{"id":79436457,"date":"2022-01-09T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-01-09T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=79436457"},"modified":"2022-01-04T19:43:47","modified_gmt":"2022-01-04T18:43:47","slug":"mentre-tutti-guardano-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2022\/01\/09\/mentre-tutti-guardano-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Mentre tutti Guardano 2."},"content":{"rendered":"

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Krut\u00e1 melodie<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201eDal\u0161\u00ed \u0161patn\u00e1 noc?\u201c Zeptal se pohotov\u011b Tom, kter\u00fd sed\u011bl u kuchy\u0148sk\u00e9ho stolu a s mrazivou lhostejnost\u00ed \u010dekal na odpov\u011bdi, kter\u00fdch se mu nikdy nedostalo.
\nJedin\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, jen\u017e ho mohl zachr\u00e1nit, ale paradoxn\u011b to byl on, kdo ho poslal do t\u00e9 slep\u00e9 uli\u010dky.
\nBill \u0161el za n\u00edm s\u00a0jist\u00fdm strachem, dr\u017eel se za kostnat\u00e9 ruce, o\u010di m\u011bl opuchl\u00e9 a zarudl\u00e9, vlasy rozcuchan\u00e9 od r\u00e1na hned po probuzen\u00ed. \u201eNemluv\u00ed\u0161? Krom\u011b d\u016fstojnosti jsi ztratil i jazyk?\u201c
\nSlova, kter\u00e1 velmi bol\u00ed.
\n<\/em>Bill pevn\u011b zav\u0159el v\u00ed\u010dka, aby zabr\u00e1nil slz\u00e1m.
\nCht\u011bl se zav\u0159\u00edt ve sv\u00e9m pokoji, schovat se a ut\u00e9ct, proto\u017ee v\u011bd\u011bl, jak moc Tom nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed, kdy\u017e nedostane odpov\u011b\u010f.<\/p>\n

Chlapec s dlouh\u00fdmi blon\u010fat\u00fdmi dredy u\u017e m\u011bl dost neust\u00e1l\u00e9ho ml\u010den\u00ed sv\u00e9ho kdysi milovan\u00e9ho brat\u0159\u00ed\u010dka, kter\u00fd p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rychle dosp\u011bl.
\nPrudce polo\u017eil \u0161\u00e1lek na st\u016fl, tak siln\u011b, a\u017e m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee se rozbije.
\nPrudk\u00fdm trhnut\u00edm vysko\u010dil ze \u017eidle, pevn\u011b uchopil Billovo z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed, zvedl ho, a\u017e to \u010dernovl\u00e1ska zabolelo.
\n\u201ePro\u010d neodpov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161? Polo\u017eil jsem ti ot\u00e1zku!\u201c
\n\u201eUbli\u017euje\u0161 mi\u2026\u201c sp\u00ed\u0161 ne\u017e odpov\u011b\u010f to bylo velmi slab\u00e9 zasy\u010den\u00ed, za\u0161eptan\u00e9 se sklopenou hlavou a zav\u0159en\u00fdma o\u010dima.
\n\u201e\u0158ekni mi to do o\u010d\u00ed!\u201c Bill byl na pokraji slz, z bolesti fyzick\u00e9 i psychick\u00e9, z Tomov\u00fdch slov a prost\u011b proto, \u017ee cht\u011bl.<\/p>\n

Je velk\u00e1 l\u00e1ska schopna v\u00e1s pomalu zab\u00edt?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201eTy\u2026 ty jsi byl prvn\u00ed, nepamatuje\u0161 si?\u201c Zasy\u010del Bill. Pravda takov\u00e1, jak\u00e1 byla, vysloven\u00e1 s bolest\u00ed, ale i s\u00a0neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00fdm hn\u011bvem.
\nTom prudce sklonil tv\u00e1\u0159 a pustil z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed toho bezmocn\u00e9ho tvora, opravdu nesnesl ho takhle vid\u011bt\u2026 sv\u00e9ho Billa\u2026
\n\u201eCo je ti do toho? Co?! Co je ti do toho, kurva?!\u201c K\u0159i\u010del hlasit\u011b p\u0159es slzy a dr\u017eel si bolav\u00e9 z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed, kdy\u017e se sesunul na kolena.
\nNemusel mu to \u0159\u00edkat. Tom se na n\u011bj vrhl se v\u0161\u00ed zlost\u00ed, kterou v sob\u011b m\u011bl.
\nPokud mu na n\u011b\u010dem opravdu z\u00e1le\u017eelo, byl to Bill.<\/p>\n

