{"id":79438555,"date":"2023-09-29T15:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-09-29T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=79438555"},"modified":"2023-09-25T16:36:05","modified_gmt":"2023-09-25T14:36:05","slug":"the-waiting-room-12-konec","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2023\/09\/29\/the-waiting-room-12-konec\/","title":{"rendered":"The Waiting Room 12. (konec)"},"content":{"rendered":"

autor: PixieGirl<\/strong><\/p>\n

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Moon so bright, night so fine
\nKeep your heart here with mine
\nLife’s a dream, we are dreaming<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Race the moon, catch the wind
\nRide the night to the end
\nSeize the day, stand up for the light<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u011bs\u00edc tak jasn\u00fd, noc tak kr\u00e1sn\u00e1
\nNech sv\u00e9 srdce tady s m\u00fdm
\n\u017divot je sen, kter\u00fd sn\u00edme<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Z\u00e1vo\u010f s m\u011bs\u00edcem, chy\u0165 v\u00edtr
\nJe\u010f noc\u00ed a\u017e na konec
\nUchop den, postav se za sv\u011btlo.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201eOh, dob\u0159e\u2026\u201c vydechl Bill. \u201eNev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee jsi\u2026 TAK vd\u011b\u010dn\u00fd!\u201c
\n\u201eD\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 si srandu? Zachr\u00e1nil jsi mi \u017eivot!\u201c
\n\u201eSkoro nic\u2026 jsem neud\u011blal\u2026\u201c
\n\u201eP\u0159esta\u0148 odm\u00edtat z\u00e1sluhy. V\u00edm, co jsi ud\u011blal, oba v\u00edme, co jsi ud\u011blal, tak prost\u011b p\u0159ijmi m\u016fj d\u00edk, okay?\u201c
\n\u201eP\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1m tv\u016fj d\u00edk. OH! Wow, v\u00e1\u017en\u011b m\u011b mus\u00ed\u0161 milovat\u2026\u201c
\n\u201eMmhm\u2026\u201c
\n\u201eJ\u00e1 t\u011b taky miluju.\u201c
\n\u201eBille\u2026\u201c
\n\u201eJo, jo. U\u017e\u2026 ml\u010d\u00edm!\u201c<\/p>\n

Pak u\u017e se moc nemluvilo. Ticho v m\u00edstnosti, kter\u00e1 se pomalu rozeh\u0159\u00edvala, p\u0159eru\u0161ovalo jen ob\u010dasn\u00e9 zalap\u00e1n\u00ed po dechu nebo zast\u00e9n\u00e1n\u00ed. V tu chv\u00edli existovali na sv\u011bt\u011b jen oni.
\nTom vid\u011bl jen kousek Billovy tv\u00e1\u0159e, ale i tak v t\u00e9 tm\u011b poznal, jak je kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. N\u011bkde uvnit\u0159 st\u00e1le nemohl uv\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee se do n\u011bj tenhle kr\u00e1sn\u00fd kluk skute\u010dn\u011b zamiloval. Do Toma. Do Toma Kaulitze, do \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00fd se v osmi letech uzav\u0159el p\u0159ed zbytkem sv\u011bta a od t\u00e9 doby \u017eil ve sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed bublin\u011b. A zat\u00edmco pro\u017e\u00edval to p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed, c\u00edtil se najednou \u00fapln\u00fd. Kdy\u017e Megan zem\u0159ela, ztratil pocit, \u017ee m\u00e1 n\u011bco, co nikdo jin\u00fd nem\u00e1. Z pohledu mal\u00e9ho bratra bral Megan jako svoji star\u0161\u00ed sestru. Bylo mezi nimi pouto, kter\u00e9 tu st\u00e1le bylo, jen bylo jin\u00e9 a nedalo se nahradit. Ale te\u010f m\u011bl Tom n\u011bco stejn\u011b \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9ho. N\u011bkdo, koho miloval, byl zamilovan\u00fd i do n\u011bj. Byl to ten nejlep\u0161\u00ed pocit na sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n

