{"id":79436482,"date":"2022-01-14T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-01-14T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=79436482"},"modified":"2022-01-12T11:28:40","modified_gmt":"2022-01-12T10:28:40","slug":"mentre-tutti-guardano-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2022\/01\/14\/mentre-tutti-guardano-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Mentre tutti Guardano 7."},"content":{"rendered":"

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Vina<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dlouh\u00e9 mu\u017en\u00e9 prsty klouzaly po strun\u00e1ch star\u00e9 klasick\u00e9 kytary pln\u00e9 n\u00e1pis\u016f a n\u00e1lepek, tu a tam po\u0161kr\u00e1ban\u00e9, a tvo\u0159ily melodii, kter\u00e1 byla n\u011bkdy neur\u010dit\u00e1.
\nTom se marn\u011b sna\u017eil slo\u017eit n\u011bco chytlav\u00e9ho a sed\u011bl na rozestlan\u00e9 posteli.
\nOdvr\u00e1til pozornost od n\u00e1stroje a soust\u0159edil se na cigaretu v popeln\u00edku na no\u010dn\u00edm stolku.
\nDal\u0161\u00ed vynechan\u00fd akord\u2026 mo\u017en\u00e1, \u017ee akustick\u00e1 nebyla v tu chv\u00edli zrovna ten spr\u00e1vn\u00fd n\u00e1stroj, mnohem rad\u011bji by m\u011bl Stratocastera nebo p\u011bkn\u00fd Flyn V \u2013 jeho obl\u00edben\u00fd \u2013 kter\u00fd by mu\u010dil, dokud by mu nekrv\u00e1cely u\u0161n\u00ed bub\u00ednky a prsty.<\/p>\n

Ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u00e1 sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed zp\u016fsoby, jak vypustit p\u00e1ru\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

V\u011bt\u0161inou to d\u011blal s d\u00edvkami, jejich\u017e jm\u00e9na ani neznal, dost jednoduch\u00e9 na to, aby si zaslou\u017eily jeho pozornost, ale mo\u017en\u00e1 a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 jednoduch\u00e9 na to, aby si zaslou\u017eily jeho respekt.
\nDokonal\u00e9 ob\u011bti toho dredat\u00e9ho kluka, kter\u00fd nem\u011bl v \u00famyslu za\u010d\u00edt n\u011bco v\u00e1\u017en\u00e9ho\u2026 sta\u010dila jedna noc, a to bylo pro bezejmenn\u00e9 d\u00edvky p\u0159\u00edli\u0161.<\/p>\n

Tom byl typick\u00fd „nikdy se nemus\u00ed\u0161 pt\u00e1t“, v\u011bdom si toho, \u017ee je cool a sebev\u011bdom\u00fd, v\u017edycky si byl jist\u00fd, \u017ee kdy\u017e proch\u00e1z\u00ed kolem, v\u0161echny d\u00edvky, kter\u00e9 ho m\u00edjej\u00ed, doufaj\u00ed, \u017ee na n\u011b mrkne.
\nVe skute\u010dnosti byl Tom slab\u00fd, velmi slab\u00fd, nedok\u00e1zal se ani pod\u00edvat \u010dlov\u011bku p\u0159ed sebou do o\u010d\u00ed. A utekl\u2026
\nJeho spole\u010densk\u00fd \u017eivot byl z\u0159ejm\u011b tak\u00e9 \u017eivotem norm\u00e1ln\u00edho osmn\u00e1ctilet\u00e9ho mlad\u00edka, s ve\u010d\u00edrky, pivem, d\u00edvkami a ob\u010dasn\u00fdm vybo\u010den\u00edm z norm\u00e1lu.
\nNikdo v\u0161ak netu\u0161il, \u017ee jakmile zav\u0159el dve\u0159e, ve\u0161ker\u00fd sm\u00edch a vtipy mezi p\u0159\u00e1teli zmizely a zm\u011bnily se v nep\u0159etr\u017eit\u00e9 st\u0159\u00edd\u00e1n\u00ed vzteku, zklam\u00e1n\u00ed, \u00fanavy a mnoha a mnoha pocit\u016f viny.<\/p>\n

