{"id":7464,"date":"2011-11-10T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-11-10T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7444"},"modified":"2011-11-10T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-11-10T15:00:00","slug":"nevedet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/11\/10\/nevedet\/","title":{"rendered":"Nev\u011bd\u011bt"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Luciianka
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M\u016fj \u017eivot je jako karneval.<\/p><\/div>\n

S t\u00edm rozd\u00edlem, \u017ee po karnevale se masky sund\u00e1vaj\u00ed. Mn\u011b ov\u0161em z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1.<\/div>\n
Ta pomysln\u00e1 maska, za kterou schov\u00e1v\u00e1m smutek, zlobu a sv\u00e9 tr\u00e1pen\u00ed. Ale navedl jsi m\u011b k tomu ty. Nesm\u00edm uk\u00e1zat svoje city k tob\u011b, proto\u017ee ty mi je u\u017e nikdy neoplat\u00ed\u0161. Nepochop\u00ed\u0161, co pro m\u011b znamen\u00e1\u0161.<\/p>\n

Jsi \u017eivot, co \u017eiju.<\/em><\/div>\n

Jsi voda, co piju.<\/em><\/div>\n
Jsi \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, co mi sch\u00e1z\u00ed…<\/em><\/div>\n
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L\u00e1ska, co m\u011b doprov\u00e1z\u00ed.<\/em> Tahle slova pro n\u00e1s u\u017e neplat\u00ed. Ale ne moj\u00ed vinou.<\/p>\n

Sed\u00edm na posteli, l\u00ed\u010den\u00ed rozmazan\u00e9, o\u010di \u010derven\u00e9 a prohl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm si na\u0161e fotky. Dokumentuj\u00edc\u00ed dobu \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/div>\n

Slza za slzou st\u00e9kaj\u00ed po m\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i a j\u00e1 se sna\u017e\u00edm je zadr\u017eet. Ukazuj\u00ed mou slabost. To, jak moc jsem t\u011b miloval.<\/div>\n
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\u2026 Pro\u010d jsi to ud\u011blal? Pros\u00edm!<\/p>\n

<\/em> Pro\u010d jsi to \u0159ekl? J\u00e1 neud\u011blal chybu. J\u00e1 byl po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u00fd. C\u00edtil jsem pr\u00e1zdnotu. P\u0159ipadal jsem si s\u00e1m, i kdy\u017e jsi byl vedle m\u011b.<\/div>\n

Stoj\u00edm p\u0159ed dve\u0159mi do pokoje. Vid\u00edm jako ve filmu v\u0161e, co se tady stalo. L\u00e1ska. To vid\u00edm v na\u0161ich obli\u010dej\u00edch. Tolik pocit\u016f z n\u00e1s \u010di\u0161\u00ed. To \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

Tvoje doteky, polibky, t\u011blo. Tvoje p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u2026 Moje \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/p>\n

<\/em> Stoj\u00edm tam a po tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edch nov\u00e9 slzy. Chci v\u011bd\u011bt, kde byla chyba. Chci zn\u00e1t d\u016fvod, pro\u010d jsem o to v\u0161echno p\u0159i\u0161el.<\/div>\n

Pocit odcizen\u00ed se ti. Toho, \u017ee se na m\u011b zlob\u00ed\u0161. Pr\u00e1zdnota v du\u0161i p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed. Chci v\u011bd\u011bt pro\u010d?! A vz\u00edt v\u0161e zp\u00e1tky. B\u00fdt s tebou.<\/p>\n

Jdu ven. Nezaj\u00edm\u00e1 m\u011b, \u017ee vypad\u00e1m hrozn\u011b. \u017de by m\u011b asi nikdo nepoznal, budu jedin\u011b r\u00e1d. Obuju se, jen v tri\u010dku a kalhot\u00e1ch odch\u00e1z\u00edm ven…<\/div>\n

To, co po tob\u011b v dom\u011b z\u016fstalo, je t\u00ed\u017eiv\u00e9 ticho a pap\u00edr se dv\u011bma slovy na tvoj\u00ed posteli. Miluju t\u011b!<\/p>\n

Pros\u00edm! Vra\u0165 se d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e odejdu \u00fapln\u011b…<\/p>\n

<\/em> autor: Luciianka<\/strong><\/div>\n

betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Luciianka M\u016fj \u017eivot je jako karneval. S t\u00edm rozd\u00edlem, \u017ee po karnevale se masky sund\u00e1vaj\u00ed. Mn\u011b ov\u0161em z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1. Ta pomysln\u00e1 maska, za kterou schov\u00e1v\u00e1m smutek, zlobu a sv\u00e9 tr\u00e1pen\u00ed. Ale navedl jsi m\u011b k tomu ty. Nesm\u00edm uk\u00e1zat svoje city k<\/p>\n

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