{"id":8792,"date":"2011-04-27T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-04-27T17:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=8770"},"modified":"2011-04-27T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-04-27T17:00:00","slug":"justify","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/04\/27\/justify\/","title":{"rendered":"Justify"},"content":{"rendered":"
autor: Antichrist Superstar<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
M\u00e1 mysl je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. M\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednky pust\u00e9. M\u00e9 o\u010di bez kousku \u017eivota. Nepamatuju si nic ze sv\u00e9 minulosti. Nepamatuju si na svou matku, otce bratra \u010di sestru. Nev\u00edm, zda jsem v\u016fbec n\u011bjak\u00e9 m\u011bl.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u010casto ve sv\u00e9 hlav\u011b sly\u0161\u00edm n\u011b\u010d\u00ed hlas. Jemn\u00fd a mil\u00fd, pln\u00fd svobody. Zd\u00e1 se mi, jako by byl bl\u00edzko, n\u00e1hle v\u0161ak zmiz\u00ed a mn\u011b na n\u011bj z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1 jen mlhav\u00e1 vzpom\u00ednka. Vzpom\u00ednka, kter\u00e1 m\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed p\u0159i norm\u00e1ln\u00edm uva\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed. Pokud se tomu ov\u0161em d\u00e1 tak \u0159\u00edkat.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Jsem ztracen\u00fd v \u010dase. Nev\u00edm co je minulost, p\u0159\u00edtomnost a budoucnost. Nev\u00edm, co bylo v\u010dera, co bude dnes, z\u00edtra a nebo za p\u00e1r let. Sly\u0161\u00edm jen ten hlas, hlas, co mi d\u00e1v\u00e1 znamen\u00ed j\u00edt d\u00e1l, nezastavovat se. P\u0159ekon\u00e1vat v\u0161e… ov\u0161em je tu n\u011bco, co m\u011b tah\u00e1 dol\u016f, n\u011bco, co mi ned\u00e1v\u00e1 volnost. \u010cty\u0159i b\u00edl\u00e9 st\u011bny a \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 dve\u0159e, jsem tu uv\u011bzn\u011bn. Uv\u011bzn\u011bn do posledn\u00edho sbohem.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e jsem p\u0159ijdou, je to hor\u0161\u00ed, cel\u00fd se t\u0159esu… je to, jako by… Ani nev\u00edm. Jen ten hlas m\u011b p\u0159ed nimi chr\u00e1n\u00ed, chr\u00e1n\u00ed m\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednky na n\u011bj, a ty vyhasl\u00e9, oho\u0159el\u00e9 jim d\u00e1v\u00e1 p\u0159ed n\u011b. Nikdy mi ho nevezmou nikdy!<\/div>\n
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\u017d\u00edt a zem\u0159\u00edt. B\u00fdt \u017eiv napo\u0159\u00e1d, ale vnit\u0159n\u011b mrtv\u00fd. To je m\u016fj \u00fad\u011bl \u017eivota. Tak mi to bylo p\u0159edur\u010deno v ten osudn\u00fd den, kdy jsem se dostal sem. Sem do t\u00e9to b\u00edl\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti. Jejich o\u010di koukaj\u00ed na m\u011b. Ka\u017ed\u00fd jejich pohled m\u011b probod\u00e1v\u00e1, trh\u00e1 na tis\u00edce kous\u00ed\u010dk\u016f. Chci pry\u010d, k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm. Nikdo m\u011b v\u0161ak neposlouch\u00e1. Jen jejich o\u010di na m\u011b hled\u00ed a cht\u011bj\u00ed m\u011b uti\u0161it. J\u00e1 v\u0161ak k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l. K\u0159i\u010d\u00edm pro n\u011bj. To On mi pom\u00e1h\u00e1 b\u00fdt siln\u00fdm. Vid\u00edm Ho. Oni v\u0161ak ne! Je jen m\u016fj a j\u00e1 jim Ho ned\u00e1m. Jsem snad bl\u00e1zen? Ne, to oni jsou! Mus\u00edm se odsud dostat pry\u010d, to je te\u010f to jedin\u00e9 spr\u00e1vn\u00e9. Ut\u00e9ct za N\u00edm. Do Jeho kr\u00e1sn\u00e9ho sv\u011bta.<\/div>\n
Op\u011bt p\u0159i\u0161li, vedou m\u011b do n\u011bjak\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti pln\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f. M\u00e1m divn\u00fd pocit, jako kdyby t\u00edm v\u0161\u00edm brali kus m\u011b. Kus m\u00e9ho \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. Snad… ne… nemohli na n\u011bj p\u0159ij\u00edt. Po\u0159\u00e1d ho sly\u0161\u00edm a vid\u00edm, po\u0159\u00e1d je v m\u00e9 hlav\u011b. Nevzd\u00e1m se ho! Jeho \u010dern\u00fdch havran\u00edch vlas\u016f. Jeho tmav\u011b hn\u011bd\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed. Ne! Nevzd\u00e1m… jeho z\u00e1\u0159iv\u00e9ho \u00fasm\u011bvu, kter\u00fd uhas\u00edn\u00e1. Berou mi ho a m\u00e1 mysl sl\u00e1bne. Jak to v\u0161echno m\u016f\u017eu jen dopustit. Slzy mi st\u00e9kaj\u00ed po tv\u00e1\u0159i. U\u017e nep\u0159ijde, aby mi je set\u0159el, zmizel. Jeho \u00fasm\u011bv bylo posledn\u00ed sbohem. M\u00e9 vykoupen\u00ed. M\u00e9 zapomn\u011bn\u00ed. M\u00e1 smrt…<\/div>\n
D\u011bkuji ti, Bille.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
autor: Antichrist Superstar<\/strong><\/div>\n
betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

autor: Antichrist Superstar M\u00e1 mysl je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. M\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednky pust\u00e9. M\u00e9 o\u010di bez kousku \u017eivota. Nepamatuju si nic ze sv\u00e9 minulosti. Nepamatuju si na svou matku, otce bratra \u010di sestru. Nev\u00edm, zda jsem v\u016fbec n\u011bjak\u00e9 m\u011bl. \u010casto ve sv\u00e9 hlav\u011b sly\u0161\u00edm n\u011b\u010d\u00ed<\/p>\n

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