{"id":758,"date":"2018-01-31T15:00:00","date_gmt":"2018-01-31T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=752"},"modified":"2018-01-31T15:00:00","modified_gmt":"2018-01-31T14:00:00","slug":"stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce-42","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2018\/01\/31\/stretli-sme-sa-na-vianoce-42\/","title":{"rendered":"Stretli sme sa na Vianoce 42."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Jasalia<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"376\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/fb3025515b_102149483_o2.png\" alt=\"\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Bill str\u00e1vil p\u00e1r dn\u00ed u svojich star\u00fdch rodi\u010dov, no by\u0165 v jednej budove so svojou matkou bolo pre\u0148ho pr\u00edli\u0161 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9. Odmietal s \u0148ou by\u0165 v jednej miestnosti, odmietal s \u0148ou hovori\u0165, odmietal ju po\u010d\u00fava\u0165. Liezla mu na nervy. To, ako sa neust\u00e1le vyhov\u00e1rala na svoju chorobu. \u00c1no, mo\u017eno bola chor\u00e1, ale to bolo d\u00e1vno pred t\u00fdm. A on u\u017e ani nebol mal\u00fdm chlapcom, aby to pred n\u00edm musela taji\u0165. A teraz sa tv\u00e1rila ako chudera, ktor\u00e1 sa stala len obe\u0165ou okolnost\u00ed. Dokonca sa urazila, lebo bol na \u0148u drz\u00fd. Nakri\u010dal na \u0148u. Vykri\u010dal jej v\u0161etko, \u010do mu v tej chv\u00edli napadlo, vr\u00e1tane toho, \u017ee ke\u010f zistila, \u017ee jej syn \u017eije tak bl\u00edzko nich, ani sa s n\u00edm nepok\u00fasila zozn\u00e1mi\u0165. Jedin\u00e9, \u010do ju zauj\u00edmalo, bolo, aby ich znovu rozdelila.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>Ale jednoduch\u00e9 nebolo ani stret\u00e1va\u0165 star\u00fdch rodi\u010dov. Aj oni mu klamali. Jedin\u00fd, s k\u00fdm sa dok\u00e1zal zhov\u00e1ra\u0165, bol Gordon. On jedin\u00fd za ni\u010d nemohol. Zva\u017eoval, \u017ee sa vr\u00e1ti do ich bytu, no nevydr\u017eal tam ani jedin\u00fd de\u0148. Ten byt&#8230; bol pln\u00fd spomienok. Spomienok na Toma. Na ich bozky a milovanie. Na milovanie s Tomom. S jeho&#8230; bratom.<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>T\u00e1 boles\u0165 bola pr\u00edli\u0161 ve\u013ek\u00e1. Tak\u00e1 ve\u013ek\u00e1, a\u017e to u\u017e nedok\u00e1zal zn\u00e1\u0161a\u0165, a rozhodol sa to ukon\u010di\u0165. Vzal n\u00f4\u017e a zarezal. Rana nebola dos\u0165 hlbok\u00e1, aby ho skuto\u010dne zabila, no t\u00e1 boles\u0165&#8230; T\u00e1 boles\u0165 bola tak\u00e1 obrovsk\u00e1, \u017ee \u00faplne prehlu\u0161ila v\u0161etko ostatn\u00e9. A to na chv\u00ed\u013eu pomohlo. Ale skuto\u010dne len na chv\u00ed\u013eu. Netrvalo to dlho, len p\u00e1r dn\u00ed, ne\u017e sa t\u00e1 boles\u0165 op\u00e4\u0165 vystup\u0148ovala nato\u013eko, \u017ee siahol po no\u017ei.<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Vedel, \u017ee to nie je spr\u00e1vne. \u017de by sa mal stretn\u00fa\u0165 s priate\u013emi. Sk\u00fa\u0161al to. Ale bolo to pr\u00edli\u0161 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9. V\u017edy, ke\u010f ich videl, spomenul si na Toma a na ich spolo\u010dn\u00e9 pl\u00e1ny. Na to, \u017ee mali spolu hra\u0165 v kapele. Nedok\u00e1zal s nimi by\u0165. Vr\u00e1til sa teda do \u0161koly, a dokonca sa mu podarilo vr\u00e1ti\u0165 do pr\u00e1ce, ale bolo pre\u0148ho pr\u00edli\u0161 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 s\u00fastredi\u0165 sa. Sna\u017eil sa, naozaj sa sna\u017eil. D\u00fafal, \u017ee ke\u010f sa bude venova\u0165 nie\u010domu in\u00e9mu, podar\u00ed sa mu zabudn\u00fa\u0165, no ne\u0161lo to. Nedok\u00e1zal ovl\u00e1dnu\u0165 svoje my\u0161lienky. A tak v\u017edy, ke\u010f to u\u017e bolo neznesite\u013en\u00e9, siahol po no\u017ei.