{"id":9871,"date":"2010-12-20T16:30:00","date_gmt":"2010-12-20T15:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/?p=9846"},"modified":"2010-12-20T16:30:00","modified_gmt":"2010-12-20T15:30:00","slug":"dobrou-noc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/12\/20\/dobrou-noc\/","title":{"rendered":"Dobrou noc"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sandra Tr\u00fcmper<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><em>Ahoj, v\u0161ichni! \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Opravdu moc d\u011bkuju za v\u0161echny va\u0161e koment\u00e1\u0159e\u2026&nbsp;moc m\u011b&nbsp; pot\u011b\u0161ily \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Tohle nen\u00ed&nbsp; ani zdaleka pov\u00eddka podobn\u00e1&nbsp; p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9\u2026 je to sp\u00ed\u0161 takov\u00e1&nbsp; oddychov\u00e1, p\u0159eslazen\u00e1&nbsp;romance, kter\u00e1&nbsp; se opravdu hod\u00ed&nbsp;jako poh\u00e1dka na dobrou noc, a hlavn\u011b konec je naprosto nere\u00e1ln\u00fd, ale\u2026 p\u0159esto je takov\u00e1&#8230; m\u011bla by b\u00fdt lehk\u00e9 pohlazen\u00ed po du\u0161i\u2026 \ud83d\ude42<\/em><\/div>\n<div><em>Tak si ji u\u017eijte a op\u011bt &#8211; za ka\u017ed\u00fd koment\u00e1\u0159 budu vd\u011b\u010dn\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Je opravdu jednoduch\u00e9 p\u0159edst\u00edrat l\u00e1sku tomu, koho nemilujeme a koho ani nikdy milovat nebudeme. Sta\u010d\u00ed p\u00e1r slov, p\u00e1r nau\u010den\u00fdch gest a \u00fasm\u011bv\u016f. Stra\u0161n\u011b snadno vyvol\u00e1te iluzi nikdy neexistuj\u00edc\u00edho citu.<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Ale p\u0159edst\u00edrat jak\u00fdkoliv cit vyjma l\u00e1sky k&nbsp;\u010dlov\u011bku, kter\u00e9mu pat\u0159\u00ed va\u0161e srdce? To je nemo\u017en\u00e9. A mn\u011b m\u016f\u017eete v\u011b\u0159it. M\u00e1m to odzkou\u0161en\u00e9 jak lety, tak r\u016fzn\u00fdmi pokusy o obranu.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Kdy\u017e&nbsp;jsem zjistil, \u017ee m\u016fj cit k&nbsp;n\u011bmu nen\u00ed ryze bratrsk\u00fd, nebylo mi zase tak moc. Odhaduji tak\u2026 patn\u00e1ct? \u0160estn\u00e1ct? No, asi tak n\u011bjak. A tenkr\u00e1t se, hned po obrovsk\u00e9m kari\u00e9rn\u00edm \u00fasp\u011bchu, dostavil je\u0161t\u011b v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed osobn\u00ed ne\u00fasp\u011bch. Prohr\u00e1l jsem. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Ze za\u010d\u00e1tku v\u00e1l\u010dil rozum proti citu po m\u00e9m boku, ale nakonec zradil a s\u00e1m m\u011b ub\u00edjel my\u0161lenkami na n\u011bj. A tak jsem se vrhnul na prvn\u00ed v\u011bc, kterou jsem m\u011bl po ruce a kter\u00e1 alespo\u0148 trochu odv\u00e1d\u011bla mou pozornost. Pit\u00ed.<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Ze za\u010d\u00e1tku to \u0161lo. V\u0161echny sv\u00e9&nbsp;my\u0161lenky jsem mohl utopit v&nbsp;pivu, vodce, rumu a dal\u0161\u00edch podobn\u00fdch nedobr\u00fdch sra\u010dk\u00e1ch. David m\u011bl poka\u017ed\u00e9 stra\u0161n\u00e9 l\u00edt\u00e1n\u00ed kv\u016fli tomu, aby se m\u016fj alkoholismus nedostal na ve\u0159ejnost. A k&nbsp;jeho nad\u0161en\u00ed toto obdob\u00ed trvalo jen chv\u00edli. Zrazuj\u00edc\u00ed my\u0161lenky se toti\u017e rychle nau\u010dily v&nbsp;alkoholu plavat. Mrchy. A nav\u00edc ve mn\u011b rostl ten proklet\u00fd cit. A ne jen ten. Touha m\u011b spalovala a chtivost u\u017e\u00edrala \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edc. La\u010dnost po tom jednom t\u011ble m\u011b ni\u010dila. A pak p\u0159i\u0161la ta my\u0161lenka.<\/p><\/div>\n<hr \/>\n<div>\n<p>Kdy\u017e&nbsp;ono jedin\u00e9&nbsp;t\u011blo m\u00edt nem\u016f\u017eu, tak si ho vynahrad\u00edm v\u0161emi ostatn\u00edmi. A tak tomu taky bylo. Snad v\u0161echny noviny na sv\u011bt\u011b tenkr\u00e1t psaly, jak velkej jsem sukni\u010dk\u00e1\u0159. A j\u00e1 p\u0159i tom v\u017edy z\u016fst\u00e1val v\u011brn\u00fd. Ve sv\u00e9 mysli jsem ka\u017edou noc tr\u00e1vil s&nbsp;jedn\u00edm a t\u00edm sam\u00fdm \u010dlov\u011bkem. &nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Ka\u017ed\u00fd&nbsp;r\u00e1no jsem se pak budil se rty rozkousan\u00fdmi t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 a\u017e do krve. A to jenom proto, aby mi z&nbsp;nich nevyklouzlo to jedin\u00e9 jm\u00e9no, kter\u00e9 jsem cht\u011bl st\u00e9nat, a kter\u00e9 ka\u017edou noc moje mysl k\u0159i\u010dela do sv\u011bta.