Billa v\u00a0\u017ealudku h\u0159\u00e1l pocit, kdy\u017e c\u00edtil, jak Tom pronik\u00e1 hluboko dovnit\u0159 a pak ven. Tohle muselo b\u00fdt nejbl\u00ed\u017ee Nebi na Zemi. Nemluv\u011b o my\u0161lence, \u017ee to nikdo jin\u00fd nem\u016f\u017ee za\u017e\u00edt\u2026 ne s Tomem. V\u011bnoval \u010das a \u00fasil\u00ed, aby se proboural v\u0161emi zdmi, kter\u00e9 Tom kolem sebe postavil, a st\u00e1lo to za to, to v tu chv\u00edli v\u011bd\u011bla ka\u017ed\u00e1 bu\u0148ka v\u00a0Billov\u011b t\u011ble.
\nBylo to pomal\u00e9, sladk\u00e9, l\u00e1skypln\u00e9, ale nutilo ho to lapat po dechu, vid\u011bt hv\u011bzdi\u010dky a kousat se do rtu, aby nek\u0159i\u010del. Skoro nemohl uv\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee se to opravdu d\u011bje, ale ani v nej\u00fa\u017easn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch snech se nemohl c\u00edtit tak dob\u0159e. Bill tedy d\u011bkoval sv\u00e9mu \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, odhodl\u00e1n\u00ed a trp\u011blivosti, kdy\u017e se chytil pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159e a vydal ze sebe pomal\u00e9 a tich\u00e9 \u201e\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u00e1\u201c. Tohle opravdu st\u00e1lo za to, st\u00e1lo to za to v\u0161echno.<\/p>\n

