{"id":8484,"date":"2011-06-09T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-06-09T15:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=8462"},"modified":"2011-06-09T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-06-09T15:00:00","slug":"when-you-look-at-me-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/06\/09\/when-you-look-at-me-1\/","title":{"rendered":"When you look at me 1."},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Rose<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Ahoj twinces\u0165a\u010dky! Rozhodla jsem se napsat pov\u00eddku o tom, jak (ne)oby\u010dejn\u00e1 bratrsk\u00e1 l\u00e1ska p\u0159eroste v n\u011bco v\u00edc. D\u011bj se bude odehr\u00e1vat v dob\u011b, kdy bude Billovi a Tomovi mezi 17 a 18 roky, tak\u017ee rok 2007. P\u0159eji p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 po\u010dten\u00ed. \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/div>\n
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„I scream into the night for you. Don’t make it true, don’t jump,“ zp\u00edval Bill i p\u0159esto, \u017ee byl hlasit\u011b pu\u0161t\u011bn playback.<\/div>\n
Pr\u00e1v\u011b se toti\u017e nat\u00e1\u010del videoklip k songu Don’t jump.<\/div>\n
„Bille, soust\u0159e\u010f se!“ zavolal re\u017eis\u00e9r na frontmana kapely, kdy\u017e op\u011bt neposlouchal jeho pokyny. Nebyl na n\u011bj na\u0161tvan\u00fd. Byl ji\u017e dop\u0159edu upozorn\u011bn, \u017ee kdy\u017e Bill za\u010dne zp\u00edvat, st\u00e1v\u00e1 se, \u017ee p\u0159estane vn\u00edmat realitu. Bylo obdivuhodn\u00e9, \u017ee se n\u011bkdo do zp\u011bvu dok\u00e1\u017ee tak v\u017e\u00edt.<\/div>\n
„Ud\u011blej od kluk\u016f p\u00e1r krok\u016f a pak se oto\u010d\u2026“<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Po hodin\u011b a p\u016fl, kdy\u017e skon\u010dilo nat\u00e1\u010den\u00ed, se absolutn\u011b vy\u0159\u00edzen\u00ed Tokio Hotel naskl\u00e1dali do limuz\u00edny, aby je odvezla do hotelu, kde m\u011bli str\u00e1vit n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed noc. Bill se posadil vedle Toma a rozespale mu polo\u017eil hlavu na rameno. Tom mu polo\u017eilo ruku kolem ramen, na\u010de\u017e se Bill sesunul hluboko do jeho h\u0159ejiv\u00e9 n\u00e1ru\u010de. Nikomu z p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fdch v limuz\u00edn\u011b to nep\u0159i\u0161lo divn\u00e9. V\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee je za t\u00edm jen bratrsk\u00e9 pouto. Nic v\u00edc.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Bille, jsme tu,“ pokou\u0161el se Tom probudit sv\u00e9 mlad\u0161\u00ed dvoj\u010de, kter\u00e9 sladce spinkalo.<\/div>\n
„Hmmm…?“ zamumlal Bill. Pootev\u0159el o\u010di, st\u00e1le je\u0161t\u011b v polosp\u00e1nku vylezl z vozu a za podep\u0159en\u00ed sv\u00e9ho bratra se vydal do hotelu. Jen matn\u011b vn\u00edmal, jak Tom \u017e\u00e1d\u00e1 o kl\u00ed\u010de jejich spole\u010dn\u00e9ho pokoje, jak ho vede k v\u00fdtahu, kde zm\u00e1\u010dkne tla\u010d\u00edtko s \u010d\u00edslem, kter\u00e9 Bill ve sv\u00e9m stavu nedok\u00e1\u017ee rozeznat, a jak vyjedou a\u017e do ur\u010den\u00e9ho patra.<\/div>\n
Tom odemkl dve\u0159e, pak ho polo\u017eil na postel, ale nelehl si k n\u011bmu, jak Bill doufal.<\/div>\n
„Tomi\u2026 lehni si ke mn\u011b\u2026“ zamumlal. \u0158ekl to a\u017e neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u011b chtiv\u011b, ale v tu chv\u00edli si to neuv\u011bdomoval, ale to, co Tom odpov\u011bd\u011bl, se mu vrylo do mysli a\u017e bolestiv\u011b hluboko:<\/div>\n
