{"id":8667,"date":"2011-05-13T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-05-13T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=8645"},"modified":"2011-05-13T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-05-13T17:00:00","slug":"nevermore","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/05\/13\/nevermore\/","title":{"rendered":"Nevermore"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Prilo\u017e\u00edm si \u017eiletku na roztrasen\u00e9 \u017eily<\/em>…<\/div>\n
U\u017e nechce to\u013eko trpie\u0165… nechce c\u00edti\u0165 boles\u0165 a zhnusenie… nechce byt hra\u010dka odhoden\u00e1 v
k\u00fate.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac. <\/div>\n
spomienky ma trhaj\u00fa ako zuby p\u00edly…
<\/em>E\u0161te st\u00e1le si spom\u00edna, ako boli mal\u00ed… hr\u00e1vali sa v z\u00e1hrade a vz\u00e1jomne sa ochra\u0148ovali. Je to tak d\u00e1vno.
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
Rozmazan\u00fd poh\u013ead cez uplakan\u00e9 o\u010di…<\/em>
Uprene sledoval dvere. \u010cakal. \u010cakal, kedy pr\u00edde. Pri\u0161iel…<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
boles\u0165 st\u00fapa odspodu… kedy sa to skon\u010d\u00ed?<\/em>
Plaziace sa tiene, v pr\u00edzraku tmavej noci,<\/em>
Dvere sa otvorili a dnu vo\u0161la postava. Aj v tme videl jeho zlostn\u00fd \u00fa\u0161krn. Stisol vie\u010dka a pripravil sa…<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac. <\/div>\n
nie\u010die slizk\u00e9 ruky, zost\u00e1vam bez pomoci.<\/em>
Jeho drobn\u00e9 tel\u00ed\u010dko sa chvelo pod tvrd\u00fdmi pr\u00edrazmi a siln\u00fdmi stiskami.
R\u00e1no bude pln\u00e9 modr\u00edn.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac. <\/div>\n
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Nekone\u010dn\u00fa tmu, striedaj\u00fa zas rana…<\/em>
Chlapec pomaly uprel o\u010di na vych\u00e1dzaj\u00face slnko. Poste\u013e u\u017e bola pr\u00e1zdna. Noc skon\u010dila.
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
u\u017e nevl\u00e1dzem \u010falej, boj\u00edm sa osta\u0165 s\u00e1m…<\/em>
„Mil\u00e1\u010dik… idem do obchodu,“ usmiala sa na neho \u017eena. Dala mu pusu do vlasov a stratila sa vo dver\u00e1ch. Zorni\u010dky sa mu roz\u0161\u00edrili strachom.
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
S\u00fa to slzy na vank\u00fa\u0161i, boles\u0165 detsk\u00fdch o\u010di,
z\u00e1stup mal\u00fdch anjelov, \u010do dokopy sa to\u010di.
Bezbrann\u00fdmi rukami sna\u017eia sa br\u00e1ni\u0165, m\u00e1rne
so zlomen\u00fdmi kr\u00eddlami, kon\u010dia op\u00e4\u0165 na dne
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Uml\u010dan\u00e9 \u00fasta, tak o\u010dami \u0165a pros\u00edm,
<\/em>Chlapec z\u00fafalo sledoval svojho veznitela… u\u017e nechcel. Nechcel \u010fal\u0161iu boles\u0165 a strach.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
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\u010fal\u0161ia ve\u013ek\u00e1 boles\u0165, ktor\u00fa v noci sk\u00fasim.<\/em><\/div>\n

Zase slizk\u00e9 dotyky a spoten\u00e9 dlane…<\/em><\/div>\n
Pri prvom chabom pokuse o vzdor prist\u00e1la na jeho tv\u00e1ri facka. Pri druhom mu bol odobran\u00fd pr\u00edsun vzduchu.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u017del\u00e1m si u\u017e zomrie\u0165, tak kedy sa to stane?<\/em><\/div>\n
Neodporoval, a dokonca sa viac natisol na jeho ruku. Stisol vie\u010dka a prosil, aby to u\u017e skon\u010dil! Aby dokon\u010dil to, \u010do za\u010dal… Nedokon\u010dil.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Potom pr\u00edde r\u00e1no, S\u00e1m sebe sa hnus\u00edm<\/em><\/div>\n
Pre\u010do mi to rob\u00ed\u0161, pre\u010do trpie\u0165 mus\u00edm?<\/em><\/div>\n
Hned\u00e9 d\u00fahovky podliate krvou sledovali vych\u00e1dzaj\u00face slnko. Ich majite\u013e si prstami prech\u00e1dzal po vychudnutom tele. Otriasal sa hnusom v\u017edy pri poh\u013eade do zrkadla. Zabl\u00fadil rukami do vlasov a \u0161klbol. P\u00e4ste ostali pln\u00e9 zlat\u00fdch nit\u00ed.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Cez de\u0148 ma m\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d, som bra\u010dekom tvoj\u00edm,<\/em><\/div>\n
no v noci ma t\u00fdra\u0161, tak stra\u0161ne sa \u0165a boj\u00edm!<\/em><\/div>\n
Rovnako hned\u00e9 o\u010di sa na neho milo usmievali a dlh\u00e9 chud\u00e9 prsty prehrab\u00e1vali zlat\u00e9 cverinky. Z pln\u00fdch pier vych\u00e1dzal tich\u00fd spev. Bolo r\u00e1no.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/div>\n
S\u00fa to slzy na vank\u00fa\u0161i, v\u00fdkrik detskej du\u0161e,
zastrelen\u00fd anjel z diablovej \u010diernej du\u0161e.