~*~<\/p>\n

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
\nIf that is all in life I’ll ever do<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Chci str\u00e1vit cel\u00fd sv\u016fj \u017eivot t\u00edm, \u017ee t\u011b budu milovat
\nI kdyby to m\u011blo b\u00fdt v\u0161e, co kdy v\u00a0\u017eivot\u011b ud\u011bl\u00e1m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bill spal vedle n\u011bj, zat\u00edmco ho Tom jednou rukou obj\u00edmal. Na tv\u00e1\u0159i m\u011bl mal\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, kter\u00fd Toma donutil p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let o tom, o \u010dem se mu zd\u00e1. S\u00e1m se usm\u00edval, hr\u00e1l si s\u00a0Billov\u00fdma \u010dern\u00fdma vlasama a \u010dekal, a\u017e ho sp\u00e1nek p\u0159em\u016f\u017ee tak\u00e9.
\nAle ub\u011bhlo asi p\u016flhodiny a on toho m\u011bl v\u00a0hlav\u011b je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, jestli je mo\u017en\u00e9, aby se srdce c\u00edtilo leh\u010d\u00ed, aby se t\u011blo c\u00edtilo svobodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a aby se du\u0161e c\u00edtila tak uzdraven\u00e1. Byl z toho v\u0161eho zmaten\u00fd, nepamatoval si, \u017ee je mo\u017en\u00e9 c\u00edtit v\u0161echny ty v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 c\u00edtil. D\u016fv\u011bru, \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, l\u00e1sku\u2026 To\u010dila se mu z toho hlava, a p\u0159esto v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee jsou ty pocity skute\u010dn\u00e9. Nezmiz\u00ed, proto\u017ee byly v\u0161echny v\u00e1zan\u00e9 na Billa, a Tom z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho d\u016fvodu v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ten \u010dernovlas\u00fd kluk s\u00a0n\u00edm z\u016fstane je\u0161t\u011b dlouho.
\nCo ud\u011blal, \u017ee si takov\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele vyslou\u017eil, to netu\u0161il. Mo\u017en\u00e1 nic. Ale ka\u017edou minutu do konce \u017eivota cht\u011bl str\u00e1vit t\u00edm, \u017ee bude Billovi d\u011bkovat. Bill si mo\u017en\u00e1 myslel, \u017ee tahle noc jako d\u00edky sta\u010d\u00ed, ale Tom v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee ne. Bylo to dokonal\u00e9, dokonce v\u00edc ne\u017e to, ale sta\u010dilo to? Ne, ne. Tom toho cht\u011bl \u0159\u00edct tolik, ud\u011blat tolik, aby Bill v\u011bd\u011bl, o kolik je jeho \u017eivot lep\u0161\u00ed. S touto my\u0161lenkou v hlav\u011b pol\u00edbil Billa na \u010delo a zav\u0159el o\u010di v nad\u011bji, \u017ee se trochu prosp\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eTy jsi je\u0161t\u011b vzh\u016fru?\u201c Ospal\u00e9 zamru\u010den\u00ed ho p\u0159im\u011blo znovu otev\u0159\u00edt o\u010di. Bill u\u017e m\u011bl tak\u00e9 otev\u0159en\u00e9 o\u010di a d\u00edval se na Toma, kter\u00fd se lehce mra\u010dil, jak bojoval s ospalost\u00ed.
\nTom se mali\u010dko usm\u00e1l. \u201eTo je v\u00a0pohod\u011b, spi d\u00e1l.\u201c
\n\u201eNa co mysl\u00ed\u0161?\u201c
\n\u201eNa tebe.\u201c
\n\u201eOh,\u201c povzdechl si spokojen\u011b Bill a posunul se tak, aby se jeho nohy propletly s Tomov\u00fdma. \u201eTo je dob\u0159e.\u201c
\n\u201eJo, to je.\u201c
\nTom pol\u00edbil Billa na nos a brzy uc\u00edtil jeho rty na sv\u00fdch. Usm\u00e1l se do toho polibku, kter\u00fd byl sladk\u00fd, unaven\u00fd a pomal\u00fd. Tom p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, jestli se mu to jen zd\u00e1, nebo Billovy rty opravdu chutnaj\u00ed po t\u0159e\u0161n\u00edch?
\n\u201eV\u00ed\u0161, nad \u010d\u00edm jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel?\u201c Zeptal se Bill, kdy\u017e se odt\u00e1hl. \u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 bychom m\u011bli zalo\u017eit kapelu.\u201c
\n\u201eKapelu?\u201c Zasm\u00e1l se Tom.
\n\u201eJo! Byla by to sranda, pot\u0159ebujeme jen buben\u00edka a bas\u00e1ka. Nemuseli bychom se tolik starat o blbou \u0161kolu a\u2026\u201c Bill se pod\u00edval Tomovi p\u0159\u00edmo do o\u010d\u00ed. \u201eMohli bychom b\u00fdt po\u0159\u00e1d spolu.\u201c
\n\u201eTen n\u00e1pad se mi l\u00edb\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl Tom a usm\u00e1l se. \u201eMo\u017en\u00e1. Jen nejd\u0159\u00edv dokon\u010d\u00edme n\u00e1\u0161 projekt a pak o tom pop\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edme, dob\u0159e?\u201c
\n\u201eDob\u0159e,\u201c vydechl Bill a zav\u0159el o\u010di. \u201eByli bychom skv\u011bl\u00ed, v\u00ed\u0161? Jak by taky ne?\u201c Tom si nebyl jist\u00fd, nakolik je Bill je\u0161t\u011b vzh\u016fru, ale p\u0159esto p\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Bill ho k sob\u011b p\u0159itiskl jako d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9 obj\u00edm\u00e1 ply\u0161ov\u00e9ho medv\u00eddka, a ne\u017e znovu usnul, zaslechl Tom tich\u00fd \u0161epot: \u201emiluju t\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n

