{"id":7908,"date":"2011-09-03T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-09-03T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7887"},"modified":"2011-09-03T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-09-03T17:00:00","slug":"don-t-you-remember","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/09\/03\/don-t-you-remember\/","title":{"rendered":"Don&#8217;t you remember"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"margin-right:0;margin-left:0;text-align:left\"><strong>autor: Stela<br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-right:0;margin-left:0;text-align:left\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-right:0;margin-left:0;text-align:center\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"249\" height=\"41\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/kWakZcEGB38\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-right:0;margin-left:0;text-align:left\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-right:0;margin-left:0;text-align:left\">&#8222;L\u00e1sko? Stav\u00ed\u0161 se pro m\u011b okolo \u0161est\u00e9?&#8220; Bill st\u00e1l u n\u00e1st\u011bnn\u00e9ho zrcadla a s velmi na\u0161tvan\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem se sna\u017eil upravit si sest\u0159\u00edhan\u00e9 vlasy tak, aby mu nepadaly do obli\u010deje. Objaly ho dv\u011b siln\u00e9 ruce a ty sam\u00e9 rty, co mu darovaly polibek na rameno, mu odpov\u011bd\u011bly:<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Jist\u011b. Miluju t\u011b.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>Dve\u0159e se zaklaply. Skla, kter\u00e1 vypl\u0148ovala okno do minulosti, se nen\u00e1vratn\u011b zakalila a sv\u00fdm ponur\u00fdm pl\u00e1\u0161t\u011bm p\u0159ekryla to dobr\u00e9, co tam zbylo.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Tahle sc\u00e9nka se mu neust\u00e1le honila mysl\u00ed. Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d mu to \u0159ekl? Nen\u00e1vid\u011bl se za to, co zp\u016fsobil. Pro\u010d mu nemohl \u0159\u00edct, a\u0165 p\u0159ijede pozd\u011bji \u010di d\u0159\u00edve? A pro\u010d vlastn\u011b v\u016fbec cht\u011bl, aby jezdil? Koloto\u010d ot\u00e1zek se nedal zastavit. M\u016f\u017ee za to\u2026 jen on m\u016f\u017ee za to, co se stalo.<\/p>\n<p>U\u017e cel\u00e9 \u010dty\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce sed\u00e1v\u00e1 pravideln\u011b ka\u017ed\u00fd den na t\u00e9to jedin\u00e9 lavi\u010dce v zapomenut\u00e9m parku za m\u011bstem. U\u017e \u010dty\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce do n\u00ed vyr\u00fdv\u00e1 \u00fatrpn\u00e1 slova pln\u00e1 zloby, kterou je posedl\u00e1 cel\u00e1 jeho mysl. Ani dne\u0161ek nen\u00ed v\u00fdjimkou.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00ed. V\u00ed, \u017ee kdy\u017e tam p\u016fjde, bude to to sam\u00e9. Jako by n\u011bkdo zm\u00e1\u010dkl repeat a cel\u00e9 ty zasran\u00e9 \u010dty\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce jeho \u017eivota se den po dni opakovaly.<\/div>\n<div>Zase se bude muset d\u00edvat do t\u011bch o\u010d\u00ed, kter\u00e9 u\u017e \u010dty\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce nez\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. Bude muset poslouchat ta slova, kter\u00e1 u\u017e nejsou ko\u0159en\u011bn\u00e1 l\u00e1skou a p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm&#8230; zase si jen p\u0159ipomene, co v\u0161echno zp\u016fsobil.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Kdy t\u011b znovu uvid\u00edm?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Ode\u0161el jsi bez rozlou\u010den\u00ed, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 slova nebyla \u0159e\u010dena.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd posledn\u00ed polibek, co by zacelil \u0161r\u00e1my<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Netu\u0161il jsem, v jak\u00e9m stavu to jsme<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div>Sed\u011bl na chladn\u00e9m d\u0159ev\u011b lavi\u010dky jako ka\u017ed\u00fd den a vztekle ryl ostr\u00fdm no\u017eem do jej\u00edho op\u011bradla.