{"id":7355,"date":"2011-11-29T15:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-11-29T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7335"},"modified":"2011-11-29T15:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-11-29T14:00:00","slug":"poulicni-stene-ii-ve-svitu-lamp-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/11\/29\/poulicni-stene-ii-ve-svitu-lamp-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Pouli\u010dn\u00ed \u0161t\u011bn\u011b II – Ve svitu lamp 2."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Helie<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Mnohdy n\u00e1lez smyslu \u017eivota znamen\u00e1 dlouhou cestu za jeho pozn\u00e1n\u00edm.<\/p>\n

<\/em> Na m\u011bsto se ti\u0161e sn\u00e1\u0161ela tma spolu se spoustou drobn\u00fdch vlo\u010dek, kter\u00e9 m\u011bstu dod\u00e1valy kouzelnou v\u00e1no\u010dn\u00ed atmosf\u00e9ru. Bill sed\u011bl na okn\u011b jako mnoh\u00e9 dny p\u0159edt\u00edm a ztr\u00e1cel se ve sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch. Kdy\u017e s Jessicou zdobili stromek, po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b si p\u0159ipadal zase jednou \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Ale smysl \u017eivota st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b nenach\u00e1zel. P\u0159i\u0161el si mrtv\u00fd. Nem\u011bl d\u016fvod \u017e\u00edt, kdy\u017e p\u0159i\u0161el o Toma. I tehdy, kdy\u017e p\u0159e\u017e\u00edval na ulic\u00edch, v\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee Toma zase jednou potk\u00e1, a to mu dod\u00e1valo chu\u0165 k \u017eivotu.<\/p>\n

Spolu s Tomem v\u0161ak ode\u0161el ve\u0161ker\u00fd smysl jeho byt\u00ed. Zaklonil hlavu, byl posledn\u00ed p\u0159edv\u00e1no\u010dn\u00ed ve\u010der a Jessica naposledy ode\u0161la do pr\u00e1ce, aby si mohla vz\u00edt na v\u00e1no\u010dn\u00ed sv\u00e1tky dovolenou. Bill znovu osam\u011bl, i kdy\u017e s\u00e1m se sebou tr\u00e1vil v\u011bt\u0161inu \u010dasu, kdy mu byla Jessi\u010dina p\u0159\u00edtomnost k dispozici. Nikdy o ni nest\u00e1l, rad\u0161i se s\u00e1m zaob\u00edral sv\u00fdmi pocity.<\/p>\n

Do jeho v\u00fdhledu se vet\u0159ela dvojice lid\u00ed. Dr\u017eeli se za ruce a \u017eena si spokojen\u011b op\u00edrala hlavu o rameno sv\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele. Tv\u00e1\u0159ili se spolu dokonale \u0161\u0165astn\u011b, oba sam\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv. Bill jen sed\u011bl, op\u00edral se hlavou o sklo a sledoval dvojici, jak m\u00ed\u0159\u00ed n\u011bkam potemn\u011blou ulic\u00ed. Jejich \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed ho bolelo na srdci. Rozzu\u0159en\u011b ude\u0159il dlan\u00ed o sklo. Pro\u010d on nem\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd?!<\/p>\n

Sesko\u010dil z parapetu. M\u011bl toho pr\u00e1v\u011b dost. Te\u010f p\u016fjde ven a str\u00e1v\u00ed noc ve m\u011bst\u011b, zapomene na minulost a bude si znovu u\u017e\u00edvat sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota, kter\u00fd se naprosto k nikomu nepnul. Vyt\u00e1hl ze sk\u0159\u00edn\u011b zimn\u00ed bundu a vyrazil ven. Bezc\u00edln\u011b se potloukal zimn\u00edm m\u011bstem, jeho\u017e ticho naru\u0161oval jen sn\u00edh, kter\u00fd k\u0159upal Billovi pod podr\u00e1\u017ekami.<\/div>\n

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Nahl\u00ed\u017eel do v\u00fdloh r\u016fzn\u00fdch obchod\u016f a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, co by Jessice ud\u011blalo radost. Cht\u011bl j\u00ed n\u011bco koupit, proto\u017ee ona mu ur\u010dit\u011b tak\u00e9 n\u011bco koup\u00ed. Proch\u00e1zel kolem knihkupectv\u00ed a do oka mu padla n\u011bjak\u00e1 kn\u00ed\u017eka, o kter\u00e9 Jessica u\u017e n\u011bjakou dobu mluvila. Bohu\u017eel, u\u017e m\u011bli zav\u0159eno. Rozhodl se, \u017ee tam zajde dal\u0161\u00edho r\u00e1na.<\/p>\n

