{"id":738,"date":"2018-02-09T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2018-02-09T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=732"},"modified":"2018-02-09T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2018-02-09T15:00:00","slug":"stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce-43","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2018\/02\/09\/stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce-43\/","title":{"rendered":"Stretli sme sa na Vianoce 43."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Jasalia<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"376\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/fb3025515b_102149483_o2.png\" alt=\"\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Tom si \u0165a nepam\u00e4t\u00e1,&#8220; ozn\u00e1mil Kay a Andrea ho za to p\u00e4s\u0165ou buchla do ramena.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;\u010co?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Netrep. Nie je to tak. On len\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;On len \u010do? Nepam\u00e4t\u00e1 si ho, tak \u010do?!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Dohadovali sa Billovi takmer nevlastn\u00ed s\u00farodenci, zatia\u013e \u010do s n\u00edm sedeli v parku miestnej psychiatrickej kliniky. Bol tu u\u017e nieko\u013eko t\u00fd\u017ed\u0148ov a a\u017e teraz dostal kone\u010dne mo\u017enos\u0165 pozva\u0165 si n\u00e1v\u0161tevu. Dlho sa rozhodoval, koho pozva\u0165. Matku a ani star\u00fdch rodi\u010dov vidie\u0165 nechcel, pochopite\u013ene. A ani Gordona, preto\u017ee\u2026 Nejako sa nevedel zmieri\u0165 s t\u00fdm, \u017ee jeho matku po tom v\u0161etkom neopustil. Mal pocit, akoby jej to vlastne ani nemal za zl\u00e9. Teda, ch\u00e1pal &#8211; alebo sa ho o tom aspo\u0148 sna\u017eila presved\u010di\u0165 jeho psychologi\u010dka &#8211; \u017ee ju nemohol len tak jednoducho opusti\u0165, ke\u010f spolu mali dve mal\u00e9 deti, ale\u2026 Mohol pozva\u0165 J\u00f6rga, ale\u2026 ak by ho aj prijal ako svojho otca, st\u00e1le to bol viac Tomov otec ako jeho. A on na Toma nechcel myslie\u0165.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Mohol zavola\u0165 G\u00e9\u010dka, ale hanbil sa pred nimi. Za to, \u017ee sa im cel\u00fd \u010das tak vyh\u00fdbal. Vedel, \u017ee to bude e\u0161te nejak\u00fd \u010das trva\u0165, ale zatia\u013e sa na to nec\u00edtil.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Na to, \u017ee by zavolal Andreasa a Samiho ani nepomyslel. Boli to Tomovi priatelia. A hoci ich mal r\u00e1d\u2026 A tak nakoniec pozval Kaya a Andreu. Oni boli tam niekde v strede medzi t\u00fdm v\u0161etk\u00fdm. Aspo\u0148 si to myslel. Ale teraz si nebol tak\u00fd ist\u00fd.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>&#8222;Blbos\u0165. Prep\u00e1\u010d, Bill, ale nie je to tak. Ide o to\u2026 \u017ee\u2026 on si na teba skuto\u010dne nepam\u00e4t\u00e1. Ale\u2026&#8220;<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">pokra\u010dovala po tom, \u010do vrazila bratovi e\u0161te jednu p\u00e4s\u0165ovku, &#8222;je to len vedom\u00e9. Podvedome \u0165a m\u00e1 pln\u00fa hlavu. \u010casto \u0165a spom\u00edna, ale je to ako\u2026 Napr\u00edklad nie\u010do pozer\u00e1me a on povie, \u017ee by sa ti to p\u00e1\u010dilo. Alebo nie\u010do jeme a on povie, \u017ee aj ty to m\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d. A tak podobne. A v\u017edy povie Billovi, ale ke\u010f sa ho sp\u00fdtame, kto je Bill, tak povie len m\u00f4j\u2026. a \u010falej nevie. Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee sa e\u0161te nevie rozhodn\u00fa\u0165, \u010di si jeho brat alebo milenec, alebo oboje, alebo\u2026 \u010doko\u013evek. Ale jeho psychologi\u010dka tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee sa z toho dostane. \u017de si spomenie. Len\u2026 neviem, asi sa mus\u00ed rozhodn\u00fa\u0165, \u010do pre\u0148ho vlastne znamen\u00e1\u0161.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Aha. Z\u00e1vid\u00edm mu.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nem\u00e1\u0161 \u010do. St\u00e1le je tak trochu mimo. Zab\u00fada aj na \u00faplne be\u017en\u00e9 veci, ako je jedlo alebo tak. V\u00e4\u010d\u0161inu \u010dasu presed\u00ed v z\u00e1hrade. Akur\u00e1t Sami ho vod\u00ed na t\u00fa kliniku, kde cvi\u010d\u00ed ruky. Gordon sa ho sna\u017e\u00ed presved\u010di\u0165, aby hral na gitare, ale\u2026 hr\u00e1 len sam\u00e9 smutn\u00e9 veci a v\u00f4bec ho to nebav\u00ed. Vlastne ni\u010d ho nebav\u00ed. M\u00e1lokedy sa v\u00f4bec usmeje. V\u00e4\u010d\u0161inou len vtedy, ke\u010f sa hr\u00e1 s krpcami.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;S krpcami? Tobias a Anna. Ako sa maj\u00fa?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Otravuj\u00fa. Ako v\u017edy. Ale s\u00fa to mal\u00e9 deti. Tobias u\u017e rozpr\u00e1va to\u013eko, a\u017e ma z toho pravidelne bolia u\u0161i. A u\u017e za\u010d\u00edna aj Anna. To bude hr\u00f4za, ke\u010f za\u010dne rozpr\u00e1va\u0165 aj ona.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;\u00c1no, to bude\u2026&#8220; odpovedal a zah\u013eadel sa niekam do dia\u013eky.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Nevedel, o \u010dom sa m\u00e1 s nimi rozpr\u00e1va\u0165. Poznal ich ako deti svojho nevlastn\u00e9ho otca a ob\u010das sa s nimi stret\u00e1val, no v\u00e4\u010d\u0161ina ich stretnut\u00ed sa odohrala a\u017e po tom, \u010do sa zozn\u00e1mil s Tomom. Tom k nim mal akosi bli\u017e\u0161ie. O \u010dom sa s nimi mal rozpr\u00e1va\u0165?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;J\u00f6rg \u0165a pozdravuje. Vraj ke\u010f sa na to bude\u0161 c\u00edti\u0165, r\u00e1d sa s tebou stretne. Dos\u0165 sa o tebe rozpr\u00e1val s Gordonom. Gordon priniesol aj nejak\u00e9 tvoje fotky a on na ne pozer\u00e1 h\u00e1dam ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148, ale v\u017edy tajne, aby to Tom nevidel. Dokonca som ho pri tom videla plaka\u0165. Mysl\u00edm\u2026 R\u00e1d by \u0165a videl. M\u00e1 \u0165a r\u00e1d. Je to pre\u0148ho \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 a m\u00e1 ve\u013ek\u00e9 v\u00fd\u010ditky.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Ja neviem. Ja\u2026 e\u0161te sa na to nec\u00edtim. Je to pr\u00edli\u0161 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;To ch\u00e1pem. Nevad\u00ed. Nemus\u00ed\u0161 sa s n\u00edm teraz stretn\u00fa\u0165. Len chcel, aby si vedel, \u017ee je tu pre teba. Okej?