Rutina \u017eivota s Billem.<\/p>\n

U\u017e jen z\u00a0t\u00e9 my\u0161lenky mu explodovala hlava. Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e se ho n\u011bkdo zeptal: \u201eA co Bill? Jak se mu da\u0159\u00ed?\u201c Tuhla mu krev v \u017eil\u00e1ch a odpov\u00eddal rozvit\u00fdmi v\u011btami, lhal skrz zuby a sna\u017eil se potla\u010dit nutk\u00e1n\u00ed pra\u0161tit ka\u017ed\u00e9ho v\u00a0zorn\u00e9m poli.
\nN\u011bkdy cht\u011bl dokonce odpov\u011bd\u011bt: \u201eZeptej se sv\u00e9ho zkurven\u00e9ho fotra, jak se Billovi da\u0159\u00ed,\u201c ale neud\u011blal to\u2026
\nPr\u00e1v\u011b v t\u011bchto chv\u00edl\u00edch byl vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd za Billovu prchlivost, nebo sp\u00ed\u0161 za jeho strach, aby ho lid\u00e9 nevid\u011bli a nedali mu pov\u011bst „toho s fe\u0165\u00e1ck\u00fdm bratrem“\u2026 Proto\u017ee navzdory v\u0161emu Bill cht\u011bl, aby m\u011bl norm\u00e1ln\u00ed \u017eivot teenagera.<\/p>\n

T\u00edpnul cigaretu v popeln\u00edku, polo\u017eil kytaru na postel a zkontroloval \u010das na bud\u00edku. 12:25.
\nZaj\u00edmalo ho, jestli Bill je\u0161t\u011b sp\u00ed.
\nVy\u0161el ze sv\u00e9ho pokoje bos\u00fd a jen v tepl\u00e1c\u00edch, kter\u00e9 mu slou\u017eily jako py\u017eamo, a ti\u0161e otev\u0159el nedov\u0159en\u00e9 dve\u0159e do bratrova pokoje.
\nBill le\u017eel na podlaze na b\u0159i\u0161e, nap\u016fl p\u0159ikryt\u00fd prost\u011bradlem a st\u00e1le oble\u010den\u00fd. Vlasy mu \u010d\u00e1ste\u010dn\u011b zakr\u00fdvaly obli\u010dej, ale na l\u00edcn\u00ed kosti m\u011bl st\u00e1le na\u010dervenalou mod\u0159inu a jasn\u011b \u010dervenou rt\u011bnku, kter\u00e1 te\u010f nebyla na sv\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b.
\nP\u0159edchoz\u00edho ve\u010dera spolu pove\u010de\u0159eli, ne\u017e mlad\u00edk ode\u0161el ven. M\u00e1lokdy se stalo, \u017ee by se ocitli u stejn\u00e9ho stolu, a\u010dkoli k v\u00fdm\u011bn\u011b slov moc nedoch\u00e1zelo, jen p\u00e1r k\u00fdvnut\u00ed hlavou a p\u00e1r slabik, kter\u00e9 Bill pronesl, by\u0165 s podr\u00e1\u017ed\u011bn\u00edm.<\/p>\n

Tom se v\u017edycky divil, pro\u010d Bill souhlasil, \u017ee se k n\u011bmu nast\u011bhuje, a n\u011bkdy toho dokonce litoval.
\nProto\u017ee navzdory v\u0161emu mu Bill svou p\u0159\u00edtomnost neodep\u0159el. Odep\u0159el mu svou l\u00e1sku.
\nAby mu mohl b\u00fdt st\u00e1le nabl\u00edzku, ale nemohl ho m\u00edt \u00fapln\u011b.
\nTom to v\u017edy bral jako trest, krut\u00fd trest. Myslel si, \u017ee Bill se mu t\u00edmto chov\u00e1n\u00edm sna\u017e\u00ed \u0159\u00edct: \u201ePod\u00edvej, m\u016f\u017eu b\u00fdt kohokoli, jen ne tv\u016fj!\u201c Se zlobou, kter\u00e1 mu nep\u0159\u00edslu\u0161\u00ed.
\nPocit viny na n\u011bj proto prudce dopadal poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e vid\u011bl Billa odch\u00e1zet z domu a vracet se pozd\u011b v noci s nov\u00fdm znamen\u00edm na t\u011ble.
\nAni nerozsv\u00edtil, skoro jako by se b\u00e1l vid\u011bt jeho tv\u00e1\u0159, b\u00e1l se znovu spat\u0159it ty \u010derven\u00e9 o\u010di obklopen\u00e9 tmav\u00fdmi kruhy pod nimi.
\nStrach, \u017ee nepozn\u00e1 sv\u00e9ho Billa v t\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159i, v n\u00ed\u017e u\u017e po n\u011bm nebylo ani stopy\u2026<\/p>\n

