{"id":79436132,"date":"2021-10-24T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-24T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=79436132"},"modified":"2021-10-23T15:38:52","modified_gmt":"2021-10-23T13:38:52","slug":"mezzanotte-3-2-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2021\/10\/24\/mezzanotte-3-2-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Mezzanotte 3. (2\/2)"},"content":{"rendered":"

autor: Meggie<\/strong><\/p>\n

Alkohol na n\u011bj v\u017edy p\u016fsob\u00ed zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm dojmem smrti a nezastaviteln\u00e9 aktivity. Je z toho rozru\u0161en\u00fd a apatick\u00fd. Ale ne, ne v\u0161echno dohromady.
\nJe to v\u017edycky hazard, co se stane, kdy\u017e do sebe kopne t\u0159i nebo \u010dty\u0159i piva. Bude se sm\u00e1t? Sval\u00ed se na pohovku? Bude cht\u00edt v\u00a0pit\u00ed pokra\u010dovat? Bude cht\u00edt \u0161ukat?<\/p>\n

Tom popadne dal\u0161\u00ed l\u00e1hev piva a p\u0159ilo\u017e\u00ed si ji ke rt\u016fm. Ten ve\u010der se chce op\u00edt. Chce to ud\u011blat, proto\u017ee jestli je jedna jedin\u00e1 konstanta, kdy\u017e pije, tak to, \u017ee po chv\u00edli ni\u010demu nerozum\u00ed.
\nZkr\u00e1tka se na to mus\u00ed j\u00edt zostra. Opravdu hodn\u011b zostra. Ale na tom nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed. Sta\u010d\u00ed, kdy\u017e si nech\u00e1te cel\u00fd obsah lahve vklouznout do t\u011bla. A pak je\u0161t\u011b jeden. A v p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b pot\u0159eby dal\u0161\u00ed.
\nNen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9 se zastavit a nen\u00ed mo\u017en\u00e9 se zastavit p\u0159ed dosa\u017een\u00edm c\u00edle.<\/p>\n

Tom se op\u0159e z\u00e1dy o postel a p\u0159imhou\u0159\u00ed o\u010di.
\nV\u016fbec neposlouch\u00e1, co Georg d\u011blal s\u00a0tou posledn\u00ed zvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 dychtivou a ochotnou holkou. Neposlouch\u00e1, proto\u017ee je to stejn\u00fd p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh jako mnoho jin\u00fdch, kter\u00e9 se u\u017e staly a v\u00a0budoucnu stanou. I on by mohl p\u0159idat d\u011bsiv\u00e9 mno\u017estv\u00ed detail\u016f, ale neud\u011bl\u00e1 to.
\nMo\u017en\u00e1 je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 opil\u00fd na to, aby si pamatoval podrobnosti.<\/p>\n

Tu a tam zaslechne v\u011btu, slovo, sm\u00edch sv\u00fdch spole\u010dn\u00edk\u016f a p\u0159\u00e1tel. A kdy\u017e se sm\u011bj\u00ed, tak se sm\u011bje taky. Ten ve\u010der mu z\u0159ejm\u011b alkohol d\u011bl\u00e1 dob\u0159e. Vyv\u00e1d\u00ed ho to z\u00a0kontroly a ze sv\u011bta.
\nT\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 s d\u011btsk\u00fdm \u00fadivem si v\u0161imne, \u017ee kdy\u017e \u0165ukne lahv\u00ed o koberec, \u010d\u00e1st piva se z\u00a0n\u00ed vylije ven. S pubert\u00e1ln\u00ed hloupost\u00ed opakuje to gesto st\u00e1le dokola.
\nSta\u010d\u00ed mal\u00fd \u00fader a pivo vyte\u010de ven.
\nA po podlaze se rozprost\u0159e skvrna.
\nA Tom se usm\u011bje.<\/p>\n

\u201ePros\u00edm! To by sta\u010dilo, p\u0159esta\u0148\u2026\u201c
\nTom se pod\u00edv\u00e1 na Georga, kter\u00fd stoj\u00ed p\u0159ed n\u00edm.
\nPod\u00edv\u00e1 se na n\u011bj, ale nevid\u00ed ho.
\nJe to zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed. Georg tam je, ale mo\u017en\u00e1 u\u017e tam nen\u00ed Tom. Nebo tam mo\u017en\u00e1 je, ale jeho mysl je n\u011bkde daleko.
\nP\u0159ed n\u011bkolika dny, jen p\u0159ed n\u011bkolika hodinami.<\/p>\n

Pros\u00edm t\u011b. Zastav. Dost.
\nDost. Dost. Dost.<\/strong>
\nPros\u00edm. Pros\u00edm.
\nP\u0159esta\u0148.
\nP\u0159esta\u0148<\/em>.<\/p>\n