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;V\u00edm, \u017ee m\u00e9 srdce je p\u0159el\u00e9tav\u00e9 a ho\u0159kost je m\u00e1, toulav\u00e9 o\u010di a t\u00edha v hlav\u011b.&#8220; Pro\u010d jen to ud\u011blal?<\/div>\n<div>Pro\u010d p\u0159e\u0161el od zrcadla k oknu, za \u00fa\u010delem zam\u00e1vat mu na rozlou\u010denou a m\u00edsto \u00fasm\u011bvu vid\u011bl jen jeho t\u011blo, jak dopad\u00e1 dobr\u00fdch deset metr\u016f od m\u00edsta nehody na tvrdou a studenou zem. Pro\u010d se musel d\u00edvat na to jak jeho bezvl\u00e1dn\u00e9 t\u011blo vlhne de\u0161t\u011bm? Sledovat, jak kysel\u00e9 kapky st\u00e9kaly z jeho \u010dela a jen zv\u011bt\u0161ovaly rudou skvrnu u jeho hlavy.<\/div>\n<div>A pro\u010d ty kapky jsou jedin\u00e9&#8230; co si te\u010f pamatuje?<\/div>\n<div>Jak to, \u017ee nepozn\u00e1v\u00e1 ruce, kter\u00e9 st\u00e1le hladily jeho tv\u00e1\u0159e? Pro\u010d si nevzpom\u00edn\u00e1 na hlas, kter\u00fd mu \u0161eptal miluji t\u011b? A pro\u010d nedok\u00e1\u017ee poznat tv\u00e1\u0159, kter\u00e1 se nad tou jeho skl\u00e1n\u011bla, a hork\u00e9 slzy, kter\u00e9 z n\u00ed dopadly na tu jeho?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Ale nepamatuje\u0161?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Nepamatuje\u0161 si?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Ten d\u016fvod, pro\u010d jsi m\u011b p\u0159edt\u00edm miloval,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">l\u00e1sko, pros\u00edm t\u011b, vzpome\u0148 si je\u0161t\u011b jednou.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div>\u010cernovlas\u00fd chlapec s pr\u00e1zdn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem vkro\u010dil do vysklen\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti. Nau\u010den\u011b se posadil na \u017eidli a automaticky polo\u017eil Tomovu chladnou ruku do sv\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;To jsi ty? Pro\u010d sem ka\u017ed\u00fd den chod\u00ed\u0161?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..&#8220; Bill sklopil hlavu a stisk ruky povolil. Nem\u011bl s\u00edlu vysv\u011btlovat Tomovi, \u017ee d\u00edky autonehod\u011b zapomn\u011bl posledn\u00ed dva roky sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Dva roky Billova \u017eivota. Nemohl mu \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee ho to mrz\u00ed a \u017ee jej miluje\u2026 on by nech\u00e1pal pro\u010d\u2026 a to Billa zra\u0148ovalo nejv\u00edce.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u016f\u017eu se t\u011b na n\u011bco zeptat?&#8220; Bill k n\u011bmu zvedl pohled. Zeptat? Nikdy se na nic neptal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d d\u00e9\u0161\u0165?&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Ne!&#8220; Tomovy o\u010di posmutn\u011bly.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;J\u00e1 miluju d\u00e9\u0161\u0165. Nadev\u0161echno na sv\u011bt\u011b.&#8220; Bill se jen u\u0161kl\u00edbnul. Jeho ruku pustil \u00fapln\u011b a dal se na odchod. V hlav\u011b m\u011bl jasno. Nebude tu s\u00e1m, nebude tr\u00e1vit \u010das s n\u011bk\u00fdm, kdo m\u00edsto n\u011bj miluje d\u00e9\u0161\u0165.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Kdy jsi na mne naposled myslel?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">nebo jsi mne u\u017e \u00fapln\u011b vymazal z pam\u011bti?<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\u010casto p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm o tom, kde jsem ud\u011blala chybu,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\u010c\u00edm v\u00edc jedn\u00e1m, t\u00edm m\u00e9n\u011b v\u00edm.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Dal jsem ti prostor, abys mohl d\u00fdchat,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">dr\u017eel jsem si odstup, abys mohl b\u00fdt voln\u00fd,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">a douf\u00e1m, \u017ee najde\u0161 ten ztracenej kousek,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">aby ses ke mn\u011b vr\u00e1til zp\u011bt.