{"id":7958,"date":"2011-08-27T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2011-08-27T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=7937"},"modified":"2011-08-27T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2011-08-27T14:30:00","slug":"someone-like-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/08\/27\/someone-like-you\/","title":{"rendered":"Someone like you"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Stela<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"425\" height=\"344\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/jD9dr2ZRm9A\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill sed\u011bl na d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9 terase, pohupoval se v ratanov\u00e9m k\u0159esle a l\u00edn\u011b poku\u0159oval posledn\u00ed cigaretu z vymeten\u00e9 krabi\u010dky. Na sv\u00e9 chat\u011b se c\u00edtil dob\u0159e. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 ru\u0161n\u00e1 doprava, mrakodrapy, spousta lid\u00ed a hluku&#8230; nic&#8230; jen bo\u017esk\u00fd klid a v\u016fn\u011b p\u0159\u00edrody, kter\u00e1 ho obklopovala.<\/div>\n<div>S posledn\u00edm pot\u00e1hnut\u00edm udusil oharek cigarety ve sklen\u011bn\u00e9m popeln\u00edku na stole, posadil se hloub\u011bji do k\u0159esla a zahled\u011bl se do d\u00e1lky.<\/div>\n<div>Taky tam kdysi b\u00fdval. K\u0159i\u017eoval ru\u0161n\u00e9 m\u011bstsk\u00e9 ulice od obchodu k obchodu, a u\u017e\u00edval si \u017eivota okolo. Te\u010f u\u017e by tam ne\u0161el. Poznal, \u017ee \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc lid\u00ed, t\u00edm v\u00edc starost\u00ed a zklam\u00e1n\u00ed. Nem\u011bl r\u00e1d lidi z m\u011bsta. Ka\u017ed\u00fd se hnal za pen\u011bzi, obchodem a \u00fasp\u011bchem. Ka\u017ed\u00fd cht\u011bl hezk\u00e9 bydlen\u00ed, dobrou pr\u00e1ci, ale nikdo se nezab\u00fdval t\u00edm, pro\u010d na tom sv\u011bt\u011b vlastn\u011b je.<\/div>\n<div>A\u017e na jednu v\u00fdjimku. Jeden mlad\u00fd kluk z m\u011bsta mu kdysi pomotal hlavu, pobl\u00e1znil ho, a nakonec byl pr\u00e1v\u011b on s\u00e1m p\u0159\u00ed\u010dinou, pro\u010d se za\u010dal stranit lidem.<\/div>\n<div>Probl\u00e9m byl, \u017ee Bill po t\u011bch letech nikdy nezapomn\u011bl&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Sly\u0161el jsem, \u017ee jsi se usadil<br \/>\u017de jsi na\u0161el d\u00edvku a jsi te\u010f \u017eenat\u00fd<br \/>Sly\u0161el jsem, \u017ee se tv\u00e9 sny staly skute\u010dnost\u00ed<br \/>H\u00e1d\u00e1m, \u017ee ti dala to, co j\u00e1 ti nedal.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">\n<\/div>\n<div>\u010c\u00edm v\u00edc Bill p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel o tom, pro\u010d se vlastn\u011b v\u0161echno tak pokazilo, t\u00edm v\u00edc na ten d\u016fvod nemohl p\u0159ij\u00edt. Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d se z ni\u010deho nic u\u017e neozval? Pro\u010d mu neodepsal na na SMSky, kter\u00fdmi terorizoval jeho mobil? Pro\u010d nikdo neotev\u00edral, kdy\u017e vytrvale zvonil na domovn\u00ed zvonek?<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho krut\u00fdch ot\u00e1zek na l\u00e1skou po\u0161ramocenou du\u0161i.<\/div>\n<div>Sed\u011bl tam je\u0161t\u011b dlouho. Nehybn\u011b sed\u011bl a koukal do tmy. My\u0161lenky nechal proudit hlavou jako levn\u00fd filmov\u00fd z\u00e1znam, a\u017e do t\u00e9 doby, ne\u017e nenarazil na tu, o kter\u00e9 si myslel, \u017ee je ta spr\u00e1vn\u00e1.<\/div>\n<div>Mus\u00ed ho vid\u011bt!