{"id":7593,"date":"2011-10-20T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-20T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7573"},"modified":"2011-10-20T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-10-20T17:00:00","slug":"the-lie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/10\/20\/the-lie\/","title":{"rendered":"The Lie"},"content":{"rendered":"

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autor: Mary<\/p>\n

<\/strong> Miluju noc. Kdy\u017e slunce p\u0159ed\u00e1 vl\u00e1du m\u011bs\u00edci a zapadne, aby se u\u017e nemuselo d\u00e1le d\u00edvat na tento n\u00e1\u0161 zka\u017een\u00fd sv\u011bt. Kdy\u017e hust\u00e1 \u010dern\u00e1 tma ochotn\u011b kryje na\u0161e rozpaky a milosrdn\u011b dovoluje h\u0159\u00ed\u0161n\u00fdm p\u0159edstav\u00e1m, aby se zhmot\u0148ovaly ve snech, kter\u00e9 jsou moj\u00ed jedinou \u00fat\u011bchou a z\u00e1rove\u0148 proklet\u00edm, proto\u017ee v\u00edm, \u017ee se nikdy nebudou moci splnit.<\/div>\n

My to nedovol\u00edme.<\/div>\n
A tak se st\u00e1le \u010dast\u011bji jenom odd\u00e1v\u00e1m sv\u00e9mu sn\u011bn\u00ed. Jen ve snech se na tebe m\u016f\u017eu doopravdy d\u00edvat, beztrestn\u011b se no\u0159it do nekone\u010dn\u00fdch hloubek o\u0159\u00ed\u0161kov\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed a bez obav pohladit r\u016f\u017eov\u00e1 poupata tv\u00fdch tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, ani\u017e by m\u011b tr\u00fdznilo v\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee tohle nesm\u00edm.<\/div>\n
Ve sv\u00fdch snech toti\u017e m\u016f\u017eu v\u0161echno.<\/div>\n
Ale jenom sn\u00edt n\u011bkdy nesta\u010d\u00ed\u2026<\/div>\n
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Sed\u00edm u kuchy\u0148sk\u00e9ho stolu, na sv\u00e9m obl\u00edben\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b v rohu, v rukou sv\u00edr\u00e1m hrnek, co jsem dostal od tebe, napln\u011bn\u00fd a\u017e po okraj hork\u00fdm \u010dajem. Ani nev\u00edm, jak dlouho u\u017e jsem tady, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 u\u017e to budou cel\u00e9 des\u00edtky minut, str\u00e1ven\u00e9 jenom nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fdm z\u00edr\u00e1n\u00edm do zdi. Mysl\u00edm na tebe. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, na koho taky jin\u00e9ho? Jenom ty se mi vytrvale vkr\u00e1d\u00e1\u0161 do my\u0161lenek, jenom tv\u00e9 o\u010di vid\u00edm neust\u00e1le p\u0159ed sebou, jenom tv\u00e9 doteky tou\u017e\u00edm c\u00edtit na sv\u00e9m t\u011ble.<\/div>\n

A jenom tebe nikdy nem\u016f\u017eu m\u00edt.<\/div>\n
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T\u00e1zav\u011b se na tebe pod\u00edv\u00e1m. Neodpov\u00ed\u0161, jen ml\u010dky zakrout\u00ed\u0161 hlavou a odvr\u00e1t\u00ed\u0161 se. Nerozum\u00edm ti, poprv\u00e9 v \u017eivot\u011b nech\u00e1pu, co to znamen\u00e1.<\/div>\n
Ale nept\u00e1m se. Nemluv\u00edme, a p\u0159esto ta chvilka sd\u00edlen\u00e9ho ticha mezi n\u00e1mi\u2026 Je to hezk\u00e9. Mo\u017en\u00e1 a\u017e moc hezk\u00e9 na to, aby to byla skute\u010dnost. Ale je, v\u00edm to.<\/p>\n

Jsi tak bl\u00edzko, sly\u0161\u00edm ka\u017ed\u00fd tv\u016fj v\u00fddech, podv\u011bdom\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm ka\u017ed\u00fd nepatrn\u00fd pohyb, ka\u017ed\u00e9 zachv\u011bn\u00ed. Tou\u017e\u00edm ti b\u00fdt je\u0161t\u011b bl\u00ed\u017ee, dotknout se t\u011b. P\u0159isunu se o p\u00e1r centimetr\u016f k tob\u011b. Vpiju se pohledem do tv\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed, v jejich\u017e temn\u00fdch hlubin\u00e1ch se zra\u010d\u00ed bolest a\u2026 strach?<\/div>\n