Bezbrann\u00fdmi rukami sna\u017e\u00ed sa br\u00e1ni\u0165, m\u00e1rne
so zlomen\u00fdmi kr\u00eddlami skon\u010d\u00ed op\u00e4\u0165 na dne.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Zni\u010dil si mi \u017eivot, ja dotyku sa boj\u00edm,<\/em><\/div>\n
preto teraz v k\u00fape\u013eni nad um\u00fdvadlom stoj\u00edm.<\/em><\/div>\n
Zlate dredy dopadli na jeho ramen\u00e1 a slan\u00e9 slzy vyk\u013azli z poza vie\u010dok.<\/em><\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
V ruke dr\u017e\u00edm \u017eiletku a pritl\u00e1\u010dam ju st\u00e1le<\/em><\/div>\n
„Ty si moje zlatko“ …ja po\u010dujem \u0165a v hlave.<\/em><\/div>\n
Chud\u00e9 prsty pevne zvierali \u017eiletku. Pritla\u010dili a zo z\u00e1p\u00e4stia sa spustili prv\u00e9 kvapky krvi. Jasno-\u010dervenej krvi. Tiekla dolu poko\u017ekou a up\u00fatavala na seba pozornos\u0165 jeho mahag\u00f3nov\u00fdch d\u00fahoviek.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Tvoj falo\u0161n\u00fd hlas a n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 telo.<\/em><\/div>\n
Stra\u0161ne ve\u013ea kr\u00e1t, zomrie\u0165 sa mi chcelo<\/em><\/div>\n
Vie\u010dka sa zavreli a on spom\u00ednal. Plan\u00e9 s\u013euby a domotan\u00e1 hlava. Boles\u0165 a strach. Divadlo… To bolo jedin\u00e9, \u010do mu ON dal.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Kv\u00f4li tebe nepoc\u00edtim nikdy, \u010do je l\u00e1ska,<\/em><\/div>\n
Do \u00fast sa mi tla\u010d\u00ed, posledn\u00e1 ot\u00e1zka.<\/em><\/div>\n
\u017diletka dopadla s tich\u00fdm cinknut\u00edm na zem. Biele kachli\u010dky za\u017eiarili pod jasno-\u010derven\u00fdmi kvapkami.<\/div>\n
Nikdy viac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
„Kto ti v\u0161etko zlo, raz aj za m\u0148a splat\u00ed?<\/em><\/div>\n
Peklo \u010dak\u00e1 na teba, tam sa ti to vr\u00e1ti!“<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u010ciernovlas\u00fd chlapec sa s v\u00fdkrikom strhol a cel\u00fd spoten\u00fd sa posadil. Op\u00e4\u0165 ten sen. Ka\u017ed\u00fd jeden de\u0148. Ka\u017ed\u00fa noc. Zavrel o\u010di a po tv\u00e1ri sa mu roztiekli slzy. „Odpus\u0165.“ Za\u0161epkal do ticha.<\/div>\n
U\u017e nikdy viac…!!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Sisa<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Sisa Prilo\u017e\u00edm si \u017eiletku na roztrasen\u00e9 \u017eily… U\u017e nechce to\u013eko trpie\u0165… nechce c\u00edti\u0165 boles\u0165 a zhnusenie… nechce byt hra\u010dka odhoden\u00e1 v k\u00fate. Nikdy viac. spomienky ma trhaj\u00fa ako zuby p\u00edly… E\u0161te st\u00e1le si spom\u00edna, ako boli mal\u00ed… hr\u00e1vali sa v z\u00e1hrade<\/p>\n

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