011bl d\u00e1t…“<\/div>\n
„Nedok\u00e1zal bych od n\u011bj znovu odej\u00edt, Jess.“<\/div>\n
„Nemysl\u00edm, \u017ee by po tob\u011b n\u011bkdo cht\u011bl, abys odch\u00e1zel…“<\/p>\n

autor: Helie<\/strong><\/div>\n

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autor: Helie Hodiny spl\u00fdvaj\u00ed v celek, m\u011bn\u00ed se v dny… Sedm dn\u00ed p\u0159er\u016fst\u00e1 v t\u00fdden, jejich\u017e v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed mno\u017estv\u00ed tvo\u0159\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce… Bill s \u00fasm\u011bvem do\u0161el s kytic\u00ed r\u016f\u017e\u00ed na smluven\u00e9 m\u00edsto. Slun\u00ed\u010dko hezky sv\u00edtilo a on spokojen\u011b vystavoval tv\u00e1\u0159 jeho z\u00e1\u0159i. Byl to<\/p>\n

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