Tom upust\u00ed l\u00e1hev na podlahu, pivo se za\u010dne rozl\u00e9vat a skvrna se roz\u0161i\u0159uje. Je c\u00edtit alkohol a Georg se zapot\u00e1c\u00ed, aby l\u00e1hev chytil. Gustav se sm\u011bje a pozoruje tu sc\u00e9nu.
\nTom nem\u016f\u017ee.
\nTomovi se chce bre\u010det, c\u00edt\u00ed, jak ho v o\u010d\u00edch bolestiv\u011b \u0161t\u00edpou slzy.
\nAle jedin\u00e9, na co se zm\u016f\u017ee, je zvracen\u00ed, tam, kousek od skvrny od piva na podlaze.
\nTo je v\u0161e, co m\u016f\u017ee ud\u011blat.
\nAle r\u00e1d by se rozplakal. A dokonce by i r\u00e1d um\u0159el.
\nRealita nikdy nen\u00ed takov\u00e1, jakou ji o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1te.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Tom si vzpom\u00edn\u00e1.
\nA to je hrozn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e jak\u00e1koli jin\u00e1 situace. \u00dazkost, nejistota a \u00fatlak jsou jen bled\u00fdmi projevy.
\nTom si vzpom\u00edn\u00e1 a nechce, proto\u017ee te\u010f, kdy\u017e to v\u00ed, chce, aby ho u\u017e do konce \u017eivota nikdo nevid\u011bl.
\nPoprv\u00e9 v \u017eivot\u011b si p\u0159eje zem\u0159\u00edt.
\nProto\u017ee Tom op\u011bt vid\u00ed a nechce vid\u011bt.
\nA zat\u00edmco c\u00edt\u00ed, jak ho Georg podp\u00edr\u00e1 a vede do koupelny, pochop\u00ed, \u017ee chce jen jednu osobu, jedinou, kter\u00e1 tam nen\u00ed. Nen\u00ed tam, proto\u017ee ji odstr\u010dil.
\nA c\u00edt\u00ed se osam\u011blej\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e kdy jindy.<\/p>\n

Tom se naklon\u00ed p\u0159es z\u00e1chodov\u00e9 prk\u00e9nko a spolu s alkoholem v t\u011ble mu ze rt\u016f vyklouzne vzlyk.
\nA ten zvuk, ten p\u0159idu\u0161en\u00fd vzlyk mu zn\u00ed v u\u0161\u00edch spolu s tich\u00fdm pl\u00e1\u010dem, kter\u00fd v sob\u011b nos\u00ed u\u017e n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed.
\nA znovu se vid\u00ed v\u00a0tom klubu. A z\u00a0jedn\u00e9 strany na druhou blikaj\u00ed \u010derven\u00e1 a zelen\u00e1 sv\u011btla. Osv\u011btluj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159e a zasti\u0148uj\u00ed je, vytv\u00e1\u0159ej\u00ed sled viz\u00ed a rozmazan\u00fdch obraz\u016f. Nepamatuje si nikoho v\u00a0tom celku, v\u0161echno je zmaten\u00e9 a zkreslen\u00e9, ale to nen\u00ed d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9.
\nA pak se ho zmocn\u00ed nov\u00e9 d\u00e1ven\u00ed, kter\u00e9 zaraz\u00ed hned v z\u00e1rodku, kdy\u017e se mu v mysli vybav\u00ed ona. Tom si nepamatuje jej\u00ed jm\u00e9no, tv\u00e1\u0159 ani to, co si \u0159ekli.
\nNepamatuje si nic o n\u00ed.<\/p>\n

P\u0159esto se mu l\u00edbila. Hodn\u011b. Zp\u016fsob, jak\u00fdm se kolem n\u011bj pohybovala, ho vzru\u0161oval. I kdy\u017e ve skute\u010dnosti se nejsp\u00ed\u0161 v\u016fbec nepohnula. P\u0159esto se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala. Sledovala ho a doufala, \u017ee se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed. A Tom si myslel, \u017ee v\u0161ichni cht\u011bj\u00ed jen jednu v\u011bc.
\nUjal se j\u00ed.
\nA\u0165 u\u017e to byl kdokoli.
\n<\/strong>Na tom nez\u00e1le\u017eelo.
\nAle, pomysl\u00ed si Tom, kdy\u017e mu sv\u011br\u00e1k sev\u0159e hru\u010f a zkrout\u00ed \u017ealudek a pevn\u011b ho spout\u00e1, te\u010f na tom z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed.
\nNyn\u00ed na tom velmi, velmi z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Proto\u017ee a\u0165 u\u017e to byl kdokoli, <\/strong>pot\u0159ebuje jm\u00e9no. Tv\u00e1\u0159. Adresu.
\n<\/strong>A do prdele, ani si nedok\u00e1\u017ee vzpomenout, co ud\u011blal, jak se zachoval.
\nNevzpom\u00edn\u00e1 si na nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e na jej\u00ed parf\u00e9m a zoufal\u00e9 vzlyky, kdy\u017e se rozhodl si ji vz\u00edt.
\nA\u0165 u\u017e to byl kdokoli,<\/strong> nem\u00e1 v hlav\u011b \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jm\u00e9no, ale p\u0159esto je to no\u010dn\u00ed m\u016fra p\u0159evle\u010den\u00e1 za realitu, kter\u00e1 op\u011bt zaklepala na jeho dve\u0159e.<\/p>\n