„Bille, sorry, \u017ee to tak \u0159eknu, ale chov\u00e1\u0161 se jak teplou\u0161. V\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee kdy\u017e po mn\u011b n\u011bco chce\u0161, nedok\u00e1\u017eu odm\u00edtnout, kdy\u017e se ke mn\u011b l\u00eds\u00e1\u0161, nedok\u00e1\u017eu t\u011b odstr\u010dit nebo \u0159\u00edct ne. Ale d\u011bl\u00e1m to jen z tolerance, \u017ee jsi moje dvoj\u010de.“<\/div>\n
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Tato slova mlad\u0161\u00edho z dvoj\u010dat Kaulitzov\u00fdch dokonale probrala. Chvilku bojoval se slzami, a kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159emohl, za\u010dal se ho zmoc\u0148ovat vztek. Jak mohl Tom \u0159\u00edct n\u011bco tak hnusn\u00e9ho? \u017de se nech\u00e1v\u00e1 obj\u00edmat jako n\u011bjak\u00fd chud\u00e1\u010dek?!? \u017de to d\u011bl\u00e1 z tolerance, v podstat\u011b z donucen\u00ed? Prvn\u00ed v\u011btu z\u00e1m\u011brn\u011b p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017eel, proto\u017ee s\u00e1m nev\u011bd\u011bl, na \u010dem je. Co vlastn\u011b k Tomovi c\u00edt\u00ed? Moment\u00e1ln\u011b ve\u0161ker\u00e9 pocity p\u0159ehlu\u0161uje vztek a zrada, tak to alespo\u0148 c\u00edtil.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Bill se prudce zvedl z postele a r\u00e1zn\u00fdm krokem se vydal k recepci, sna\u017e\u00edc se ignorovat Tomovo volan\u00ed.<\/div>\n
„Dobr\u00fd ve\u010der, mohu v\u00e1m n\u011bjak pomoci?“ usm\u00e1l se recep\u010dn\u00ed vl\u00eddn\u011b.<\/div>\n
„Ano, m\u00e1te je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjak\u00fd voln\u00fd pokoj?“ zformuloval Bill ot\u00e1zku. P\u016fvodn\u011b se mu cht\u011blo odpov\u011bd\u011bt: Ne, mn\u011b nikdo nem\u016f\u017ee pomoct. Moje vlastn\u00ed dvoj\u010de se m\u011b \u0161t\u00edt\u00ed a bere m\u011b jako n\u011bjakou chudinku, co se nem\u00e1 ke komu p\u0159itulit, tak si to vyb\u00edj\u00ed na sv\u00e9m bratrovi.<\/div>\n
„Jist\u011b, tady m\u00e1te kl\u00ed\u010de,“ podal mu recep\u010dn\u00ed karti\u010dku s mal\u00fdm kl\u00ed\u010dkem.<\/div>\n
„D\u011bkuju. P\u0159ipi\u0161te to k na\u0161emu \u00fa\u010dtu. Jm\u00e9no Kaulitz,“ p\u0159evzal si Bill kl\u00ed\u010de a sp\u011bchal k v\u00fdtahu. Cht\u011bl si kone\u010dn\u011b lehnout do postele a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
V\u0161echno to za\u010dalo p\u0159ed rokem, kdy vydali singl Rette mich. Kdy\u017e Bill zp\u00edval tuhle p\u00edsni\u010dku, myslel na Toma. Jen na jeho Toma.<\/div>\n
Komm und rette mich. Ich schaff’s nicht ohne dich. – Poj\u010f a zachra\u0148 m\u011b. Bez tebe to nezvl\u00e1dnu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Tome\u2026 J\u00e1 t\u011b pot\u0159ebuju. A ty to v\u00ed\u0161\u2026“ \u0161pitl Bill a kone\u010dn\u011b usnul.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tak, 1. kapitola je za n\u00e1mi. Douf\u00e1m, \u017ee se v\u00e1m l\u00edbila a \u017ee nelitujete, \u017ee jste si ji p\u0159e\u010detli.<\/em><\/div>\n
Rose.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Rose<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Rose Ahoj twinces\u0165a\u010dky! Rozhodla jsem se napsat pov\u00eddku o tom, jak (ne)oby\u010dejn\u00e1 bratrsk\u00e1 l\u00e1ska p\u0159eroste v n\u011bco v\u00edc. D\u011bj se bude odehr\u00e1vat v dob\u011b, kdy bude Billovi a Tomovi mezi 17 a 18 roky, tak\u017ee rok 2007. P\u0159eji p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 po\u010dten\u00ed. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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