D\u00e1l se potloukal m\u011bstem bez jedin\u00e9ho c\u00edle. P\u0159i\u0161lo mu, jako by m\u011bsto v\u016fbec neznal. Nem\u011blo pro n\u011bj naprosto \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd v\u00fdznam a ka\u017ed\u00e9 m\u00edsto, kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1val, mu akor\u00e1t p\u0159ipom\u00ednalo jeho<\/em>. Necht\u011bl na n\u011bj<\/em> myslet, proto\u017ee on<\/em> u\u017e do jeho budoucnosti nepat\u0159\u00ed a nikdy pat\u0159it nebude.<\/p>\n

Bill se zatoulal k parku. Byl tak ztracen\u00fd ve vlastn\u00edch my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch, \u017ee si toho ani nev\u0161iml. Jen tak proch\u00e1zel po vyzna\u010den\u00fdch cesti\u010dk\u00e1ch v zimn\u00edm kr\u00e1lovstv\u00ed. Z \u010dern\u00e9ho nebe se sn\u00e1\u0161ely m\u00edrumilovn\u00e9 vlo\u010dky a zachyt\u00e1valy se v kr\u00e1tk\u00fdch \u010dern\u00fdch vlasech, o jejich\u017e \u00fapravu se u\u017e n\u011bjakou dobu v\u016fbec nestaral. Dokonce ani nal\u00ed\u010den\u00fd nebyl. Nem\u011bl pocit, \u017ee by m\u011bl b\u00fdt hezk\u00fd, proto\u017ee doma ho stejn\u011b v\u00eddala pouze Jessica.<\/p>\n

Jeho kroky ustaly, zastavil p\u0159ed lampou, kter\u00e1 vrhala na kous\u00ed\u010dek parku sv\u00e9 mdl\u00e9 sv\u011btlo. Na vrcholku se t\u0159pytily sn\u011bhov\u00e9 krystalky. Jen pohled na jemn\u011b zasn\u011b\u017eenou lampu mu hnal slzy do o\u010d\u00ed. Rychle k n\u00ed do\u0161el a pod\u0159epl do sn\u011bhov\u00e9 nad\u00edlky, kter\u00e1 ji bez v\u00fdjimek obklopovala. Bolestn\u011b zav\u0159el o\u010di a dotkl se zamrzl\u00e9ho kovu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Je\u0161t\u011b st\u00e1le bylo tepl\u00e9 po\u010das\u00ed i za ve\u010der\u016f, v\u0161ak sotva p\u0159ed p\u00e1r dny za\u010dalo z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. Nikde se nepovalovaly chom\u00e1\u010dky sn\u011bhu, k zemi se sn\u00e1\u0161elo pouze kouzeln\u011b zbarven\u00e9 list\u00ed. Mezi t\u00edm v\u0161\u00edm sed\u011bl chlapec s \u010dern\u00fdmi cop\u00e1nky, o\u010di zav\u0159en\u00e9. Z\u00e1dy se op\u00edral o starou narezlou lampu, kter\u00e1 do noci vl\u00edvala alespo\u0148 tro\u0161ku sv\u011btla. O\u010dek\u00e1val chlapce s \u010dup\u0159inou \u010dern\u00fdch vlas\u016f, kter\u00fd se rozja\u0159en\u011b rozb\u011bhl n\u011bkam do hlubin parku.<\/p>\n

\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec se pomalu za\u010dal vracet zp\u00e1tky k lamp\u011b, kde spokojen\u011b odpo\u010d\u00edval jeho p\u0159\u00edtel. Ob\u011bma se na rtech rozl\u00e9valy spokojen\u00e9 \u00fasm\u011bvy. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek se k chlapci ti\u0161e p\u0159ipl\u00ed\u017eil a uvelebil se mu na kl\u00edn\u011b. \u00dasm\u011bvy na obou tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch se je\u0161t\u011b roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159ily. \u010cernovl\u00e1sek se nahnul ke sv\u00e9mu p\u0159\u00edteli a jemn\u011b mu rty p\u0159ejel p\u0159es l\u00edcn\u00ed kost. Cht\u011bl zaj\u00edt d\u00e1l, cht\u011bl se dotknout jeho rt\u016f, ale st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b nev\u011bd\u011bl, jestli v\u016fbec sm\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Odt\u00e1hl se a jeho p\u0159\u00edtel nespokojen\u011b otev\u0159el o\u010di.<\/em><\/div>\n