<\/div>\n<div>Za ka\u017edou cenu se mus\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, \u017ee je v po\u0159\u00e1dku, ale bude cht\u00edt? Co kdy\u017e ho Tom nemilosrdn\u011b po\u0161le do h\u00e1je? Co kdy\u017e nebude st\u00e1t o Billovu starost?<\/div>\n<div>P\u0159eci jen, je o n\u011bkolik let mlad\u0161\u00ed&#8230; nespoutan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a do v\u0161eho se pou\u0161t\u00ed po hlav\u011b. Na rozd\u00edl od klidn\u00e9ho Billa, kter\u00fd v\u017edy \u0159e\u0161il jeho mal\u00e9ry a tahal ho z ka\u017ed\u00e9 poty\u010dky.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Star\u00fd p\u0159\u00edteli, pro\u010d se tak styd\u00ed\u0161?<br \/>To nejsi ty, dr\u017eet se zp\u011bt nebo se schov\u00e1vat p\u0159ed sv\u011btlem.<\/p>\n<p>Nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm objevit se z \u010dista jasna, nezvan\u00fd<br \/>Ale nemohl jsem z\u016fstat mimo, nemohl jsem s t\u00edm bojovat.<br \/>Doufal jsem, \u017ee uvid\u00ed\u0161 mou tv\u00e1\u0159<br \/>A \u017ee ti p\u0159ipomene, \u017ee pro m\u011b to neskon\u010dilo.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Po neskute\u010dn\u011b dlouh\u00fdch dvou m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch, kdy Bill p\u00e1tral po Tomov\u011b osob\u011b, kter\u00e1 jako by se vytratila z povrchu zemsk\u00e9ho, po neskute\u010dn\u00fdch obav\u00e1ch, jestli ho v\u016fbec n\u011bkdy najde a uvid\u00ed, ho vyp\u00e1tral.<\/div>\n<div>Bydlel na opa\u010dn\u00e9 stran\u011b m\u011bsta v nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9 &#8222;Scarystreet&#8220; \u010dtvrti. Nikde neuv\u00e1d\u011bl sv\u00e9 prav\u00e9 jm\u00e9no, m\u00edsto n\u011bj pol\u00ed\u010dko vypl\u0148oval slovy &#8222;Will Dead&#8220;. Kdo m\u011bl tu\u0161it, \u017ee to bylo vol\u00e1n\u00ed o pomoc.<\/div>\n<div>Vol\u00e1n\u00ed o pomoc jednoho kluka, kter\u00e9mu se ze dne na den zm\u011bnil \u017eivot o 180 stup\u0148\u016f.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome!&#8220; Usly\u0161el za sebou, kdy\u017e se po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b odv\u00e1\u017eil vyj\u00edt na ulici a koupit si rohl\u00edk. Se strachem v o\u010d\u00edch se oto\u010dil. Znal ten hlas. I po t\u011bch letech by ho poznal. Miloval ho a m\u011bl ho ulo\u017een\u00fd hluboko v pam\u011bti, kam se nikdo nedostal.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Tome.&#8220; Billovi se nel\u00edbil Tom\u016fv v\u00fdraz. Vid\u011bl snad strach v jeho o\u010d\u00edch? Posunul se o krok k n\u011bmu a s nad\u011bj\u00ed, \u017ee ji p\u0159\u00edjme, k n\u011bmu nat\u00e1hl ruku.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Bille, promi\u0148.&#8220; T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nesly\u0161iteln\u011b vydechl Tom a vypa\u0159il je jako p\u00e1ra nad hrncem.<\/div>\n<div>Kdyby tak jen mohl, tak r\u00e1d by ho objal, pol\u00edbil a v\u0161e vr\u00e1til zp\u011bt, ale ne\u0161lo to. P\u0159ed p\u00e1r lety pomohl kamar\u00e1dovi s \u010dern\u00fdm obchodem a zle na to doplatil.<\/div>\n<div>Chytili ho a p\u00e1r dal\u0161\u00edch kluk\u016f, ale parti\u010dku, co je vyd\u00edrala, ne. Dr\u017e\u00ed ho a sleduj\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd jeho krok. Mus\u00ed d\u011blat, co cht\u011bj\u00ed a dr\u017eet jazyk za zuby.