Ucukne\u0161 a oto\u010d\u00ed\u0161 se ke mn\u011b z\u00e1dy. Mrz\u00ed m\u011b to, ale nem\u016f\u017eu na to nic \u0159\u00edct. K\u00e9\u017e bych mohl\u2026 Jen\u017ee to by to muselo b\u00fdt v\u0161echno \u00fapln\u011b jinak.<\/p>\n

„Co se stalo?“ zept\u00e1m se jemn\u011b.<\/p>\n

Nechce\u0161 se na m\u011b pod\u00edvat, \u0161t\u00edhl\u00fdmi pa\u017eemi si obj\u00edm\u00e1\u0161 nohy, ramena se ti chv\u011bj\u00ed\u2026 Pl\u00e1\u010de\u0161? Nikdy jsem t\u011b nevid\u011bl plakat.<\/p>\n

„Nic\u2026“<\/p>\n

Ani si nejsem jist\u00fd, jestli to slovo skute\u010dn\u011b vy\u0161lo z tv\u00fdch \u00fast, nebo jsem si ho jen p\u0159edstavoval, jak moc bylo tich\u00e9. P\u0159esto se mi zarylo a\u017e pod k\u016f\u017ei a p\u00e1lilo jako pekeln\u00fd plamen. Peklo\u2026 Tam skon\u010d\u00edm za svoje my\u0161lenky\u2026 a l\u00e1sku.<\/div>\n

Oto\u010d\u00edm t\u011b k sob\u011b. N\u011b\u017en\u011b, nijak na tebe nenal\u00e9h\u00e1m, pln\u011b se podd\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 m\u00fdm dlan\u00edm, v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee bych ti nikdy nedok\u00e1zal v\u011bdom\u011b ubl\u00ed\u017eit. Na to t\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 miluju.<\/p>\n

„Mn\u011b m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u0159\u00edct v\u0161echno\u2026“<\/p>\n

Pohlad\u00edm t\u011b po tv\u00e1\u0159i. Vzlykne\u0161. Vezme\u0161 mou dla\u0148 do sv\u00e9 a p\u0159itiskne\u0161 si ji na hru\u010f. M\u016f\u017eu pod sv\u00fdmi prsty c\u00edtit zrychlen\u00fd tlukot sv\u00e9ho srdce. D\u00edv\u00e1m se ti do tv\u00e1\u0159e, na \u0159as\u00e1ch se ti lesknou drobn\u00e9 diamanty slz.<\/p>\n

„C\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 to taky?“ za\u0161ept\u00e1\u0161. Pohledem pros\u00ed\u0161 o pochopen\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Bol\u00ed to. Tak neskute\u010dn\u011b to bol\u00ed, proto\u017ee i kdy\u017e bych nejrad\u011bji ze v\u0161eho \u0159ekl ano, nem\u016f\u017eu. Na tuhle cestu se nem\u016f\u017eeme vydat spolu. Nejde to a oba to v\u00edme. Bude to ta nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed a nejhor\u0161\u00ed le\u017e m\u00e9ho \u017eivota, zlom\u00edm srdce tob\u011b i mn\u011b a a\u017e do smrti si neodpust\u00edm, \u017ee jsem to ud\u011blal, \u017ee jsem t\u011b zradil, ubl\u00ed\u017eil ti. Ale nem\u00e1m jinou mo\u017enost.<\/p>\n

„Ne\u2026“<\/p>\n

N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed lid\u00e9 si prost\u011b nejsou souzen\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

autor: Mary<\/strong><\/div>\n

betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Mary Miluju noc. Kdy\u017e slunce p\u0159ed\u00e1 vl\u00e1du m\u011bs\u00edci a zapadne, aby se u\u017e nemuselo d\u00e1le d\u00edvat na tento n\u00e1\u0161 zka\u017een\u00fd sv\u011bt. Kdy\u017e hust\u00e1 \u010dern\u00e1 tma ochotn\u011b kryje na\u0161e rozpaky a milosrdn\u011b dovoluje h\u0159\u00ed\u0161n\u00fdm p\u0159edstav\u00e1m, aby se zhmot\u0148ovaly ve snech, kter\u00e9 jsou<\/p>\n

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