Potichu zav\u0159el dve\u0159e a zam\u00ed\u0159il do koupelny, aby zkontroloval, zda po sob\u011b Bill nezanechal nepo\u0159\u00e1dek. Kupodivu ho p\u0159ede\u0161lou noc nesly\u0161el p\u0159ij\u00edt; mo\u017en\u00e1 u\u017e spal, kdy\u017e se vr\u00e1til.
\nDve\u0159e do koupelny byly otev\u0159en\u00e9 a v\u00fdjev, kter\u00fd se mu naskytl, byl u\u017e typick\u00fd: n\u011bjak\u00e9 p\u0159edm\u011bty na podlaze, otev\u0159en\u00e1 sk\u0159\u00ed\u0148ka, jako by tam n\u011bco zoufale hledal, ru\u010dn\u00edk na podlaze a \u0161pinav\u00fd od make-upu a n\u011bjak\u00e1 mal\u00e1, p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u00e1 krvav\u00e1 skvrna na umyvadle\u2026
\nMo\u017en\u00e1 to zn\u00ed nesm\u00edrn\u011b sadisticky, ale Bill barvu krve miloval, zvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 na hladk\u00e9m b\u00edl\u00e9m povrchu umyvadla. Tom by p\u0159\u00edsahal, \u017ee si Bill ty r\u00e1ny ud\u011blal s\u00e1m, jen, aby vid\u011bl ty \u010derven\u00e9 kapky na b\u00edl\u00e9\u2026
\nV\u0161iml si tak\u00e9, \u017ee na zrcadle je n\u00e1pis, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 napsan\u00fd rt\u011bnkou.
\nByl to ver\u0161 z p\u00edsn\u011b, kterou Bill v t\u00e9 dob\u011b \u010dasto poslouchal.<\/p>\n

\u201cI want to bleed like it\u2019s over.\u201d (\u201eChci krv\u00e1cet, jako by bylo po v\u0161em.\u201c)<\/p>\n

\u2026flashback\u2026<\/p>\n

Bill sed\u011bl s koleny na prsou sev\u0159en\u00fd v Tomov\u011b n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed v rohu jejich pokoje.
\nTom ho pohladil po kr\u00e1tk\u00fdch \u010dern\u00fdch vlasech, aby ho uklidnil.
\n\u201eNeboj se, te\u010f p\u0159estanou,\u201c za\u0161eptal a sna\u017eil se s\u00e1m sebe p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, \u017ee d\u0159\u00edve nebo pozd\u011bji jejich otec p\u0159estane jejich matku tr\u00e1pit.
\nChlapec se zachv\u011bl, kdy\u017e usly\u0161el, jak se z pokoje jejich rodi\u010d\u016f n\u011bco rozbilo, nejsp\u00ed\u0161 l\u00e1hev, a vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed se ozval k\u0159ik.
\n\u201eTomi! Ud\u011blej n\u011bco, a\u0165 p\u0159estanou!!!\u201c Vyk\u0159ikl, zav\u0159el o\u010di a rukama si zacpal u\u0161i. \u201eChci, aby to v\u0161echno skon\u010dilo\u2026\u201c za\u0161eptal znovu.<\/p>\n

\u2026konec flashbacku\u2026<\/p>\n

Minulost se v\u017edycky vr\u00e1t\u00ed.
\nJe ukryta v ka\u017ed\u00e9m z n\u00e1s a \u010dek\u00e1 jen na to, a\u017e se bude moct v\u00a0pravou chv\u00edli objevit.<\/p>\n

Na\u0161e sou\u010dasnost je d\u016fsledkem na\u0161\u00ed minulosti, kter\u00e1 z n\u00e1s d\u011bl\u00e1 lidi, jak\u00fdmi jsme<\/em>.<\/p>\n

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0
\np\u0159eklad: Lauinka
\nbetaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: \u00b0Ginevra\u00b0 Vina Dlouh\u00e9 mu\u017en\u00e9 prsty klouzaly po strun\u00e1ch star\u00e9 klasick\u00e9 kytary pln\u00e9 n\u00e1pis\u016f a n\u00e1lepek, tu a tam po\u0161kr\u00e1ban\u00e9, a tvo\u0159ily melodii, kter\u00e1 byla n\u011bkdy neur\u010dit\u00e1. Tom se marn\u011b sna\u017eil slo\u017eit n\u011bco chytlav\u00e9ho a sed\u011bl na rozestlan\u00e9 posteli. Odvr\u00e1til pozornost od<\/p>\n

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