<\/div>\n<div>Rozeb\u011bhl se ke sv\u00e9 gar\u00e1\u017ei, kde p\u0159eb\u00fdval, zamkl za sebou vrata a svezl se po nich na zem, kde slo\u017eil hlavu do dlan\u00ed a dal pr\u016fchod p\u00e1r kapk\u00e1m slabosti, kter\u00e9 u\u017e nemohl zadr\u017eet za v\u00ed\u010dky.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bill dorazil se smutkem dom\u016f. Coural se jako smrt a dlan\u011bmi si rozt\u00edral u\u017e tak rozpit\u00e9 st\u00edny. Zav\u0159el za sebou dve\u0159e a svezl se po nich stejn\u011b tak jako Tom. S t\u00edm rozd\u00edlem, \u017ee Tom u\u017e smutkem usnul. Z\u016fstal le\u017eet na m\u00edst\u011b, kde plakal. Oble\u010den\u00fd a s ubre\u010den\u00fdma o\u010dima se pono\u0159il do sp\u00e1nku, aby mohl ud\u011blat to, co cht\u011bl, alespo\u0148 ve snu.<\/div>\n<div>Chytit Billa a dr\u017eet ho u sebe v\u0161\u00ed silou, omluvit se mu a do detailu vysv\u011btlit d\u016fvod jeho sprost\u00e9ho odchodu od n\u011bj.<\/div>\n<div>Vysv\u011btit, \u017ee to byl vlastn\u011b z\u00e1chrann\u00fd man\u00e9vr, aby si z jeho l\u00e1sky neud\u011blali opici, otroka a hra\u010dku v jednom, jako je te\u010f on. Nemohl mu \u0159\u00edct, o co jde&#8230; nemohl ho do toho namo\u010dit.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Nevad\u00ed, najdu si n\u011bkoho, jako jsi ty<br \/>Nep\u0159eji si nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e to nejlep\u0161\u00ed pro tebe,<br \/>tak nezapome\u0148 na m\u011b, pros\u00edm<br \/>Vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m, jak jsi \u0159ekl<br \/>&#8222;N\u011bkdy l\u00e1ska trv\u00e1,<br \/>n\u011bkdy nam\u00edsto toho bol\u00ed&#8220;<br \/>N\u011bkdy l\u00e1ska trv\u00e1,<br \/>n\u011bkdy nam\u00edsto toho bol\u00ed<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Bill t\u00e9 povahy nebyl. U\u017e dlouh\u00fdch \u0161est let byl bez Toma, tak se neslo\u017e\u00ed z jednoho nevyda\u0159en\u00e9ho setk\u00e1n\u00ed. Po tom, co mu Tom zp\u016fsobil za bolest, kdy\u017e p\u0159ed n\u00edm utekl, u\u017e nem\u011bl s\u00edlu ani chu\u0165 vid\u011bt jej znova.<\/div>\n<div>Nev\u011bd\u011bl, co by mu \u0159ekl, a u\u017e ani necht\u011bl sly\u0161et ta dv\u011b slova, pro kter\u00e1 by je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed \u010dasem zab\u00edjel.<\/div>\n<div>M\u011bli mo\u017enost si v\u0161e vyjasnit, ale Tom ji zahodil, a t\u00edm zahodil i Billovu l\u00e1sku.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Tom sed\u011bl schoulen\u00fd ve star\u00e9m zelen\u00e9m k\u0159esle a hled\u011bl do pr\u00e1zdna.<\/div>\n<div>Dnes m\u00e1 narozeniny. Ne jako &#8222;Will Dead&#8220;, kter\u00fd se narodil v zim\u011b, ale jako Tom Kaulitz, kter\u00fd pr\u00e1v\u011b tento ve\u010der 9. z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, slav\u00ed sv\u00e9 29. narozeniny.<\/div>\n<div>Zvlhly mu o\u010di p\u0159i vzpom\u00ednce na Billa, kter\u00fd by odedne\u0161ka za t\u00fdden slavil sv\u00e9 polovi\u010dn\u00ed kulatiny. Mohlo by to b\u00fdt n\u00e1dhern\u00e9.<\/div>\n<div>Utahovali by si ze sebe, jac\u00ed u\u017e jsou sta\u0159\u00ed p\u00e1prdov\u00e9, dali by si dort se \u0161vestkami, kter\u00fd tolik miluj\u00ed, a nakonec by usnuli jeden v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed druh\u00e9ho. V\u017edy slavily narozeniny spole\u010dn\u011b.<\/div>\n<div>Z p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed Toma vytrhlo bu\u0161en\u00ed na vrata, skrz rou\u0161ku, kterou mu hodili p\u0159es o\u010di, nic nevid\u011bl. C\u00edtil jen ostr\u00e9 kopance, kter\u00e9 ho nutily j\u00edt dop\u0159edu.