„Nev\u00edm, jestli sm\u00edm,“ za\u0161eptal \u010dernovl\u00e1sek a jeho \u010dokol\u00e1dov\u011b hn\u011bd\u00e9 o\u010di se up\u00edraly pouze na rty mlad\u00edka p\u0159ed n\u00edm, ozdoben\u00e9 piercingovou podk\u016fvkou s \u010dern\u00fdmi kuli\u010dkami. P\u0159it\u00e1hl si v\u00e1hav\u00e9ho \u010dernovl\u00e1ska k sob\u011b a spojil jejich rty…<\/p>\n

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Slzy se po Billov\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch \u0159inuly v proudech a dopadaly mezi mraziv\u00e9 chom\u00e1\u010dky sn\u011bhu. Tak p\u0159esn\u011b tohle si nep\u0159\u00e1l… vzpom\u00ednky na n\u011bj<\/em> ho ni\u010dily jako nikdy nic. Jedin\u00e1 osam\u011bl\u00e1 lampa probudila p\u0159\u00edval vzpom\u00ednek, kter\u00e9 se sna\u017eil dusit v sob\u011b. Vzlykal do poklidn\u00e9ho no\u010dn\u00edho parku a jeho n\u00e1\u0159ky si nikdo nedovoloval naru\u0161ovat.<\/p>\n

Dlouhou dobu sed\u011bl ve sn\u011bhov\u00e9 nad\u00edlce a op\u00edral se \u010delem o vymrzl\u00fd kov tvo\u0159\u00edc\u00ed spodn\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st lampy. Slzy na jeho tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch u\u017e d\u00e1vno podlehly mrazu a prom\u011bnily se v jemn\u00e9 t\u0159pytiv\u00e9 krystalky, kter\u00e9 dod\u00e1valy chlapeck\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i mystick\u00fd n\u00e1dech. Byl zahloub\u00e1n hluboko do sebe a nevn\u00edmal nic kolem. Jako by promo\u010den\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed nebodalo do jeho k\u016f\u017ee, jako by se mu mr\u00e1z nezar\u00fdval do hloubky kost\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Nic nemohlo vytrhnout jeho mozek zp\u011bt do reality, nic nemohlo zbo\u0159it st\u011bny jeho mali\u010dk\u00e9ho sv\u011bta. Ta jedin\u00e1 bohem zapomenut\u00e1 lampa otev\u0159ela br\u00e1nu v jeho srdci a nechala ve\u0161ker\u00e9 zadr\u017eovan\u00e9 pocity proudit ven. Postupn\u011b si Bill za\u010dal uv\u011bdomovat, \u017ee ho<\/em> k \u017eivotu vlastn\u011b v\u016fbec nepot\u0159ebuje. Vyr\u016fstal bez jeho<\/em> n\u011b\u017en\u00e9 l\u00e1sky, tak pro\u010d by jeho \u017eivot nemohl prost\u011b j\u00edt d\u00e1l ve v\u011b\u010dn\u00e9m zapomn\u011bn\u00ed?<\/p>\n

V kapse promo\u010den\u00fdch kalhot za\u010dal vyzv\u00e1n\u011bt mobil. Bill by si toho ani nev\u0161iml, kdyby vyzv\u00e1n\u011bc\u00ed t\u00f3n tolik nenaru\u0161ovat ticho pot\u0159ebn\u00e9 k jeho rozj\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed. Za\u0161\u00e1tral po zdroji naru\u0161itele jeho klidu.<\/div>\n

„Bille?! Kde jsi?!“ spustila Jessica okam\u017eit\u011b.<\/div>\n
„Venku. Po\u0159\u00e1d jsi m\u011b p\u0159emlouvala, abych \u0161el ven,“ za\u0161eptal ti\u0161e Bill. Po n\u011bkolika hodin\u00e1ch str\u00e1ven\u00fdch venku mu hlas nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b zdrsn\u011bl a vynech\u00e1val.<\/div>\n
„Okam\u017eit\u011b se vra\u0165 dom\u016f! M\u011bl-„<\/p>\n

Dal\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edval slov Bill utnul. Nehodlal se vracet dom\u016f, ani kdyby z nebe za\u010daly padat traka\u0159e…<\/p>\n

autor: Helie<\/strong><\/div>\n

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autor: Helie Mnohdy n\u00e1lez smyslu \u017eivota znamen\u00e1 dlouhou cestu za jeho pozn\u00e1n\u00edm. Na m\u011bsto se ti\u0161e sn\u00e1\u0161ela tma spolu se spoustou drobn\u00fdch vlo\u010dek, kter\u00e9 m\u011bstu dod\u00e1valy kouzelnou v\u00e1no\u010dn\u00ed atmosf\u00e9ru. Bill sed\u011bl na okn\u011b jako mnoh\u00e9 dny p\u0159edt\u00edm a ztr\u00e1cel se ve sv\u00fdch<\/p>\n

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