<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Tohle\u2026 br\u00e1n\u011bn\u00ed se? Nebo to byla sp\u00ed\u0161 zbra\u0148, kterou jsem masochisticky noc co noc dr\u017eel proti sob\u011b? Ka\u017edop\u00e1dn\u011b, tento samozvan\u00fd l\u00e9k na mou rozbolav\u011blou du\u0161i mi u\u017e n\u011bjak\u00fd ten \u010das vydr\u017eel. Teprve relativn\u011b ned\u00e1vno mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee takhle to d\u00e1l prost\u011b nejde, takhle se ned\u00e1 \u017e\u00edt. A tehdy jsem to v\u0161echno vzdal. Kone\u010dn\u011b, ve sv\u00fdch dvaceti letech, jsem dosp\u011bl. Tedy, alespo\u0148 pokud dosp\u011bt znamen\u00e1 bez n\u00e1mitek p\u0159ijmout pravdu o sob\u011b. Proto\u017ee j\u00e1 se sv\u00fdm cit\u016fm u\u017e nad\u00e1le nehodl\u00e1m br\u00e1nit. U\u017e bych to nezvl\u00e1dl.<\/p><\/div>\n<div>\n<p>A tak jenom ti\u0161e sed\u00edm vedle tebe a dod\u00e1v\u00e1m ti odvahu. Jsem spr\u00e1vn\u00fd&nbsp; star\u0161\u00ed br\u00e1cha. Ale kdy\u017e jsou reflektory kolem n\u00e1s zhasnut\u00e9 a ty se zrovna ned\u00edv\u00e1\u0161, na moj\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159i z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed zamilovan\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv. Zrovna jako te\u010f. M\u011bs\u00edc, kter\u00e9mu zb\u00fdv\u00e1 jen p\u00e1r dn\u00ed do novu, osv\u011btluje nejen cel\u00fd pokoj, ale i tvou k\u0159ehkou postavu v&nbsp;nad\u00fdchan\u00fdch pe\u0159in\u00e1ch. A j\u00e1 op\u011bt, jako u\u017e kolikr\u00e1t p\u0159edt\u00edm, opakuji tv\u00fdm nesly\u0161\u00edc\u00edm u\u0161\u00edm dv\u011b v\u011bty.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:center\">***<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>&#8222;Miluji t\u011b, Billy. Dobrou noc, zlato,&#8220; ticho no\u010dn\u00edho pokoje protrhl n\u011b\u017en\u00fd&nbsp;\u0161epot a \u010dernovlas\u00e1 le\u017e\u00edc\u00ed osoba, o kter\u00e9 si stoj\u00edc\u00ed mu\u017e myslel, \u017ee sp\u00ed, se spokojen\u011b pousm\u00e1la.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Bylo to u\u017e p\u00e1r t\u00fddn\u016f, co Billa p\u0159ekvapily poprv\u00e9 tyto dv\u011b v\u011bty z&nbsp;\u00fast jeho dvoj\u010dete. Tenkr\u00e1t mu to p\u0159i\u0161lo divn\u00e9 a on se b\u00e1l na to jakkoliv zareagovat. Nicm\u00e9n\u011b te\u010f u\u017e bez tohoto Tomova ka\u017edove\u010dern\u00edho ritu\u00e1lu neusnul. Divn\u00fd pocit, kter\u00fd ho p\u0159epadl tenkr\u00e1t poprv\u00e9, zmizel a nahradilo ho t\u0159ep\u00e1n\u00ed mot\u00fdl\u016f v&nbsp;b\u0159i\u0161e a poka\u017ed\u00e9 lehk\u00e9 rozechv\u011bn\u00ed srdce. Ov\u0161em strach reagovat z\u016fstal. A\u017e do t\u00e9to noci. \u010c\u00edm byla tak zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed? N\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed v\u011btou.<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>&#8222;Tob\u011b taky, l\u00e1sko.&#8220;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>autor: Sandra Tr\u00fcmper<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><strong>betaread: Janule<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>autor: Sandra Tr\u00fcmper Ahoj, v\u0161ichni! \ud83d\ude42 Opravdu moc d\u011bkuju za v\u0161echny va\u0161e koment\u00e1\u0159e\u2026&nbsp;moc m\u011b&nbsp; pot\u011b\u0161ily \ud83d\ude42 Tohle nen\u00ed&nbsp; ani zdaleka pov\u00eddka podobn\u00e1&nbsp; p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9\u2026 je to sp\u00ed\u0161 takov\u00e1&nbsp; oddychov\u00e1, p\u0159eslazen\u00e1&nbsp;romance, kter\u00e1&nbsp; se opravdu hod\u00ed&nbsp;jako poh\u00e1dka na dobrou noc, a hlavn\u011b konec je naprosto<\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a class=\"myButt \" href=\"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/2010\/12\/20\/dobrou-noc\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9871","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ff-jednodilky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9871","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9871"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9871\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9871"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9871"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/twincestblog.cz\/domains\/twincestblog.cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9871"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}