Tolik se mu to sna\u017eil vynahradit, vynahradit mu tu stra\u0161nou pubert\u00e1ln\u00ed hloupost, ale Bill mu nikdy neodpustil, a m\u011bl k tomu v\u0161echny d\u016fvody.
\n\u201eUbli\u017euje\u0161 mi! P\u0159esta\u0148!\u201c
\nTy v\u00fdk\u0159iky byly zbyte\u010dn\u00e9, u\u017e nem\u011bl s\u00edlu ani udr\u017eet o\u010di otev\u0159en\u00e9.
\n\u201eCo si, kurva, mysl\u00ed\u0161? Co? Co si mysl\u00ed\u0161? \u017de jsem se nesna\u017eil?\u201c K\u0159i\u010del mu Tom do tv\u00e1\u0159e a zacloumal s\u00a0n\u00edm za ramena. \u201eUd\u011blal jsem chybu! Uh. Jednu. Do prdele. \u0160l\u00e1pl jsem vedle! Sna\u017eil jsem se to napravit, sna\u017eil jsem se! A ty\u2026 ty ses stal t\u00edmhle!\u201c K\u0159i\u010del d\u00e1l se slzami v o\u010d\u00edch.<\/p>\n

\u0160okov\u00e1 terapie. Tak se \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 tomu, kdy\u017e ti n\u011bkdo realitu hod\u00ed p\u0159\u00edmo do ksichtu, p\u0159esn\u011b takovou, jak\u00e1 je.
\n<\/em>Z jeho mal\u00e9ho bratra se stala jak\u00e1si lacin\u00e1 d\u011bvka a narkoman, a a\u0165 se Tom sna\u017eil sebev\u00edc, zd\u00e1lo se, \u017ee je to beznad\u011bjn\u00e9.
\nJak se m\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bk c\u00edtit, kdy\u017e vid\u00ed, \u017ee jeho nejdra\u017e\u0161\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bk na sv\u011bt\u011b skon\u010dil takhle?
\n<\/em>Bill mu t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \u00fapln\u011b padl do n\u00e1ru\u010de a p\u0159\u00e1l si jen, aby to v\u0161echno skon\u010dilo.<\/p>\n

Asi o p\u016fl hodiny pozd\u011bji prudce zav\u0159el dve\u0159e od sv\u00e9ho pokoje, sklouzl po nich z\u00e1dy na zem a p\u0159itiskl si nohy k hrudi. Rukama se chytil za vlasy, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 si je vy\u0161kubal a propukl v hysterick\u00fd pl\u00e1\u010d.
\nKrut\u00e1 melodie mu p\u0159ipomn\u011bla, \u017ee tohle je skute\u010dn\u011b dno, hranice vedouc\u00ed do z\u00e1huby.
\nM\u00edstnost byla mal\u00e1, p\u0159epln\u011bn\u00e1 a neuspo\u0159\u00e1dan\u00e1 a na st\u011bn\u00e1ch dominovaly plak\u00e1ty Kurta Cobaina. Bo\u017ee, jak moc miloval *grunge.<\/p>\n

Prudk\u00fdmi gesty zapnul stereo a zv\u00fd\u0161il hlasitost c\u00e9d\u00e9\u010dka, kter\u00e9 u\u017e bylo uvnit\u0159, na maximum. Jako by ho ty drsn\u00e9 zvuky dok\u00e1zaly izolovat od zbytku sv\u011bta\u2026
\nNerv\u00f3zn\u011b vyhazoval do vzduchu n\u011bkolik p\u0159edm\u011bt\u016f na stole, dokud nena\u0161el v\u0161e, co pot\u0159eboval, aby upustil p\u00e1ru.
\nZvedl \u017eiletku pot\u0159\u00edsn\u011bnou zaschlou krv\u00ed, vyt\u00e1hl ze z\u00e1suvky koks, hodil ho do sebe a svalil se na podlahu.<\/p>\n

Najednou hypn\u00f3za. Hudba, kter\u00e1 mu bije v hlav\u011b, pocit lehkosti a bolest \u010depele mu\u010d\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed\u2026 realita kolem n\u011bj se hrout\u00ed\u2026
\nP\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho dn\u00ed str\u00e1ven\u00fdch t\u00edmto zp\u016fsobem, ani\u017e by m\u011bly smysl.
\nK\u00f3ma. V\u0161echno, co cht\u011bl\u2026<\/p>\n

Jakmile se dostanete na dno, m\u016f\u017eete se je\u0161t\u011b zvednout?<\/em><\/p>\n

*<\/em>Grunge je pod\u017e\u00e1nr alternativn\u00edho rocku vych\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00ed z hard rocku a punk rocku.<\/p>\n

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0
\np\u0159eklad: Lauinka
\nbetaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0 Krut\u00e1 melodie \u201eDal\u0161\u00ed \u0161patn\u00e1 noc?\u201c Zeptal se pohotov\u011b Tom, kter\u00fd sed\u011bl u kuchy\u0148sk\u00e9ho stolu a s mrazivou lhostejnost\u00ed \u010dekal na odpov\u011bdi, kter\u00fdch se mu nikdy nedostalo. Jedin\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, jen\u017e ho mohl zachr\u00e1nit, ale paradoxn\u011b to byl on, kdo ho poslal<\/p>\n

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