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">Ale to nesta\u010dilo. Cez de\u0148 \u0161tudoval a pracoval, dokonca za\u010dal aj cvi\u010di\u0165, aby sa \u010do najviac unavil a ve\u010der \u013eah\u0161ie zaspal, no nedok\u00e1zal zabr\u00e1ni\u0165 svojim my\u0161lienkam, aby si robili, \u010do chceli. A tie ho prenasledovali nielen cez de\u0148, ale najm\u00e4 v noci. Mie\u0161ali sa mu u\u017e zabudnut\u00e9 spomienky na jeho detstvo str\u00e1ven\u00e9 s Tomom a nov\u00e9 spomienky na u\u017e dospel\u00e9ho Toma &#8211; jeho milenca. T\u00fa\u017eil po tom, aby mohol by\u0165 so svoj\u00edm bratom. T\u00fa\u017eil po tom cel\u00fd svoj \u017eivot a aj teraz. Chcel svojho bra\u010deka sp\u00e4\u0165. Toho bra\u010deka, ktor\u00fd sa o\u0148ho staral, chr\u00e1nil ho, ktor\u00e9mu zasp\u00e1val v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed. No tento Tom bol \u00faplne toto\u017en\u00fd s Tomom, ktor\u00e9ho miloval a s ktor\u00fdm sa miloval. Boli si tak\u00ed podobn\u00ed, \u017ee ich nedok\u00e1zal odl\u00ed\u0161i\u0165. Nech robil, \u010do robil, nedok\u00e1zal to. A jeho myse\u013e mu v tom br\u00e1nila e\u0161te viac. Hlavne v noci, ke\u010f sa mu sn\u00edvalo, ako sa s Tomom hral&#8230; a potom miloval. Miloval sa s Tomom&#8230; svoj\u00edm bratom&#8230; Zob\u00fadzal sa rozt\u00fa\u017een\u00fd, niekedy potriesnen\u00fd semenom, inokedy tak\u00fd nabuden\u00fd, \u017ee sa v prv\u00fdch chv\u00ed\u013each nedok\u00e1zal ovl\u00e1dnu\u0165 a sta\u010dilo p\u00e1r r\u00fdchlych pohybov, aby to dotiahol dokonca. Len\u017ee hne\u010f, ako sa spam\u00e4tal z om\u00e1menia, uvedomil si, \u010do urobil a za\u010dalo mu by\u0165 zo seba zle. Ale to predsa nebolo spr\u00e1vne! Nesmel to robi\u0165! Bolo to predsa zvr\u00e1ten\u00e9 a nechutn\u00e9 a jemu sa \u010dasto zo seba sam\u00e9ho obracal \u017eal\u00fadok. Bolo mu zo seba tak zle, \u017ee \u010dasto ani poriadne neudr\u017eal jedlo. A tak bolo jednoduch\u0161ie nejes\u0165. Na\u010do, ke\u010f to aj tak vyvr\u00e1til?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\">\n<p>Sna\u017eil sa na Toma zabudn\u00fa\u0165. Na ich mileneck\u00fd vz\u0165ah. Len\u017ee to ne\u0161lo, lebo Tom bol jeho brat. Brat, ktor\u00e9ho t\u00fa\u017eil tak dlho vidie\u0165. Ale nie s n\u00edm ma\u0165 sex! Len\u017ee chcel sa milova\u0165 so svojim priate\u013eom. Jeho zm\u00e4tok bol nato\u013eko v\u00e1\u017eny, \u017ee pre to nemohol spa\u0165. A ke\u010f zaspal, pri\u0161li tie no\u010dn\u00e9 mory. Preto ni\u010d nejedol, takmer nespal, a aby sa udr\u017eal bdel\u00fd, pil ve\u013ea k\u00e1vy a energetick\u00fdch n\u00e1pojov, a ke\u010f u\u017e to nemohol vydr\u017ea\u0165, rezal sa. Z nedostatku sp\u00e1nku a jedla bol tak\u00fd nerv\u00f3zny, \u017ee si za\u010dal ohr\u00fdza\u0165 nechty a faj\u010di\u0165. Ka\u017ed\u00fd poh\u013ead do zrkadla v \u0148om v\u0161ak vyvol\u00e1val \u010fal\u0161\u00ed a \u010fal\u0161\u00ed zm\u00e4tok. Ako to, \u017ee to nespoznal? \u017de nezistil, \u017ee s\u00fa dvoj\u010dat\u00e1? To pre ten mejkap? Tie zafarben\u00e9 vlasy? V zlosti vzal no\u017enice a ostrihal si vlasy nakr\u00e1tko, odfarbil sa v snahe odstr\u00e1ni\u0165 v\u0161etku \u010diernu farbu. L\u00ed\u010didl\u00e1 zahodil do ko\u0161a. No to nesta\u010dilo. Nedok\u00e1zal sa na seba pozera\u0165. Pripom\u00ednalo mu to, ako sa ho dot\u00fdkal Tom. Ako ho hladil, l\u00e1skal a bozk\u00e1val. Ako mu hovoril, ak\u00fd je kr\u00e1sny. On sa tak nec\u00edtil. C\u00edtil sa \u0161kared\u00fd a \u0161pinav\u00fd. Zvr\u00e1ten\u00fd. To telo, ktor\u00e9 sa Tomovi tak p\u00e1\u010dilo&#8230; musel ho zni\u010di\u0165. Musel&#8230; A tak sa dal tetova\u0165. Jedno tetovanie za druh\u00fdm. Ale prv\u00e9&#8230; prv\u00e9 bolo na hrudi. Na mieste, kde mal Tom jazvu. A potom&#8230; potom to jeho telo nevydr\u017ealo. A on skon\u010dil v nemocnici. A odtia\u013e putoval na psychiatriu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>autor: Jasalia<\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify\"><strong>betaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Jasalia Bill str\u00e1vil p\u00e1r dn\u00ed u svojich star\u00fdch rodi\u010dov, no by\u0165 v jednej budove so svojou matkou bolo pre\u0148ho pr\u00edli\u0161 \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9. Odmietal s \u0148ou by\u0165 v jednej miestnosti, odmietal s \u0148ou hovori\u0165, odmietal ju po\u010d\u00fava\u0165. Liezla mu na nervy. 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