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div>Jeho kroky se zastavily uprost\u0159ed mostu nad frekventovanou d\u00e1lnic\u00ed. O\u010di sjely dol\u016f\u2026 nechce to ud\u011blat.<\/div>\n<div>Boj\u00ed se sko\u010dit, ale\u2026 m\u00e1 vlastn\u011b pro\u010d se b\u00e1t. V\u017edy\u0165 vid\u00ed Toma. Vid\u00ed ho dole, jak \u010dek\u00e1, a\u017e mu spadne do n\u00e1ru\u010de&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro tebe, Tome..&#8220; Za\u0161eptal do v\u011btru, kter\u00fdm se nesl podivn\u00fd zvuk, zna\u010d\u00edc\u00ed, \u017ee n\u011bco t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9ho a tup\u00e9ho dopadlo na tvrdou zem.<\/div>\n<div>Houka\u010dky umo\u017enily b\u00edl\u00e9mu velk\u00e9mu autu dostat se do pop\u0159ed\u00ed kolony a pak vybrat p\u00e1r krkolomn\u00fdch zat\u00e1\u010dek.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>V pokoji mezi \u010dty\u0159mi b\u00edl\u00fdmi st\u011bnami le\u017eely dv\u011b postele. Jedna u\u017e \u010dty\u0159i m\u011bs\u00edce odol\u00e1vala v\u00e1ze kluka s cop\u00e1nky, kter\u00fd na n\u00ed bez p\u0159est\u00e1vky le\u017eel a sna\u017eil se marn\u011b vzpom\u00ednat.<\/div>\n<div>Ta druh\u00e1 tu byla teprve p\u00e1r hodin. Na jej\u00edm pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159i le\u017eely voln\u011b pohozen\u00e9 \u010dern\u00e9 vlasy pat\u0159\u00edc\u00ed k jemn\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i, kter\u00e1 bezv\u00fdznamn\u011b koukala do pr\u00e1zdna.<\/p>\n<p>Nemohla si za nic na sv\u011bt\u011b vybavit jedinou v\u011bc. Nic. Nikoho\u2026 v\u0161ude pr\u00e1zdnota. Z my\u0161lenek o ni\u010dem ho vytrhl hlas. Hlas, kter\u00fd d\u0159\u00edve miloval, ale najednou zn\u011bl tak oby\u010dejn\u011b, zapomenut\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pr\u0161\u00ed&#8230;.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>To Tom. I sebemen\u0161\u00ed plesknut\u00ed o parapet i t\u00e9 nejmen\u0161\u00ed kapky mu nikdy neuniklo.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Hmmm\u2026&#8220; Bylo jedin\u00e9, co opustilo Billova \u00fasta.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluju d\u00e9\u0161\u0165.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Pro\u010d?&#8220; Chlapec s \u010dern\u00fdmi cop\u00e1nky se posadil na okraj postele a zesl\u00e1bl\u00fdma huben\u00fdma nohama za\u010dal houpat ve vzduchu. Nato\u010dil se k oknu a sledoval, jak kapky sm\u00e1\u010d\u00ed sklo a st\u00e9kaj\u00ed po n\u011bm dol\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Von\u00ed jako Bill.&#8220; Chlapec le\u017e\u00edc\u00ed na druh\u00e9 posteli netou\u017eil po tom vid\u011bt uboh\u00e9, bezcenn\u00e9 kapky vody, ot\u00e1zka ho ov\u0161em zaj\u00edmala.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Kdo je Bill?&#8220; Kdyby se \u010dernovlas\u00fd chlapec pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f pod\u00edval na Toma&#8230; mohl by vid\u011bt v\u00fdraz toho nejutr\u00e1pen\u011bj\u0161\u00edho \u010dlov\u011bka na sv\u011bt\u011b, a z\u00e1rove\u0148 sly\u0161et jeho krut\u00e1, ale pravdiv\u00e1 slova.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Nev\u00edm.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p><strong>autor: Stela<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Stela &#8222;L\u00e1sko? Stav\u00ed\u0161 se pro m\u011b okolo \u0161est\u00e9?&#8220; Bill st\u00e1l u n\u00e1st\u011bnn\u00e9ho zrcadla a s velmi na\u0161tvan\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem se sna\u017eil upravit si sest\u0159\u00edhan\u00e9 vlasy tak, aby mu nepadaly do obli\u010deje. Objaly ho dv\u011b siln\u00e9 ruce a ty sam\u00e9 rty, co mu<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/09\/03\/don-t-you-remember\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7908","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7908","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7908"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7908\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}