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Jasn\u00e9. To ch\u00e1pem. Ja len\u2026 d\u00e1m vedie\u0165, ke\u010f bude \u010das, dobre?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Dobre. Poviem mu to. Asi by sme u\u017e mali \u00eds\u0165. Mus\u00ed toho by\u0165 na teba ve\u013ea. Je to prv\u00e1 n\u00e1v\u0161teva.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Jasn\u00e9. Ja\u2026 \u010fakujem, \u017ee ste pri\u0161li.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;To je jasn\u00e9. Je to v pohode. Si predsa z rodiny, aj ke\u010f si cvok,&#8220; neodpustil si drz\u00fa pozn\u00e1mku Kay, za \u010do si op\u00e4\u0165 vysl\u00fa\u017eil buchn\u00e1t od sestry, ale aj \u00fa\u0161krn od Billa. Ve\u010f \u010do. Bol cvok. Preto bol predsa v cvok\u00e1rni.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>&#8222;Pre\u010do sa nechce\u0161 stretn\u00fa\u0165 so svojimi priate\u013emi? Mysl\u00ed\u0161 si, \u017ee by ti neodpustili?&#8220;<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Bill sedel v pohodlnom kresle v ambulancii svojej psychologi\u010dky. Od jeho prvej n\u00e1v\u0161tevy ubehol t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 a on mal pr\u00e1vo na \u010fal\u0161iu n\u00e1v\u0161tevu. Nebol tu preto, lebo by nie\u010do vyviedol alebo ohrozoval niekoho na \u017eivote, tak\u017ee mal pr\u00e1vo na n\u00e1v\u0161tevy. Vlastne mal pr\u00e1vo aj od\u00eds\u0165, ale c\u00edtil, \u017ee to by nezvl\u00e1dol.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nie. To ja si neviem odpusti\u0165. Oni za ni\u010d nem\u00f4\u017eu. A tie\u017e\u2026 chcel som\u2026 sn\u00edval som o tom, \u017ee ke\u010f sa Tom vylie\u010di\u2026 \u017ee budeme ma\u0165 kapelu. Spolu. S G\u00e9\u010dkami, s Tomom\u2026 \u017ee budeme ma\u0165 skuto\u010dn\u00fa kapelu a mo\u017eno budeme spolu hra\u0165 a vystupova\u0165. Bol to len sen. Ale\u2026&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Ste spolu sp\u00e4t\u00ed, Bill. Boli ste spolu nieko\u013eko mesiacov teraz a p\u00e1r rokov pred t\u00fdm. Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 pretrha\u0165 v\u0161etky v\u00e4zby z minulos\u0165ou.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nem\u00f4\u017eem?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nie. Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;M\u00f4\u017eem.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;A bol by si potom \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd? Skuto\u010dne? Tvoja matka sa o to pok\u00fasila. Tie\u017e pretrhla v\u0161etky v\u00e4zby a verila, \u017ee sa so svoj\u00edm bratom u\u017e nikdy nestretne\u0161. A ako to dopadlo. M\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 odtia\u013eto od\u00eds\u0165 hoci aj na opa\u010dn\u00fd koniec sveta, ale pokia\u013e si ned\u00e1\u0161 do poriadku minulos\u0165, m\u00f4\u017ee sa objavi\u0165 kedyko\u013evek a kdeko\u013evek pr\u00e1ve vo chv\u00edli, ke\u010f to bude\u0161 najmenej \u010daka\u0165. Ve\u013ea \u013eud\u00ed si mysl\u00ed, \u017ee ke\u010f ute\u010d\u00fa, zbavia sa svojich probl\u00e9mov. Aj ty si sa o to pok\u00fasil a nepodarilo sa. Preto\u017ee v\u0161etky tvoje probl\u00e9my s\u00fa tu, v tvojej hlave. Tie