Heroes rise, heroes fall
\nRise again, win it all
\nIn your heart, can’t you feel the glory?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Through our joy, through our pain
\nWe can move worlds again
\nTake my hand, dance with me<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Hrdinov\u00e9 povst\u00e1vaj\u00ed, hrdinov\u00e9 padaj\u00ed
\nZnovu vsta\u0148, v\u0161echno vyhraj
\nNec\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 tu sl\u00e1vu ve sv\u00e9m srdci?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Skrze na\u0161i radost, skrze na\u0161i bolest
\nM\u016f\u017eeme znovu pohnout sv\u011bty
\nVezmi m\u011b za ruku, tancuj se mnou<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tom nemusel zn\u00e1t v\u0161echny d\u016fvody, pro\u010d s n\u00edm Bill za\u010dal mluvit. Nemusel v\u011bd\u011bt, co ho proboha p\u0159im\u011blo, aby se do n\u011bj zamiloval. Zaj\u00edmalo ho to, ach ano, ale nakonec si v\u017edycky \u0159ekl, \u017ee pro\u010d na tom vlastn\u011b z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed?
\nDreda\u0159 se oto\u010dil na Meganinu fotku, kterou si p\u0159esunul na no\u010dn\u00ed stolek. \u00dasm\u011bv na jej\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159i se zd\u00e1l b\u00fdt n\u011bjak \u0161ir\u0161\u00ed a o\u010di j\u00ed z\u00e1\u0159ily (nebo si s\u00a0n\u00edm pohr\u00e1valo jen m\u011bs\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed sv\u011btlo?). Opatrn\u011b, aby Billa nevzbudil, nat\u00e1hl ruku a dotkl se fotky. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 c\u00edtil hebkou k\u016f\u017ei sv\u00e9 sestry a dovolil si vzpomenout, jak\u00e9 to bylo, kdy\u017e ho obj\u00edmala. Je\u0161t\u011b ned\u00e1vno by byly tyhle my\u0161lenky a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 bolestiv\u00e9. Ale d\u00edky jist\u00e9mu \u010dlov\u011bku te\u010f mohl myslet na Megan a nem\u011bl pocit, \u017ee mu to rve srdce z hrudi. Jist\u011b, po\u0159\u00e1d to bolelo, samoz\u0159ejm\u011b, ale aspo\u0148 o n\u00ed mohl mluvit a zapomenout na bolest a m\u00edsto nejhor\u0161\u00edch dn\u016f si p\u0159ipom\u00ednat ty nejlep\u0161\u00ed.
\nNajednou Toma napadlo, jestli by mu sta\u010dil cel\u00fd \u017eivot na to, aby dok\u00e1zal Billovi dostate\u010dn\u011b za v\u0161echno pod\u011bkovat, jak si zaslou\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
\nIf that is all in life I’ll ever do
\nChci str\u00e1vit cel\u00fd sv\u016fj \u017eivot t\u00edm, \u017ee t\u011b budu milovat
\nI kdyby to m\u011blo b\u00fdt v\u0161e, co kdy v\u00a0\u017eivot\u011b ud\u011bl\u00e1m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

No\u2026
\nNe \u017ee by mu vadilo b\u00fdt s Billem je\u0161t\u011b d\u00e9le.
\nPot\u00e9, co je\u0161t\u011b jednou ochutnal Billovy rty s t\u0159e\u0161\u0148ovou p\u0159\u00edchut\u00ed, Tom usnul.<\/p>\n

I will want nothing else to see me through
\nIf I could spend my lifetime loving you<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Nebudu cht\u00edt nic jin\u00e9ho ne\u017e si t\u00edm proj\u00edt
\nAbych mohl str\u00e1vit sv\u016fj \u017eivot t\u00edm, \u017ee t\u011b budu milovat<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving you, Marc Anthony&Tine Arena<\/strong><\/p>\n

KONEC<\/strong><\/p>\n

original<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n

autor: PixieGirl
\np\u0159eklad: Lauinka
\nbetaread: J. :o)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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