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">M\u011bl bys v\u011bd\u011bt, jak ten \u010das let\u00ed<br \/>Je\u0161t\u011b v\u010dera to byly nejlep\u0161\u00ed \u010dasy na\u0161ich \u017eivot\u016f<br \/>Narodili jsme se a vyr\u016fstali v letn\u00ed mlze<br \/>V\u00e1z\u00e1ni p\u0159ekvapen\u00edm na\u0161ich kr\u00e1sn\u00fdch dn\u00ed<\/p>\n<p>Nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm objevit se z \u010dista jasna, nezvan\u00fd<br \/>Ale nemohl jsem z\u016fstat mimo, nemohl jsem s t\u00edm bojovat<br \/>Doufal jsem, \u017ee uvid\u00ed\u0161 mou tv\u00e1\u0159<br \/>A \u017ee ti p\u0159ipomene, \u017ee pro m\u011b to neskon\u010dilo<\/p>\n<p>Nevad\u00ed mi to, najdu si n\u011bkoho, jako jsi ty<br \/>Nep\u0159eji si nic jin\u00e9ho, ne\u017e to nejlep\u0161\u00ed pro tebe,<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">tak nezapome\u0148 na m\u011b, pros\u00edm<br \/>Vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m, jak jsi \u0159ekl<br \/>&#8222;N\u011bkdy l\u00e1ska trv\u00e1,<br \/>n\u011bkdy nam\u00edsto toho bol\u00ed&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u00e1\u0161 posledn\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed? Wille Deade? Nebo jak ti m\u00e1m \u0159\u00edkat na poh\u0159bu&#8230; Tome?&#8220; Siln\u00fd \u010dernoch s n\u011bkolika zlat\u00fdmi \u0159et\u011bzy na krku dr\u017eel revolver u Tomovy hlavy.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;M\u00e1m. Chci poslat dopis.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div>Statn\u00fd \u010dernoch mu dal minutu na to, aby mohl na pap\u00edr na\u010dm\u00e1rat p\u00e1r p\u00edsmenek a napsat adresu.<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;PR\u00c1SK!&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">Nic se tomu nevyrovn\u00e1<br \/>\u017d\u00e1dn\u00e9 obavy ani starosti<br \/>L\u00edtost a chyby, vznikly ze vzpom\u00ednek<br \/>Kdo m\u016f\u017ee v\u011bd\u011bt, jak ho\u0159kosladce by chutnaly?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Za t\u0159i dny Bill otev\u0159el dopis, doporu\u010den\u00fd dopis ozna\u010den\u00fd srdcem a t\u0159emi k\u0159\u00ed\u017eky.<\/div>\n<div>Nech\u00e1pal, kdy\u017e na b\u00edl\u00e9m pap\u00ed\u0159e p\u0159e\u010detl jedinou v\u011btu. &#8230;14:05 &#8230;I &#8222;Will Dead&#8220;.<\/div>\n<div><strong><br \/><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Stela<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Stela Bill sed\u011bl na d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9 terase, pohupoval se v ratanov\u00e9m k\u0159esle a l\u00edn\u011b poku\u0159oval posledn\u00ed cigaretu z vymeten\u00e9 krabi\u010dky. Na sv\u00e9 chat\u011b se c\u00edtil dob\u0159e. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 ru\u0161n\u00e1 doprava, mrakodrapy, spousta lid\u00ed a hluku&#8230; nic&#8230; jen bo\u017esk\u00fd klid a v\u016fn\u011b p\u0159\u00edrody, kter\u00e1<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/08\/27\/someone-like-you\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7958","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7958","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7958"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7958\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7958"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7958"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7958"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}