p\u00f4jdu v\u0161ade s tebou a neopustia \u0165a. M\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 sa presta\u0165 stret\u00e1va\u0165 s priate\u013emi a rodinou, m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 si n\u00e1js\u0165 nov\u00fdch priate\u013eov, nov\u00fa l\u00e1sku, zalo\u017ei\u0165 si rodinu, ale tvoja minulos\u0165 p\u00f4jde v\u0161ade s tebou. Jedin\u00fd sp\u00f4sob, ako za\u010da\u0165 nov\u00fd \u017eivot, je vyrovna\u0165 sa s minulos\u0165ou a prija\u0165 ju. A potom m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 \u00eds\u0165, kam chce\u0161 a skuto\u010dne za\u010da\u0165 nov\u00fd \u017eivot, ak sa pre to rozhodne\u0161. Ale a\u017e po tom.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>&#8222;Myslel som si, \u017ee ma m\u00e1te len vypo\u010du\u0165, nie za m\u0148a rozhodova\u0165.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;To ani nechcem. To ty si sem pri\u0161iel. A nebolo to preto, \u017ee by si chcel. Bolo to preto, lebo tvoj pokus o \u00fatek od reality \u0165a skoro zabil.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Nechcel som sa zabi\u0165.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Ja viem, \u017ee nie. No takmer sa ti to podarilo. Vlastne si mal len \u0161\u0165astie, dalo by sa poveda\u0165. Ak by si takto pokra\u010doval, mohol si zomrie\u0165. Ale tie\u017e si mohol odpadn\u00fa\u0165 niekde na ulici. Mohlo sa sta\u0165 \u010doko\u013evek. Zl\u00e9 veci sa st\u00e1vaj\u00fa aj zdrav\u00fdm \u013eu\u010fom. A ty nie si zdrav\u00fd.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Ja viem. Ale\u2026 vy neviete, ak\u00e9 to je. Ak\u00e9 to je t\u00fa\u017ei\u0165\u2026 ma\u0165 sex so svoj\u00edm bratom. Chcie\u0165 sa s n\u00edm bozk\u00e1va\u0165, dot\u00fdka\u0165 sa ho, necha\u0165 ho, nech v\u00e1m\u2026 Je to m\u00f4j brat! Ve\u013ea \u013eud\u00ed si nepam\u00e4t\u00e1 veci z doby, ke\u010f boli tak\u00ed mlad\u00ed, ale ja \u00e1no. Pam\u00e4t\u00e1m si na\u0148ho a na ve\u013ea z toho, \u010do sme spolu za\u017eili. Mo\u017eno keby nie, bolo by to in\u00e9, ale ja si to pam\u00e4t\u00e1m! Pam\u00e4t\u00e1m si, ako sa o m\u0148a staral, ako sme sa spolu hrali, chodili do \u0161k\u00f4lky\u2026 Nepam\u00e4t\u00e1m si matku ani otca, ale brata si pam\u00e4t\u00e1m. Je to cel\u00e9 \u0161ialen\u00e9!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;\u00c1no, to m\u00e1\u0161 pravdu. Len\u017ee\u2026 ty za ni\u010d z toho nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161! Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 za to, \u017ee ste bratia, nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 za to, \u017ee ste sa rozdelili a nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 za to, \u017ee ste sa stali milencami. Nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 sa za to obvi\u0148ova\u0165. Nenapadlo \u0165a, \u017ee pr\u00e1ve v tom je ten najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161\u00ed probl\u00e9m? \u017de preto m\u00e1\u0161 v\u0161etky tie sny? Nie je to len preto, lebo na to neust\u00e1le mysl\u00ed\u0161? Rozober\u00e1\u0161 to? Mo\u017eno keby si to, \u010do sa stalo, prijal ako fakt a zmieril sa s t\u00fdm, potom by bolo jednoduch\u0161ie