C\u00edt\u00ed se \u0161patn\u011b, c\u00edt\u00ed se hrozn\u011b, a to je je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 m\u00e1lo na to, aby popsal, jak se skute\u010dn\u011b c\u00edt\u00ed, kdy\u017e se bezmocn\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed z\u00e1chodu, vzlyk\u00e1 a zvrac\u00ed svou du\u0161i. A douf\u00e1, \u017ee to alespo\u0148 p\u016fjde ven, ale m\u00edsto toho to tam z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1, ukotven\u00e9 v n\u011bm, a Tom nev\u00ed, co s t\u00edm.
\nTa du\u0161e je prohnil\u00e1. Je \u0161pinav\u00e1, smrd\u00ed, k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed a on u\u017e ji nechce.
\nChce se jen vr\u00e1tit. Ne do t\u00e9 noci, ale o n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed zp\u011bt.
\nV\u016fbec by nevstal, aby si s Billem promluvil, aby se to nedozv\u011bd\u011bl.
\nAby o p\u00e1r dn\u00ed pozd\u011bji necht\u011bl p\u00edt tolik, \u017ee by si nepamatoval vlastn\u00ed jm\u00e9no, tolik, \u017ee by nev\u011bd\u011bl, jak chodit, jak d\u00fdchat, jak se chovat.
\nA to natolik, aby neza\u0161el tak daleko, aby si proti sv\u00e9 v\u016fli vzal do postele d\u00edvku bez tv\u00e1\u0159e a beze jm\u00e9na.<\/p>\n

Je monstrum.<\/p>\n

V\u00edc ne\u017e Bill, v\u00edc ne\u017e kdokoli jin\u00fd. Proto\u017ee Bill mu ani neubl\u00ed\u017eil, byl s\u00e1m, ve sv\u00e9 posteli, a on byl skute\u010dn\u00e1 zr\u016fda, kter\u00e1 se rozhodla p\u00edt, aby tu p\u0159edstavu vymazala z hlavy. Hodn\u011b a p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 p\u00edt. P\u00edt a nic nev\u011bd\u011bt.
\nPije a c\u00edt\u00ed jen touhu si u\u017e\u00edt, v\u0161echno o\u0161ukat, nechat se un\u00e1\u0161et potem a orgasmem, aby u\u017e pon\u011bkolik\u00e1t\u00e9 utekl od Billa, od sv\u00e9ho ne-bratra, kter\u00fd ho nikdy neopust\u00ed.
\nNikdy, ani v t\u011bch nejhor\u0161\u00edch \u010dasech, v\u017edycky tu byl. Je tu v\u017edycky.
\nA Tom ho odehnal, jako by byl otravn\u00e1 moucha \u2013 p\u0159itom jedin\u00fd hmyz, kter\u00fd l\u00e9t\u00e1 nad tou sra\u010dkou, je on, ten, kter\u00fd je s\u00e1m hovnem \u2013 jako by to nebylo d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9.
\nJako by ho to opravdu mohlo odv\u00e9st od sebe sam\u00e9ho. Jako by to stejn\u011b nec\u00edtil.<\/p>\n

Tom u\u017e necht\u011bl nic c\u00edtit. Nec\u00edtit, nemyslet, nevid\u011bt, nev\u011bd\u011bt.
\nNyn\u00ed v\u0161ak v\u00ed mnoho, mnoho v\u011bc\u00ed. V\u00ed, \u017ee se s\u00e1m sob\u011b hnus\u00ed, a to je je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 m\u00e1lo. V\u00ed, \u017ee by se nejrad\u011bji pozvracel, aby se ostatn\u00edm zhnusil. Aby se zhnusil ka\u017ed\u00e9mu, ka\u017ed\u00e9mu \u010dlov\u011bku, kter\u00e9ho na sv\u00e9 cest\u011b potk\u00e1. Proto\u017ee si nezaslou\u017e\u00ed nic, absolutn\u011b nic.
\nJe zr\u016fda, skute\u010dn\u00e1 zr\u016fda, naprost\u00e1 zr\u016fda.
\nZv\u00ed\u0159e.
\nKter\u00e9 si zaslou\u017e\u00ed b\u00fdt pouze utraceno.
\nNem\u016f\u017ee si v\u0161ak pomoct, ale napadne ho, jestli by ho alespo\u0148 Bill dok\u00e1zat podr\u017eet, proto\u017ee jedin\u00e9, po \u010dem v tu chv\u00edli tou\u017e\u00ed, je sklouznout na zem. A u\u017e nikdy nevstat.<\/p>\n

autor: Meggie
\np\u0159eklad: Lauinka
\nbetaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Meggie Alkohol na n\u011bj v\u017edy p\u016fsob\u00ed zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm dojmem smrti a nezastaviteln\u00e9 aktivity. Je z toho rozru\u0161en\u00fd a apatick\u00fd. Ale ne, ne v\u0161echno dohromady. Je to v\u017edycky hazard, co se stane, kdy\u017e do sebe kopne t\u0159i nebo \u010dty\u0159i piva. Bude se sm\u00e1t?<\/p>\n

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