{"id":9428,"date":"2011-02-06T15:30:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-06T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=9404"},"modified":"2011-02-06T15:30:00","modified_gmt":"2011-02-06T14:30:00","slug":"eternity-50","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2011\/02\/06\/eternity-50\/","title":{"rendered":"Eternity 50."},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>autor: Neilinka &amp; Cerike<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"444\" class=\"center\" src=\"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/704c94d6ad_69057035_o2.jpg\" alt=\"444\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>Odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>Bill<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Okam\u017eit\u011b&nbsp;se na m\u011b oto\u010dil. Oslovil m\u011b a n\u00e1dhern\u011bji ne\u017e kdy p\u0159edt\u00edm mi \u0159ekl, \u017ee m\u011b miluje. Moje ned\u00e1vn\u00e1 minulost m\u011b s\u017e\u00edrala za\u017eiva a j\u00e1 mu kone\u010dn\u011b musel \u0159\u00edct, o co tady \u0161lo. Zaslou\u017eil si to, musel v\u011bd\u011bt pravdu, aby mi mohl mo\u017en\u00e1 n\u011bkdy odpustit. Ale p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm j\u00e1 s\u00e1m bych s&nbsp;t\u00edm nedok\u00e1zal \u017e\u00edt.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Mus\u00edm ti n\u011bco \u0159\u00edct.&#8220; Mus\u00edm. Hned te\u010f.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Uji\u0161\u0165oval m\u011b, ale byl jsem si jist\u00fd, \u017ee dokud to v\u0161echno neusly\u0161\u00ed a nevst\u0159eb\u00e1, nem\u016f\u017eu mu v\u011b\u0159it. Kdyby tohle zjistil kdokoliv jin\u00fd, ur\u010dit\u011b by m\u011b s&nbsp;pomoc\u00ed sestry vykopal z&nbsp;pokoje. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Za\u010dal jsem. Mluvil jsem a mluvil a s&nbsp;ka\u017ed\u00fdm slovem mi bylo l\u00edp a s&nbsp;ka\u017ed\u00fdm pohledem na Toma zase h\u016f\u0159. Vn\u00edmal jsem jeho jemn\u00e9 posunky v&nbsp;obli\u010deji, to, jak p\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1, \u017ee jsem ho podvedl a choval se, jakoby nic. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Vte\u0159iny ticha, kter\u00e9&nbsp; po m\u00e9m proslovu nastaly, m\u011b m\u00e1lem st\u00e1ly srde\u010dn\u00ed infarkt. \u0160\u00edlel jsem strachy, co mi odpov\u00ed. Takhle jsem se neb\u00e1l ani o sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed \u017eivot. Vlastn\u011b, on byl m\u016fj \u017eivot, tak\u017ee ten strach v&nbsp;takov\u00e9 m\u00ed\u0159e byl opr\u00e1vn\u011bn\u00fd. Miloval jsem ho. Byl jedin\u00fd, koho jsem miloval v\u00edc ne\u017e sebe. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Sledoval jsem, jak si postupn\u011b&nbsp; sed\u00e1, u\u017e&nbsp;jsem se p\u0159ipravoval na to, \u017ee mi z&nbsp;posledn\u00edch sil d\u00e1 p\u011bst\u00ed a vyhod\u00ed m\u011b osobn\u011b, ale nestalo se tak. Klekl si. Klekl, jako p\u0159i \u017e\u00e1dosti o ruku.<\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluju t\u011b a nav\u017edycky budu.&#8220;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Zn\u011blo mi to v&nbsp;hlav\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d dokola. Zalapal jsem po dechu a propadl v&nbsp;t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hysterick\u00fd pl\u00e1\u010d. Klekl jsem si k&nbsp;Tomovi na zem a v&nbsp;objet\u00ed jsme tam byli na tvrd\u00e9, chladn\u00e9 nemocni\u010dn\u00ed podlaze. I p\u0159es ohromnou bolest v&nbsp;cel\u00e9m t\u011ble jsem se nikdy nec\u00edtil l\u00edp. Odpustil mi. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>S&nbsp;cel\u00fdma mokr\u00fdma o\u010dima jsem si ani nep\u0159edstavoval, jak pr\u00e1v\u011b vypad\u00e1m. Pod\u00edval jsem se Tomovi p\u0159\u00edmo do o\u010d\u00ed. Jemn\u00fdmi polibky jsem zahrnoval cel\u00fd jeho obli\u010dej a krk. St\u00e1le jsem mu do ou\u0161ka \u0161eptal omluvy a nechal prot\u00e9kat dal\u0161\u00ed slzy. Uv\u011bdomil jsem si, jak moc pro m\u011b Tom znamen\u00e1. Nemohl jsem pochopit s\u00e1m sebe, jak jsem mohl b\u00fdt tak hloup\u00fd a znovu se nechal ovlivnit a zl\u00e1kat k &#8222;omamn\u00fdm l\u00e1tk\u00e1m, lidem&#8220;\u2026 \u0159\u00edkejte tomu, jak chcete.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;U\u017e t\u011b nikdy nezklamu. Slibuju.&#8220;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Jen p\u0159ik\u00fdvl a dr\u017eel m\u011b v&nbsp;n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Sest\u0159i\u010dka m\u00e1lem ze\u0161\u00edlela, kdy\u017e&nbsp;n\u00e1s na\u0161la, ale my se jen potuteln\u011b&nbsp;usm\u00edvali. Bohu\u017eel n\u00e1s musela rozd\u011blit, ale to a\u017e&nbsp;po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b. L\u00e9ka\u0159i n\u00e1s oba napomenuli a dali n\u00e1m n\u011bco, abychom se trochu prospali. \u0160el jsem sp\u00e1t s&nbsp;klidem na srdci, na du\u0161i i na t\u011ble. V\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee v\u0161echno bude dobr\u00e9.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Neilinka &amp; Cerike<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Neilinka &amp; Cerike Odpu\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed Bill Okam\u017eit\u011b&nbsp;se na m\u011b oto\u010dil. Oslovil m\u011b a n\u00e1dhern\u011bji ne\u017e kdy p\u0159edt\u00edm mi \u0159ekl, \u017ee m\u011b miluje. Moje ned\u00e1vn\u00e1 minulost m\u011b s\u017e\u00edrala za\u017eiva a j\u00e1 mu kone\u010dn\u011b musel \u0159\u00edct, o co tady \u0161lo. 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