na to presta\u0165 myslie\u0165. Na\u0161e vedomie, ale hlavne podvedomie sa za n\u00e1s sna\u017e\u00ed rie\u0161i\u0165 probl\u00e9my. K\u00fdm sa nevyrovn\u00e1\u0161 s t\u00fdm, \u010do sa stalo, tvoje podvedomie ti ned\u00e1 pokoj. Mo\u017eno ke\u010f sa\u2026 vedome rozhodne\u0161\u2026 tvoja myse\u013e to kone\u010dne dok\u00e1\u017ee spracova\u0165 a tvoje podvedomie \u0165a prestane stra\u0161i\u0165. Porozm\u00fd\u0161\u013eaj nad t\u00fdm, \u00e1no? A porozpr\u00e1vame sa o tom pri najbli\u017e\u0161om stretnut\u00ed, okej?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">&#8222;Dobre. Ja\u2026 budem na to myslie\u0165.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>Pre\u0161lo nieko\u013eko mesiacov. Jar sa zmenila na leto, Bill sa dostal z lie\u010debne a Tom si spomenul. Ani pre jedn\u00e9ho z nich to v\u0161ak nebolo \u013eahk\u00e9.<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Bill sa nakoniec zmieril s t\u00fdm, \u017ee sa s t\u00fdm tak \u013eahko nezmieri. Psychologi\u010dka ho nakoniec presved\u010dila, \u017ee mo\u017eno keby sa nau\u010dil Toma op\u00e4\u0165 vn\u00edma\u0165 ako brata, mo\u017eno by sa jeho nap\u00e4tie zmiernilo, no to nebolo jednoduch\u00e9, nako\u013eko si ho Tom nepam\u00e4tal. Za\u010dal teda t\u00fdm, \u017ee sa o \u0148om porozpr\u00e1val so star\u00fdmi rodi\u010dmi a so svoj\u00edm skuto\u010dn\u00fdm otcom. Aj toto stretnutie bolo pomerne n\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00e9. J\u00f6rg bol jeho otec, ale bol hlavne otcom Toma, a bol to aj \u010dlovek, ktor\u00fd ho opustil a teraz s n\u00edm chcel by\u0165 op\u00e4\u0165 rodina\u2026 Trvalo mu priam t\u00fd\u017edne, k\u00fdm sa z toho ako &#8211; tak vymotal a v\u010faka tomu aspo\u0148 na chv\u00ed\u013eu prestal myslie\u0165 na svoje pocity oh\u013eadom Toma. To mu pomohlo nato\u013eko, \u017ee sa mohol vr\u00e1ti\u0165 domov a do svojho \u017eivota. Nemohol sa v\u0161ak vr\u00e1ti\u0165 do svojho bytu. To nedok\u00e1zal. Na\u0161\u0165astie v\u0161ak mal st\u00e1le svojich priate\u013eov Georga a Gustava. Gusti ho s rados\u0165ou ubytoval v jednej z hos\u0165ovsk\u00fdch izieb &#8211; v inej, ne\u017e v ktorej str\u00e1vil noc s Tomom. Hoci to bola len mierna \u00fatecha. Jeho priatelia sa ho v\u0161ak sna\u017eili rozpt\u00fdli\u0165 \u010do najviac, aj ke\u010f to i\u0161lo \u0165a\u017eko. Bill sa zahrabal do pr\u00e1ce a do u\u010denia. \u0160kola mu dala pr\u00edle\u017eitos\u0165 dohna\u0165 u\u010divo a spravi\u0165 sk\u00fa\u0161ky a on sa rozhodol to vyu\u017ei\u0165. Ke\u010f sa u\u010dil, nemyslel na Toma. Nie tak intenz\u00edvne. V kombin\u00e1cii s utlmuj\u00facimi liekmi sa mu darilo aj spa\u0165 a nebudi\u0165 sa na v\u00e1\u0161niv\u00e9 sny. Postupom \u010dasu za\u010d\u00ednal veri\u0165, \u017ee sa mu to sn\u00e1\u010f aj podar\u00ed zvl\u00e1dnu\u0165.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>Tom medzi t\u00fdm pokra\u010doval v postupnom spom\u00ednan\u00ed si. Billa spom\u00ednal st\u00e1le \u010dastej\u0161ie, a dokonca si to za\u010d\u00ednal uvedomova\u0165. Ke\u010f bol s dospel\u00fdmi, v\u00e4\u010d\u0161inou si spomenul na svojho milenca. Ke\u010f bol s de\u0165mi \u010di spom\u00ednal na detstvo &#8211; \u010do sa dialo v\u00e4\u010d\u0161inou v pr\u00edtomnosti jeho psychologi\u010dky &#8211; spom\u00ednal si na svojho brata. Celkom nez\u00e1visle, a\u017e pri\u0161iel de\u0148, ke\u010f si u\u017e uvedomoval, \u017ee mal brata &#8211; dvoj\u010da s menom Bill. A \u017ee mal milenca s rovnak\u00fdm menom. A potom u\u017e trebalo vy\u010dka\u0165 len p\u00e1r dn\u00ed, k\u00fdm si uvedomil, \u017ee to je jeden a ten ist\u00fd \u010dlovek. Jeho najbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed sa toho okamihu b\u00e1li najviac zo v\u0161etk\u00e9ho. Mali obavy, aby mu toto uvedomenie nesp\u00f4sobilo \u010fal\u0161iu traumu. Bral s\u00edce utlmuj\u00face lieky, ale to nemuselo sta\u010di\u0165. A veru\u017ee nesta\u010dilo. Ke\u010f si to nakoniec uvedomil, rozplakal sa tak, \u017ee ho nedok\u00e1zali upokoji\u0165. Nereagoval v\u0161ak ako Bill. Prekvapivo to v\u00f4bec nebral ako nie\u010do nechutn\u00e9 a odporn\u00e9, \u017ee sp\u00e1val so svoj\u00edm bratom. Myslel len na to, \u017ee stratil niekoho, koho miloval. Brata, milenca. Myslel na to, \u017ee stratil svojho milovan\u00e9ho brata, svoje dvoj\u010da, ktor\u00e9 miloval nadov\u0161etko. Spom\u00ednal si na v\u0161etko, \u010do spolu pre\u017eili. Pod\u013ea psychologi\u010dky to bolo pr\u00e1ve preto, lebo jeho mozog uvo\u013enil spomienky, ktor\u00e9 cel\u00e9 tie roky skr\u00fdval. Spom\u00ednal si, ako sa spolu hrali, ako spolu zasp\u00e1vali, ako mu Bill rozpr\u00e1val rozpr\u00e1vky. A hoci si na bra\u010deka cel\u00e9 tie roky nespom\u00ednal, teraz si uvedomil, \u017ee pr\u00e1ve on mu cel\u00e9 tie roky ch\u00fdbal najviac.<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">A jeho milenec Bill? Bol jeho spriaznenou du\u0161ou. S nik\u00fdm si nikdy tak dobre nerozumel. Nikto ho nikdy tak nech\u00e1pal. S n\u00edm\u2026 s n\u00edm sa c\u00edtil \u00fapln\u00fd. Bol jeho druhou polovicou. Tou, ktor\u00fa kedysi d\u00e1vno stratil. Nechcel ho op\u00e4\u0165 strati\u0165. Nedok\u00e1zal bez neho \u017ei\u0165. Chcel ho sp\u00e4\u0165. Potreboval ho sp\u00e4\u0165. Mohol ho v\u0161ak z\u00edska\u0165?<\/p>\n<p><strong>autor: Jasalia<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><strong>betaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Jasalia &#8222;Tom si \u0165a nepam\u00e4t\u00e1,&#8220; ozn\u00e1mil Kay a Andrea ho za to p\u00e4s\u0165ou buchla do ramena. &#8222;\u010co?&#8220; &#8222;Netrep. Nie je to tak. On len\u2026&#8220; &#8222;On len \u010do? Nepam\u00e4t\u00e1 si ho, tak \u010do?!&#8220; Dohadovali sa Billovi takmer nevlastn\u00ed s\u00farodenci, zatia\u013e \u010do s<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2018\/02\/09\/stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce-43\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[638],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-738","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/738","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=738"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/738\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=738"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=738"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=738"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}